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Dirty Angels MC #5
Down & Dirty: Axel
Welcome to Shadow Valley where the Dirty Angels MC rules. Get ready to get Down & Dirty because this is Axel’s story…
When you’re a cop, life can be complicated when the woman you love is MC born and raised...
Though the club blood runs thick in Axel’s veins, he’s despised by them for being a cop. They also hate him because his family turned their back years ago not only on the club but his brother, the president of the Dirty Angels MC. However, he's loved Bella forever, watched her marry the wrong man, one who broke her in almost every imaginable way, and yet she's still the strongest person he knows. Despite their rivaling families, he won't let anything stand in the way of making her his this time.
Bella hasn’t known anything other than alpha bikers her whole life. Her marriage to one turned into a tragedy, one that changed the rest of her life. She was never the same after that one fateful night that Axel came to save her. Though he remains on the outskirts of her life, he’s always watching, waiting, worrying about her. Especially when a rival MC continues to wreak havoc on all of their lives.
Like Romeo and Juliet, his family may never accept her, and hers him, but they’re both determined to tear down the wall that divides them.
This book can be read as a standalone. It includes lots of steamy scenes, biker slang, cursing, some violence and, of course, an HEA. If you like alpha males who like to take charge, this book is for you.
When you’re a cop, life can be complicated when the woman you love is MC born and raised...
Though the club blood runs thick in Axel’s veins, he’s despised by them for being a cop. They also hate him because his family turned their back years ago not only on the club but his brother, the president of the Dirty Angels MC. However, he's loved Bella forever, watched her marry the wrong man, one who broke her in almost every imaginable way, and yet she's still the strongest person he knows. Despite their rivaling families, he won't let anything stand in the way of making her his this time.
Bella hasn’t known anything other than alpha bikers her whole life. Her marriage to one turned into a tragedy, one that changed the rest of her life. She was never the same after that one fateful night that Axel came to save her. Though he remains on the outskirts of her life, he’s always watching, waiting, worrying about her. Especially when a rival MC continues to wreak havoc on all of their lives.
Like Romeo and Juliet, his family may never accept her, and hers him, but they’re both determined to tear down the wall that divides them.
This book can be read as a standalone. It includes lots of steamy scenes, biker slang, cursing, some violence and, of course, an HEA. If you like alpha males who like to take charge, this book is for you.
270 pages, Kindle Edition
First published May 6, 2018
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Jeanne St. James
120 books2,414 followersJEANNE ST. JAMES is a USA Today and international bestselling romance author who loves an alpha male (or two). She writes steamy contemporary M/F and M/M romance, as well as M/M/F ménages, and has published over 60 books (so far). She also writes M/M paranormal romance under the name: J.J. Masters. Some of her books have been translated into French, German, Italian and Portuguese.
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May 13, 2019
I gave this book 5 stars because I really did love this story but there were a few things that I was disappointed about. I had such high expectations for the epilogue and then it didn't turn out really like I had hoped. I wanted Bella and Axel to go to dinner at Axel's parents house and have that confrontation just like they had when Axel went to the DAMC Christmas party. I really hoped that their relationship would have progressed further along in this book.
June 11, 2022
So the ongoing plots are getting deeper and more intriguing for me. And Bella's story was very heartbreaking. Her past was at least.
Still not sure how her and Axel can make their love work, but it should be interesting to watch. I wasn't sure, before their book, how I felt about them together. But I like them together. Just their story feels like a HFN and not an HEA. Cause again, I have no idea how this is going to work or last with how things that are surrounding them; stands at this time.
A good addition to this series. I would recommend it.
Still not sure how her and Axel can make their love work, but it should be interesting to watch. I wasn't sure, before their book, how I felt about them together. But I like them together. Just their story feels like a HFN and not an HEA. Cause again, I have no idea how this is going to work or last with how things that are surrounding them; stands at this time.
A good addition to this series. I would recommend it.
April 22, 2018
Axel has known Bella almost his entire life and wanted her from the moment he understood what desire meant. But he is a cop and she is a part of the Dirty Angels MC till death. Like oil and water, the two just aren't going to mix. He was there at the worst moment of her life and can't seem to move on without her in his arms, in his bed, in his life. Bella doesn't want a relationship with anyone, especially a biker. She doesn't trust herself or any man for that matter beyond the men of DAMC, and them she only trusts so far. But she has wanted Axel for so long, loneliness and longing combine till they both give in. But just because you love someone doesn't mean they fit into each other's lives, right?
I have been a big fan of Jeanne St James since the first Down and Dirty: Zak! Axel's book has been a long time coming. He and Bella have been eyeing each other so hard its a wonder they didnt burst into flames. Axel is Zak's brother and a cop. Axel and his dad Mitch had turned their backs on Zak when he joined the MC and abandoned him completely when he went to prison for a crime he didn't commit. So that is a major strike against him in having any kind of relationship with Bella. Bella has scars from her marriage and Axel tries to tread lightly. She figures he can never accept the reality that she is part of the Dirty Angels MC and won't give it up. These two have so many obstacles, its a wonder they can even move! Ms St James is an amazing storyteller and I really admire how she handles her characters. There are no magic fixes for some of the issues they face and she doesn't try to make everything nice and neat. There are going to be struggles and tough times. But the love and commitment it takes to get through all that makes it worth it. That is what makes her characters feel real. Their relationships within the club and within the couples are changing and evolving over each book in the series. Another 5 star read from the talented Jeanne St James!
I have been a big fan of Jeanne St James since the first Down and Dirty: Zak! Axel's book has been a long time coming. He and Bella have been eyeing each other so hard its a wonder they didnt burst into flames. Axel is Zak's brother and a cop. Axel and his dad Mitch had turned their backs on Zak when he joined the MC and abandoned him completely when he went to prison for a crime he didn't commit. So that is a major strike against him in having any kind of relationship with Bella. Bella has scars from her marriage and Axel tries to tread lightly. She figures he can never accept the reality that she is part of the Dirty Angels MC and won't give it up. These two have so many obstacles, its a wonder they can even move! Ms St James is an amazing storyteller and I really admire how she handles her characters. There are no magic fixes for some of the issues they face and she doesn't try to make everything nice and neat. There are going to be struggles and tough times. But the love and commitment it takes to get through all that makes it worth it. That is what makes her characters feel real. Their relationships within the club and within the couples are changing and evolving over each book in the series. Another 5 star read from the talented Jeanne St James!
February 10, 2018
I was graciously given the opportunity to beta-read this book and can honestly say it hits you in the feels... HARD! It's not like the other four MC books in that hero is an articulate cop with a lot on his plate and even more in his heart. This is such a modern day Romeo and Juliet story (without the whole suicide and pre-teen marriage thing). You can really feel the strain that these two are going through, feel the pull of their lives and families who seem determined to keep them apart, and yet you know and THEY know that they are what is best for each other. Two halves, only a whole when with the other. I really like Axel. And to be honest, in the first four books, I wasn't sure about him. Was he going to be this super cocky cop with his head up his ass who thinks his shit doesn't stink and people just need to do as he says and women everywhere swoon when he walks into a room? I kind of thought he might be. But he wasn't. This man has everything you want in a partner, fierce loyalty, that alpha protective instinct, integrity, and honesty. He loves Bella SO DAMN HARD you just want to grab the woman by the shoulders and shake some sense into her until she realizes it too. Loved book 5. Loved. It!
December 24, 2020
wow!!!! i loved it. this is a brilliant series with hard, strong men taken down by their sassy counterparts who have the hearts and souls of the toughest of warriors. love and family are the underlying strengths of the story but there is danger, heartbreak and tragedy threaded through each story providing a perfect counterpart. watching these men fall makes for great reading. love the writing style and everything about these books
june 2020 - a reread of the whole series and the guts & glory boys as well as the dark knights and blood fury. thoroughly enjoy this authors work
june 2020 - a reread of the whole series and the guts & glory boys as well as the dark knights and blood fury. thoroughly enjoy this authors work
November 10, 2019
Disappointment
What made this a piss poor read was:
1. Diesel and his barbaric ways
2. Get gone as it is the end of all ends...should have used it on my abusive ex husband to see if it would have worked
3. Stupid female lead characters who think they are invincible to a group of large beefy criminals even after her own personal ordeal
This was a plain overall terrible read for me...the grammar was terrible and many editing mistakes...I really am starting to question if some of the high star reviews are fake.
This could have been a much better read...the author missed her mark on this one
What made this a piss poor read was:
1. Diesel and his barbaric ways
2. Get gone as it is the end of all ends...should have used it on my abusive ex husband to see if it would have worked
3. Stupid female lead characters who think they are invincible to a group of large beefy criminals even after her own personal ordeal
This was a plain overall terrible read for me...the grammar was terrible and many editing mistakes...I really am starting to question if some of the high star reviews are fake.
This could have been a much better read...the author missed her mark on this one
May 22, 2018
DNF @51%.
I have been skimming. It was that boring. Same ole same ole. Don't think I'll be interested in Slade.
I have been skimming. It was that boring. Same ole same ole. Don't think I'll be interested in Slade.
May 16, 2022
For most of this series so far we have seen Axel and Bella dance around each other. There has also been hints of something bad happened to Bella in her past related to the club. With this book we got to see it all. I hated learning about what happened to Bella, wished that she would have talked to those she trusted in the club and she could have escaped all the bad that happened.
I liked Axel and Bella together, but man...did they go back and forth in this one a lot. They had a big issue, both of them having strong feelings about the club, both of them connected to the club, one embracing, the other pushing away. It was huge, how do you get past that, especially when Axel basically cut off contact with his own brother over the MC. I think how things ended was a good way for them to be together, for the men in the MC to know Axel was serious and for Bella to know that Axel really wanted her, no matter what. I found myself very hopefully for them as the book ended, that they could find a way forward, together.
I liked Axel and Bella together, but man...did they go back and forth in this one a lot. They had a big issue, both of them having strong feelings about the club, both of them connected to the club, one embracing, the other pushing away. It was huge, how do you get past that, especially when Axel basically cut off contact with his own brother over the MC. I think how things ended was a good way for them to be together, for the men in the MC to know Axel was serious and for Bella to know that Axel really wanted her, no matter what. I found myself very hopefully for them as the book ended, that they could find a way forward, together.
July 27, 2019
Axel isn’t DAMC...but he soooo is.... Bella’s story was heart breaking but Axel fixes it all! 😘😘😘
April 1, 2018
As the lucky winner of the author's giveaway, I really looked forward to reading Axel's book.
Axel is a breath of fresh air among MC heroes, sweet, kind, and not a rumbling beast of a man (I'm looking at you, Diesel), still he is protective and jealous in a completely healthy kind of way, without being overbearing and controlling (again not a typical characteristic of MC heroes, but then again not many of them are cops at the same time).
Bella. I honestly don't know what to say about her. She's a strong, but vulnerable DAMC woman.
One of the things she did annoyed me a lot, unnecessarily putting herself in danger, especially after what happened to Kiki and Jazz. I kind of understood Diesel's reaction, and would probably react even worse than he did to some of her actions.
From the previous books it was already pretty clear how much they love each other, they only needed a push in the right direction.
Diesel plays an important part in this book. It was great reading about him, and the entire group, actually. I love their banter (especially between Bella and Crow).
Can't wait for Slade and Dawg and Crow and...... :)
Oh, yes, the conversation between Mercy and Bella certainly increased my curiosity about the man, but who has the patience to wait for his story?! Well done, Jeanne.
Axel is a breath of fresh air among MC heroes, sweet, kind, and not a rumbling beast of a man (I'm looking at you, Diesel), still he is protective and jealous in a completely healthy kind of way, without being overbearing and controlling (again not a typical characteristic of MC heroes, but then again not many of them are cops at the same time).
Bella. I honestly don't know what to say about her. She's a strong, but vulnerable DAMC woman.
One of the things she did annoyed me a lot, unnecessarily putting herself in danger, especially after what happened to Kiki and Jazz. I kind of understood Diesel's reaction, and would probably react even worse than he did to some of her actions.
From the previous books it was already pretty clear how much they love each other, they only needed a push in the right direction.
Diesel plays an important part in this book. It was great reading about him, and the entire group, actually. I love their banter (especially between Bella and Crow).
Can't wait for Slade and Dawg and Crow and...... :)
Oh, yes, the conversation between Mercy and Bella certainly increased my curiosity about the man, but who has the patience to wait for his story?! Well done, Jeanne.
June 26, 2019
Down and Dirty: Axel is the 5th book in the Dirty Angels series.I have enjoyed every book so far in this series with these alpha bikers and the tough sassy women with them, and I could not wait for Bella and Axel's story. I was not disappointed as this novel was intense, heart-breaking and engrossing with non-stop action and some very steamy scenes.
You really feel for Axel and Bella in this book, these two were flawed and complete opposites but they had such a strong chemistry between them and from early on you would be rooting for their relationship to succeed against all the odds stacked against them.
The secondary characters all added to this story and I loved that we get to see the other characters from the previous novel and all the guys in the DAMC. The plot will evoke a range of emotions from you as the story progresses and you will love the HEA ending.
I listened to the audible version of this novel which was narrated by Ava Lucas and Teddy Hamilton. These two did a fabulous job with the different characters and brought so much emotion to the story, however Ava's portrayal of Bella was outstanding. I loved listening to these two and really enjoyed the story.
Down and Dirty Axel was another fantastic continuation to this series and I would highly recommend it to all lovers of MC romance.
You really feel for Axel and Bella in this book, these two were flawed and complete opposites but they had such a strong chemistry between them and from early on you would be rooting for their relationship to succeed against all the odds stacked against them.
The secondary characters all added to this story and I loved that we get to see the other characters from the previous novel and all the guys in the DAMC. The plot will evoke a range of emotions from you as the story progresses and you will love the HEA ending.
I listened to the audible version of this novel which was narrated by Ava Lucas and Teddy Hamilton. These two did a fabulous job with the different characters and brought so much emotion to the story, however Ava's portrayal of Bella was outstanding. I loved listening to these two and really enjoyed the story.
Down and Dirty Axel was another fantastic continuation to this series and I would highly recommend it to all lovers of MC romance.
October 5, 2022
Meh
I really wanted to see Bella and Axel get their happily ever after, but I had several issues with this book.
First, "No" means "NO", unless you have some prior arrangement that you're going to pretend to resist (con/noncon), which this wasn't. I get that she's supposed to be all " my mouth says no but my heart says yes". He's a cop, for God's sake, and knows her history of a partner that did bad things to her. He should frickin know better and wait until she gives a clear "yes", period.
Secondly, the way they blow hot and cold, back and forth, "I want you but we can't be together. I love you but we're too different, I can't give up my club/I can't give up my career" They're either having hot sex or whining about how it won't work., and it gets old after awhile and makes the narrative drag.
Thirdly, I hate the TSTL moments. They're in a war with a rival club that's already kidnapped and assaulted multiple women, but Bella wants to be the one to recover stolen property and goes to their stash house alone, then leaves her phone in the car. Seriously? Then they have a huge party with two clubs there, and they don't leave any prospects outside standing guard?
I found myself impatient with the who!e cast of characters.
I really wanted to see Bella and Axel get their happily ever after, but I had several issues with this book.
First, "No" means "NO", unless you have some prior arrangement that you're going to pretend to resist (con/noncon), which this wasn't. I get that she's supposed to be all " my mouth says no but my heart says yes". He's a cop, for God's sake, and knows her history of a partner that did bad things to her. He should frickin know better and wait until she gives a clear "yes", period.
Secondly, the way they blow hot and cold, back and forth, "I want you but we can't be together. I love you but we're too different, I can't give up my club/I can't give up my career" They're either having hot sex or whining about how it won't work., and it gets old after awhile and makes the narrative drag.
Thirdly, I hate the TSTL moments. They're in a war with a rival club that's already kidnapped and assaulted multiple women, but Bella wants to be the one to recover stolen property and goes to their stash house alone, then leaves her phone in the car. Seriously? Then they have a huge party with two clubs there, and they don't leave any prospects outside standing guard?
I found myself impatient with the who!e cast of characters.
May 7, 2018
I have been looking forward to this book since the series began and I was not disappointed!
An alpha male that is protective but not overbearing and speaks in full sentences - no grunts here! Axel and Bella have always had eyes for each other but timing and life choices have never made it possible for the two to connect. She's DAMC and he's a cop, how could a relationship ever survive?
I really really enjoyed this one. When we get all the details to what Bella has survived you get a bit more of an understanding of why the club is a bit protective. I was a bit disappointed in Axel at one point, even if I understood the reasons behind his choice. There are no guarantees with love, but you have to go all in - anything less and you're destined to fail. Can these two find a way to meld their worlds?
Great addition to the series
An alpha male that is protective but not overbearing and speaks in full sentences - no grunts here! Axel and Bella have always had eyes for each other but timing and life choices have never made it possible for the two to connect. She's DAMC and he's a cop, how could a relationship ever survive?
I really really enjoyed this one. When we get all the details to what Bella has survived you get a bit more of an understanding of why the club is a bit protective. I was a bit disappointed in Axel at one point, even if I understood the reasons behind his choice. There are no guarantees with love, but you have to go all in - anything less and you're destined to fail. Can these two find a way to meld their worlds?
Great addition to the series
September 10, 2020
She wants nobody and belongs to no one. Never will she fall in love again. Her first love was kept to herself because that was an impossibility... they came from two different worlds that can never mix.
If you have read the previous books you know something bad has happened to Bella in the past but it was never told what. In this book we find out what and it was horrible, heart breaking and disgusting. Something that D. Has blamed himself for because it's his job to protect the club. I'm not going to tell what happened to her... that is a spoiler I'm not spoiling.
Only one person knew everything that happened to her. He only knew because he was the first responder. Alex. Alex is the brother of the MC president but they don't associate with each other. You see their father is a cop and Alex followed in his father's foot steps while his brother followed in their grandfather's. Alex has loved Bella ever since he can remember but knows it can't work out. He's a cop and she is DAMC .
Alex decides to pursue Bella no matter the cost. He thinks he can find a way. Bella has always loved Alex but knows it's impossible. Can they find a way and maybe start healing the gap between the families?
Adult content, violence and domestic abuse.
If you have read the previous books you know something bad has happened to Bella in the past but it was never told what. In this book we find out what and it was horrible, heart breaking and disgusting. Something that D. Has blamed himself for because it's his job to protect the club. I'm not going to tell what happened to her... that is a spoiler I'm not spoiling.
Only one person knew everything that happened to her. He only knew because he was the first responder. Alex. Alex is the brother of the MC president but they don't associate with each other. You see their father is a cop and Alex followed in his father's foot steps while his brother followed in their grandfather's. Alex has loved Bella ever since he can remember but knows it can't work out. He's a cop and she is DAMC .
Alex decides to pursue Bella no matter the cost. He thinks he can find a way. Bella has always loved Alex but knows it's impossible. Can they find a way and maybe start healing the gap between the families?
Adult content, violence and domestic abuse.
December 13, 2023
You're really good read filled with angst and drama between two people who have been separated by circumstance and family duty all their lives. Essentially a modern day Romeo and Juliet with a much happier ending, I loved Axel and Bella's story.
July 29, 2024
I struggled with Axel and Bella a little bit. It was still a great story. I love keeping up with everyone, and I’m going to continue with the series, but this one was harder for me. Maybe it was the trauma that Bella has been through. Or maybe it’s the strife between the brothers. Or maybe it’s what a hard add Diesel is - he’s just relentless. Regardless, I got the happy ending that I wanted, so in the end, I’m happy!
There were some really good moments in this story, especially between Diesel and Axel and Zak and Axel. Some parts of it were frustrating, though. The whole Warriors stealing the toys for tots thing seemed a little weak. They go from kidnapping, assault, and rape to stealing toys and pawning them? It was just weird. I also didn't care for how dumb the author made Bella out to be. For someone who claims to be 100% DAMC, she makes some really dumb choices. She risks the relationship with another club by going into their territory uninvited and without giving them a heads up. She gets close to the Warriors even though she knows what happened to Jazz and kiki and the others, not to mention her own past. I just don't get it. Until this story, she struck me as a smart woman. That being said, I did love how she never wavered in her loyalty to the club. It will be interesting to see how Axel fits into things going forward.
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There were some really good moments in this story, especially between Diesel and Axel and Zak and Axel. Some parts of it were frustrating, though. The whole Warriors stealing the toys for tots thing seemed a little weak. They go from kidnapping, assault, and rape to stealing toys and pawning them? It was just weird. I also didn't care for how dumb the author made Bella out to be. For someone who claims to be 100% DAMC, she makes some really dumb choices. She risks the relationship with another club by going into their territory uninvited and without giving them a heads up. She gets close to the Warriors even though she knows what happened to Jazz and kiki and the others, not to mention her own past. I just don't get it. Until this story, she struck me as a smart woman. That being said, I did love how she never wavered in her loyalty to the club. It will be interesting to see how Axel fits into things going forward.
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November 23, 2018
Sometimes a series comes along that you cannot get enough of, and this series is it for me. Each book has something in it that keeps me riveted to the story and makes me feel like I am part of the club experiencing it all with them. Jeanne St James explores the relationship between Axel and Bella this time and while I thought Diesel was the one I loved the most, Axel is the ultimate hero. Axel has the club running through his veins, but circumstances throughout his life have kept him away. With his job as a cop and his brother as the president of DAMC, things are definitely at odds. Bella is part owner of the town bakery and is DAMC straight through. Nothing will pull her from the club, but her feelings for Axel are strong. Will these two be able to overcome their issues? This modern day Romeo and Juliet had me listening all night to see how their story would turn out. Bella is a strong woman, has lived through a horrific attack and needs to decide if a relationship with the man she loves will work out. Axel is clear on what he wants, but will he be able to live with the love of his life being in the club? St James masterfully weaves the tale with love and care with these two. Axel is not only honorable and hot, but he is determined to make things work. Bella has some self confidence and trust issues she may not be able to work through. Add in the men of DAMC and Axel's dad fighting the relationship and things are not looking good! The best part of these stories is nothing is easy. The couples have to work through their problems, it may get worse before it gets better, but there is no immediate fix. It's true to life and makes the stories so much better. Love this one, hoping we get to see where these two go in the future in the next installment.
Ava Lucas and Teddy Hamilton are a narration team like no other. This particular narration I found incredibly moving. Lucas gives voice to all the women in the club, but her portrayal of Bella is emotional and full of feeling. Bella has been through a lot, and you can feel her struggle in this story. While you want to shake her, Lucas gives her the voice so you can feel compassion and hope for Bella. Hamilton is the perfect voice for Axel. He needs that clean cut sound that Teddy has for him, but also gives him that alpha feel. He pulls it off without a hitch making Axel the man to love.
Ava Lucas and Teddy Hamilton are a narration team like no other. This particular narration I found incredibly moving. Lucas gives voice to all the women in the club, but her portrayal of Bella is emotional and full of feeling. Bella has been through a lot, and you can feel her struggle in this story. While you want to shake her, Lucas gives her the voice so you can feel compassion and hope for Bella. Hamilton is the perfect voice for Axel. He needs that clean cut sound that Teddy has for him, but also gives him that alpha feel. He pulls it off without a hitch making Axel the man to love.
August 7, 2018
A steamy hot MC version of Romeo & Juliet, but with a HEA! Highly Recommend this series!
For adults only (18+ years or older) There are situations in the story that may be triggers for some (high level included below)
This story is different than the others as it involves a hometown male, Axel, that is considered almost an enemy of the club, even though he is blood to quite a few of them. His father did what ever he could to try and keep his kids away from the club after the murders in the 70s that sent 2 of the club brothers to jail. The only one that fought to be apart of it was Zak and it created a rift that still exists to date. Axel followed his father into law enforcement and joined the MC he created, the Blue Avengers. Now Axel wants to be in touch with his brother and be apart of his neice or nephew's life.
Isabella, aka Bella grew up in the Dirty Angels. She was married to a brother and something horrific happened that has caused her to have several flashbacks in previous books. What I liked about it was learning the backstory of Bella, the issues with her ex and why Diesel is so protective. It is almost like the MC version of Romeo and Juliet, since they have loved / wanted each other since high school but couldn't be together due to outside forces. Now Axel feels like he has waited long enough and he isn't afraid to stand up and fight Diesel (even if it kills him) and any others to claim the woman he can't live without.
This story includes adult language throughout, detailed steamy intimate scenes, and violence (kidnapping, rape, assault and murder). If any of these situations are triggers, or offensive to you, then this may not be the book or series for you.
For adults only (18+ years or older) There are situations in the story that may be triggers for some (high level included below)
This story is different than the others as it involves a hometown male, Axel, that is considered almost an enemy of the club, even though he is blood to quite a few of them. His father did what ever he could to try and keep his kids away from the club after the murders in the 70s that sent 2 of the club brothers to jail. The only one that fought to be apart of it was Zak and it created a rift that still exists to date. Axel followed his father into law enforcement and joined the MC he created, the Blue Avengers. Now Axel wants to be in touch with his brother and be apart of his neice or nephew's life.
Isabella, aka Bella grew up in the Dirty Angels. She was married to a brother and something horrific happened that has caused her to have several flashbacks in previous books. What I liked about it was learning the backstory of Bella, the issues with her ex and why Diesel is so protective. It is almost like the MC version of Romeo and Juliet, since they have loved / wanted each other since high school but couldn't be together due to outside forces. Now Axel feels like he has waited long enough and he isn't afraid to stand up and fight Diesel (even if it kills him) and any others to claim the woman he can't live without.
This story includes adult language throughout, detailed steamy intimate scenes, and violence (kidnapping, rape, assault and murder). If any of these situations are triggers, or offensive to you, then this may not be the book or series for you.
April 20, 2018
Oh man, I can't say it enough but, I LOVE this freaking series!!! I also can't repeat myself too much when I say that I LOVE Diesel, but he's got some competition in this book. Axel is a sweet dream, wrapped up in a smoking hot body...no I haven't seen him but I have a vivid imagination...he's just so yummy! And you can't ever leave out Bella. I loved her in the previous books and the little snippets that we got about her life were just a tease leading up to the tragic event that she went through and still holds on to. These two have loved each other probably their whole life and never acted on it because neither one thought they were good enough for each other, but they're perfect for each other. Axel is patient and calm with Bella and she's protective of him. And Diesel, who could ever overlook that huge hunk of aggravating man! Diesel loves his cousin Bella and is so overprotective, it's hilarious! The verbal sparring and physical blows that happen between Axel and him is great, but in the end he shows just how much he loves Bella and grudgingly respects Axel. Can't wait for the next installment and hope, hope, hope that Crow gets a story too, that man is oh my gosh amazing! Great job, as usual Ms. St. James, you definitely hit this one out of the park!
April 25, 2018
I received an advanced copy from the author for my honest review. I have been a fan since the first book and each book just keeps getting better and better. Axel and Bella have loved each other since they were kids, to bad there is one.... ok two big problems. Bella is DAMC property and will ALWAYS be DAMC property and even though the Dirty Angels runs through his blood too, Axel is a cop. Axel didn't made Bella his when they were younger and almost lost her forever. Now even if he has to wait years he'll never give her up. Bella feels that she is damaged goods and isn't good enough for Axel, plus no matter how much she loves him she will never leave the DAMC. The DAMC aren't going to let Axel into Bella's life without A LOT of pain, especially from her cousin the VP of the DAMC and his brother who happens to be the Prez. Bella fights hard to feel worthy of the love Axel offers but the outer and inner scars make it hard to belief in herself. As Axel tries to separate the cop from the man who loves Bella he begins to see how much pain he and his family have caused his brother in the past. Now ..... can there be a future with the woman who is his heart and soul.......and is it possible that maybe one day he could have something more that hate from his brother.
May 3, 2018
YES YES YES if you don't read nothing else this year this is a must read book. Axel is cut from a different cloth and he maybe a cop but he is a gangster. Axel has loved Bella since he was a kid and though he messed up and let her go he never stopped loving her. I loved the fact that Axel never gave up on Bella and is there when she needs him. Now Axel is no saint he has his demons that he deals with on a daily basis and the biggest one is his brother who he turned his back on. I want give away anything but I will say Jeanne did a fantastic job with dealing with Zak and Axel relationship. Now Bella is one tough cookie she has been though hell and back and has managed to put herself back together again. Now only if she can allow her heart too be strong enough to love again as much as she wants Axel she has demons that will not allow her to move on. I love the relationship they have it's not easy are perfect but they fight together and it's beautiful. This book is well developed and well written and the characters are well developed and have great chemistry I highly recommend this book. The whole series is fantastic if you are looking for a real MC series this is it you will definitely not be disappointed.
I voluntarily read a arc copy
I voluntarily read a arc copy
May 21, 2018
Love this series.
This series just keeps pulling me in .
Axel and Bella gave me the feels .
After what Bella went through at the hands of her old man Rebel to find love again when she has been so lost yet putting on a brave face all these years
But secretly behind closed door's she was just surving . Axel has loved Bella most of his life but him being a cop amd her being a DAMC it could never work between them both their loyalties lie in different directions yet the pull between them was just to strong.
But with people on both sides against them getting together and Bellas own insecurities about her body their relationship was nearly over before it began. I would have liked to have seen more in put from Mitch Axels dad and his mum she seems to be really under Mitch's thumb and with Bellas meltdown in the cake shop i would have liked to have found out the outcome of that and what sophia thought and why none of the other DAMC girls didnt go to Bella .
And also why Peirce wasn't in this book because surely being ousted as the president of the MC he would want retribution? . But all in all i loved the chemistry between Axel and Bella and i hope to see more of them and how theire relationship unfolds in future books .
This series just keeps pulling me in .
Axel and Bella gave me the feels .
After what Bella went through at the hands of her old man Rebel to find love again when she has been so lost yet putting on a brave face all these years
But secretly behind closed door's she was just surving . Axel has loved Bella most of his life but him being a cop amd her being a DAMC it could never work between them both their loyalties lie in different directions yet the pull between them was just to strong.
But with people on both sides against them getting together and Bellas own insecurities about her body their relationship was nearly over before it began. I would have liked to have seen more in put from Mitch Axels dad and his mum she seems to be really under Mitch's thumb and with Bellas meltdown in the cake shop i would have liked to have found out the outcome of that and what sophia thought and why none of the other DAMC girls didnt go to Bella .
And also why Peirce wasn't in this book because surely being ousted as the president of the MC he would want retribution? . But all in all i loved the chemistry between Axel and Bella and i hope to see more of them and how theire relationship unfolds in future books .
January 23, 2019
OMG!!!! I want MORE!!!!
Loved it!!!
Bella has been one of my favourites from the beginning her story has always been on my cant wait to read list and was so glad when her story was announced. I love her strength and tenacity. I love the way she just completely fits in and stands out at the same time. Axel is an interesting choice for Bella and I can completely see why they click and why she would choose the most complicated of relationships to be in.
Axel is graceful and cautious and I love his tolerance of everything the MC, Bella, the past the future everything. He absolutely steps up as a man in this installment and I hope we get more from him in the future.
As a couple wow sizzling with a side of sweetness.
There was a lot more involvement of the MC as a whole in this story as there was much to cover in the "blood" family side. Although not quite resolved as yet I hope to read more in the future of this development.
All up incredibly awesomely good and I cannot wait to continue on with the series. My next to watch out for is Slade that guy is a MIST EERRR EEEEEE!!!!
Loved it!!!
Bella has been one of my favourites from the beginning her story has always been on my cant wait to read list and was so glad when her story was announced. I love her strength and tenacity. I love the way she just completely fits in and stands out at the same time. Axel is an interesting choice for Bella and I can completely see why they click and why she would choose the most complicated of relationships to be in.
Axel is graceful and cautious and I love his tolerance of everything the MC, Bella, the past the future everything. He absolutely steps up as a man in this installment and I hope we get more from him in the future.
As a couple wow sizzling with a side of sweetness.
There was a lot more involvement of the MC as a whole in this story as there was much to cover in the "blood" family side. Although not quite resolved as yet I hope to read more in the future of this development.
All up incredibly awesomely good and I cannot wait to continue on with the series. My next to watch out for is Slade that guy is a MIST EERRR EEEEEE!!!!
April 22, 2018
Let me start out by saying that I absolutely love this series!! The women are all tough as nails and love fiercely. The men are no nonsense alphas who protect their women to the ends of the earth. I was so happy to finally get Axel's story. He's made appearances in the other books but we didn't really know much about him except that he was a cop, Zak's brother, hated by the DAMC, and into Bella. As for the type of man he was or his personality, that has been a mystery..... until now.
Just like the other men in this series, I fell in love with Axel. He was a great guy and fiercely loyal to Bella, no matter who tried to keep them apart. He would go down fighting for her. The way he made Bella believe she was worth fighting for had me tearing up at times. Bella had a horrendous past and vowed to never let herself be vulnerable again. Despite loving Axel, she fought her feelings, knowing there could be heartache in their future. Thankfully they got their HEA, although it wasn't without struggles. I definitely recommend reading Bella and Axel's story to see how they got there.
*I voluntarily reviewed an Advance Reader Copy of this book. This is my honest review.*
Just like the other men in this series, I fell in love with Axel. He was a great guy and fiercely loyal to Bella, no matter who tried to keep them apart. He would go down fighting for her. The way he made Bella believe she was worth fighting for had me tearing up at times. Bella had a horrendous past and vowed to never let herself be vulnerable again. Despite loving Axel, she fought her feelings, knowing there could be heartache in their future. Thankfully they got their HEA, although it wasn't without struggles. I definitely recommend reading Bella and Axel's story to see how they got there.
*I voluntarily reviewed an Advance Reader Copy of this book. This is my honest review.*
April 25, 2018
The love story of Axel and Bella is a real tear-jerker! Axel has loved Izabella since they were in school together in the snall town of Shawdow Valley but he knew she was DAMC and that his father had made a conscious decision to become a police officer and turn his back on rearing his children with their cousins, aunts and uncles in the motorcycle club. He followed his father into the police force and worked under him. It was really hard when Izzy married Rebel, but only Axel knew the true devastation that resulted from that marriage. But he loved her through her name change to Bella, through her withdrawal from all men, 'property of no one', and the tattoo of a floweral bouquet cross her left shoulder and upper arm so she could feel beautiful again. He knew where every scar was and loved her anyway, secretly protecting her by following her home from the bakery every night. How could this ever work with her being DAMC and them hating pigs like Axel? Read this great love story to see what he suffers for Bella!
April 26, 2018
I voluntarily reviewed an Advanced Reader copy of this book. I’ve been waiting for Axel and Bella’s story and it was so worth the wait. These two have loved each other for so long that it’s time to move past all the obstacles and make it work. Bella, stubborn, hurt and never again will she ever be someone’s ol’lady, she’s been through so much and she deserves to be happy. Axel, has been waiting so long to have Bella that there will come a time and soon that they will be together. All the women are rooting for them, but Dex, Diesel and Zak are against their union including Axel’s father Mitch. Bella will always be DAMC and that’s something that Axel will either have to live with or walk away from her forever. With a love this strong, and both have the fight, trust and love, will they be able to prove to everyone that they belong together no matter what? No spoilers here, you need to read for yourself. I absolutely love this series, Jeanne is amazing and I can’t wait for Slade, it’s going to be sooo good!!!
November 30, 2018
Axel almost, almost, kicked my man Diesel from his number 1 perch. This book for me really gave me perspective into a non Dirty Angels MC character and what it’s like to be on the outside. That doesn’t mean Axel is any less Alpha or possessive because of he sure as heck isn’t.
It was just nice to see the other side.
Bella’s story broke my heart as it would anyone but her strength in the face of it all really draws you to her character. I can completely see why she didn’t want to start anything with Axel because they are from two different sides of things. But isn’t that what makes the best love stories.
I swooned, I teared up, I laughed and smiled. This book really shows you all the emotions of having a tragic past but a hopeful future if you have the gut to put yourself out there to have it.
What do I say about the narration that I haven’t already said about these two fantastic narrators? Ava and her man voice I swear she gives me the shivers in a great way and Teddy, oh sweet Teddy when you say the naughty words I am a pool of mush I tell ya.
It was just nice to see the other side.
Bella’s story broke my heart as it would anyone but her strength in the face of it all really draws you to her character. I can completely see why she didn’t want to start anything with Axel because they are from two different sides of things. But isn’t that what makes the best love stories.
I swooned, I teared up, I laughed and smiled. This book really shows you all the emotions of having a tragic past but a hopeful future if you have the gut to put yourself out there to have it.
What do I say about the narration that I haven’t already said about these two fantastic narrators? Ava and her man voice I swear she gives me the shivers in a great way and Teddy, oh sweet Teddy when you say the naughty words I am a pool of mush I tell ya.
April 28, 2018
Axel has wanted Bella from the moment he saw her however she is part of the Dirty Angels MC and he is a cop who wants to keep his distance not only from the MC but from their President, his brother Zak.
Bella has survived a horrendous marriage which has left both physical and emotional scars. Axel was there for her on the worst day of her life but she is not prepared to let anyone get that close to her again.
Axel watched her marry another man once and this time he is determined to get the girl but first he must not only help her heal but he must also mend the rift between him, the MC and his brother or they will never be truly happy.
Axel and Bella are perfect for each other and it was great to catch up with the characters from the previous stories. This is an emotional story about healing, forgiveness and new beginnings. I voluntarily reviewed an Advanced Reader Copy of this book.
Bella has survived a horrendous marriage which has left both physical and emotional scars. Axel was there for her on the worst day of her life but she is not prepared to let anyone get that close to her again.
Axel watched her marry another man once and this time he is determined to get the girl but first he must not only help her heal but he must also mend the rift between him, the MC and his brother or they will never be truly happy.
Axel and Bella are perfect for each other and it was great to catch up with the characters from the previous stories. This is an emotional story about healing, forgiveness and new beginnings. I voluntarily reviewed an Advanced Reader Copy of this book.
September 25, 2018
Axel and Bella grew up together but have been kept at a distance because Axel an his Dad are both part of the police force and Bella is 100% a part of Dirty Angels MC. However, during a tragic time in Bella's life Alex is there to help her which strengthens their bond and begins Axel's pursuit of having more than friendship from a distances.
Of course Axel is a smoking hot cop and Bella is a beyond beautiful biker babe so their sex is off the charts sexy and their growing relationship is off the charts sweet, endearing and the perfect blend of push and pull.
As with the rest of this series, Jeanne St. James gives us characters with strength and depth. Bella is feisty and tough, wearing her "Property of No One" tee shirts. Her hurt and pain from her past runs deeps and when she breaks down it not only gutted Axel but it gutted me too. He is just the right mix of tough and sweet to help Bella put the pieces of her broken heart back together.
Of course Axel is a smoking hot cop and Bella is a beyond beautiful biker babe so their sex is off the charts sexy and their growing relationship is off the charts sweet, endearing and the perfect blend of push and pull.
As with the rest of this series, Jeanne St. James gives us characters with strength and depth. Bella is feisty and tough, wearing her "Property of No One" tee shirts. Her hurt and pain from her past runs deeps and when she breaks down it not only gutted Axel but it gutted me too. He is just the right mix of tough and sweet to help Bella put the pieces of her broken heart back together.
May 29, 2021
There were some really good moments in this story, especially between Diesel and Axel and Zak and Axel. Some parts of it were frustrating though. The whole Warriors stealing the toys for tots thing seemed a little weak. They go from kidnapping, assault, and rape to stealing toys and pawning them? It was just weird. I also didn't care for how dumb the author made Bella out to be. For someone who claims to be 100% DAMC, she makes some really dumb choices. She risks the relationship with another club by going into their territory uninvited and without giving them a heads up. She gets close to the Warriors even though she knows what happened to Jazz and kiki and the others, not to mention her own past. I just don't get it. Until this story she struck me as a smart woman. That being said I did love how she never wavered in her loyalty to the club. It will be interesting to see how Axel fits into things going forward.
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