4 stars & 4/10 hearts. Wow! this was not what I expected! I’m not a fan of today’s Christian Fiction, especially not Romance. But this was actually pretty good!
I appreciated that this wasn’t a typical romance, in that it was all epistolary, told via journals, letters, text messages, and transcribed phone conversations. The writing style fit the characters well, and while it had a modern feel, it was good. I liked the characters. Garner’s struggle was far too relatable, as Kathleen’s relentless pursuit of a dream. I liked how Garner admitted his sin, confessed + asked forgiveness, faced up to the responsibilities, and moved on. He was a good, steady guy. Kathleen was hilarious! They made a great pair. ;) Sylvie was well done—somehow she was fascinating while still being awful! I enjoyed the plot, too. It twisted in a way I didn’t expect, but the romance didn’t play out as quickly as I expected, and it was natural, which I really appreciated. But what I really loved was the messages of accepting forgiveness, being kind, not taking things for granted, and trusting God with your dreams, even when He says “no”...
Overall, this was a thoughtful, encouraging Christian read. Recommended ages 18+ for content.
Content: Garner + Sylvie have an out-of-wedlock affair & become parents. It’s mostly only mentioned, but there are a few lines about it. She later tries to seduce him again and he resists her; she spends the night in his house, a floor down from his bedroom. Kathleen & Garner share a few kisses, non detailed. A woman is raped and murdered by a serial killer—only mentioned, but there is a few lines about it & it makes a few characters edgy. A minor character is mentioned to have suicided. There may be euphemisms.
A Favourite Quote: I’ve carried a tremendous amount of guilt[.] I’ve asked for God’s forgiveness countless times. Academically, I know that He’s forgiven me. However, I’ve never been able to forgive myself. Tonight ... I’m finally ready to release the guilt. Done. I’m forgiven. It’s hard to believe. It doesn’t make sense. It’s not fair or deserved, but it is true. I’m forgiven. God’s grace is like a rushing river. It’s far more powerful than I am. My sins don’t stand a chance against it. I’ve made awful mistakes, but I’m beginning to realize that God was able to use those mistakes. He’s been working behind the scenes for my good all along. If I’d had my way, I wouldn’t have Willow.… God’s extending a second chance to me. No, not a second chance. A third. I’m thankful. I’m very thankful that God’s plans for me were different than the plans I had for myself.
A Favourite Humorous Quote: Do good things really come to those who wait? Or is that saying just a bunch of baloney someone made up so that inactive people could feel better about themselves? It seems to me that good things are far more likely to come to those who bulldoze ahead and make things happen. I’ve been alternately waiting and trying to bulldoze my way into a job in New York for a long time. So far, no good thing has come my way on that front.