I absolutely positively ADORED this story. It made me smile, squeal, and bawl my eyes out (which doesn't happen often for me). This book totally blindsided me! I ordered this book after reading the AMAZING sample which hooked me from the very beginning! I thought it was just going to be a cute, deep, romance book that I'd enjoy (more on the fluffy side to put it simply). Boy, was I wrong! I don't want to get into the plot anymore than the blurb does because I feel like this book is best going into blindly. The element of surprise seriously made this book the more excellent. I almost feel like the author tricked me or something(In the best way though)! The plot just went in a totally different direction than I thought it would in the first few pages. This is my first book from this author and I HONESTLY couldn't put it down (I was literally up after 4 AM reading, which is amazing since I barely slept the previous night!). This is just one of those rare books that you CANNOT put down after a certain point no matter how tired or busy you are. It'd just not humanly possible, it isn't! I'm seriously grateful for this book because I was in a serious reading slump before it.
This book made my heart flutter, break, and heal again in a matter of hours. And the fact that an author can strike so many DEEP emotions in me towards FICTIONAL characters through just words on a paper blows me away! I felt EVERYTHING the characters were feeling. I sometimes had to put down the book and squeal while figuratively fanning myself during the ( surprisingly very realistic and relatable) romantic/chemistry scenes. I even had to put down the book at some points to curse the protagonist out or cry (like, legit ugly crying). I felt like I was watching a movie and the dialogue was amazing. I felt so in sync with Hazel especially during her early conversations with Atticus. Like, it was scary. I felt happy when she was, turned on when she was, depressed when she was, etc.etc.
Anyways, I seriously recommend this book and it upsets me that it's not that popular (yet, hopefully). It's not like The Fault in Our Stars but DEFINITELY in the same league and strikes up similar emotions for the reader. It's deep, beautiful, insightful, and more relatable. The author doesn't sugarcoat anything(I honestly wished she did at times though because the pain and tears I experienced was almost enraging) but it's LIFE. The fact that it's based on the author's real experiences just makes it better. I'm so glad I came across this book and bought it. Everyone else should do the same.