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256 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 10, 2016

Life is too short to wait for things to happen to you. I decided to make them happen to me.


I did what any sane and lust-struck teen would do when stuck in a depressing situation that went nowhere, hour upon hour: I acted. On impulse.
I ran up to Even from behind, tackled him, and flattened him to the ground on his back, before I crushed his startled yelp with my mouth.

“I don't want you to leave,” he said, the words rushing out his mouth. “I don't want you to fucking leave. I don't want you to pick up handsome dudes in Miami, or stupid girls, and do stuff with them that you should be doing with me. I didn't think I would be sunk like this. You're not what I bargained for.”

“Fast cars-check. Partying-check. Friends-check. A special someone-check. What else do you need?”


“Is this a Cuban dish?” he asked.
“Not really. Spanish, I think. Empanadas are common for lunch among Cubans.”
“What about tacos?”
“Mexican. They serve tacos at school all the time.”
“Have you ever been to Cuba?”
“What’s this? The inquisition?”
“I’m your father. You follow my orders. Capisce?”
“That’s Italian.”
“Basically the same as Spanish.”
Tough guys can feel too, you see.



At eighteen he shared a secret with me, and I foolishly convinced him to share it with the elders at church. I thought they could sort out any problem. I was very naive at seventeen, and that killed him... I blamed myself, and I felt so guilty. I told him our church would guide him. How I regret giving that advice.
"Can I taste?" He pointed at the ready dough.
"It's no good until it's fried or baked," I replied, shoving his hand away. "But you can have a taste of me instead."
"Sounds like a bargain,"

Life throws unexpected balls at you all the time, and we took it in stride. The here and now, you know. Life would be boring if everything went according to plan. (p. 255)