Gerald Murnane is very dear to me. I first read Tamarisk Row sometime in the late 1980s and everything about it endeared me to its author. The story of an adolescent with strange habits could be any adolescent with strange habits; though specifically, the world of the invented racing colours matches the world of invented sports leagues, competitions and even team colours that I indulged in.
When I started to notice here on GR that more people were reading him overseas, I was puzzled at the same time as delighted. I thought he was misunderstood and unread here in Australia, forgotten, then gradually revived by his two publishers, one who held the old material, another who dared to publish his new material. Now he’s read everywhere and a perennial Nobel Laureate in waiting. IMHO, he’s much more interesting than Han Kang who won last year. The reason I say this is primarily because he is preoccupied with the idea of writing and perfecting sentences in order to find a way to convey the unique consciousness that lies behind them. What comes through in the essays here is his devotion to his craft and his single-mindedness. He has a simple formula for writing from the essay The Typescript Stops Here
What I call true fiction is fiction written by men and women not to tell the stories of their lives but to describe the images in their minds (some of which happen to be images of men and women who want to tell the truth about their lives.)
It's hard to tell the personal from the fictional in Murnane. But I think this captures the enigmatic nature of writing. Even when we know the fictional is dependent on the personal, here we have a book of non-fiction, or essays, that follows almost identically the methods of using the personal, or what is in the mind’s eye as images. Or the chasing down of memories based on those images, or any other journey through a personal set of experiences. Ie, we are reading what he writes about in a work of fiction.
In my review of Last Letter to a Reader I speculated that Gerald Murnane, writing about re-reading each of his books, has in fact playfully written a work of fiction, the latest, purportedly the last (not the first time, either) we will ever read from the author.
I re-read two of the essays in this collection recently after reading the review of Border Districts by GR friend, Jeroen Vandenbossche, who rightly draws comparisons between Murnane and Marcel Proust. I knew that Murnane had written on Proust somewhere, so I went off to find it. And in this collection, the title essay is an essay about Proust. Of sorts. I hadn’t reviewed this book previously, having read it ten years ago before I took an interest in posting reviews on here.
This beautiful passage sums up nicely the streams of Murnane’s thinking about writing and how he saw Proust writing:
Somewhere in a la recherche au temps perdu, I seem to remember, is a short passage about the buzzing of flies on warm mornings… I did not recall my having previously read about the buzzing of flies in Proust’s texts when the large fly buzzed in the grass near my ear in the late summer of 1973. What I recalled at that moment was one of those parcels of a few moments seemingly lost time that the narrator of A la recherche au temps perdu warns us never deliberately to go in search of. The parcel came to me, of course, not as a quantity of something called time, whatever that may be, but as a knot of feelings and sensations that I had long before experienced and had not since recalled.
Anyone who has read Proust will recognise immediately the experience of reading Proust in that passage. But also the new experience of reading Murnane.
What I found fun and funny in the title ‘essay’ about Proust is the way Murnane uses his working method to draw out images into sentences, connecting more sentences and images and so on, is how he talks about his own life through the Proustian quest of memory. When he does this he roams around the suburbs of Melbourne and rural towns where he lived. I enjoy the simple act of places I have known well elevated to a Combray or Paris. But I mostly enjoy the way Murnane draws his points of connection from the present where he thinks about all manner of things to the past and the way language serendipitously binds those images. From the Latin for wall, MUR, we get point of connection to his father swimming across a precarious inlet to write his name on a sandstone cliff face above the water line. That the sandstone had eroded over time, eventually collapsed, but before that he had seen that the erosion on the cliff wall had left simply MUR. While nearby this seaside bay was another bay named Murnane Bay. Our observations and thoughts travel across all sorts of landscapes, events and images of our lives, drawing them together by the connective tissue of our consciousness through language.
The essay The Typescript Stops Here , also interested me very much because it touches on the personal. Murnane writes about his time as a reader back in 1988 for the eminent Australian literary journal, Meanjin, based here in Melbourne. He has some interesting things to say about what aspiring writers could think about so as not to bore him with ‘uninteresting’ prose.
When I prepare to read a work of fiction, I look forward to learning something that the author could not have told me by another means… that is true in a way that no other piece of scientific, biographical, autobiographical or philosophical writing can be true.
The year after, in 1989, around the time this essay was published in Meanjin, I met him at the launch of a film made about his love of racing. Had I known he read for Meanjin I may have managed to become one of those uninteresting prose writers he mentioned earlier submitting to him. I was very young and unformed and didn’t dare send anything in. Though I did manage to publish several works in that same eminent journal ten years later. In that brief conversation, he appeared taciturn but listened and spoke with a wide-eyed look and a contended if ironic smile. I managed to get him to sign my copy of his novel Landscape with Landscape that I was reading at the time and kept in my bag for weeks while attending post graduate studies. I could go further in a very Murnane way and write that I was with a woman, a fellow student – she was studying film, who grabbed my copy to get him to sign and now annoyingly my copy has her name and mine on it with his signature. She had never read any of his work, and turned out to be unpleasant to know. That signature, that dualism, by a long stretch, leads me back to another essay about the idea of the narrator and Marcel Proust. Proust has in The Search for Lost Time, created a dualistic narrative function. (I know, the dualism metaphor is stretched). It is very much like Murnane’s idea of describing images in the mind which may also be people telling the truth about their lives. My little story is the kind of little image that becomes the image at the beginning of a story, or any connecting point with another image that will then add another and another. In the end, whether reading fiction or non-fiction by Murnane, we all simply read extraordinary sentences that take the personal and turn it into some narrative that holds a kernel of some truth to the narrator. It has always fascinated me that truth is the constant that underpins fiction – a known falsity.
Murnane sums up this idea of truth through the notion that in order to write good, honest sentences that could not be expressed in any other way required the author to defer to their “better selves”. This better self is the authorial character that narrates, or voices the work in its true form. This better self really has to do the hard work of ensuring that honesty in narration and writing exists.
It's possible that this is the dualistic, bifurcating nature of the author/narrator that we see in his work. The personal is taken over by this better self and away from the autobiographical into another plane, ie a work of fiction. It’s what Proust did early in In Search of Lost Time when the narrator describes a half wake half sleep state listening to distant trains or something and a narrator seems to split off from the self.