this had potential to be somewhat interesting, but it ended before the actual plot development happened🤷🏼♀️😅
It focuses on two women, 20-something Demelza, and 60-year old Victoria. And while Demelza, or Demi, is your typical young, morally white, a bit predictable heroine in a bad predicament: lost her job, lost her mom, boyfriend is a jerk, she's basically homeless, so she sets out on her life journey 🙃 but she was still okay to read about, and her pairing with Sam was cute.
But everything regarding Victoria made me want to puke on her 🤡🤡🤡 First thing we learn about her is that she's unhappy in her marriage, giving us weird vibes about her husband (making me think that he beats her or something, which turns out to be untrue) and is having a lover. At this point, everything is fine, you do you, boo 💀 But then we learn that the lover is 25... and she and all of her friend refer to him as 'toy boy'🤮 This is a shitty scenario for me, regardless of the genders, mkay? 🚩
Then follows a deeply disturbing and frankly predatory sequence of events: she has a young gardener Sam, working for her. The gardener is 28, while she's her boss and 60. She tried to seduce him in the past, but he declined all of her advances. Instead of taking a hint and leaving this person be, she continues to pester him throughout the book, thinking that "she never had any man refuse her and it's unimaginable to have this specimen 'untested' in her garden"🤮🤮🤮🤮 This completely gray-haired, 60-year old boss of his, stripped naked and stood in a window WAVING at him🚩🚩🚩 And every time he addressed her with her proper title "Mrs. StayInYourLAne", she sweetly replied: "Oh Sam, call me vIcToRiA!"🤣🤣🤣🤣 Lady, can you take a hint?!
If this hasn't convinced you yet, what a garbage person she is, couple hours after her husband (who provided for her every whim, stayed married to her for 40 years and was thanking her for this wonderful marriage days before his death) died, her first thought was FINALLY HE DIED, NOW I CAN SPEND HIS MONEY FULLY ON MY GARDEN THE WAY I WANT💀🤷🏼♀️ And later on she was shocked, that she felt a bit sad about his passing, since SHE ALWAYS thought she'd be relieved after he died!
Victoria was a heroine with no substance and no depth, yet the author clearly wanted to make her out to be this misunderstood, deep, struggling female character. For God's sake, her only motivation in life was to restore that freaking garden! She was making herself to be the victim in every situation:
1) bad daddy didn't leave her their family estate, instead giving it to her slightly younger brother - just because you were older, doesn't mean it was your right, lady, In fact, parents are not obligated to leave you anything, if they so want. it's their property - their choice
2) bad daddy refused to pay for her college education, spewing shit about women not needing it - offensive, but again: NOTHING STOPED YOU FROM GETTING AN EDUCATION BY YOURSELF 🤷🏼♀️👀 Instead, she CHOSE to comply, but then spend 40 years complaining about this injustice! 😬
3) bad daddy said her dreams of becoming Olympian swimmer wouldn't lead anywhere, so she stopped following her dream and AGAIN, blamed everything on her father. 🆘
4) she was in love with a guy named Sebastian, he had to leave for a year and asked her to wait for him, she married his best friend for money and then nagged all book, that her marriage was loveless 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
5) because her marriage was loveless, she slept with "so many men, most women can't even imagine the number", but she was all butthurt when she found out her husband cheated on her ONCE and had a daughter as a result 🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘 MAKE IT MAKE SENCE!
6) the gardener Sam turned out to be her nephew, and her first reaction was "THANK GOD ONE OF US KNEW IT FROM THE START, OTHERWISE IT WOULD BE UNIMAGINABLE!" Implying, that if Sam didn't know they were related, he would of course go for her predatory advances 🤡🤡🤡🤡
She was a shitty character and no one can convince me otherwise. Yes, she suffered a horrible disease at the end, but a lot of good people also have it, so it's not an absolution for bad characters. Plus, she got her happy ending and SHE DID NOT DESERVE IT! 🤮🤮🤮🤮
Also, what was the point of focusing on this two women, if they only fought all the time and didn't have any decent development? And why did we spend so much time reading about their PLANS to turn the estate into a luxury hotel, without seeing the process or the end result? This book was so underdeveloped, it's a miracle I could finish it...