I'm happily greatly enjoying most of what I'm reading currently, and this was no exception 😃
a novel in four parts, each part told by one of the three main characters, each a kinda monologue, tho some more/less than others.
each part comprised several short chapters, and I enjoyed how each chapter ends with a good closing line/in kinda just the right place 🙂
each of the four parts has its own style to some extent, and I enjoyed this - both for the different voices, and also wrt the exploration and experimentation with structure. all four parts come together well - I felt that there was no dissonance within the book. and the stories and characters, chapters and parts, are interlinked, each telling a part of the whole.
I enjoyed the writing 🙂 and found the writing and novel a nice balance of humourous and poignant..
I noticed a couple reviewers referring to the characters as not very likeable... but I found them sympathetic and relateable, while of a time and age (wrt maturity) that maybe irked other readers.
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Part 1
Rita opens the novel, and introduces us to the time and place, and some of the characters, including herself. talking about friends, lovers, work, thoughts, feelings and observations.
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Part 2 - 1984
narrated by David. talking about being HIV positive. about sex, friends and lovers. about childhood and family. erasure by others, especially by family, as a gay man and as someone HIV positive.
about community, activism, (and community politics), Act Up.
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Part 3 - Killer In Love
narrated by Killer. about funerals, politics, love and romance, (family briefly). about art, writing, and writers. about sex, tender and rough.
David dies. "it is shameful not knowing how to really feel it, being overprepared for death"
this part of the book is maybe the most experimental, and has quite a different pace and feel. each chapter has its own title/subtitle 🙂 I also found the writing and/or structure poetic in alot of places, with Killer and Troy creating poetry about the other, or their dialogues and/or monologues being poetic. similarly Killer's mother's letter 💔
"my eyes were wide open, the whole city was a poem"
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Part 4 - Rats, Lice and History.
Rita is our narrator again. some nice chat about rats, their histories and ecologies, specifically in New York 🙂🐀
about funerals, their frequency, and the impact of that. the sometimes politics around funerals within Act Up.
David's dad turns up at his funeral - I appreciated how people, as a community, dealt with that, tho 😥 that they/we have a practised way of dealing with parents who chose not to know their LGBTQI children, and weren't there for them in life 😥
comes around again to Rita meeting the Cuban woman Laudas (? spelled by ear) from Part 1. their discussion/navigation of dating cf sex, and a resumption of their conversation/conflict about safer sex within lesbian communities (interesting to be reminded of that too!).
more about family/parents.
about aging/generations within LGBTQI communities.
this last/fourth part kinda draws alot of previous threads together, and fills in some missing details from along the way, in a similar way to people chatting about a mutual friend/acquaintance.
it covers alot of ground, tho ends kinda frivolously 😉
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Appendix - Good And Bad
heheh, a piece of writing by Muriel K Star 😉 previously referenced as an author who was once part of their networks and communities. it felt very much like an extract, and within it there's a turning around of characters and relationships from our novel 😉 it's hilarious, but also sad - doing what she was criticised of doing by our main characters, erasing and hetero-normalising her own, and here all the others', sexuality and lives within her writing.
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there were alot of interesting threads woven into this novel. published authors not being open about their sexuality and do they have a responsibility to be openly Queer and/or write about LGBTQI characters and lives? the touching on disparate views about safer sex practices within lesbian communities. poverty, homelessness and gentrification. Judaism. Rats 😉 (I realise I didn't mention anything about the rats being beings of the more hidden and poorer sides of the city, and the parallels there with the lives of many queers and other marginalised folk. let alone extermination! it didn't feel as heavy handed as that maybe sounds while reading the novel 😉).
with broader skeins around relationships and family (biological and chosen). and HIV and it's impacts on gay male communities, but also on other marginalised groups and communities.
it felt very much a novel about HIV, and how it especially impacted gay male and some lesbian communities in the 80s and 90s (wrt lesbian communities, mostly the solidarity shown by some in supporting and campaigning alongside HIV positive gay men... and the loss of many friends and community members). and not just about, but within. all of our characters are living within a time and place, and within communities, where HIV is having a huge and inescapable impact - it would be impossible to write about the time and place and communities without writing about HIV. and I think it was nicely written about on different levels - individuals, communities, activism, collective approaches and some division, sex and relationships and families, and the larger social and political situation. how HIV suffuses life, and death, at each and all of these levels.
it was interesting reflecting a little while reading, about how things were and how they are now in regard to HIV - the difference between the 80s and 90s and now. the HIV positive friends and lovers who made it from then to now, survived against all odds and often without medical explanation. how well treated and controlled HIV can usually be now. how many options there are now wrt staying HIV negative if you are - the reduction of the once considered inevitability of infection, if you were sexually active within certain communities and/or participated in certain sexual acts. the freedom within sex again, tho a different one.
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I took a little time out towards the close of the book to rewatch 'The Living End', after it - and kinda a critique of it, tho I think the point was to ask questions and create discussion - came up part way through the novel 😉🙂
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4.5 rounded up 🤔🐀
accessed as an RNIB talking book, well read by: Laurence Bouvart, Geoff Harding, Jacqueline King, Laurel Lefko and Eric Meyers 🙂