I liked all four novellas, but the two middle ones- 'The House on the Hill' and 'Among Women Only'- were my favorites. quotes:
'The House on the Hill'
It was summer and I remembered other evenings when I was sleeping in the city, evenings when I also came back down late at night, singing or laughing, when thousands of lights outlined the hill or the city at the end of the road. The city was a lake of light. We were living in the city then. We didn't realize how short a time we had. Friendships and long days to spend in the most casual meetings, we had plenty of both. We were living, or so we thought, with others and for others.
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As I ate I thought of the meeting, what had happened. I was more struck by the interval, the years, than by Cate. It was incredible. Eight, ten? I seemed to have reopened a room, a forgotten cupboard, and to have found another man's life inside, a futile life, full of risks. It was this that I had forgotten. Not so much Cate, not the poor pleasures of those days, the rash young man who ran away from things thinking they might still happen anyway, who thought of himself as a grown man and was always waiting for his life to begin in earnest; this person amazed me. What did the two of us have in common? What had I done for him? Those banal, emotional evenings, those easy adventures, those hopes as familiar as a bed or a window- it all seemed like the memory of a distant country, of a life of agitation; thinking back, one wondered how it could have been possible both to enjoy and betray it in that fashion.
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That now familiar disorder, that silent floundering and crumbling, was a sort of moral holiday, a crude revulsion from the intolerable news of the papers and radio. The war raged far away, methodical and futile. We had fallen, this time with no escape, into the hands of our old masters, now more expert and bloodstained. The jolly bosses of yesterday became ferocious in defense of their skins and their last hopes. Our escape was only in disorder, in the very collapse of every law. To be captured and identified was death. Peace, any kind of peace, at least imaginable during the summer, now seemed a joke. We had to see our fate through to the end. How far away the air raids seemed. Something worse than fires or ruins had started.
He survives with a soul left to bleed out. Feelings of nostalgia, insouciance, and waiting. I think the most striking trait of this novella is the narrator's sense of waiting that never leaves; early on he recalls how in his youth he was "always waiting for his life to begin in earnest". We don't learn if he ever felt that it did, just that now he was preoccupied with a different waiting: a waiting for the war to end... This waiting never finds relief in the novella, not even in its final passage:
I don't believe that it can end. Now that I've seen what war is, what civil war is, I know that everybody, if one day it should end, ought to ask himself: "And what shall we make of the fallen? Why are they dead?" I wouldn't know what to say. Not now, at any rate. Nor does it seem to me that the others know. Perhaps only the dead know, and only for them is the war really over.