Heaven Should Fall: Rebecca Coleman
The story begins in an interesting way as we hear the voice of Cade Olmstead talking about his life, his career goals, his father and his hopes for the future. Graphically spoken, straightforward and no holds barred we meet him as he is recounting his job as a campaign volunteer, where this will take him and his ideas about the future of the country, graduating with an economics degree and then hopefully if the candidate wins get a job in his administration. Pretty idealistic but you just never know. From the tone on page one throughout the start of the novel you can feel the tragic story unfolding. Heaven Should Fall relates a story about life, society and the secrets we want to stay hidden. Families often intertwine and not always in a good way. Beliefs can fire up dissent and losses can destroy the glue that holds families together. Then we meet Elias and we begin to get some insight into what happens when someone returns from war as Cade relates how his brother changed, his quiet demeanor and his responses to the ordinary. Telling about himself, his hopes and dreams he hoped to draw him out. The conversation at times heavy yet Cade tried to lighten it up. Spending time with Cade, Elias seemed distracted, despondent and definitely unsure of where his life was going.
Jill is Cade’s girlfriend and we get to know her next. She is smart, levelheaded and has a great deal of understanding how to deal with difficult situations. Jill lived with a recovering alcoholic and can see when someone is headed for a downward spiral. Jill’s mother lived her life an alcohol and hoped that one day she would become sober. Jill knew that life would not be easy and she did not want to wind up the same way as we hear her inner most thoughts, feelings and words in Chapter 3. Believing in signs her mother might have made her a believer too and yes, it is never too late to start over. Relationships do not always blossom as we often predict and although Jill wanted to spend the holidays with Cade he never asked.
Jill and Cade belong together you might say. Although he seems more committed to his job and getting a position in the candidate’s administration than understanding just what having a real family during the holidays would mean to Jill. Jill becomes pregnant and now things have to change as the once illusive family that she never had becomes part of her life. Living with Cade’s family is definitely enlightening and hoping to save money before their child is born. Sometimes what you wish for you might be sorry when it comes true. Living with his family was supposed to be short lived. Cade’s brother is factor and he is in need of help. But, money is an issue, which can put more than just a minor strain on anyone, and the medical bills accrued and the changes in the many you love become a combination for disaster. Take a match and watch as it ignites slowly on the embers of a fireplace. The fire starts to rise slowly and then envelops the wood logs or chips hidden beneath the flames. As Cade evolves his life becomes part of the cinders or ashes remaining when the fire goes out. Destroying all that he has and those that care for him dearly.
From the start you get to understand how much Jill cares about Cade as she has dinner with Cade’s competition for the assistant’s job and learns more about Drew and Cade at the same time. Ambition can often blind you to what is really important in life and as Drew highlights Cade’s personality and goals to Jill she abruptly leaves, and the reader is then enlightened about her life as a child with a mother who never told it straight. Even her mother’s death seemed surreal to her and the way she describes it like it was just an incident that happened to someone else. Christmas Day has always been hard for her and being with her friend Dave would sometimes ease the pain and lessen the reminder of her mother’s death. As Dave reflects along with Jill on Cade’s discounting her feelings about meeting his family and wanting to shield her from them. Added in she still has not revealed to herself or anyone else that she is pregnant. When she does tell him his reaction is quite different than you would expect and his attitude would definitely make someone else have it alone.
Most people always find a sibling or a friend to confide in for some reason Cade found his brother as the only person he could trust with this information. Advising him not to alert his parents and feeling sorry for himself rather than facing his responsibilities head on. Getting to know Cade’s family you meet his sister Candy and her husband Dodge whose methods of teaching their children and homeschooling are questionable. Elias seems fine at times and yet lives his life as if he’s still at war keeping his gun loaded and ready to secure the house in case of trouble. As Jill gets to know Leela his mother and begins to understand the family she starts to fit in with some of them and not with others. You hear Leela’s voice as she describes each of her children, her problems with Candy and her feelings and relationships with each one and how she tried to protect them from their father and his rages. Candy was the most difficult and was into religion, Dodge the brother in law had issues with the government and Elias seemed to the one Jill confided in and connected with. Serving in Afghanistan he tried to live a normal life but one bag delivered from the pharmacy would enlighten at least Jill to the fact that he was anything but okay. But, no one said anything and no one realized he needed help. Jill without any real family decided to embrace this dysfunctional one.
With a sister that preaches religions, and a brother in law that is cruel and does things that are illegal and another suffering from PTSD and no one noticing it at all, what will the end result be? When will Elias get the help he needs? Cade is now seems to be under Dodge’s influence and wing. As Jill and Elias connect the relationship appears to be turning in a different direction as Jill realizes that Elias has feelings for her but does not express them. But, things get worse and now we hear from Leela who describes her relationships with her children from birth and how each one was different yet if you think about it they are all the same. Anger wells deep within each of the Olmstead children in different ways. Cade with his feelings of hate, rejection and anger as to not being able to provide for Jill, his newborn son and to leave the life that his parents are living. Candy who is stuck in her own ways and living her life the way her husband chooses her to with homeschooling her sons but not exactly the right way. Elias whose pent up anger, fears from early on come through as he relates his experiences in the army, his feelings when he comes home and the fact that he realizes his life is hopeless. The anger within him spills over to others but no one realizes the gravity of his PTSD and no one except Jill tries to really help him. It is a family that is not united and a family where each member is only concerned about themselves and the end result cannot be anything but tragic.
With funds low and the baby on the way Cade still planned to attend college in the fall. With no one really concerned about the vets returning home, jobs not available these unusual people tried hard to live a normal life. As tragedy strikes this family in many different ways Jill comes to understand more about the anger, rage and revenge pent up not only in Cade but the rest of his family too. When the harsh reality sets in and the final accounting is discussed Cade aligns himself with Dodge and thinks take on more than just a sour turn. Bonding with Leela and helping her overcome her grief allows Jill to have a real mother figure if just for a short time.
Determined to escape the life his parents lived Cade promised to do better but what happens and the anger within him create another side or the Mr. Hyde side of Cade and then Jill needs to reassess her alliance with him and decide if she needs to get away from him and his family for the sake of her son.
Returning from a camping trip in the woods Cade asked Jill to marry him and they finally tied the knot. Helping Leela with her projects, trying to support Cade and dealing with Candy and her worried her. Her home schooling techniques were definitely strange and her demeanor not exactly what Jill thought it should be. Then a connection to a family member that was estranged and the reaction quite revealing letting you know that forgiveness does not play a strong role with this family. But, Jill realizes the changes in Cade and needs to find someone in the family she can trust. Explaining the situation with Dodge and his hold on Cade she hopes to find a way to help him but can she?
A family so torn riddled with anger and an ending that will tear at your heart and make you wonder just how far someone will go for revenge and just how much one woman can take before Heaven Falls.
This is a must read for anyone whose son, daughter, wife or husband came back with PTSD. You need to pay closer attention and make sure they get the help they need. One outstanding novel that will make you think about the decisions you make in life and whether revenge is the answer for everyone. Author Rebecca Coleman brings to light many issues besides PTSD but revenge, hate, bitterness and defeat. Let’s dedicate this to all of our Veterans: Men and Women.
Fran Lewis: Reviewer