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386 pages, Paperback
First published April 12, 2015

“Christ,” he breathed, his voice completely undone. “What have I become?”
He fell.
His knees gave out.
He slid down the wall like a melting glacier.
The moment he hit the floor, his knees came up caging his body, barricading him from the pain he couldn’t handle. His arms wrapped around them, curling into himself, pressing his forehead onto his legs. Hiding.
I stood there unable to move.
“…I fucking love you…”

“Jethro took hostage of every thought and dream I’d ever had, making it his.”
“There was so much to say and no words in which to speak.”
“Don’t go into the dark alone, little Weaver. Monsters roam the shadows, and your time is officially up.”
~ KITE007

“Sleep, Ms. Weaver. Dream of me. And then I’ll steal you away.”
~ JETHRO

“Love is a chemical imbalance, Ms. Weaver. I am no longer imbalanced.”
~ JETHRO

“I’m looking, Jethro. And despite everything you do…I SEE YOU.”
~ NILA



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"Her heart belonged to me. And my heart belonged to her" Jethro
"We were both destroyed. And the only cure was to give in." Jethro
"You should know you’re it for me, Nila. There’s no turning back from this. I’m on your side until the end." Jethro
"A kiss was a disaster. A kiss was power. A kiss was love and togetherness and faith. It was so many, many things. But this… this was something so much more. More. I want more. I want everything" Jethro

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“Nila had my heart, but my father had my very existence.”

“I’ll break you again, Jethro Hawk. I did it once. I can do it a second time.
And then I’ll save both of us.”
“We were both destroyed. And the only cure was to give in.”
“Look at me.”
“I’m looking, Jethro. And despite everything you do…I see you.”
“[they] forced me to do this. But I would do it my way. I hadn’t broken any of Cut’s rules. I’d played along. I’d painted a picture for the world to eat up.
I’d just been smarter than they gave me credit for.”

“Nothing is ever black and white, Nila. You should know that by now. It’s all how you survive the grey.”

We were both destroyed. And the cure was to give in.


I'd given my heart to my enemy.
I'd fallen
Fallen.
Fallen.
HARD.

Nila had my heart. But my father had my very existence.

I was firstborn.
This was my legacy.
After weeks of preparation, i'd agreed once and for all to prove it.
By killing Nila Weaver.




She is my salvation, my reason for existence, my queen.



“She is my salvation, my reason for existence, my queen.”





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“Nila had my heart. But my father had my very existence.”
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“We were both destroyed. And the only cure was to give in.”
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"She was my salvation, my reason for existence, my queen."
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Third Debt: A night of entertainment for devils and a night of horrors for angels.

“Sorry doesn’t cover what you’ve done to me. Sorry will never be good enough!”
“You say you won’t judge, yet I feel your hatred toward me, Nila. You say you’re there for me, but how far will that willingness go?”

But I was too damn honourable. Too well trained in hierarchy and fidelity.
I couldn’t do it.
"You want me to end your misery. If I do, can you end mine?"
This game had turned into a fishing expedition and as all good fishermen know: you have to let the fish nibble the bait before they swallowed the hook and sealed their own fate. Swallow way Nila Weaver. Let me catch you.
Don't go into the dark alone, little Weaver. Monsters roan the shadows and your time is officially up.



“Somewhere along the way, I’d chosen Jethro over everyone. He was my curse, my challenge, my salvation, and I wasn’t going to leave him when he needed me the most.”
“You’ve hurt me. Everything inside wants to switch off and cut you from my soul. I’m close. So damn close to that—to slicing you free and never talking to you again.”
“I’m asking you to make me yours,” I murmured. “Take me into your heart. Let me enter your soul. Give in to what we have.”












Freedom
Acceptance
Purpose

"She was my salvation, my reason for existence, my queen."
"A kiss was a disaster. A kiss was power. A kiss was love and togetherness and faith"
He fell.
His knees gave out.
He slid down the wall like a melting glacier.
The moment he hit the floor, his knees came up caging his body, barricading him from the pain he couldn't handle. His arms wrapped around them, curling into himself, pressing his forehead onto his legs. Hiding.
"Nothing is ever black and white, Nila. You should know that by now. It's all how you survive the grey.
First Debt - Completed.
Second Debt - Completed.
Third Debt - Completed.
Fourth Debt - to come.
"She was my number one. Over everyone. Even myself."



