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From USA Today Bestselling Author.
They say there's a fine line between love and hate.
There is.
I married a douchebag.
I didn't know it at the time.
He came in like a handsome stranger and blew me off my feet.
I fell madly in love, like the naive girl I am.
Then he left me high and dry.
Turns out, I was nothing more than a business plan for billionaire playboy, Marcus Tandem.
He needed to be married in order to obtain his grandfathers business, and I was the poor victim in his path.
I believed in what we had, until the truth reared its ugly head.
I never meant anything to Marcus. Not a damned thing.
With my world spinning on its axis, the girl I once was has long since died.
Instead he left me as this empty, emotionless shell.
I may have made a vow before God to love and cherish him ‘Til Death do we part, but it’s time for me to give back to Marcus, exactly what he gave...
303 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 25, 2014
“Such a beautiful, fucked-up man. Such a waste of perfection.”
“He makes me forgive him with his mouth between my legs.
Then with his cock deep inside me.
And I go right back to where I started.”
“Love is for the weak. Women are too difficult and I’m too much of an asshole.”
“I knew the moment I entered Marcus’s world that he was going to take my soul and likely crush it.”
"Marcus, you're destroying me. You're taking everything I am and twisting it. You're...ruining me."
"I know, precious."


I knew the moment I entered Marcus' world that he was going to take my soul and likely crush it.

I don't love her, but she's proving easier to live with than I'd first thought.
"Marcus, I love you."
"I know you do, Katia."
Marcus is hard, he's broody, he's not soft and he's not gentle but when he's inside me, deep inside, I feel him. I feel everything he refuses to let me see.
He makes me forgive him with his mouth between my legs. Then with his c*ck deep inside me. And I go back to where I started. Absolutely head over heels for him, and losing another part of my soul.

I love him in a way that's toxic. I know it because no matter how much my heart screams at me that something isn't right, I can't stay away.


"Then he does it.
He becomes the person I need.
He becomes all I have.
He becomes what I've wanted for so long with one, single word."
"'Baby.'"

"I step out of his world, and in doing so I leave this Katia behind. My soul is crushed. My heart is broken. I’m pathetic, and stupid, and I don’t know if I’ll ever be the same again. Heartache is something I know will become a part of my life that I’ll never be able to shake.
"He destroyed me.
"Right now, I can’t even breathe. Marcus took everything I was, and he crushed it. Everything I believed in was a lie. He ruined my life. He took from me. He broke my heart. He left me this pathetic, pitiful mess."







Katia is so far from my type. She's tiny, she's fiery and she's opinionated. In the sack, she's a fucking firecracker. She fucks as good as she gets fucked. She's the right choice.
I became the girl they all talked about - you know the one. The girl you shake your head at, wondering why she stays, wondering why she's there. How come she's so stupid? What could she possibly see in a jerk like that? That's me. Though at first, I didn't realize it. I fell in love with the devil.








♫..you got me scattered in pieces
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the bed's getting cold and you're nothere
the future that we hold is so unclear..♪
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♫..there's a million reasons why I should give you up but the heart wants what it wants
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She'll never know what I just sacrificed. She'll never know what I just gave her. She'll never know that I set her free
Keep lookin' at me like that, and I'll take you right here in this fuckin' car.






