Real rating 3.5*
I'm going on a little rant in this review. Hence, I must apologize in advance.
My first read from this author. It was enjoyable, here and there, I liked the writing style, didn't observe any mistakes etc. The miscommunication trope was overly done, the book was at least 50 pages longer and I'm still salty that the MMC did not grovel enough (or at all actually) because he did not acknowledge his mistakes, because he definitely should have fight for her!
I understand, partially, their fight and over the top reactions when they were 18. But to not speak for 9 years? And they loved each other the entire time. No, just no! He knew what type of person her father was, and after a few months of thinking things through, because hey, he is a brainiac, he should have opened his eyes and decide for himself that it was not her fault and neither his, for whatever happened after graduation. Anyway, I don't understand how they couldn't even text, call each other, etc. for 9 fuckin' years. On the other hand I understand her a little bit, what happened that first year, on new year's eve, auch, I understand why she was so hurt. But still, 9 years, can't get over that, haha.
I liked and did not liked the main characters, in the same time. I liked mostly the MMC, until he blatantly decided not to fight for her, and he blocked her!! Look, I don't care what she said/done etc., especially in their situation (nothing extreme was done), you love her as much as you say you do, you FUCKING FIGHT for her! For the relationship you so much want! With EVERYTHING you got!
The FMC pissed me off with how much it took her to see that she does not have to always please her father. She decided to do something for herself and pursue what she wanted in college, but in the end, she still searched for his approval.
For such a long book, it missed an epilogue. I want to be greedy and say it missed maybe two epilogues!! There are authors who are doing second epilogues after a certain number of years. Such a long book about this couple and their history since they were teenagers and we do not have even a single epilogue!! Disappointed.
The main star of this book is FMC's friend, Barbara. It seems that she was the only one thinking straight and on point. The FMC's father, though, is a pos parent. What a toxic parent. I don't care what he sacrificed for himself and his family. I don't understand how a parent says he loves his daughter but also throws her twice under the bus? I'm a parent, and I would never!!
Ok, so this book made me feel a lot of things, specifically rage! 😅 But the couple did have cute moments.
Maybe I'll try some of her other books, who knows.
I received a free copy of this book and am voluntarily leaving a review.