Honestly, this book just made me angry. (Vague spoilers ahead.)
Ash is a horrible main character, who thinks and acts like a child. She's supposed to be 17 and in sixth-form, but this book honestly feels like it was written about a 13 year old. I don't know what school this author attended, but at least in my experience, people in sixth form want to be there. You have to get certain grades to get in, and you pick out three or four subjects that you love and want to study further. Ash's experience of sixth form seems to be a game of how much can I bunk off and piss off the head teacher without getting suspended. That's just... not how it goes. Maybe when you're 13 and forced to go to school and don't understand the power of education yet, but not at 17 in voluntary further education.
And Ash is possibly one of the most self-centred characters I've ever had the displeasure of reading about. She's whiny and snotty and juvenile, and in every situation she jumps to the first conclusion without any consideration. Plus, every single supporting character felt just like that - that they were only there to facilitate Ash's whining. They didn't at all exist outside of Ash's narrative. Dylan was pointless, and a douchebag. Cat was the stereotype of the rebellious best friend. Robyn was potentially a mildly interesting character, but she was also a stereotype. Luke literally didn't exist. Ash introduced him as one of her longest and closest friends right at the start of the book, but she doesn't ever talk to him throughout the story unless he happens to be stood in front of her. And he's only there to facilitate the bullshit friends-fighting-over-a-boy story, but not really. Miss Murray was bland, and every time it felt like something interesting might happen surrounding her, it didn't. And Ash's parents just sucked. Everything they said was petty and stupid and they weren't even slightly believable. I did like Jayce, as his storyline almost had some plausibility, and he was a likeable character, but I don't think liking one single character in a book where I hate the rest could redeem this.
I've read through quite a lot of reviews for this book, and I haven't seen anyone else mention the blatant disregard with which the topic of unprotected sex/potential pregnancy is handled. Ash is a virgin. She randomly meets a boy at a party, talks to him a little, they exchange numbers and go on... two(???) dates, and then they have unprotected sex at a party. This kind of thing happens, yes, but Ash is not that kind of character. Now, the unprotected part. Ash is a virgin. Ash is not swept away in the moment, causing her to forget to use a condom (she honestly seemed like she couldn't care less about the sex, which I suppose is supposed to be a precursor to the whole gay thing but... she should have thought about implications). It's not until after they've had sex that Ash realises it was unprotected, and has a minor freak out, and then does NOTHING ABOUT IT. This made me so fucking angry. It is not enough to freak out (out loud) to your boyfriend that he might have given you AIDS or chlamydia, have him laugh it off (reminder that Dylan is a douchebag) and go on with your life. She doesn't go to the doctor for a morning-after pill. She doesn't get STI tested. She just waits, freaks out some more when her period is late, waits some more, doesn't take a pregnancy test, even when her best friend brings her one (she didn't even have to go out and buy one and she still doesn't take it), and waits some fucking more. This whole situation was handled so poorly. Not to mention when Ash tells her teacher. Hello, note to author: if you have a student telling a teacher they think they might be pregnant... MAYBE have that teacher advise the student to see a doctor, jesus fucking christ. I'm so angry.
Oh I also hate the front cover with a passion. It's beautiful, sure, but it's a fucking lie. Sex sells(!!!)
This book, done well, had the potential to be one of my favourite books ever. I love the taboo nature of student-teacher relationships (spoiler: there isn't one), the added angst of that relationship (non-existent) being a queer one, where one of the characters is discovering her sexuality for the first time. But no. It was a bullshit story about a boring, frustrating character (who, by the way, didn't seem queer to me at all. As someone who is queer, and has read a lot of queer fiction, I can tell you that the feelings in this book don't reflect real life), with some vague, mostly untalked about hints of queerness, and her family drama. Not worth the effort.