Written by a survivor of mind control and ritual abuse who is also a therapist, this memoir exposes the existence and practices of organized criminal groups who abuse children, helps survivors of those abuses, and provides important information for professionals about the dissociative brain. The author's poetic prose contrasts with the horror of the subject matter. The adult journeys back to give voice to infant and child parts of her, describing her handlers' early interventions to destroy bonding and create dissociation, the foundation of reverse-Kabbalah suicide and pathway programming, and the installation of mind control. Scenes from ordinary life are interspersed throughout the memoir. Nazi post-war recruitment of American subjects during the 1940s and 50s (including the infamous Dr. Mengele), children used for prostitution, pornography and the drug trade along with the workings of the Illuminati leadership and their international Feast of the Beast rituals are all included. The memoir also covers attempts at recovery, experiences with cult therapists in disguise and finally the author's work with an honest, competent therapist, which led to healing and her brain melding together. The ending acknowledges spiritual experiences, the power of love, the memory process, and thoughts on living and surviving a life such as hers.
This is the most coherent, organized, thoughtful mind control/SRA memoir I've read. When reading other survivor stories, I detect self publishing give-aways. With most others, I wish a professional editor would have been consulted to avoid the streams-of-consciousness writing that some times appear. Kudos to Wendy Hoffman and Karnac Books for creating a truly amazing memoir.
Wendy has a few interviews and speaking engagements you can find online. One comes from a website Auticulture and is entitled "The Liminalist # 110: A Life Unknowing (with Wendy Hoffman)." YouTube has "Survivorship Conference 2017 - Dirty Therapy" with her as a keynote speaker. She is completely professional, believable, and sane. Alison Miller, a respectable, expert SRA therapist, was Wendy's therapist through these memories.
This is an amazing book for people who wish to know the truth of our world and the nature of evil.
Very touch read emotionally. Struggled to put it down expect nightmares even if similar books don't give you nightmares. A tough ending. Wendy Hoffman explains how people are kept within abusive cults, including Satanic ritual abuse and reversed Kabbalah which were carried out both by the same group, including her parents. Slightly later they sold her for government experimentation within the MK Ultra programme, to brothels and the Illuminati as well (although very little was said about them). She had bravely described her coercion and forcing into one horror after another, including the one child who she was allowed to raise but only as a means of controlling her. She talks about the impossible choices (double binds) which make victims forced to perpetrate on others in order to tie them further to the cult, make suicide more likely than recovery off they should ever manage the skin chance of escaping.The end is not a peaceful, confusing one. Wendy believes she owes her humanity to the one year of childhood in which she had a true friend, the power of this attachment helped her survive and prevented her becoming like the remainder of her cult-involved, criminal family.
Pretty insane and intense story for anyone to live through SRA. I wish this was just a story based on imagination rather than experiences. I am very impressed by the courageous act and the self determination of a wholesome spirit that Wendy has. It is incredible that she endured everything she did, and found her self out on the other side. It is also the most detailed and compelling book I have read on the topic of SRA, it really outlines the different methods used by the dark side to break someone's mind and body. Thank you for your courageous act of sharing this with world, and God bless your beautiful spirit and determination that you have
This book tells the story of a women who is horribly tortured and treated from a very young age until in her much older life. She experienced Satanic horrors starting with her grandparents, parents, and several handlers. She was used for sex, drugs and delivering information to various people. A horrendous life , yet she was able to become a psychotherapist for several decades helping people who were abused by incest and Satanism.
Her truths reveal a horrific world beyond imagination. Hear her story. Know these truths. Hold the Light of Compassion, Forgiveness, Love, and Healing for others who’ve survived they such unspeakable traumas. Thank you for your bravery and your truth.