I spent 6 years reading this popular science book, on and off.
Back in early 2019, I flipped through all the illustrations, footnotes, and a few chapters. It was fascinating - but way too complex for me at the time.
In 2021, I picked it up again. It had mostly been a coffee-table book for me, something I browsed for the pictures. But this time, I seriously read the first 5 chapters. Then I hit the quantum physics section and got completely lost. So I put it down again. Still, I managed to grasp some basic ideas about cosmic evolution and relativity.
Last year, I made up my mind to finish the book. I still didn’t fully understand quantum theory, but at least I had a rough idea. 6 years after buying it, I finally read it cover to cover.
At first, I was obsessed with the chapters on galaxy formation, black holes, wormholes, and time travel. But this time, Chapter 9 - on the “arrow of time” - really stuck with me. I couldn’t help but wonder: maybe time is just an illusion.
Right now might be the peak of my physics knowledge. I didn’t major in it, and I probably won’t get another chance to study it any deeper. Over time, I’ll forget things. The more I learn, the smaller I feel in the vast ocean of knowledge. I don’t expect to understand every wave, but sometimes just looking out at the deep blue sea and feeling the breeze is enough to lift my spirits.
1. Substance
Matter is a form of existence, made up of fundamental particles. Absolute stillness doesn’t exist - matter is always in motion. Mass and energy are 2 key properties of matter, both conserved and interchangeable. Forces and waves describe interactions. Nature boils it down to 4 fundamental forces: gravity, electromagnetism, strong nuclear, and weak nuclear.
Philosophically, life is just 1 form of matter. It’s not eternal, but all things share the same material foundation. Matter transforms, but energy and mass never disappear.
So maybe today’s me could be tomorrow’s you - or someday become mountains, rivers, trees, wind, thunder, clouds, and rain. These ideas hold deep truth. In a way, a person is the sum of everyone around them. Our growth, choices, and behavior are shaped by our environment. So we should care for those around us and give back to the land that raised us. I am the world - do I need a reason to cherish myself?
Only those who embrace the world can truly love all living things. That’s “great love.” The phrase “benevolence is invincible” doesn’t mean the kind are powerful - it means they have no enemies, only friends. If everyone lived this way, the dream of “universal harmony” would come true. Today we call it a “harmonious society.” Whatever the name, the dream hasn’t changed: people long for peace, prosperity, and a better life - not just for a few, but for all. It’s the dream of national revival.
(Reading this back, it’s overflowing with positivity - maybe too much! But perspective shapes understanding. From a god’s-eye view, death might be a gateway to eternity. Yet we’re just individuals trying to live in a collective world. Sometimes selfishness helps others, sometimes it hurts. Finding balance between self and others is a timeless question.)
2. Time & Space
When we step outside our low-dimensional view, time and space become a single concept. Spacetime is the scattered state of matter, and time is just a way to measure changes in that state. The arrow of time comes from thermodynamics (entropy always increases in closed systems), psychology (which follows thermodynamics), and cosmology (which currently aligns with the other two, thanks to the anthropic principle).
General relativity and spacetime curvature suggest that time travel might be possible - through rotating black holes or wormholes.
Philosophically, time gives us the illusion that it’s slipping away. But really, time stays - we’re the ones moving.
Time helps us measure change on a large scale, but for individuals, it’s more personal. A full life feels longer. Some say life is like a novel - what matters isn’t length, but how exciting the story is.
If we all share the same material foundation, then it’s our thoughts, words, actions, and ability to shape the world that make us unique. If someone dies but their ideas and actions continue to guide others, are they truly gone? People can live forever - just in different forms. Centuries from now, those living on this land might still be us.
3. Science
From Aristotle’s authority to Newton’s laws, Einstein’s relativity, and modern quantum theory - science evolves, surprises, and sometimes shocks us. Here are a few key ideas:
1. Electromagnetism: Maxwell’s 4 equations are brilliant. They inspired the shift from Galilean to Lorentz transformations, leading to relativity.
2. Relativity: Special relativity, based on 2 simple assumptions, reshaped our view of spacetime. It explained many mysteries and led to general relativity, which redefined gravity and inertia, fueling astronomy and cosmology.
3. Quantum Theory: Photoelectric effect, spectral lines, Compton scattering, de Broglie waves → quantization (Planck to Bohr). Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle, Pauli exclusion, probability waves, Schrödinger’s equation, and a zoo of particles - all still evolving.
4. Modern Cosmology: Big Bang, closed universe, boundary-less universe, black holes, wormholes, anthropic principle (“Don’t ask why - this is the answer”), dark matter, string/membrane theory… Theories about the universe have always been abundant.
5. Unification: General relativity describes the large-scale universe. Quantum mechanics handles the microscopic. But they don’t play well together - they can’t both be fully right. Scientists are chasing a unified theory: quantum gravity. The other 3 forces (excluding gravity) are already partly unified under GUT (Grand Unified Theory), but we’re still far from a theory that unites everything.
Philosophically, don’t blindly worship science. Real science can be disproven. Scientific theories are hypotheses - truths that work under certain conditions. We must challenge scientific dogma, expose frauds, and avoid being naive. Dialectics teaches that truth is a process, not a fixed point. Our understanding deepens over time. Truth is always relative. Practice is the ultimate test of truth. (Sound familiar? Yep, that last bit is straight from Marxist philosophy.)
4. The World
Finally, the world. What is it? Matter? The universe? To me, the world is everything - and it’s also me.
Metaphysically, a person’s world begins when they start to understand it and ends when they forget it. “Forever” is just the space between life and death. A person’s eternity is contained within their life. When their world ends, so does their eternity. Even if their actions leave a lasting impact, it no longer matters to them. Those who chase fame or fear posthumous shame are just seeking peace or avoiding guilt while alive. Once dead, who cares about money, reputation, or history’s judgment?
Life is a rare experience. How we live it is up to us. Quiet or loud, careful or carefree - it’s all life, just different styles. Some say life is about wasting time. I’d rather “waste” mine on meaningful things.
The meaning of life is to love and create beauty. Even in chaos and wear, we can still feel joy and wonder - like a sprouting seed. Smile and live with purpose.
Those who believe all effort is pointless after death are missing something. Even the hardest lives can hold great joy. That joy comes from beautiful experiences, brave attempts, persistent effort, sweat and tears, songs and laughter. People who love life are more easily moved by it. And those who appreciate the beauty in hardship are happy to give back - to create beauty for others.
When I arrived, the world wasn’t perfect. When I leave, I hope it’s a little better because I was here. Even a tiny bit. “Ability may vary, but contribution should be wholehearted.” If I’ve lived sincerely and brought good into the world, then my life was meaningful and complete.
Matter simply exists - its existence is its own justification, needing no reason. But people are different. To live, we need a reason. So give yourself a brilliant dream, and let your world keep on living.