VITTORIO ALFIERI
VITA -
DO NOT LET YOURSELF BE SUBDUED
IN THE RING OF LIFE BY THE MAJORITY ! !
BECAUSE THE MAJORITY CAN NEVER BE RIGHT
BECAUSE THEY INSIST ON THEIR BEING RIGHT
AS THEIR OVERALL WRONG !
YOU NEED TO FIGHT MANKIND
BECAUSE MANKIND IS THAT VERY MAJORITY ! ,
AND LISTEN TO THOSE WHO DEPART FROM
THE OVERALL OPINION OF MANKIND ,
BECAUSE THEY HAVE A TALE TO TELL YOU
FULL OF TRUTH ,
A DOLEFUL , UNHAPPY ONE ,
BECAUSE IT IS THEIR INDIVIDUAL TALE
NO LONGER TAINTED WITH THE HAPPINESS
OF THAT REPUGNANT MAJORITY
UNFOLDING AN INTELLECTUAL CRIME ,
SOMETHING UNIQUE THAT
YOU WILL NEVER ENCOUNTER AGAIN ,
WHICH ELEVATES THEM TO
THE PREROGATIVE OF TRUTH :
THEY ARE NO LONGER SHAMMING ,
AS THE TRUTH IS NOT ABLE TO !
ALAS , CHILDREN ,
VITTORIO ALFIERI ! ,
HIS POETRY BOTH SADDENING AND GLADDENING THE HEART ,
COMFORTING YOU IN HOURS OF
MADNESS AND DESPAIR AND ANGUISH !
FORGIVE ME FOR MY WRETCHED DEDICATION TO YOU
CORRUPTED IN TIME AS I AM
AND DAYS UNPROPITIOUS
AND REVULSION SEMPITERNAL
MY COMPLEXION WAS BEGOTTEN
IN THE STENCH OF DECAY
RESEMBLING THE GREY OF LIVING DEATH OF MAN...
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UPON JUSTICE
MAN IS A CANNIBAL
AND HUMAN JUSTICE IS INTELLECTUAL CANNIBALISM ,
IT IS A PURCHASED DECEIT AS EVERYTHING ABOUT SOCIETY IS ,
FOR IF YOU REMOVE
THE ONE LIFE-SUSTAINING SOURCE FROM
THE SYSTEM , ID EST , MONEY , THEN CORRUPT JUSTICE
CAN NO LONGER BE PAID , NEITHER CAN THE COPPERS
AND POLITICANS AND INTELLECTUALS AND ALL THE
OTHER MEALY-MOUTHED AND SANCTIMONIOUS
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH BE PAID :
EVERYTHING WOULD COLLAPSE AND LAPSE INTO SAVAGE
BARBARISM AND CANNIBALISM ,
IT IS ALL SO TRIVIAL
THAT YOU HAVE TO BE FEARFUL OF
WHAT MAN REALLY IS :
A VILE CREATURE HIDING BEHIND THE GUISE OF
BEING CIVILISED AND JUST AND RESPECTABLE ,
WHEREAS IN REALITY HE IS THE UGLIEST DISSEMBLER POSSIBLE !
MAY NO ONE LEGALLY SEEK FOR HUMAN JUSTICE TO BE LIFTED ,
WATCHING ALL MEN EATING EACH OTHER UP ,
TURNING CANNIBALS !
BUT IS THAT NOT WHAT THEY DO IN SOCIETY
ON AN INTELLECTUAL LEVEL ?
AND SO , WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE ?
OTHER THAN THE SELF-SLAUGHTER OF MANKIND
WOULD CAUSE MOTHER EARTH
FINAL LIBERATION FROM MAN
IN ALL THE HUMAN GARBAGE
BEING DISPOSED OF FOR GOOD !
BUT SHE WILL TEND TO MAN , SOONER OR LATER !
AND YOU ARE RIGHT ! ,
IT IS A GREAT PITY BECAUSE OF THE FEW GOOD PEOPLE
LEFT ON THIS PLANET ,
MAYBE NOT EVEN A HANDFUL THESE DAYS ,
I DO NOT KNOW ,
BUT THEY WOULD BE THE ONLY ONES TO BE WAILED !
LEAST OF ALL AMONG THOSE WHO ARE NOT TO BE WAILED
ARE THOSE SKINNERS ,
SKINNING HUMANS ALIVE
IN ORDER TO PROFIT FROM THEM
IN ORDER TO MAKE MONEY BY KILLING THEM !
WHAT DO YOUR INTELLCTUALS SAY TO ALL THIS ?
ASK THEM !
ARE THEY NOT AS TONGUE-TIED
AS YOU ARE , DEFENDING THEM ? ,
DISSIMULATING , COUNTERFEITING ? ,
ON THE GROUNDS OF THOSE BEING BASELESS CHARGES
FOR WHICH YOU , THE OTHER YOU RESPONSIBLE FOR THEM ,
MUST BE ARRESTED AND HANGED
OR ,
WHICH WOULD BE MOST SUITED TO SUCH SOOTHSAYERS ,
GASSED IN ONE OF THOSE MODERN DEATH CAMPS
BY BRINGING FORWARD SUCH ACCUSATIONS
AGAINST THE SIGNET RING OF TRUST OF HUMAN JUSTICE ,
AS IT PRESENTS SO AN OUTRAGEOUS INDICTMENT
THAT IT CONTESTS THE VERY PREREQUISITES OF HUMAN EXISTENCE !
HUMANITY REQUIRES NO SOOTHSAYERS ,
BEING BARE OF SOOTH LIKE A WITHERED BRANCH AFTER ALL !
AND YET LOOK BACK ON THE PAST
BY WHICH ALL THOSE SUPPOSEDLY UNFOUNDED ALLEGATIONS
CAN BE WELL PROVED BEYOND ALL REASONABLE DOUBT -
BUT THE PAST NO LONGER EXISTS ,
ONLY TODAY'S AVARICE
AND THE CRIMES WHICH CAN BE JUSTIFIED BY IT ,
FOR WITHOUT GREED
HUMAN JUSTICE COULD NO LONGER BE FURTHERED ,
THE FOUNT OF MONEY WOULD FAIL ,
AND THEN ?
WHO WOULD BE PAYING THE DEBTS OF JUSTICE ?
THE PHANTOM THEREOF ?
BUT JUSTICE IS CORPOREAL AND HENCE REAL , IS IT NOT ?
REASONABLE AND HUMAN = INCOMPATIBLE !
WOW !
GOSH !
CRAZY , THE WHOLE THING , IS IT NOT ?
WITHOUT DOSH MANKIND IS LOST !
CONVEY TO ME NO INTIMATION
THAT A REVERENT TEAR
IN THE MONEY - POLLUTED HUMAN WORLD
IS STILL BEING SHED :
THERE IS NO ROOM
IN THE ARBITRARY SWAY OF MAN'S JUSTICE
FOR FEIGNED COMPASSION !
JUSTICE ?
COHABITATION AND '' HUMAN ATTACHMENTS ''
RESTING UPON JUSTICE AND NOT WORKING :
WHAT AN INTERPERSONAL LUNCAY
TO BE SEEN IN THE WORLD OF MAN
MARRYING AND DIVORCING
TO JUSTIFY HUMAN JUSTICE !
HUMAN JUSTICE ! ,
YOUR HEART NEVER THUMPED WITH ANIMATION
WHOOPING AND CHORTLING WITH GLEE
WHEN DOING OTHER PEOPLE AN INJUSTICE
WHEN INFLICTING YOUR DEATH SENTENCES ON THEM
STRINGING THEM UP BY PUTTING THEM ON A CHAIR
SENTENCING THEM TO AND BURNING THEM AT THE STAKE
FOR YOU WERE DEVISED BY THE EVIL ITSELF
FOR EVIL IS THE ACCOMPLISHMENT OF YOUR VIRTUE !
HUMAN JUSTICE ,
IMPIOUS IN HORRID TREASON
YOUR STRATAGEMS ARE !
PENITENCE WOULD AVAIL YOU NOTHING
FOR THE EVIL CANNOT REPENT !
OUTCAST , IMMERSED IN TEARS
LOCKED IN THE STEALTH OF LUGUBRIOUS WALLS ,
WHO IS TO PENETRATE THY CAPTIVITY ?
THOSE WHO PROPOSED MARRIAGE TO JUSTICE ,
THEN HAVING BEEN PRONOUCED LEGAL
BY THEIR ABOMINABLE MARRIAGE TO IT ? ,
SIGNIFIYING THEIR ENMITY TO THEE
DIRECTING THEIR THOUGHTS OF HATRED TO THEE ,
BECAUSE YOU RESIST , YOU REFUSE
BY NOT ALLOWING JUSTICE TO PROPOSE TO YOU ,
AS JUSTICE BEING THIS SICKNESS
RENDERING EVERYBODY SICK :
EVERYBODY IS SICK ,
THE HUMAN AIR REEKS SO RANK AND DIRTY
AND IS SO USED UP , MAGNANIMOUS IN WICKEDNESS
YET EVERYBODY INHALING IT
TO BECOME EVEN SICKER
BY EXHALING MORE SICKNESS !
IT ALL REEKS OF LIES
IN THE REALM OF JUSTICE ,
YET EVERYBODY IS GROOVING ON
SWALLOWING MORE AND MORE OF
THAT STINK OF SICKNESS !
IT ALL STINKS SO BAD AND TERRIBLE
BUT NO ONE WANTS TO BE EXCHANGED
THEY ALL WANT TO STAY THE SAME !
THEY DO NOT WANT TO UNDERGO
A COMPLETE TRANSMUTATION TO VOLUNTARILY
SURRENDER THE SICKNESS OF THEIR LIVES !
BUT TO SURRENDER A STATE WHERE NOTHING BUT
DESPERATION AND MISERY DILAGATE AS A PLAGUE
EVIDENTLY COMES DOWN TO IMPRUDENCE
IN ORDER TO AVOID COMPROMISING HUMAN JUSTICE ,
AND HENCE THE PRICLIEST GOOD CREATED BY MAN :
SUBMISSION DRIVEN BY
GREED AND ITS POSSESSIVE INSTINCT !
BUT PERHAPS IT ALL HAS TO BE THIS WAY
BECAUSE A HALO GOES ALL ROUND THE ORB OF
THE PESTILENCE OF THIS PLANET NAMED '' HUMAN ''
WITH EVERBODY BEING INFLAMED WITH THE WARMTH
OF FLYING INTO A PASSION OF LOVE OF PRESERVING
THAT STATE OF HUMAN DESPERATION AND MISERY
THROBBING AS A PULSE OF
THE ULTIMATE ECSTACY OF LOVE :
TAKE HEED !
CONTINUE TO WORSHIP IDOLS !
AND SHED OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOOD ON THIS ORB
ON ACCOUNT OF THEM ! ,
MONEY JUSTIFYING ALL MEANS TO AN END ,
SHEDDING ITS PURE HONOUR'S WORTH !
AND THE SPACE EXPLORERS ARE SEARCHING FOR
EXTRATERRESTRIAL BEINGS TO
APPROVE OF YOUR JUSTICE ! ,
IRRESPECTIVE OF THEIR BEING NON -EXISTENT ,
YET SAYING TO US :
'' HOW KIND OF YOU HUMANS !
HOW THOUGHTFUL OF YOU TO CONSIDER US !
BUT NO THANKS !
WE ARE NO THRALLS !
WE DO NOT DESIRE TO BE PUSHED INTO SUBMISSION
BY HUMAN INTELLIGENCE ! ''
BUT IT IS A MATTER OF
CHASING A PHANTOM AFTER ALL ! ,
TO GRATIFY THE SUPER - EGO OF MAN
WHILE OTHERS LACK THE BASIC MEANS TO SUBSIST ,
BUT THE END SANCTIFIES ALL MEANS !
TRIVIAL , IS IT NOT ?
FOR MONEY CAUSES EVERYONE TO
HAVE A CLEAR CONSCIENCE IN ORDER TO
NOT DISPUTE THE ATROCITY OF THEIR ACTIONS ,
WHO CARES WHETHER IT IS PURCHASED OR NOT ? ,
SINCE MONEY IS AN OUTRAGE ITSELF ,
WHEN THEY ARE ABLE TO
CLAIM A REWARD AS ROBBERS AND BANDITS ?
WHATEVER SCINTILLATES FROM THIS FATED ORB ,
IT IS POSITIVELY NOT A GLINT OF LIGHT
BUT THE MAGNITUDE OF ITS DISEASE -
EVERYBODY IS SICK !
HOORAY ! ! !
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I LOSE MYSELF IN THE NIGHT OF BEING
WHERE I AND VITTORIO AT LENGTH MEET ,
CONFIDING TO EACH OTHER OUR INNERMOST SECRETS
DURING THE BREVITY OF THAT IRREAL NIGHT
TEMPORARILY HAVING NO LONGER
TO CONFIDE IN OURSELVES ALONE
DURING THE DURATION OF THAT QUEER IRREALITY ,
IN LIFE'S BROAD DAYLIGHT OF MEN
NO ONE INTERCEDING FOR US
BUT THEIR ANGER , REVENGE , MENACES AND PRAYERS ! ,
O WHAT AN EASE IS DIFFUSED HERE
IN THE ABSENCE OF THE FLAGITIOUSNESS OF MAN !
HOW THE IRREALITY OF THAT NIGHT
OF BEING DELIGHTS US ,
HER MORALS BEING PURE AND UNTAINTED
WHERE THERE IS NO MORE
BLIND AND INFAMOUS OBEDIENCE
NO LONGER HAVING TO RESORT TO
THE REMEDY OF DEATH
IN BEING A HINDRANCE TO OUR WILL :
WE ARE NON-BEINGS DEVOID OF VOLITION
SORROW'S PAIN NEED NOT BE SOOTHED
IT IS NO MORE PRESENT TO BEWILDER US
AS OPPOSED TO THE MAZE OF LIFE WHERE
WE WERE UNABLE TO BLAZE A PATH ! ,
NOW POSSESSING BUT THE SAGACITY OF IRREALITY
WHERE NO ONE CAN HARM US ,
NOR WE CAN WE HARM OURSELVES
O WHAT A LIGHTNESS WE FEEL AT PRESENT
ACCESSIBLE NOT IMAGINED
TIMID AND VEHEMENT AS WE ARE OURSELVES
YET IRRESOLUTE AND EPHEMERAL AS AN ILLUSION IS
FOR SHE WILL ABANDON US PRESENTLY !
ALAS , FAIR ROMILDA ! ,
KEEP UP THAT RIGHT TO LIFE
IN WHICH YOU REINSTATED THE TWO OF US
BEFORE IT EBBS AWAY AGAIN ,
OR ,
IF YOU PLEASE ,
MAKE THY CONCEALMENT
OUR ETERNAL INDELIBLE DWELLING-PLACE
IN WHICH EVERYTHING
EVANISHES INTO THY SERENITY !
DO NOT SEND US BACK
TO THIS WORLD OF TRAITORS
WHICH WE SO ABHOR ,
PLUGGING AWAY AT
WHATEVER COMES THEIR WAY ! !...
WRITTEN BY
THE SUPERCUTE FEELING INSANE TODAY GALS...
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EACH DAY ALIKE
FILLED WITH PEOPLE
DISPEOPLED OF THEIR DREAMS
WHO ARE THEY ?
BUT ALLUSIONS TO A TWILIGHT WORLD
EMPTYING EVERY STREET
PHANTOMS HAUNTING THEM INSTEAD
THEIR LETTERS TO GOD
AS A PETITION FOR SALVATION
STILL MISCARRY , DOES HE NOT EXIST ?
A SUPERNATURAL RACE UNABLE TO CROSS THE WALLS
INSIDE WHICH THEY ARE HELD PRISONERS
EACH OF THEM A CELESTIAL ORB SHEDDING ITS LIGHT
LIKEWISE UNABLE TO PENETRATE THOSE WALLS
WITHIN WHICH THEIR EVERY MESSAGE MISCARRIES TOO ,
WHAT HIDDEN SECRETS MUST THOSE WALLS HARBOUR ! ,
WALLS GIRDLED BY A STREAM OF SUCH LIMPIDNESS
AS ONLY THE FANCY OF A POETESS IS ABLE TO SET FREE
SETTING HER FITS OF LOVE WORKING
THWARTING HIS TURBID REVENGEFUL HATE
IN QUENCHING IT BY HER LIMPID PURITY ,
SHE IS THE POETESS OF VERITY
NO ONE IS HER EQUAL
FOR SHE IS EMPTY OF FETID WEALTH
THE SLANTING RAYS OF MAN
FREEZING WITHIN THOSE WALLS
VAINLY TRYING TO REACH HER
FOR SHE IS WITHOUT TAINT
NO ONE KNOWS OF HIM
AND HIS WILLING THRALDOM
NOT EVEN THE POETESS
FOR IT IS A FAR-OFF TREACHEROUS LAND
CHARMED INTO MALICIOUS OBLIVION
NO ONE HAS EVER BEEN LURED INTO
BUT HIMSELF WITH HIS SCREAMS LONG AND LOUD
FADING AWAY THEREIN
BUT IF SHE HAD COGNISANCE OF
THAT REALM OF PHANTOM BUMPKINS
SHE WOULD SHED MANY A MOURNFUL TEAR
TUMBLING TO HER GROUND
WEIRD AND DIM
ELUSIVE AND MISTY
BLEMISHING HER GOLDEN MORNING AURA FOR GOOD
THUS RELEASING HIM FROM HIS BITTER TORMENTS
BY HER DEMISE , WHAT A SAVIOURESS SHE IS !
BUT SHE WILL NEVER BE COMPELLED TO
MAKE SUCH SACRIFICES
FOR SOLITARY AND INSUBSTANTIAL
THE WORLD OF THE POETESS IS
SO THAT THE DREARY MONOTONY OF HIS DAILY LIFE ,
THE WAX OF CANDLE OF WHICH
GUTTERING SADLY DOWN INTO
A SEARED WILDERNESS ADORNED
AS A GLITTERING NOTHING ,
AND HERS WILL LUCKILY NEVER MEET !
HE IS BUT A PRISON OF VACUUM
NO ONE IS ABLE TO BREATHE BUT HIM
FOR YOU DO KNOW THAT
A VACUUM IS AIRLESS SPACE ? ,
SO HOW IS ONE TO BREATHE THEREIN THEN ?
HE AND HIS MODERN DESERT SANDINESS
OF SPYWARE AND APPS AND MOBILE PHONES
WHEN YOU SEE HIM
HIS EYES ARE EVER FIXED ON THEM
AS IF HIS WHOLE LIFE DEPENDED ON THEM
NOT SEEING ANYTHING ELSE ANY MORE
THIS MUCH HE STUPIDIFIED !
AND '' HANGING OUT '' AND '' MAKING OUT ''
AND '' HOOKING UP '' AND '' CUDDLING ''
WITH HIS MISSHAPEN EQUALS
( PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR USING THAT
KIND OF VOCABULARY SO DETESTABLE TO ME ! )
IT CHILLS ME TO THE HEART
WATCHING MODERN MAN
THAT MY REPUGNANCE TO EVERYTHING
GROWS BLACKER THAN PITCH
BUT THEN ,
ALAS CHILDREN ! ,
IN THAT IRREAL DISTANCE ,
I BEHOLD THE POETESS OF VERITY
DAINTY AND FRAIL
AND YET OF DAZZLING IMMENSE BEAUTY
AND I STAND FORTH FROM MYSELF
AND KEEP HER COMPANY IN INVISIBILITY
FOR I DARE NOT TOUCH HER
MY ROTTENNESS AND UNCLEANLINESS
WOULD DEFILE HER IRRETRIEVABLY
AND MY MANIFOLD ANOMALIES
WOULD CAUSE HER TO PINE AWAY IN
MY SICKNESS OF
YET POSSESSING REMANTS OF HUMANITY
AND YET SHE WEAVES A DRUNKEN GOSSAMER DREAM
ABOUT ME , AS IF SHE WERE REMOTELY CONSCIOUS OF
MY PROXIMITY , SEEKING A RESPITE FROM THE HUMAN STRIFE ,
KNOWING OF MY LONGING FOR DEATH ,
SOARING WITH HER IN COMFORTING WORDS
TO HEIGHTS WHERE SHE MAKES ME FORGET
I AND MY HARDSHIP VANISHING AWAY
AS IF I NEVER EXISTED
LISTENING TO HER MUSIC OF THE SPHERES ,
HER FLOWERS BLOOM AROUND AS SHE STARTS
CAROLLING AND DANCING IN HER FRAGRANT MEADOWS
I THUS BECOME HER FANTASY
A STORM IS BREWING OF SHATTERING SOUND
SHAKING THE ENTIRE SHAM UNIVERSE OF MAN
AND DESTROYING IT AT LAST ,
IT IS THE STORM OF FREEDOM
AND I AM WITHIN ,
IT IS THE POETESS'S STORM OF FREEDOM
TO WHICH I SURRENDER MYSELF
MY MIND IS SPLINTERING
I KNOW NO LONGER WHO I AM
AT LENGTH , SINKING INTO MY OWN OBLIVION
NOTHING BUT THE WAVELETS OF FREEDOM
IN HER LIMPID STREAM
LURING ME ON AND ON
FLOATING DOWN HER ENDLESS STREAM OF FREEDOM
AND I AM GONE AS THE POETESS IS...
WRITTEN BY
THE SUPERCUTE NEITHER LIFE NOR DEATH BAMBINE
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LA BAMBINA NAMED
'' PULLING AWAY THE VEIL OF MAN ''
THUS BECOMING IMPROPER ,
STANDING IN UTTER OPPOSITION TO
INTELLECTUAL HAUGHTINESS
BY HER DELICATE MODESTY OF MIND
SPEAKS THUS :
'' WHERE AM I ?
IT IS SOMETHING
THAT I KEEP ASKING MYSELF :
WHERE AM I ?
TO BE '' HUMAN '' IN THE HUMAN SENSE
WILL AVAIL YOU ONLY
IF YOU MAKE THEIR BURDEN YOUR OWN
AND HAVE YOURSELF SMOTHERED BY IT
AS ALL YOUR '' FELLOW-MEN '' DO ,
CRAVING FOR THIS REAL ALMS
AS THE AFFLUENCE OF LIFE -
IT IS BY THIS QUALITY THAT EVERYONE
WILL RECOGNISE YOU AND LOVE YOU
AS A TOTAL DENUDATION OF THE HUMAN INTELLECT
BARING IT BRUTALLY AND INDISCREETLY
FOR ITS CONDEMNATION , NOT APPROVAL ,
AS A TOTAL OBLITERATION OF WHAT INTELLIGENCE IS ,
NOT CORRUPTING THE IMPERFECTION OF MAN
BY THE SEMBLANCE OF COMPLETENESS !
AND THEY FEAR IN THE PRESENCE OF AN ANCHORITE
WHO HAS NOTHING TO BESTOW BUT HER TRUTH ,
THE TRUTH IS HER SOLE IRREAL ALMS
DISDAINED BY ALL MEN
THAT HAS TAKEN THE SHAPE OF AN ANCHORAGE
SHE IS ENFOLDED WITH
AS IF WITH AN INVIOLABLE GLORIOLE ,
DIMLY PERCEIVEING MAN'S REALITY IF AT ALL ! ,
IN HAVING RENOUNCED THAT
BURDEN OF '' BEING HUMAN '' ,
RENOUNCED THEIR DOCTRINES AND TRIVIALITY ,
VACANCY AND NOTHINGNESS OF LIFE ! ,
RENOUNCED WHAT
THEY WOULD NEVER DREAM OF RENOUNCING :
STRIVING TOWARDS YOURSELF , NOT TOWARDS
WHAT CONSTITUTES A FALSIFICATION OF LIFE ,
AND IS THIS AND THIS ONLY
WHICH HAS TO BE DEFINED AS HUMAN STUPIDITY -
EMBRACING THAT FALSIFICATION OF LIFE
AS SOMETHING SACRED ! ,
FOR DOES NOT ALL OF MANKIND
READ LIKE A '' TRASHY RAG '' ?
ESPECIALLY SO ,
IN TODAY'S ACCUMULATION OF
SUPPOSEDLY PROFOUND KNOWLEDGE :
CAN YOU EXPERIENCE
KNOWLEDGE IN ORDER TO JUSTIFY THAT EXALTATION
WHICH IS OFTEN SHOWN IN
ACCOMPANYING THE ACQUISITION OF KNOWLEDGE ?
HOW CAN YOU SPEAK OF HOLINESS
IF YOU CANNOT EXPERIENCE IT
SAVE BY TRANSFORMING YOURSELF INTO
A THEORY OF HOLINESS
TO BE DISSEMINATED AS FINE AND NOBLE THOUGHTS
EVERYONE IS MEANT TO DWELL IN ,
TO DWELL IN SOMETHING THAT
CANNOT BE EXPERIENCED
BUT HAS BEEN COLLECTED AND PRESERVED AS
'' KNOWLEDGE '' OVER THE CENTURIES TO
BE PASSED ON TO EACH SUCCESSIVE GENERATION
TO ENSURE THE IMMUTABILITY OF HUMAN EXISTENCE !
ONE LUNATIC STARTING IT UP ,
AND ALL THE OTHER LUNATICS
IMITATING IT AS THE ONE WAY TO EXIST ,
AND THE ONE WAY TO EXIST IS
TO MAKE MONEY OUT OF
THAT ACCUMULATION OF KNOWLEDGE ,
NO ONE CONTESTING
THE PREPOSTEROUS NATURE OF OUR ACTION !
THE DUPLICATION OF LUNACY ,
IT IS HOW STUPIDITY AND HENCE MANKIND WORK !
AND HOW CAN YOU THEREFORE NOT BECOME A PENITENT
IN THE MIDST OF ALL THIS ,
THIS INSATIABLE LUST FOR A THIRST
THAT CANNOT BE QUENCHED BUT IS ENHANCED
AS SATIATED HAUGHTINESS ,
AS SATIATED ARISTOCRACY OF BEING ?
FOR , ONCE AGAIN ,
DO NOT THE HOLY SPRINGS OF MAN'S WORLD
CONSIST OF KNOWLEDGE ,
AND HOW CAN THIS QUENCH THIRST ,
DID HE NOT PERISH OF THAT DECEPTIVE THIRST ?
WHICH CAUSED HIM TO
BUILD UP A WORLD OF ILLUSIONS ,
AND IN THE ULTIMATE ILLUSION
HE CONTIUES TO THIRST ,
AFTER HAVING ALREADY DIED OF THIRST ,
IN HIS PERTINACITY OF THIS THIRST BEING REAL ,
TRYING TO CONJURE HIS DELUSIONS ACROSS
TO A REALITY
WHICH DOES NOT EXIST AND CANNOT EXIST ! ?
IF , HOWEVER ,
YOU STOP RUNNING IN A BROAD ARC
AROUND EVERYTHING ,
ABOVE ALL , AROUND YOURSELF ,
AROUND YOUR COWARDICE
UNABLE TO CONFRONT THE TRUTH ,
IF YOU STOP RUNNING
IN A WIDE CIRCLE AROUND LIFE
BECAUSE YOU FEAR THE CENTRE OF THAT CIRCLE
THE CENTRE WHICH CONSISTS OF LIFE ALONE ,
YOU FINALLY AWAKEN
BUT IT IS A MORTAL AWAKENING ,
AS IS THE MORTAL DREAD OF THOSE
WHO FEAR THE SLIGHTEST DEVIATION
FROM THEIR DAILY PROFOUND ROUTINE ,
BECAUSE ALL THE PEOPLE
AROUND YOU ARE ASLEEP
BECAUSE THEY CONTINUE TO
RUN AROUND THEMSELVES
IN EVER WIDER CIRCLES
IN ORDER TO AVOID
COGNISING THE SHAME , WRETCHEDNESS AND GUILT
OF THEIR EXISTENCE WHICH IS NOT THEIR OWN
BUT HAS BEEN FAKED AS SOMETHING TO RESEMBLE
A BREATH OF MAGIC THAT HAS BEEN FANNED
INTO THE ILLUSION OF A LIFE'S THROBBING PULSE
BOUNDING WITH THE BLISS OF ITS ANGUISH,
A LIFE'S FLAME NOT EVEN FLICKERING
BUT LONG GONE EXTINCT
IN ALL THIS HELLISH LYINGNESS
BEING THEIR ONE TRUTH ;
BUT THAT IS SPINELESS STUPIDITY AGAIN ,
MAY NO ONE DENY ITS EXISTENCE !
AND EVERY AWAKENING IS GRIEVOUS
IT NO LONGER TASTES OF
GREED AND THE COMEDY OF HUMAN EXISTENCE,
HAVING BEEN MADE AN END OF,
AN AWAKENING WHICH AT THE SAME TIME
PLUNGES YOU INTO
AGONY , NAUSEA , MORTIFICATION
TENDING TO SOLITUDE
WHICH NO ONE CAN BREAK THROUGH
AS IN THAT STATE , YOU ARE MERELY
SURROUNDED BY THOSE SLEEPERS
WHO ARE AFRAID TO OPEN THEIR EYES
LEST THEY BE PINNED DOWN
BY THAT CHARGE OF AWAKENING
SINCE EVEYRTHING ABOUT THEIR LIVES IS A LIE :
REVERENCING '' THE MASK ''
AND HENCE ALLOWING ONESELF
TO BE MISLED BY FALSE CONCLUSIONS
YIELDS SUCH A SEMBLANCE OF GAIETY
IN THE WHOLE HUMAN WORLD
SUCH OSTENTATIOUS FROTHINESS OF
A NOBILITY OF AN OFFICIOUS TASTE
THAT EVERYBODY IS ABLE TO
REFERSH THEMSELVES WITH SUCH SUPERFICIALITY
THAT NO CURE FOR SUCH INCURABLE MINDS
CAN BE PROVIDED ,
SINCE TO BE MISUNDERSTOOD
FURTHERS A REFINED HUMANITY MASKING ITSELF
AS HAVING REVERENCE FOR TRUTH !
THE FERVENT ADOARTION OF
HIS TREACHEROUS HEART AND
ITS SYMPATHETIC TEARS
SPILLED AS THE BLOOD OF THOSE
WHO HAD TO BE OFFERED UP AS A SACRIFICE
TO ENSURE THE HAPPINESS OF HIS EXISTENCE
ARE IN KEEPING WITH THE TRUTH OF MAN AND
HIS PROGRESS SEEN THROUGHOUT THE WORLD
TO AVOID POURING SCORN ON HIS SOCIAL ORDER
OR GOING AGAINST THE PROPRIETY THEREOF !
MAY NO ONE VIOLATE HIS WELL-ORDERED
ORBIT OF LONG-STANDING TRADITIONS
AND ESTABLISHED CONVENTIONS
AROUND WHUCH HE KEEPS ON REVOLVING
FOR HIM NOT TO BE CAUGHT UP WITH
SOMETHING ERRATIC TO BRING TO NOUGHT
HIS COURSE OF CHERISHED IDEALS
IN WHICH HATRED IS SOWED
IN ORDER TO REAP REALITY ,
THUS BURSTING THE SHACKLES
OF THIS ENTIRE LOATHSOME MEDIOCRITY !...
EXIT BAMBINA
'' PULLING AWAY THE MASK OF MAN ''...
I NODDED MY HEAD TO HER
IN DEEP GRATITUDE,
FULLY CONVINCED OF THAT FACT
OF NO LONGER BEING ALIVE !
I FELT LIBERATION FROM THE CHAINS
OF THE NOTHINGNESS OF THE PLEASURES
OF ALL THOSE WELL-TO-DO MEN
AND THEIR HUMAN INSTITUTIONS !
I WAS DEAD,
I HARBOURED NO DOUBT ABOUT THIS :
THE DEAD WERE TALKING...
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