Before confessing his gayness to his best friend, Tierney Terrebonne’s sex life is -strictly restroom. After confessing his gayness to his best friend . . . it doesn’t improve much. Why bother trying when the man he’s loved for fourteen years ( “best friend”) is totally unattainable? Good thing Tierney is an old hand at accepting defeat; all it takes is a bottle of bourbon. Or fifty. Repeat as needed.
Dalton Lehnart has a history of dating wealthy, damaged, closeted, lying, cheating, no-good, cowardly men, so of course he’s immediately attracted to Tierney Terrebonne. Fortunately, Tierney is so dissolute that even Dalton’s feelings for the man would be better described as pity. Which becomes sympathy as they get to know each other. Followed by compassion, concern, caring, and hopefulness as Tierney struggles to change his life. When the man comes out very publicly and enters rehab, Dalton finds himself downright attached to Tierney. And as everyone knows, after attachment comes . . .
Uh oh.
But post-rehab Tierney can’t handle more than friendship, so Dalton should be safe from repeating his own past mistakes, right? Right?
Catalyzed by her discovery of LGBTQ romance, Anne Tenino left the lucrative fields of art history, non-profit fundraising, and domestic engineering (in that order) to follow her dream of become a starving romance author. For good or ill, her snarky, silly, quasi-British sense of humor came along for the ride.
Anne applies her particular blend of romance, comedy, and gay protagonists to contemporary, scifi, and paranormal tales. Her works have won many awards; her novel, Frat Boy and Toppy, is frequently referred to as a gay romance classic; she’s been featured in RT Book Reviews magazine; she holds the position of VP of Programming at her local RWA chapter; and she’s achieved bestseller status on Amazon’s gay romance list.
Born and raised in Oregon, Anne now lives in Portland with her family, who have all taken a sacred oath never to read her books. When not crocheting genitalia, growing tomatoes, driving teenagers around, or cooking something obscure, she can be found at her computer, procrastinating. Possibly while also lying on the couch, eating bon-bons.
I'm a HUGE Anne Tenino fan with 11 of her books under my belt. And while this was good, it wasn't good. It didn't give me that giddy feeling that I get when I've read something amazing.
I loved the first book in this series, Too Stupid to Live, and so I think my expectations were a bit too high for this one. "Billionaire with Benefits" was much angstier than I was expecting. It was a heavy read, missing the lightness of most of Anne Tenino's previous works. It was also was less hot than most of her other books, which I've been known to bookmark and *ehem* revisit at later dates.
There is a lot of back and forth between Tierney and Dalton, lots of miscommunication issues, and also a lot of chemistry. While I didn't love them as a couple, I could sense how drawn to each other they were. They were believable as a couple.
While some people might not like Tierney's attitude, which see-sawed from jerky to profusely apologetic, I didn't mind it. I felt sorry for him, and I always have a soft spot for closet cases. I also liked the seeing Tierney go through changes in his life to become himself. He really grew up throughout the course of the book, and I admired him for that.
While this book was very readable and overall enjoyable, it wasn't the follow up that I was expecting. I was expecting something lighter, or with more moments of lightness, especially considering that cover, which doesn't read "angsty" to me.
I hope Miller's book knocks it out of the park! *Fingers crossed*
**Copy provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review**
Tenino's writing style is so engaging, reading her books never feels like work. By the time I got to the 20 percent mark with this one, I couldn't set it down.
While Tierney was not a likable character initially, he was a believable asshole, and as we learn more about his family and he becomes more self-aware, his many "sins" stand out as patterns of self-destruction.
Ever so slowly, Tierney grew on me. I saw his defense mechanisms, his insecurities, his fears.
I loved the way Tierney was with Dalton. They had a few issues at the beginning, issues with trust, mostly, and not entirely open communication, but the relationship developed naturally and felt true to life.
Dalton is a relatable, charming character with a nearly unlimited supply of patience. Tierney was lucky to have Dalton as a "friend with benefits," and at first it was all about Tierney and his issues.
But when Dalton needed Tierney, Tierney was there for him, and that was a changing point in their relationship. It took a while for Tierney to truly see himself.
Changing your life around, battling addiction, tearing off the mask you've always worn, takes sweat and tears and WORK, hard work, and this was realistically portrayed in the novel.
Sam's back with his hilarious banter and romance novel talk. Ian's here too! These two added some lightness to what was a more serious story than Too Stupid to Live. (This book overlaps with the end of the first book.)
There was a side plot related to the bashing (which happens at the end of book 1 and beginning of this book). The slight mystery element added mild tension to the plot. I'm not sure it was necessary, but thankfully it didn't sink into melodrama.
The steam was understated, but the first scene with Tierney and Dalton was quite moving. The awkwardness of Tierney's first time, the way he wanted, NEEDED, to trust, his insecurities about his body, were very well done.
The epilogue was quite lovely too. I am looking forward to book 3 and, hopefully, Miller's story.
3.5 rounded up to 4 stars from me. Tierney Terrebonne....you were an extremely annoying character. Yes I did feel some sympathy for you, but honestly mate, you really didn't help yourself and I could've cheerfully throttled you several times. Dalton, you were everything T needed BUT you had problems of your own to deal with. I wish the two of you the best of luck in the future, I think you'll need it.
Sam from 'TSTL' features strongly in this one, together with his boyfriend Ian. I loved that Sam is still addicted to M/M Romance books, and tries to help Dalton by using analogies from books that he's read, although not very successfully it has to be said....but his heart's definitely in the right place. All in all, a decent sequel to TSTL for me albeit with an annoying lead character.
I can't believe I'm DNFing an Anne Tenino book- I'm a huge fan. I had a hard time with the first 50%. It was a bit repetitive and I tried to stick it out but the relationship between the two main characters wasn't progressing enough for me. Maybe I'm just not in the right frame of mind for it. Since I didn't finish it- I will not be rating it. Still love this author and look forward to future books of hers and definitely recommend her.
I am so lost with how to rate and review this one. I liked it, at times I loved it but after finishing it and letting it rest a day or two, I am just a bit underwhelmed. And don’t get me started on that cover… okay, let’s get this review started.
Tierney, you are an asshole. You were in TSTL and you still are here but getting the chance to understand why you are the way you are helped, a bit. Your family is whak-a-doodle dude and the fact that you survived into your mid 30’s and are semi-sane says a lot about your strength of character.
Character, I think that is the one word I would use to describe this book. It was all about the characters AND their character. Yup, that’s my story and I’m sticking to it.
Dalton, (my teenage son’s name just spelled without the “u” thank you very much for that) you have just as many issues as Tierney and sometimes I wanted to just smoosh the two of you together, shove you in a locked room and not let you out until you figured it all out. What was right there in front of you from the first meeting - it’s a damn good thing you have Sam and his vast knowledge of romance novels to lead you through the mess that is you and your friend with benefits.
Sam, oh my lover of nuts it was amazing to see you again and you my dear, stole the show. The whole meta of this romance story and the way Sam leads us through it through his reading and love of romance stories was fun, so much damn fun and so needed and nice of you to bring your sexy boyfriend along too.
The story was heavier in ways than I thought it would be. The first book in the series had me laughing page after page and here, they were sprinkled throughout and most felt more bittersweet than funny. Not that it’s a bad thing, I liked the sweet moments we get but what both Tierney and Dalton have to fight from their past was more intense than I was prepared for.
My heart broke for both men, they wanted so much but had so much baggage the airports were still calling them to say they found their luggage. It was a mess at times and I had no idea how or when they would get it together so they could be together, but I loved their journey. It was worth the heart aches and the moments I wanted to throw my Nook against the wall.
At the end of it all, I liked the book, not as much as the first but they were different subject matters. Tierney and Dalton fought their way to one another and the fight was worth it. Sam and Ian being in the book made it that much better as well as mentions of Nik and Jurgen. I love this whole world of characters and really am glad I got to meet these boys and watch them fall in love.
I really liked Tierney. He's a douchebag but he knows he is. Most of the time he tries not to be or at least regrets it after the fact but after so many years of using that attitude as a defense mechanism for hiding who he is, he can't switch it off so easily. Being in his head helped me understand him and feel for him.
Dalton is sweet and is able to see the real Tierney even before Tierney even knows who the real him really is. He was just Tierney's love interest and I never really saw him as more than that.
This was really about Tierney's journey and that's what I really enjoyed about it.
Sam from Too Stupid to Live makes several appearances as Dalton's sounding board and is always there with advice based on romance novels which is always fun.
3.75 stars Really liked this one. It was nice to see a different side of Tierney from the previous book. After struggling with his true self for so long Tierney finally comes out to the world. However, he did not do it in the best way. His family suggest he takes a mental health break after his behavior. Tierney agrees to only because he wants to take the time to discover who the new him is. Dalton has been attracted to fixer uppers all his life so, it is no surprise when he finds himself attracted to Tierney. He meets Tierney when he is at his worst and still tries to help him. When Tierney returns from his mental health break Dalton wants the best for his recovery. So starting a relationship with him may not be the best idea, right? These two try a friendship but the feelings for more are just too strong. They both worry about jeopardizing Tierney's recovery. This worry almost makes them lose what they have but they decide to push forward. In the end, what they feel for each other seems worth the risk.
A part of me feels like I liked this better than the first book.
I don’t know. I have to go look at the first book. I can’t remember if I reviewed it or not.
Regardless of the first book though, this book was really freaking good.
Definitely a deeper more serious read than the first but honestly it was really well done.
I felt so very connected to both Dalton and Tierney and wanted everything for them.
So, I was back and forth on whether I was going to read this. I just didn’t know if I cared to read about Tierney. Then I read Dani's review and I decided I did want to read it. I really am glad that I did. It was really a great book. The story was a bit uncomfortable at times but not to the point where it was difficult or I couldn’t read it. I wanted to keep going. I wanted to know what would be next and like I said before, I wanted everything to work for these boys. They both deserved it.
I am still fascinated by the way that every single time I would shake my head at something one of them would do I would immediately be shaking my head again because it would either be resolved or they would realize the truth. I loved this aspect of the story. There was no long drawn out angst. Actions happened but then they were fixed or explained and it was lovely.
I also really liked how this picked up right after the first one and the secondary store lines continued throughout but didn’t take over the book. It all fit together in a really good way.
Oh, and I really still love Sam. His take on life is perfect.
So, if you are on the fence but enjoyed the first one of this series you should really give this one a try. It was totally worth the 400+ pages. That’s a lot of pages.
I enjoyed this even more than the first--total escapism. Though it wasn't as sexy as the first, (remember the kilt scene?) it was sweeter. And as always, Anne's comedic timing is spot on.
Tierney is a lot of things, but mostly Tierney is just miserable. His family keeps him in the closet, his best friend-–who he has been in love with for 14 years–-is happily dating another guy, and he can’t stop himself from spiralling out of control in one liquored-up ball of flames. And then he meets Dalton. And is a complete and total ass to him, like normal. But for some strange reason Dalton is nice to him. Tries to help him. And Tierney wants him to. Which is odd.
But Dalton has a history of falling for broken (and loaded) men, and every time he gets closer to Tierney he can’t help but fight the feeling that he should be running as fast as he can in the other direction. And it would be so easy if Tierney would just stop being so…broken. And in need of a friend. Which Dalton can be. Even if he wants to never stop kissing Tierney. Even if he has the recurring urge to throw things at Tierney’s head. Even if he has walked this path several times before and it has always ended in heartbreak. Dalton will do it because, honestly?, there really is going to be no one else offering for the job. And that is just depressing.
Too Stupid to Live was not my favorite book by Anne Tenino, so I am not entirely sure what compelled me to pick up this one. I mean, the first one in this series was ok, I just never really clicked with Sam the way I have with some of her other MCs. But there was some small part of me that wanted to see what she did with Tierney. Granted, going in, a large part was hoping Ian would just repeatedly kick Tierney in the balls for 400 odd pages, but it didn’t take long for me to fall in love with the douche. Much to my bemusement.
Just…Tenino does a great job of explaining why Tierney is the way he is. His past certainly doesn’t excuse his actions, but you finally get it, in this book. You get him. And you can’t help but like him. Tierney is all kinds of broken, and the dude really needs to work on his filter, but he is also in desperate need of life changes. And I like that the changes are instigated by himself. I really like that though he has friends willing to help him, he changes because he wants to change himself, for himself not some other guy. Granted, having Dalton there is certainly a bonus-–and sometimes a detriment–-but Tierney starts to pull himself together because he sees what he has become, what he could become, and can’t stand it anymore. That is something I have great admiration for.
And while the subplot surrounding Dalton’s attack was not really all that compelling, I did really like Dalton himself. He is willing to stand up to Tierney when his is being an ass, but he is also willing to stand with Tierney when the dude needs support. And while the whole ‘are we/are we not dating’ thing ran the risk of becoming a bit annoying, it never really tipped over the limit for me. I think Tenino did a good job of setting up both characters so that you understand why they are acting like they are. And because there seems to be logical reasons for it, you begin to get why these two are great for each other, but can also, if they’re not careful, be each other’s downfall.
There were a few moments at the end that felt a bit iffy-–the climax was a bit soft for my tastes-–and I never really felt any tension/danger from the whole ‘stalker’ subplot with Dalton, but overall this was a really good book. And one that I really enjoyed and recommend. Especially if you love reformed assholes. Which I normally don’t, but it really works here. Tierney and Dalton, for all their various faults, are great characters and they made these 400 pages just fly by.
4.5 stars
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I knew going in it was not going to be a fluffy, easy read, and those expectations were totally correct...
I don’t mind books with less-than-perfect MCs, but for some reason I could not overcome my dislike for Tierney. I didn’t even feel sorry for him, just annoyed. Also, this book contained some of my least favorite things when it comes to romance.
Still, as always with this author’s books, I really liked how all the character around the MCs felt fleshed out (even though not necessarily getting a lot of page time), like Tierney’s mother, brother and sister-in-law (and the grandfather..), Dalton's brother Luke.
I would like to have seen a glimpse of Miller after what he has been through, and I guess the next book in the series (if Miller’s) will also be a quite heavy read.
The story was heavier than Too Stupid to Live, but I enjoyed it nonetheless. Tierney, Ian's ass of a friend from the first book, has his own version of his history with Ian and some of what was told in the first book we now see from his POV. Tierney has a mountain of issues he is dealing with by drinking, lashing out and avoiding his family as much as possible. Dalton is sweet and supportive and doing his best not to repeat past relationship mistakes. It's not a quick and easy coming together, but they manage to take steps in building a friendship with benefits that they both believe will suit their needs, even as their feelings grow more complicated.
So yes, Anne Tenino did manage redeem and make me like Tierney. As a bonus, Sam and Ian are back. Sam and Dalton become best of friends and Sam is able to bring the humor and impart his own brand of romance novel based relationship advice.
"And will Tierney get his own story? Villains from previous installments often get their own happy end in next book."
Ha!
Anyway, first thing that happened is that I expected something completely different when I started reading. Let's look at TSTL- TSTL is so damn funny. I reread it often and I laugh every time. Comfort read. Now let's look at BwB- Serious read with character who's battling several demons. Nothing funny about it. Let's look at this cover - OMG, this cover is ridiculous. There is bare chested twink with rose between his lips - the only thing it would make it more ridiculous is if there is a kitten plastered there. Cover suggests fun. Now let's look at BwB again- Dalton doesn't laugh often. He is a very serious guy and for the life of me I can't imagine him doing Lothario rose trick.
So, this is me being honest: Only books I ever read by Tenino are TSTL and her Theta Alpha Gamma series. All of those books are in fact relaxing and very funny reads. Hence, I unintentionally shelved Tenino in my head into "positive, makes me feel good" department. I didn't laughed once while reading BwB, since topic was such that, well, you shouldn't have fun. TSTL was based on super amusing concept- on incorporating standard romance novel tropes in story we are reading. In TSTL there was so many parallels made and I loved when some of them are recognized. I thought this was the reason this series is named the way it is. BwB is not in the same line with TSTL. Per book, Tierney should be like... reformed rake? Well, I wasn't convinced. Tierney was not in any way rake. All we see is him being self-destroying miserable guy. :\ (Un)redeemable hero? Yeah, that would fly. ;) Maybe. For those of you who forgot Tierney is Ian's(TSTL) college friend who is a homophobic douchebag. But, he is really forced to be in the closet because of his family and he is not coping with it very well. He is not only drinking, he is also vicious and just plain mean to people who are nice to him. Yeah, we know that this is not really him, but I'll admit I was tired of reading his journey to become man who he really is. In the blurb it was mentioned that Tierney comes out publicly and goes to rehab. Well, this thing happens around 50% mark and that means we get to read a lot of pages of Tierney being douche and shooting himself in the foot before he reached his own personal bottom. With him was everything one step ahead and two steps back... I want to be clear: Tenino wrote all of this very good and very realistic, but the whole Tierney deteriorating further and further in first half and then therapy sessions afterward (angst all the time) wasn't something 1)I expected to read when I picked this book and 2)enjoyed despite of it. But my unfulfilled and apparently misguided expectation of fun isn't the only reason for my rating. We'll go with...romance plot. One thing I personally don't like to read is when relationship drama is based on some stupid thing characters get in their heads which can be handled with one honest conversation. (AKA, Communication Fail). Dalton and Tierney have a lot of those: "Oh, he isn't really into me." and "Why would someone like him chose to be with someone like me" inner monologues. For example:" From blurb and TSTL you can see that there is talk about Tierney having feelings for Ian. Well, later every time Tierney mentions him, Dalton thinks he is actually into Ian and he goes home to mope... instead of asking Tierney about it. :\ It's like artificially created problem to keep me reading book to see if they are going to make it.
Dalton- Imo, his character was not fleshed out nearly enough. He remained somewhat bland to me. It struck me since I was struggling to write what I think of him and....I am blank. I have no opinion of him. :| This book is all Tierney and Dalton is just one part of his life he'd straightened up and made better.
Some plot points I found illogical:
So, this book didn't work for me at all... but I want to read Miller's story and I'll definitely adjust my expectations for that one. ;)
I've been waiting for this book for, like, forever (or so it feels, at least. Sorry, Anne, no pressure), and when it finally, FINALLY, hit my inbox, I immediately started reading. Because, you know, Tierney was one of the MCs. Tierney, whom I loved to hate in Too Stupid To Live, who was a jackass and a jerk, and just generally awful.
I could hardly wait for this guy to get his comeuppance, to get that kick in the nuts that he so much deserves.
But then I started reading. And I changed my mind about Tierney. Oh, don't get me wrong, for quite a bit of the book he's still acting much like a jackass, and a jerk, but now we get an explanation as to WHY.
And holy shitballs, people, if Anne Tenino didn't hit it out of the park with this one.
Because Tierney - he's a mess. He's a self-destructive, rude and appalling mess. He thinks he's in love with Ian, and damn Sam for snatching him up before Tierney could get his head out of his ass (and come out of the closet). He thinks that having anal sex, being on the receiving end, makes one "the woman" in the relationship. Also being gay is totally wrong, even if Tierney knows he's gay - he has to fight it because Grandpa will not approve, and Grandpa rules the Terrebonne family with an iron fist.
But then Grandpa meets his maker, and Tierney loses his shit completely. Not even the fifth of Bourbon (or ten) are able to drown out the clamoring in his head that maybe now he can be who he wants to be.
Did I mention he's a mess?
Ever since the bashing at the end of TSTL, that ended with Sam and Miller in the hospital, Dalton, who works for Ian as an admin assistant, has been a bit more friendly with Sam. He's met Tierney and doesn't much like the man - to him, the guy is a crass, rude and obnoxious asshole, but Dalton also has an ability to see beyond the crude exterior.
His relationship history isn't something he's proud of, and his propensity to fall for rich, closeted and/or cheating men at first makes him keep Tierney at arm's length. Sure, he offers Tierney a shoulder to lean on, because he feels sorry for the guy, but keeps telling himself that it can't go any further.
Until it does.
Anne Tenino has crafted a novel about growth, coming clean, and forging your own path, revealing who you are to those around you, and finding yourself on the way. While this book doesn't have as many sexy times as TSTL, and the romance between Tierney and Dalton grows slowly, the two men fit well together, and I believed their relationship. There are emotional moments between them that made my breath hitch, because I could just feel their connection.
It also never felt over the top. Especially Tierney could have easily turned into a caricature, but there is depth to him that's not immediately clear. As the reader gets further and further into his head, sees what he sees through his eyes, it becomes clear that Tierney is fighting demons he's kept hidden for a long time.
Dalton too has an opportunity to grow, to get more clarity about himself, and the author made his fears and hesitations very believable.
Of course, there are plenty of fun moments too. Sam, hopelessly romantic, continues to view most of life as the pages of a romance novel. The author's uncanncy humor doesn't interrupt the more emotional moments - no, it enhances them.
This was a five star read for me. From the moment I started reading, until the very last page, I laughed and giggled, but also winced, and there were a few tears in my eyes (damn onions) whenever Tierney reveals yet another of his layers.
There's a bit of a subplot having to do with the bashing that lends a bit of mystery to the novel, and left me somewhat shocked when the reveal came about. Didn't see that coming.
Superbly done, Anne. I can hardly wait for Miller's story.
** I received a free copy of this book from its author. A positive review was not promised in return. **
This one took me a while to read. Partly, I think because I didn't warm to Tierney. His obnoxious behaviour meant though, that his redemption and happy-ever-after was all the more rewarding and deserved.
Dalton is a total doll. I liked his backstory, his hang ups - they were different and explored interestingly and worked in well with the plot line.
Sam's meta comments regarding romance novels provided the clever wit and the light touch (really necessary, in my opinion).
Whereas Sam and Ian's story is hot and kinky, Dalton's and Tierney's is dark and stormy. There was a link back to the bashing, and I hope we get to read Miller's story one day (soon?)
The excerpt on Riptide's website snagged me. It had a great start but somewhere along the way I lost interest. Strong 'meh' rating... I can't even remember what about the excerpt convinced cheapskate me to fork over $8 for the ebook.
There are definitely better Tenino titles out there.
The wonderful Anne Tenino is known for her delightful, albeit slightly ridiculous plots and her fabulous sense of humor. I haven’t read all of her novels, but I’ve read enough to know that she always hits all right buttons and that I inevitably end up laughing like a lunatic and scaring my poor neighbors in the process.
The first book in Anne’s Romancelandia series fit that description perfectly. It’s been years since I’d read it, but I remember the details well, and I remember laughing until I cried. Therefore, the seriousness of Billionaire with Benefits came as no small surprise. We remember Tierney from the first book, where we saw him in the worst possible light. I was less than thrilled to be reading a novel in which he was the protagonist. Rich, spoiled and used to getting his way, Tierney seemed to be the most unlikely hero. In fact, I couldn’t imagine that the word hero would ever apply to him. But only the best author can redeem a character while still showing all of his weaknesses, and Anne Tenino certainly is one of the best. We see a different Tierney in Billionaire with Benefits: still an alcoholic, still extremely difficult, but brave and willing to make radical changes.
Dalton made less of an impression since Tierney’s struggles were the very core of this book, but he was the perfect match for our troubled billionaire. His no-nonsense approach to everything, and the vulnerability underneath, made me fall in love with him in a heartbeat. Me and Tierney both, it would seem. Neither of them was perfect, although Dalton came pretty close, but their flaws were well-matched, and by the end, I was completely convinced that they were a couple made to last.
I loved that Tenino offered no easy fixes, no ‘love cures all’ approach. Tierney had to do the work and face the fact, and only then was he capable of being with somebody else. The road to forgiveness is never easy and his made me cry more than most, but the warmth in the end was more than worth it and I loved every second of my journey with him and Dalton.
You can’t go wrong with one of Anne’s books, but these are (and likely always will be) my favorites. Pay no attention to the silly cover, this book will make you cry those ugly tears, but they’ll make the wonderful ending that much sweeter.
This cover has been staring at me from my currently reading list for a while now. Just staring and wondering when I'm going to pick it back up and again and finish it. Sorry book! I'm marking you DNF and moving on. I"m in no way compelled to finish reading you.
I enjoyed this. Initially I thought the beginning was a bit slow because it re-introduced Sam and Ian from book 1 but after a few chapters I realised the introduction was actually quite helpful and a good way of setting the scene. I thought the story dragged a bit in places and it made it too long and although I enjoyed it, towards the end I had to skim a bit. I was also puzzled why the characters kept using the word 'like'. The main character was in his thirties and running a business and there he was 'like' speaking like a teenager. That was just like irritating. But those are my niggles and other than those I like enjoyed the story.
In this story we have Tierney who is an asshole and a thoroughly unlikeable guy. He has lived his entire life under the thumbs of his tyrannical grandfather. He has never had a chance to be who he really is. He has always needed to live up to the family name and he has never admitted that he is gay.
Tierney eventually meets Dalton who is a friend of a friend. Dalton is the exact opposite and has been out since his teens but he has a need to help damaged men. He realises Tierney is damaged but senses something else, a different kind of man beneath all the arrogance and slick personality.
The two get together slowly and this is helped along when Tierney's life starts to fall apart. Dalton is there to encourage Tierney as he begins to reconstruct his life and through ups and downs this leads to healing, love and a new beginning for both men.
This is a lovely story. Very romantic without being too cheesy, a realistic relationship and love that develops over time. I also enjoyed the supporting characters from book 1 and I hope we will have more from them in future stories.
I didn't like the misunderstanding at the end. I really dislike that trope and if I know a story has one then I won't read it because I think it is lazy writing. Other people might enjoy that kind of trope but not me. I did enjoy the fabulous dramatic scenes with Tierney being an asshole to the max but also finding his way back to being his true self and Dalton witnessing some of the drama but not giving up on Tierney - a ride or die friend who eventually becomes a love for life.
Devo dire che il libro mi è piaciuto parecchio, ma devo anche confessare che la copertina della versione inglese mi aveva tratta in inganno e, essendo questo volume il secondo dalla saga “Romancelandia”, mi aspettavo di trovare una storia scanzonata e ironica come il primo volume, “Troppo stupido per vivere”. Invece i toni sono decisamente più seri – con punte di drammaticità – e le vicende sono più complicate. Dobbiamo toccare il fondo con Tierney e risalire con lui, prima di riapprezzare un livello ironico e divertente. Ritroviamo anche Sam e Ian, i precedenti protagonisti, che qui sono delle spalle preziose per i nostri personaggi principali. Ian è il migliore amico di Tierney (beh, il suo unico amico, a ben vedere) e il capo di Dalton. Sam, dal canto suo, diventa presto molto amico di Dalton e suo confidente, influenzandolo con la passione dei romanzetti rosa di cui va ghiotto e dispensandogli consigli di vita mescolati a trame narrative, come sua vecchia abitudine. Il primo incontro tra Tierney e Dalton è tutt’altro che idilliaco: entrambi si trascinano dietro un passato difficile che li condiziona anche nel presente. Tierney non può rivelare di essere gay e deve mantenere costantemente uno stile di vita scelto dalla facoltosa famiglia. È così abituato a manipolare, per non essere manipolato; ad attaccare, prima di essere attaccato; a fingere, per non dimostrare le sue debolezze… che solo l’alcol gli offre conforto fittizio, una via di fuga per anestetizzare il dolore e la rabbia. Dalton, invece, è stato cacciato di casa quando ha fatto coming out e, pur avendo dei fratelli (un po’ troppo impiccioni) che lo amano, ha collezionato una serie di relazioni sbagliate con uomini ricchi e problematici, diventando il loro ‘ragazzo trofeo’ e un palliativo ai loro problemi. Dalton non vuole più ricadere in quello schema e negli ultimi anni ci è riuscito. Eppure Tierney, pur con il suo complesso bagaglio di complicazioni, lo attira davvero, perché Dalton riesce a intravedere l’animo buono nascosto dietro una maschera di arroganza e cattiveria. Ma sarà vero amore, oppure è solo il richiamo del vecchio cliché da cui è scappato, che lo fa sentire bisognoso di rendersi utile verso questo caso umano di nome Tierney?
La storia affronta vari temi importanti, dall’omofobia (sia in ambito familiare che lavorativo), all’ostracismo sociale, passando per azioni violente di stampo omofobo, l’alcolismo, la riabilitazione, la depressione, il sesso non protetto e promiscuo e molto altro. Come ho detto sopra, i toni leggeri sono meno presenti, ma questo rende la storia più vera e credibile. Non c’è niente di eccessivamente angoscioso o descrittivo. All’inizio, difficilmente si parteggia per Tierney, ma dopo qualche pagina, man mano che la storia prosegue, si capisce che ha davvero una caratterizzazione particolare, una storia personale che non può lasciare indifferenti. Ho amato il fatto che fosse molto ‘umano’ e imperfetto, è lui stesso a fare i conti con se stesso in un bellissimo cammino interiore e i risultati mi hanno davvero stupita. Anche Dalton ha il suo pezzetto di strada personale verso la felicità e, sicuramente, non c’è tempo di annoiarsi. Una menzione all’odiosa famiglia di Tierney, che forse potrebbe stupire, e ai vari personaggi secondari, più o meno buoni, ma comunque interessanti. Ah, per completezza: non c’è nessun vero miliardario in questa storia, ma diciamo che è un’iperbole che rende bene l’idea generale.
Lo stile utilizzato è piacevole e la resa italiana è buona. Segnalo qualche piccolo refuso sfuggito, ma niente che rovini la lettura. Se avete letto il primo libro, ve lo consiglio per continuità, ma anche se cercate semplicemente una buona storia di rinascita.
Since this is a sequel to Too Stupid to Live, a good title would have been Too Drunk to Love because Tierney was that - always drunk and always displaying most of the obnoxious behaviors that come with it - loud, miserable, nasty, negative, defensive and downright insufferable. But on the inside? He was a deeply closeted, repressed gay man who was so fearful of losing the little bit of "love" his family felt for him that he stuffed all of the genuine parts of himself deeply inside so that no one would guess his "weakness".
From the time he discovered he was gay around age 14, to his present age of 34, his grandfather took special care to personally drill into him the importance of preserving the Terrebonne family name, along with the necessity of repressing any urges he might have that would be decadent or sinful. And from the time he discovered his first glory hole while attending college, he used bourbon (or any other alcohol he could get his hands on) to give him liquid courage and help drown those urges that he knew were sinful.
Dalton Lehnart works in Tierney's best friend Ian's office and from the moment he meets Tierney in all his obnoxious glory, he sees something more. He sees behind the façade to the man within. Tierney sees him too and the two begin a tentative friendship. Dalton has always been drawn to emotionally needy men, so much so that he spent many years going from man to man as a "kept boy toy", a position he doesn't want to find himself in again. But with Tierney, he believes his feelings are real and he tries to keep from getting too emotionally involved. Friendship is okay, right?
After Tierney outs himself in a public setting, he agrees to go away for treatment, not gay treatment, not alcohol treatment, just treatment for his emotional issues. But he comes back a sober man determined to make amends to those he's hurt and to stay out of any romantic involvement for at least a year. The fun is in watching him and Dalton try to remain "just friends" as they grow more deeply involved with each other.
I really liked this story. Tierney reminds me of so many people I've known who were just like him. I used to work in a treatment facility and it was amazing to watch the transformation as the outer shell cracked and the beautiful person inside came out. Tierney had the emotional age of an adolescent throughout much of the early part of the story but I liked how he stumbled and fell and picked himself back up as he made that full commitment to keep trying. He formed and used a support network and he did what he needed to do to protect Dalton. Dalton also had a period of emotional growth as he faced his past and made sure that he wasn't making the same mistakes with Tierney as did with previous men.
So yes, I recommend this to lovers of M/M romance. It's not a light and fluffy read. It's gritty and emotional, with lots of angst but with lots of courage as well. 4.5 stars
This was certainly not what I expected but completely worth the time to read.
Tierney was not an easy character to like. He was rude, selfish and a complete mess. It was his screwed up ways that ultimately endeared him to me. There were times I wanted to throttle him and many more times where I just wanted to comfort him and take him away from it all. His journey of self-acceptance was slow in coming but a treat to experience nonetheless. His train of thought was all over the place, his emotions were a mess to get behind, but his heart was good and his yearning for something real the one thing that gave me hope.
Dalton, however, was funny, charming and easy-going. He had his moments were he struggled with his past which made him hesitate. He proceeded with caution when he found himself attracted to Tierney, but kept himself open to the possibility of this turning out differently. He questioned and analyzed but soon found h couldn't stay away. I admired his loyalty and the support he offered Tierney throughout the story, even when it hurt him to do so. He was exactly what Tierney needed from a partner and who ultimately made Tierney a better man.
Anne Tennino's stories are always a mix of romance, humor and emotions which I've come to expect from her stories. I wouldn't say this was packed-full of humor, but it did have its funny moments that added a nice contrast to the range in emotions she brought to the page. I appreciated the fact that she didn't hold back in bringing the emotions to the page even if it portrayed the characters in an unfavorable way. Which is why I don't think the story would have worked as well for me if it would have been brought about in a different manner.
The connection between Dalton and Tierney was easily palpable, but the author went the extra mile in establishing it and making it grow. They did have great chemistry so that helped immensely, but I'm a sucker for those moments when the characters just click and their connection shines through.
I did find the story a bit long, but after reading it through I came to understand that it was necessary to explore all angles of Tierney and Dalton's life for the story to be accurate and believable to me. Tierney was a complex individual with rampant emotions. His past was riddled with events that made him who he was, so telling his story thoroughly certainly helped me understand his journey better.
Keep in mind that although this is the second book in the Romancelandia series it certainly can be read a stand alone. It centers solely on Dalton and Tierney's story and as such it goes hand in had with what Anne Tennino states is Romancelandia--a place where "each hero’s tale is fraught with emotion, some peril, and a healthy dose of laughs."
All in all, a romantic emotion-driven story with some humor thrown into the mix to round it all up.
*I received a copy of this title in exchange of my honest opinion.
I received Billionaire with Benefits in exchange for a fair and honest review.
You probably noticed that I was one of the stops on the Billionaire with Benefits Virtual Book Tour. Anne Tenino explained in that post that this installment of Romancelandia took a lot longer to write than expected which, in turn, made the time span between Too Stupid to Live and Billionaire with Benefits a little longer. To be honest, I hadn’t noticed. (Don’t judge, I read a lot…) That is, until I started reading this book and realized that I didn’t really remember the characters from the first book. That’s okay though, because there was a fair amount of overlap in the beginning of Billionaire with Benefits. It didn’t take me long to get up to speed. (Plus, it gave me an excellent excuse to re-read the first book – you know, just to make sure I didn’t miss anything important. ;) )
There are a couple of things that draw me into Anne Tenino’s books. The first is humor. Her characters are witty and real. They had dimension and were all well rounded, but none of them took themselves too seriously – for the most part. Which brings me to the second thing that draws me in… there were some pretty tough issues in this book. Bashing, prejudice, abuse (mental, physical and substance.) The humor took the edge off, but it didn’t diminish any of it.
Tierney was broken. Dalton had pulled himself out of a past that he had no intention of repeating. Together they were perfect, whether they knew it at first or not. Having Ian and Sam in the middle of it all kept things interesting. A lot of ground was covered in Billionaire with Benefits. Past and present was woven together perfectly. The dynamic between friends, family, lovers and even enemies kept things interesting and I loved every minute of it.
Just a side note. The title doesn’t really do this book justice. Yes, Tierney comes from money and Dalton doesn’t, but this isn’t your stereotypical ‘have – have not’ romance. It very easily could have been, given Dalton’s history, but it never went there – which is a good thing.
Hopefully there won’t be as much of a time lapse between Billionaire with Benefits and the next and final book in the Romancelandia series. Regardless, I’ll be waiting patiently for the next installment.
First of all, that cover is one of the worst. Too much white space, too many awful fonts, the rose, the outfits... Need I say more? I know it's supposed to be cheesy but damn. They just look like Chippendales dancers to me. Anyway, moving on...
Great story, if a bit repetitively worded at times. A few things pulled me out of my reading rhythm here and there, like the overuse of the word "stunning" (1. I've never heard anyone use that word in my life to describe a guy, other than in m/m romance, and 2. I've read too many Sean Michael books), as well as "you the man", a term I haven't heard used unironically since the early '90s.
It's been awhile since I read the previous book in this series, but it was nice to see Sam and Ian doing well but not thinking of marriage, which is a nice change. Sam's references to romance novels as love advice were pleasantly meta and fun to read.
Tierney was too much of a douchebro initially to really get my seal of full approval, regardless of anything that had happened in his past. I liked Dalton and all, but this was, to me, more Tierney's story than anything. It bothered me that Dalton didn't get more involved in trying to stop the gay bashing that had happened in the previous book. I know if it were me, I'd have to find a weapon of some sort and go in swinging, or yell that the police were coming, something other than stand there wringing my hands. Dalton became meh to me after that, but I did find his back story to be interesting.
I really liked that there was no insta love, no one moved in to anyone else's placed right away, there were no declarations of undying forever love and marriage proposals so I felt no need to roll my eyes so hard they would fall out of my head. Thanks for that, book!
I was not sure if I would be able to see Tierney as a hero after the way he acted in the first book in this series, Too Stupid to Live, but Anne Tenino did well with his development. I loved her play on the popular tortured billionaire trope and the amount of time she took for Tierney to be a decent person before pursuing a relationship. I loved Dalton and his grumpy kitty cat, Blue! He had his own demons to deal with and I appreciated the fact that he didn't let Tierney get all the attention for having issues. I am definitely looking forward to more in this series especially if Miller gets his story next.
This one had me a little conflicted. I liked parts of it but some parts not so much. Just couldn't warm up to the characters sometimes. I loved the first book so much, this one the tropes were not for me. Not liking the cover either. :(
I LOVED LOVED LOVED this one - to pieces! I think I enjoyed it more than the first one. But frankly I'm not sure I can be trusted with such a question.. I'll probably like the first one better if I read it second or if I re-read it. I just LOVE Anne's writing, love her characters for being FLAWED but in a loving way not obnoxious can we kill this character already kinda way.
Finished this one tonight, meaning this morning.. early morning, late night, well, you get the point, I just COULDN'T put it down, especially so close to the ending. Even though you know that the HEA is right around the corner, and yeah, you know they already love each other, you gotta SEE it. Feel it. Read it..
I loved that even though it's a series and even though there are a few things in common between the other couple, they were so different and the story was totally different than the first one. It's not one of those series where it's "copy-paste" the plot with a slight change in character, OH NO! We get to see the couple from the previous book - Sam and Ian (they have an important role in this one) yet they felt like the perfect side characters to move the plot along and bring us conversations we would otherwise hear in the MC's head as musings or something like that.
I'm getting carried away and I'm not even sure by what. Maybe I'm still tired from not sleeping too many hours this night or this weekend :D
We met both MC of this book in the previous installment. Dalton is Andy's brother. Andy is Ian's worker who convinced him hiring her brother would be a good idea. Yes it was! not only he is a great secretary, oh, excuse me, I mean, office specialist (!) he also you could say, saved Sam's life when he was hit by haters nearing the end of the previous installment. Somewhere in the previous book Ian also mentions that Dalton is much more Sam's type that he is, and turns out that after they meet they DO finds a lot in common and become good friends.
Since this IS Romancelandia, we also get Sam's inside thoughts on how Dalton and Tierney's romance (yeah, I'm getting to HIM in a moment) have similarities to his favorite romance novels. He also gives Dalton a WHOLE list of romance novels to try out. I really got Sam at that point, I'm that person who recommends totally innocent friends a TON of books they'd probably NEVER read.
Dalton has been determined to change his life when he broke up from his previous "boyfriend", well they WERE a couple but in a way, like his previous ones before the last he was mostly their "kept boy". It worked out for Dalton back then, having a rich gay closeted guy who can finance him, but he grew up, worked on himself psychologically and decided to study and work to make his own finances and NOT fall into the same patterns (which is also why he's been alone for quite a while now).
Here comes Tierney. The homophobe. The GAY homophobe who can't handle the fact that he is gay. Well, maybe HE can handle it, but his rich influential family WON'T. To keep on the charade, and also his trust fond, he has to play the game. Along the years he became the douche bag he is now, because being what he didn't want to become was inevitable when raised by his fucked up controlling family. The shit hits the fan when two things happen - first, Ian his best friend from college but also his first and only gay crush comes into town and comes out of the closet (what Tierney HOPED) yet Tierney hears about it AFTER Ian finds his true love in Sam. Second happens soon after - Tierney's grandfather passes. The same grandfather who told him quite specifically that he has to behave like his family expects him too while NOT pursuing his interest in men..
Tierney crushes down from all the emotions he can't seem to hold back. He drinks more and more and can't handle anything, not work, not his only friendship with Ian and especially not his grandfather's wake he doesn't even want to attend.
Into this hot mess Dalton comes in. They don't know each other but Dalton sees Tierney when he is down and finds compassion for the man (mostly because it reminds him of how good it felt to be NEEDED by his ex-s). Opening up his heart, somehow Tierney makes a connection with Dalton but it's hard to keep their friendship since Tierney IS a douche bag and crushing down he WANTS to have Dalton's friendship but he isn't sure what Dalton's motives are. Dalton is worried he is making a HUGE mistake being Tierney's friend when they anyhow struggle to keep the friendship platonic (not very successfully), Tierney is too much like his ex-s to his liking.. and he keep sending really confusing signals making Dalton doubt himself even more.
Tierney goes through a HUGE struggle in this book. While the previous book was a more fun and funny and filled with hot sex, this one is a more angsty (but still funny!) with everything Tierney is going through, the way he crushes down and how Dalton does his best to help him out even though he is quite worried about himself. I think the first somewhat sex scene between them happens half way through the book. It felt right with the angsty ride and everything that was happening between them but also each on his own. Dalton is mostly insecure with his decisions (about Tierney) but Tierney has to really find himself in this novel, find who he is, what he wants in life and how to change from the douche bag he was acting as to the person he always was inside and no one really saw.
I didn't think I'd like Tierney especially since I don't like the name :P (reminds me of the French legioner from "Special Forces" YUCK!) and he WAS a total homophobic asshole in the previous one. But I really felt his pain in this novel and came to cheer for him with every struggle.
HIGHLY HIGHLY Recommended! I've already added more books by Anne to my reading list. I love how real her characters feel, the fact that they are NOT perfect, not always hero material and what they are going through feels so realistic. Both Sam and Dalton aren't the macho macho men we are used to in M M Romance and while Ian and Dalton ARE good looking and nicely shaped ;) Sam and Tierney aren't perfect physically speaking.