This book is insane. I read most of it wth my chin on the floor, completely confused, shaking my head on almost every page. Kate is a character I loved to death but one who I never really understood. Her choices, her selfishness, everything about her, really, is mind boggling and you really won't get what I mean until you read this book. But given all of that, I never disliked her. I just wanted to understand all the things that I wasn't getting, and in the same way Malentendido seemed to fill in the blanks of Maldeamores, I'm hoping the next book in this storyline connects the dots I'm left with after reading this one.
I'll admit, this was a 3 - 3.5 star book until the epilogue. Now, I'm so freaking anxious to start the next book, I can't even see straight. Mara White SLAYS when she writes male POV, especially when that male is a Dominican hustler from the Heights.
I was completely engrossed in this story the whole way through. I never once wanted to put it down for even a moment. But I was definitely missing the chemistry between Jaylee and Kate early on. I read Maldeamores and Malentendido before I read Jaylee's story, so I was anxious for some of that angst, that same unrelenting attraction I felt between Lucky and Belén, an undeniable but forbidden force that I could root for even knowing how wrong it was. It took me a while to feel that attraction, to really believe these characters weren't just playing some strange game, to believe in the fact that these two really would give up everything they'd ever known to be together. I didn't believe it at first but eventually it happened. I wanted it for them even though I didn't quite get where it all came from. The journey was a bit bizarre, but eventually, somehow, I just got on board.
This book is wild. I love cheating in a storyline, not because I actually like the act of cheating, but because I like to be angry and uncomfortable and anxious when I read. But I struggled to understood Kate's choices for a long time in this book. I fell for Jaylee HARD in Maldeamores, so of course I was on board with Kate falling for him too. But I wasn't completely sold on her choices until late in the book. The dynamic between Kate, Robert and Jaylee is a train wreck. I dont know how things came to be, I don't get how this all happened, but I can't look away. I was consumed by the chaos. And by the end, especially after that epilogue, I'm so anxious for the sequel, for all my unanswered questions to finally be satisfied.