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Bianca Brannenová ví, že čas zahojí skoro všechny rány. Včetně těch, které vám kdysi nechtěně způsobili vaši nejbližší. Když jí po deseti letech znovu vstoupí do života její někdejší kamarád Zac, má pocit, jako by se jejich cesty rozešly teprve včera. Jenže něco je přece jinak: už to není ten hubený kluk odvedle. Teď je slavným hráčem Ligy amerického fotbalu a šílí po něm davy fanynek. Dokáže Bianca odpustit staré křivdy a dá šanci citům, které se mezi ní a Zacem pomalu rozhořívají?
Bianca Brannenová ví, že čas zahojí skoro všechny rány. Včetně těch, které vám kdysi nechtěně způsobili vaši nejbližší. Když jí po deseti letech znovu vstoupí do života její někdejší kamarád Zac, má pocit, jako by se jejich cesty rozešly teprve včera. Jenže něco je přece jinak: už to není ten hubený kluk odvedle. Teď je slavným hráčem Ligy amerického fotbalu a šílí po něm davy fanynek. Dokáže Bianca odpustit staré křivdy a dá šanci citům, které se mezi ní a Zacem pomalu rozhořívají?
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July 22, 2020
3.5 Stars, Rounded Down
This was my ninth read from Mariana Zapata and, unsurprisingly, I enjoyed it. In fact, here was my status update at 46% through:
"I’m smiling like a jackass as I read this right now. And being that I suffer from chronic resting bitch face - we are talking cement-grade resting bitch face, people - that’s quite a feat, lemme tell you."
But anyway. Suffice it to say, I actually giggled out loud AND felt my mouth open and twist upward. #smileforreal
But I digress.
If you've read any Mariana Zapata before (or read any other reviews of any of her books, ever), you know that she is the slow burn Queen. Everything is just slooooooow.
The romance development...the story....everything. There is never any insta-anything.
Her scenes and characters are detailed and - sometimes - seemingly superfluous...and yet, just REAL. And this book was no different.
Did I love it as much as my beloved Winnipeg? (People are already asking me).
No. But then again, I don't think that perfection will ever be met or surpassed and I try not to go into MZ's new books expecting that. I mean, that book is truly in my top five favorites of ALL time. It's like a unicorn, really.
But back to this book:
I didn't like that so much hinged on what amounted to a big...miscommunication of sorts (it felt a little contrived for an MZ book, if I'm honest)...Bianca's refusal to stand up for herself so often annoyed me...and Zac and his charming flightiness weren't really my jam (but I tend to like sterner, more enigmatic male leads, so that's totally on me)...
But anyway. Still a decent read from one of my favorite authors. I think most other MZ fans will enjoy this too...although I can also righteously see it not hitting the spot for many others as well.
This was my ninth read from Mariana Zapata and, unsurprisingly, I enjoyed it. In fact, here was my status update at 46% through:
"I’m smiling like a jackass as I read this right now. And being that I suffer from chronic resting bitch face - we are talking cement-grade resting bitch face, people - that’s quite a feat, lemme tell you."
But anyway. Suffice it to say, I actually giggled out loud AND felt my mouth open and twist upward. #smileforreal
But I digress.
If you've read any Mariana Zapata before (or read any other reviews of any of her books, ever), you know that she is the slow burn Queen. Everything is just slooooooow.
The romance development...the story....everything. There is never any insta-anything.
Her scenes and characters are detailed and - sometimes - seemingly superfluous...and yet, just REAL. And this book was no different.
Did I love it as much as my beloved Winnipeg? (People are already asking me).
No. But then again, I don't think that perfection will ever be met or surpassed and I try not to go into MZ's new books expecting that. I mean, that book is truly in my top five favorites of ALL time. It's like a unicorn, really.
But back to this book:
I didn't like that so much hinged on what amounted to a big...miscommunication of sorts (it felt a little contrived for an MZ book, if I'm honest)...Bianca's refusal to stand up for herself so often annoyed me...and Zac and his charming flightiness weren't really my jam (but I tend to like sterner, more enigmatic male leads, so that's totally on me)...
But anyway. Still a decent read from one of my favorite authors. I think most other MZ fans will enjoy this too...although I can also righteously see it not hitting the spot for many others as well.
February 9, 2021
Choo choo sound of disappointment train mixes with extremely mad red woman’s screams( yes, it’s me or Jessica Chastain who plays my character!)
You may ask the same question after reading this book: what was dear Zapata’s editor thinking? And why the hell dear Zapata decide to write something as boring as last thirty minutes of Meet Joe Black ( at least we had young and hot Brad Pitt at those never ending, monotonous, soul torturous scenes) ?
At first when I realize this is spinoff of Wall of Winnipeg and one of the adorable characters has its own book: I liked Zac and I was so keen to read his own story. But I think during the process of story building, something happened to him: he lost his spine. Nope, not literally, but metaphorically he turned into a man with no character. Maybe he had a secret trauma that hasn’t mentioned in book so he stuck in his early childhood times because his interactions with heroine reminded you of underage little boy’s attitudes. Yes, I’m talking about those irritating, unstoppable, disastrous nicknames! The author may have thought it was cute but unfortunately I’m not laughing and gritting my teeth it’s not good for cavity problems!
And Bianca: oh boy she’s jaw dropping heroine! No, you got me wrong: she’s not thrilling or she doesn’t have shocking personality. She is just BORING! I yawned so much when I read her parts and I thought because yawning too much, my jaw may drop at any second.
So the romance book you’re looking for cannot be found this moment because....
This is not slow burn romance, this is just slow, repetitive, flat story without romance.
There is no chemistry, sexual tension or any affection, love, romantic interest between characters.
I force myself to read till the end but I was bored to death. My eyes were keep closing so as result I offered my husband to solve his recent insomnia problem by reading me the last chapters aloud. Thankfully we got the best sleep at night and the book finally finished. I missed the kissing parts of the characters before I dozed off. Thankfully my husband dearest who starts to hate bad romance books right now informed me about that meaningless kiss in and last blah blah parts in the morning.
Overall: this is the first I’m giving a Viva Zapata book two stars but I don’t have another choice.
Kulti is one of my all time best romance stories and I wish I will read something as good as that memorable book from the author. But this book was one of the big romance books disappointments of the year.
You may ask the same question after reading this book: what was dear Zapata’s editor thinking? And why the hell dear Zapata decide to write something as boring as last thirty minutes of Meet Joe Black ( at least we had young and hot Brad Pitt at those never ending, monotonous, soul torturous scenes) ?
At first when I realize this is spinoff of Wall of Winnipeg and one of the adorable characters has its own book: I liked Zac and I was so keen to read his own story. But I think during the process of story building, something happened to him: he lost his spine. Nope, not literally, but metaphorically he turned into a man with no character. Maybe he had a secret trauma that hasn’t mentioned in book so he stuck in his early childhood times because his interactions with heroine reminded you of underage little boy’s attitudes. Yes, I’m talking about those irritating, unstoppable, disastrous nicknames! The author may have thought it was cute but unfortunately I’m not laughing and gritting my teeth it’s not good for cavity problems!
And Bianca: oh boy she’s jaw dropping heroine! No, you got me wrong: she’s not thrilling or she doesn’t have shocking personality. She is just BORING! I yawned so much when I read her parts and I thought because yawning too much, my jaw may drop at any second.
So the romance book you’re looking for cannot be found this moment because....
This is not slow burn romance, this is just slow, repetitive, flat story without romance.
There is no chemistry, sexual tension or any affection, love, romantic interest between characters.
I force myself to read till the end but I was bored to death. My eyes were keep closing so as result I offered my husband to solve his recent insomnia problem by reading me the last chapters aloud. Thankfully we got the best sleep at night and the book finally finished. I missed the kissing parts of the characters before I dozed off. Thankfully my husband dearest who starts to hate bad romance books right now informed me about that meaningless kiss in and last blah blah parts in the morning.
Overall: this is the first I’m giving a Viva Zapata book two stars but I don’t have another choice.
Kulti is one of my all time best romance stories and I wish I will read something as good as that memorable book from the author. But this book was one of the big romance books disappointments of the year.
July 9, 2020
3.25 stars
ever since i read wall of winnipeg and we were introduced to Zac, i humbly proclaimed him as the ✨chosen one✨. i knew- i just knew that he was gonna be a future MZ hero so i was so excited to read this.
though, since y'all know this book long af, this was me for the past few days trying to finish this participating on team no sleep
but anyways.
as with any MZ book, y'all ready know that this is gonna be a slow slow burn where you know, they don't become a couple till the very end but honestly, i was all for it because emotional connection with good development >>> physical attraction and relationship that only focuses on sex is superior.
okay so a little backstory,
so as y'all can see from above, this has the childhood bffs, friends to lovers, unrequited love, slowburn with a little bit of forbidden romance.
characters
i honestly liked both characters. MZ is really good at writing realistic characters and this is one of the reasons why i love her books. i actually liked reading about Bianca's vlogger (she has youtube - sorry i mean watchtube - channel where she cooks and bakes food) lifestyle because she was so ambitious and she's so goal-oriented and then there's me like
add this with a book in my hand and that's 100% accurate.
as i was saying, i felt connected with Bianca but not with Zac and it's mainly because she just went on and on and on about herself, especially in the beginning. no shade tho. i just felt like i don't really know Zac. i feel like i knew him more in wall of winnipeg as he seemed like he had more depth there than in this book. he seemed kinda dull here but like, the goofy, sweet kind of dull character. he stood out for me in wall of winnipeg but not in his own book. i don't know why.
romance
ehhh. this is where it gets iffy. even though im used to the whole heroine not knowing hero has feelings for them but we readers know they're crazy about them that MZ does, i just did not feel anything. im sorry!! but their relationship felt really platonic and more of a sibling type of relationship which felt weird.
y'all wanna know why i feel this way?? hmm? well, it's because Zac keeps calling her "kiddo". like come on. that's not romantic at all. my own father calls me that which makes me feel even more weird. i don't know... i just didn't feel any chemistry. sometimes i did, but most of the time i didn't. i guess i just wish there were more scenes where they actually have romantic sexual tension without Zac calling her "kiddo".
i did like some scenes where i felt some sexual tension tho. i liked the haunted house scene, the whole quince chapter with the whole back scratch, the part where Zac was a part of her video, and the last 90% when he finally confessed. i thought those were cute but yeah... sometimes i really did cringe with how their banter was especially when that fart bomb attack came up.
drama (spoilers)
there was a bit of OW drama here where Bianca thought Zac ditched her to go to a club and she saw a picture online where a woman was sitting on his lap but it was fake. also, there were times when Bianca felt jealous/insecure about other women because Zac was kind of a playboy back then. also, there was a confrontation with one of his exes that basically ruined their friendship.
* * *
this wasn't bad in any sense as i did like some parts but yeah... it took me till after Bianca finally confronted him about how hurt she was (35% ish) about him "ignoring" her to get into the book. i just didn't feel the romance, wasn't connected to Zac, the writing in the beginning was repetitive because Bianca went on and on about their past, and the "kiddo" nickname threw me off as it wasn't romantic in the slightest. all in all, i just needed more from these two i guess.
also seeing my babies (Aiden and Vanessa) with their kids and them talking about Zac's ass which made me think about captain america's ass (was reading this in 4th of july) which then made me think of chris evans (my husband) and him and Zac have similar features and now i can't unsee chris (my husband - gotta mention this twice) as zac... well, this revived 2020 for me.
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07/05/2020
currently reading — this book >>>> 3 10-page paper that's due next week 😅
worth it tho.
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06/22/2020
OHHHH MYYY GOD ITS ZAC
excuse me ms. zapata but
ever since i read wall of winnipeg and we were introduced to Zac, i humbly proclaimed him as the ✨chosen one✨. i knew- i just knew that he was gonna be a future MZ hero so i was so excited to read this.
though, since y'all know this book long af, this was me for the past few days trying to finish this participating on team no sleep
but anyways.
as with any MZ book, y'all ready know that this is gonna be a slow slow burn where you know, they don't become a couple till the very end but honestly, i was all for it because emotional connection with good development >>> physical attraction and relationship that only focuses on sex is superior.
okay so a little backstory,
⤷ Bianca Brannen haven't seen Zac Travis for 10 years or so because Bianca thought Zac wanted nothing to do with her anymore as he "ignored" her texts back when she was 17 and he was busy because he was a professional american football player. they were both childhood best friends, though, there is a 7-year age gap and her cousin is also Zac's best friend.
and now 10 years later - Bianca (27); Zac (34) - they have reunited once again, though, Bianca is still a bit salty since she thinks Zac didn't want to be friends with her anymore so that's why he ignored her. aaand because she was also in love with him for a couple of years back then so she was extra hurt. but after a while Bianca slowly let Zac in her life and once again become best friends.
so as y'all can see from above, this has the childhood bffs, friends to lovers, unrequited love, slowburn with a little bit of forbidden romance.
characters
i honestly liked both characters. MZ is really good at writing realistic characters and this is one of the reasons why i love her books. i actually liked reading about Bianca's vlogger (she has youtube - sorry i mean watchtube - channel where she cooks and bakes food) lifestyle because she was so ambitious and she's so goal-oriented and then there's me like
add this with a book in my hand and that's 100% accurate.
as i was saying, i felt connected with Bianca but not with Zac and it's mainly because she just went on and on and on about herself, especially in the beginning. no shade tho. i just felt like i don't really know Zac. i feel like i knew him more in wall of winnipeg as he seemed like he had more depth there than in this book. he seemed kinda dull here but like, the goofy, sweet kind of dull character. he stood out for me in wall of winnipeg but not in his own book. i don't know why.
romance
ehhh. this is where it gets iffy. even though im used to the whole heroine not knowing hero has feelings for them but we readers know they're crazy about them that MZ does, i just did not feel anything. im sorry!! but their relationship felt really platonic and more of a sibling type of relationship which felt weird.
y'all wanna know why i feel this way?? hmm? well, it's because Zac keeps calling her "kiddo". like come on. that's not romantic at all. my own father calls me that which makes me feel even more weird. i don't know... i just didn't feel any chemistry. sometimes i did, but most of the time i didn't. i guess i just wish there were more scenes where they actually have romantic sexual tension without Zac calling her "kiddo".
i did like some scenes where i felt some sexual tension tho. i liked the haunted house scene, the whole quince chapter with the whole back scratch, the part where Zac was a part of her video, and the last 90% when he finally confessed. i thought those were cute but yeah... sometimes i really did cringe with how their banter was especially when that fart bomb attack came up.
drama (spoilers)
there was a bit of OW drama here where Bianca thought Zac ditched her to go to a club and she saw a picture online where a woman was sitting on his lap but it was fake. also, there were times when Bianca felt jealous/insecure about other women because Zac was kind of a playboy back then. also, there was a confrontation with one of his exes that basically ruined their friendship.
* * *
this wasn't bad in any sense as i did like some parts but yeah... it took me till after Bianca finally confronted him about how hurt she was (35% ish) about him "ignoring" her to get into the book. i just didn't feel the romance, wasn't connected to Zac, the writing in the beginning was repetitive because Bianca went on and on about their past, and the "kiddo" nickname threw me off as it wasn't romantic in the slightest. all in all, i just needed more from these two i guess.
also seeing my babies (Aiden and Vanessa) with their kids and them talking about Zac's ass which made me think about captain america's ass (was reading this in 4th of july) which then made me think of chris evans (my husband) and him and Zac have similar features and now i can't unsee chris (my husband - gotta mention this twice) as zac... well, this revived 2020 for me.
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07/05/2020
currently reading — this book >>>> 3 10-page paper that's due next week 😅
worth it tho.
___________________________________
06/22/2020
OHHHH MYYY GOD ITS ZAC
excuse me ms. zapata but
March 11, 2025
5 stars
If you’ve read Marina Zapata, you know she writes the absolute best secondary characters. My favorite book of hers is TWoWaM, and my favorite secondary character was Zac. When I heard Zac was getting his own story I was thrilled! And then I heard his heroine was a minor secondary character from ‘The Best Thing’. You know I had to immediately re-read both. It’s not necessary to do that, as this can be read as a complete stand alone, but it was nice to have a refresher.
Bianca Brannen has been in love with her childhood best friend Zac Travis, her entire life. Even though they haven’t talked in years, she’s still thought of him and watched his career from a far. Zac is a pro-footballer player and a busy guy. When Bianca is sent by her cousin, Zac’s best friend, to go to his house to get him for a family emergency, she goes.
From there on out, Zac and Bianca became friends again. Best friends. It’s like no time has passed at all. And even though Bianca is a little insecure about it all, slowly she starts to come around. Bianca does have some trust issues and after you learn why, it makes more sense why she feels like she’s a bit of a nuisance at times.
I loved watching Zac and Bianca’s friendship grow into so much more. Zac was so sweet and supportive. I adored him. Watching him and his football friends go on Bianca’s ‘Lazy Baker’ channel was awesome and seeing them in a haunted house made me laugh so hard because, relatable.
Another thing I loved about this, which I mentioned as a common theme about Zapata’s books, is the secondary characters. Bianca’s cousin and sister were fabulous, as well as Zac’s roommate CJ. Surprisingly enough, the secondary character I loved the most was Trevor. Yes. That Trevor. I couldn’t believe that someone I couldn’t stand in a previous book turned out to be someone I liked so much. Also, getting past characters tied into this story was a joy. Especially Aiden and Vanessa.
Hands Down is another five-star favorite from the queen of slow burn, and one I know I’ll be re-reading in the future! I have read ALL of this authors books (and re-read most of them on audio because they are truly the most re-readable books) and this wasn’t my favorite but definitely one I loved lots. If you’re looking for a friends to lovers romance that will leave the biggest smile on your face, pick this one up!
If you’ve read Marina Zapata, you know she writes the absolute best secondary characters. My favorite book of hers is TWoWaM, and my favorite secondary character was Zac. When I heard Zac was getting his own story I was thrilled! And then I heard his heroine was a minor secondary character from ‘The Best Thing’. You know I had to immediately re-read both. It’s not necessary to do that, as this can be read as a complete stand alone, but it was nice to have a refresher.
I still loved him. Not for a second had I ever not wanted the best for him. There hadn’t been a moment in my life that I hadn’t rooted for him despite him outgrowing me and then leaving me in the past.
Bianca Brannen has been in love with her childhood best friend Zac Travis, her entire life. Even though they haven’t talked in years, she’s still thought of him and watched his career from a far. Zac is a pro-footballer player and a busy guy. When Bianca is sent by her cousin, Zac’s best friend, to go to his house to get him for a family emergency, she goes.
From there on out, Zac and Bianca became friends again. Best friends. It’s like no time has passed at all. And even though Bianca is a little insecure about it all, slowly she starts to come around. Bianca does have some trust issues and after you learn why, it makes more sense why she feels like she’s a bit of a nuisance at times.
I loved watching Zac and Bianca’s friendship grow into so much more. Zac was so sweet and supportive. I adored him. Watching him and his football friends go on Bianca’s ‘Lazy Baker’ channel was awesome and seeing them in a haunted house made me laugh so hard because, relatable.
Another thing I loved about this, which I mentioned as a common theme about Zapata’s books, is the secondary characters. Bianca’s cousin and sister were fabulous, as well as Zac’s roommate CJ. Surprisingly enough, the secondary character I loved the most was Trevor. Yes. That Trevor. I couldn’t believe that someone I couldn’t stand in a previous book turned out to be someone I liked so much. Also, getting past characters tied into this story was a joy. Especially Aiden and Vanessa.
Hands Down is another five-star favorite from the queen of slow burn, and one I know I’ll be re-reading in the future! I have read ALL of this authors books (and re-read most of them on audio because they are truly the most re-readable books) and this wasn’t my favorite but definitely one I loved lots. If you’re looking for a friends to lovers romance that will leave the biggest smile on your face, pick this one up!
“My whole life, I’ve felt like I was missin’ somethin’, tryin’ to find somethin’. I don’t know how to explain it, and now, it feels like I found it… It was right in front of my damn face all along.”
July 7, 2020
4 Stars
Where do I even start?
I've been wanting a book about Zac ever since I've read and re-read The wall of Winnipeg too many times to count. Overall I'm happy to have read this story but to be completely honest I wanted something more and for lack of a better word.. better.
As per usual, I liked the writing style, the slow burn, the very real feel to the characters, their inner musings and rationalisations BUT that being said, just like in her last book before this one The best thing, there was a lot of repetitiveness.
The number of times Bianca was talking about letting go, forgiveness, forgetting her bitterness and resentment as well as her reasons for it.. my God, I kept getting dizzy spells. She was also very insecure in her friendship with him and with people in general. Whenever he asked her to spend time together, her first response would always be you don't really have to if you want to do something else or if you're too busy I understand - GIRL, he is the one that keeps asking you!!! She also does this with others who offer to do things with her or for her. She kept saying to herself how she is so much more confident and loves herself and her life but her actions speak to a deeper insecurity that even she isn't aware of.
Another thing to mention is that I felt there could have been more to the story. I didn't feel as though there really was any kind of conflict there and while I'm fine with the small slice of life moments, conversations and actions, I did need just a little something more. A spike in heart rate, an emotional reaction that touches deeper than just surface level, I don't know.. I'm left feeling unsatisfied in that regard.
Now onto Zac, he was a sweetheart. A genuinely good guy, and if he did something unpleasant at any point it was very clear that it was never his intention or that he clearly recognises his actions and apologises accordingly. I liked his personality and easygoing attitude even when we can clearly deduce that he is unfulfilled in a way and even he doesn't understand why or what he can change. I got the feeling that his mantra in life is going with the flow, doing your best, be a nice, honest person and see where it all takes you. We didn't get his point of view and unfortunately, I have to admit that throughout the whole book I was eagerly wanting more of Zac. To get into his head more, to understand him better. I don't know why, which is absurd because he was the main character so of course he was heavily featured. But this was more Bianca's book than anything else and there's nothing wrong with that, but I didn't love her as much as him, not even close.
Some other things I liked were the side characters. As per usual, we got some great interactions and were introduced to other people who might be featured in future books, who knows?!
Trevor was redeemed in a way and I loved his parts in this book. He was the same surly, no-nonsense, type of guy but here we got to see that he does have feelings.. shocker?!
For a while, I thought Gunner was gonna be a potential Aiden type, for a future book. And I still think he might not have been that bad because we didn't get his side of things and thought process. Some people can appear outwardly mean and act unpleasantly but that doesn't make them bad people. His refusal to leave the hospital when he drove Bianca there, tells me he's got his own set of morals.
CJ and Amari, were again featured quite a bit and I liked their parts not so much to say I'm as intrigued as with Gunner, but I would like to read more of them.
Now Bianca's family was hilarious and I loved their interactions. The book wouldn't have been the same without them.
We also got a small appearance from the Graves team so that was a plus.
Overall, there were a lot of good things to love and enjoy in this one. And also, a lot of laugh out loud or at least giggle to yourself type of scenes and dialogue. I honestly loved reading it, although it will not feature among my favourites from Zapata.
To conclude, I would say you'd enjoy this more if you were are a fan of The Wall of Winnipeg and loved Zac in that book, otherwise, this might not live up to whatever expectations we usually have from Zapata. (this is a standalone so there's no need to have read the book I mentioned, I'm only saying that because if I hadn't, I probably wouldn't have given this one a 4 star rating)
Where do I even start?
I've been wanting a book about Zac ever since I've read and re-read The wall of Winnipeg too many times to count. Overall I'm happy to have read this story but to be completely honest I wanted something more and for lack of a better word.. better.
As per usual, I liked the writing style, the slow burn, the very real feel to the characters, their inner musings and rationalisations BUT that being said, just like in her last book before this one The best thing, there was a lot of repetitiveness.
The number of times Bianca was talking about letting go, forgiveness, forgetting her bitterness and resentment as well as her reasons for it.. my God, I kept getting dizzy spells. She was also very insecure in her friendship with him and with people in general. Whenever he asked her to spend time together, her first response would always be you don't really have to if you want to do something else or if you're too busy I understand - GIRL, he is the one that keeps asking you!!! She also does this with others who offer to do things with her or for her. She kept saying to herself how she is so much more confident and loves herself and her life but her actions speak to a deeper insecurity that even she isn't aware of.
Another thing to mention is that I felt there could have been more to the story. I didn't feel as though there really was any kind of conflict there and while I'm fine with the small slice of life moments, conversations and actions, I did need just a little something more. A spike in heart rate, an emotional reaction that touches deeper than just surface level, I don't know.. I'm left feeling unsatisfied in that regard.
Now onto Zac, he was a sweetheart. A genuinely good guy, and if he did something unpleasant at any point it was very clear that it was never his intention or that he clearly recognises his actions and apologises accordingly. I liked his personality and easygoing attitude even when we can clearly deduce that he is unfulfilled in a way and even he doesn't understand why or what he can change. I got the feeling that his mantra in life is going with the flow, doing your best, be a nice, honest person and see where it all takes you. We didn't get his point of view and unfortunately, I have to admit that throughout the whole book I was eagerly wanting more of Zac. To get into his head more, to understand him better. I don't know why, which is absurd because he was the main character so of course he was heavily featured. But this was more Bianca's book than anything else and there's nothing wrong with that, but I didn't love her as much as him, not even close.
Some other things I liked were the side characters. As per usual, we got some great interactions and were introduced to other people who might be featured in future books, who knows?!
Trevor was redeemed in a way and I loved his parts in this book. He was the same surly, no-nonsense, type of guy but here we got to see that he does have feelings.. shocker?!
For a while, I thought Gunner was gonna be a potential Aiden type, for a future book. And I still think he might not have been that bad because we didn't get his side of things and thought process. Some people can appear outwardly mean and act unpleasantly but that doesn't make them bad people. His refusal to leave the hospital when he drove Bianca there, tells me he's got his own set of morals.
CJ and Amari, were again featured quite a bit and I liked their parts not so much to say I'm as intrigued as with Gunner, but I would like to read more of them.
Now Bianca's family was hilarious and I loved their interactions. The book wouldn't have been the same without them.
We also got a small appearance from the Graves team so that was a plus.
Overall, there were a lot of good things to love and enjoy in this one. And also, a lot of laugh out loud or at least giggle to yourself type of scenes and dialogue. I honestly loved reading it, although it will not feature among my favourites from Zapata.
To conclude, I would say you'd enjoy this more if you were are a fan of The Wall of Winnipeg and loved Zac in that book, otherwise, this might not live up to whatever expectations we usually have from Zapata. (this is a standalone so there's no need to have read the book I mentioned, I'm only saying that because if I hadn't, I probably wouldn't have given this one a 4 star rating)
September 15, 2025
This book is gold! I had the biggest smile on my face the entire time I read it.
April 30, 2023
– 2.5 stars
If I'm going to see "Kiddo" one more time, I'm going to commit a felony. HANDS DOWN.
WHAT DIDN'T WORK FOR ME:
↳ KIDDO as an endearment. It works when a parent says that to their children or an older sibling to his younger one, BUT NOT when you're talking to your love interest. "I'm so damn in love with you, kiddo, and I wanna be where you are." and "You're the love of my life, kiddo" IT SOUNDS FREAKING CREEPY TO ME. Every time Zac said it to Bianca, I got shivers down my spines. It just sounds wrong. 68 times I had to read it, a nightmare.
↳ The repetitive writing. I don't know how many times Bianca mentioned that Zac and her have a past together, that they grew up together, were basically best friends until he went to college and then they lost contact for the last decade, because he stopped replying to her text messages. It's all Bianca was thinking about in her inner monologues and it was so tiring to read. The amount of times she had to tell herself that she's not bitter about Zac not texting back, even though she tried repeatedly to get in contact with him until she thought he didn't want to do anything with her and gave up. We get it, you were in love with him and it was soul crushing that he didn't reply back. We really get it, but please move on. That fact came up so often, that it's already a third of Bianca's whole personality.
↳ The drama why Zac and Bianca lost contact in the first place. It was annoying. Bianca was sure that she texted Zac without a reply back. Zac was sure that he texted Bianca, but never got a reply back. And then it was because some ex-girlfriend was jealous and changed their phone numbers. Yeah no, I'm not having it.
↳ Bianca puts Zac on a pedestral since childhood that she forgives everything he's done so easily. Not that he has done anything outrageously wrong, but Zac only trying to do the bare minimum to contact Bianca in the last years - sad, but he was a busy football player. Then in the present when he invites her to hang out at his place, but spends an hour talking to his manager - no problem, he is a busy football player. Girl, it's okay to be pissed at him. He is human after all and they make mistakes.
↳ Bianca's insecurity when it comes to Zac. When Zac and Bianca reunites in the present, Zac invites her to hang out with him all the time. Bianca is hesitant, because she doesn't want to take up his time, cause "he has more important things to do and probably wants to do something with his other friends". It's the same conversation over and over again. Zac would ask why she didn't call him, Biance would reply that he has other stuff to do, then Zack would need to assure her that he would never be too busy to spend time with her.
↳ Because of the aforementioned points, the 'romance' between these two was pretty meh. Romance is in quotation marks, because Zac and Biance never left the 'friends'-zone for me. With previous MZ books I never had a problem with only having the heroine's POV, because I could see a change in the Hero's behaviour towards the heroine, but in Hands Down I wanted to have a Zac POV so badly. Zac was nice at the beginning when they saw each other again for the first time and Zac was so freaking nice at the end of the book. There was no change. Nothing. They worked well as best friends, but when it came towards the sex scene at the end, I really wanted to skip it bc of how weird it was with all the kiddo talk and bc I don't see anything remotely romantic between them.
WHAT I LIKED:
↳ IVANJASMINE & AIDENVANESSA cameos! I loved every single one. The Ivan & Jasmine one is a brief one, but I was fangirling right with Bianca cause girl same. Vanessa & Aiden have 'bigger' scenes and to see them happy with their kids, it was everything. The kids were adorable.
↳ Bianca, Zac and Boogie's friendship. They make a great trio. The friendship between Bianca & Boogie and Zac & Boogie is so cute. They know each other so well and feel comfortable around each other and I just loved reading these healthy relationships. MZ has the talent to write amazing family dynamics.
↳ Bianca & Zac's friendship. I didn't like them so much as a couple, but as platonic friends they worked well. They had some cute banters and hilarious conversations.
↳ The side characters. Besides the family dynamics, they were my highlight. CJ, besides Boogie, was one of my favorite characters in this book.
Overall a lot of things didn't work out for me, but I have a soft spot for Zac because he was such a good friend to Vanessa in The Wall of Winnipeg and Me. When you exchange the name Zac with a random name with no past, I'd given this book a lower rating if I'm being honest.
If I'm going to see "Kiddo" one more time, I'm going to commit a felony. HANDS DOWN.
WHAT DIDN'T WORK FOR ME:
↳ KIDDO as an endearment. It works when a parent says that to their children or an older sibling to his younger one, BUT NOT when you're talking to your love interest. "I'm so damn in love with you, kiddo, and I wanna be where you are." and "You're the love of my life, kiddo" IT SOUNDS FREAKING CREEPY TO ME. Every time Zac said it to Bianca, I got shivers down my spines. It just sounds wrong. 68 times I had to read it, a nightmare.
↳ The repetitive writing. I don't know how many times Bianca mentioned that Zac and her have a past together, that they grew up together, were basically best friends until he went to college and then they lost contact for the last decade, because he stopped replying to her text messages. It's all Bianca was thinking about in her inner monologues and it was so tiring to read. The amount of times she had to tell herself that she's not bitter about Zac not texting back, even though she tried repeatedly to get in contact with him until she thought he didn't want to do anything with her and gave up. We get it, you were in love with him and it was soul crushing that he didn't reply back. We really get it, but please move on. That fact came up so often, that it's already a third of Bianca's whole personality.
↳ The drama why Zac and Bianca lost contact in the first place. It was annoying. Bianca was sure that she texted Zac without a reply back. Zac was sure that he texted Bianca, but never got a reply back. And then it was because some ex-girlfriend was jealous and changed their phone numbers. Yeah no, I'm not having it.
↳ Bianca puts Zac on a pedestral since childhood that she forgives everything he's done so easily. Not that he has done anything outrageously wrong, but Zac only trying to do the bare minimum to contact Bianca in the last years - sad, but he was a busy football player. Then in the present when he invites her to hang out at his place, but spends an hour talking to his manager - no problem, he is a busy football player. Girl, it's okay to be pissed at him. He is human after all and they make mistakes.
↳ Bianca's insecurity when it comes to Zac. When Zac and Bianca reunites in the present, Zac invites her to hang out with him all the time. Bianca is hesitant, because she doesn't want to take up his time, cause "he has more important things to do and probably wants to do something with his other friends". It's the same conversation over and over again. Zac would ask why she didn't call him, Biance would reply that he has other stuff to do, then Zack would need to assure her that he would never be too busy to spend time with her.
↳ Because of the aforementioned points, the 'romance' between these two was pretty meh. Romance is in quotation marks, because Zac and Biance never left the 'friends'-zone for me. With previous MZ books I never had a problem with only having the heroine's POV, because I could see a change in the Hero's behaviour towards the heroine, but in Hands Down I wanted to have a Zac POV so badly. Zac was nice at the beginning when they saw each other again for the first time and Zac was so freaking nice at the end of the book. There was no change. Nothing. They worked well as best friends, but when it came towards the sex scene at the end, I really wanted to skip it bc of how weird it was with all the kiddo talk and bc I don't see anything remotely romantic between them.
WHAT I LIKED:
↳ IVANJASMINE & AIDENVANESSA cameos! I loved every single one. The Ivan & Jasmine one is a brief one, but I was fangirling right with Bianca cause girl same. Vanessa & Aiden have 'bigger' scenes and to see them happy with their kids, it was everything. The kids were adorable.
↳ Bianca, Zac and Boogie's friendship. They make a great trio. The friendship between Bianca & Boogie and Zac & Boogie is so cute. They know each other so well and feel comfortable around each other and I just loved reading these healthy relationships. MZ has the talent to write amazing family dynamics.
↳ Bianca & Zac's friendship. I didn't like them so much as a couple, but as platonic friends they worked well. They had some cute banters and hilarious conversations.
↳ The side characters. Besides the family dynamics, they were my highlight. CJ, besides Boogie, was one of my favorite characters in this book.
Overall a lot of things didn't work out for me, but I have a soft spot for Zac because he was such a good friend to Vanessa in The Wall of Winnipeg and Me. When you exchange the name Zac with a random name with no past, I'd given this book a lower rating if I'm being honest.
July 8, 2020
Zac and Bianca were... adorable. Reading about them made my heart so happy. They have such a wholesome reunited friends to lovers romance. And I LOVED that Bianca is a famous youtuber! I don’t think I’ve read that in a romance before. Zac is the most precious guy (cowboy hat and all, though I did get tired of him calling Bianca kiddo all the time) and I was just so happy to read about him again. And YES - we do get Aiden and Vanessa cameos! 👀 AND Jasmine and Ivan too. They made my LIFE.
*****
IT'S OUT and I just started!!! https://amzn.to/3gpowq2
Reasons why I know I’m going to love this book:
1) Zac
2) ZAC
3) possible Vanessa and Aiden cameos???
4) it’s MZ
5) FOOTBALL ROMANCE
6) ZAC IS GETTING HIS BOOK!!!!!!
*****
IT'S OUT and I just started!!! https://amzn.to/3gpowq2
Reasons why I know I’m going to love this book:
1) Zac
2) ZAC
3) possible Vanessa and Aiden cameos???
4) it’s MZ
5) FOOTBALL ROMANCE
6) ZAC IS GETTING HIS BOOK!!!!!!
January 2, 2025
I had a feeling this was coming.
My last MZ read was a 5-star, and if my track record is anything to go by, this one was bound to be just an okay experience for me. I have a few thoughts, but I’ll let them settle for a few days before diving in fully.
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Part of the issue, I think, is that I’m not a huge fan of the friends-to-lovers trope. For some reason, it just doesn’t click with me. Zac and Bianca felt stuck in an endless friend zone, and I struggled to root for them as a couple.
I also felt the plot was lacking. Most of the story revolved around Bianca thinking about Zac, then Bianca and Zac having repetitive conversations about the same things. It felt like they were hashing out their feelings both mentally and verbally—over and over—without much else happening. (Also, I somehow expected a sports romance? But there was no sports content to be found. 😳)
Then there were the nicknames. Kiddo, Snack Pack, Bibi, Big Texas, Little Texas—so many nicknames! Zac calling Bianca “kiddo” drove me crazy. It made their dynamic feel more like siblings than potential lovers, which didn’t help me ship them at all.
On the positive side, the cameo of Aiden and Vanessa was absolute GOLD. I loved it so much! And somehow, I even warmed up to Trevor—miracles do happen!
The concept of The Lazy Baker was also fantastic, and I wish there had been more focus on it.
Overall, though, this book ended up being a meh read for me. I found myself skimming through Bianca’s internal monologues (there were so many!) and skimming even more as the story went on. It just didn’t hit the mark.
That said, this isn’t unusual for me with MZ’s books—I adore some, and others are just okay. But I’m already looking forward to her next release because sooner or later, she’ll deliver another 5-star read for me. 😄
My last MZ read was a 5-star, and if my track record is anything to go by, this one was bound to be just an okay experience for me. I have a few thoughts, but I’ll let them settle for a few days before diving in fully.
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Part of the issue, I think, is that I’m not a huge fan of the friends-to-lovers trope. For some reason, it just doesn’t click with me. Zac and Bianca felt stuck in an endless friend zone, and I struggled to root for them as a couple.
I also felt the plot was lacking. Most of the story revolved around Bianca thinking about Zac, then Bianca and Zac having repetitive conversations about the same things. It felt like they were hashing out their feelings both mentally and verbally—over and over—without much else happening. (Also, I somehow expected a sports romance? But there was no sports content to be found. 😳)
Then there were the nicknames. Kiddo, Snack Pack, Bibi, Big Texas, Little Texas—so many nicknames! Zac calling Bianca “kiddo” drove me crazy. It made their dynamic feel more like siblings than potential lovers, which didn’t help me ship them at all.
On the positive side, the cameo of Aiden and Vanessa was absolute GOLD. I loved it so much! And somehow, I even warmed up to Trevor—miracles do happen!
The concept of The Lazy Baker was also fantastic, and I wish there had been more focus on it.
Overall, though, this book ended up being a meh read for me. I found myself skimming through Bianca’s internal monologues (there were so many!) and skimming even more as the story went on. It just didn’t hit the mark.
That said, this isn’t unusual for me with MZ’s books—I adore some, and others are just okay. But I’m already looking forward to her next release because sooner or later, she’ll deliver another 5-star read for me. 😄
July 9, 2020
3.5 stars
This book contained,
68 kiddo
80 darlin’
14 honey
10 little Texas
57 peewee
And those numbers are accurate, So don’t yell at me for not remembering the heroine’s name, okay?
Now despite how frustrated I was with all those nicknames specially that “kiddo” thing that was driving me crazy, I have to say that I didn’t hate this book. It was...okay? Kinda cute and enjoyable to read, Just not as great as I hoped it would be. Comparing this book to the wall of Winnipeg and me wouldn’t be fair, because that book is one of my all time favourites. However, it was still kinda enjoyable to read despite a few issues.
I don’t mind slow moving romances, but the plot in this one was so repetitive with no real conflict and with them not having a real mature conversation. Still this was a really decent read and I actually enjoyed reading it, even if I couldn’t completely connect to the characters. There were actually some cute parts that made me smile and I loved when Ivan and jasmine then Aiden and Vanessa made an appearance, because I freakin love those two couples. And surprisingly, I think I won’t mind having a Trevor’s book? Never thought I would like him but I think we are getting there!
This book contained,
68 kiddo
80 darlin’
14 honey
10 little Texas
57 peewee
And those numbers are accurate, So don’t yell at me for not remembering the heroine’s name, okay?
Now despite how frustrated I was with all those nicknames specially that “kiddo” thing that was driving me crazy, I have to say that I didn’t hate this book. It was...okay? Kinda cute and enjoyable to read, Just not as great as I hoped it would be. Comparing this book to the wall of Winnipeg and me wouldn’t be fair, because that book is one of my all time favourites. However, it was still kinda enjoyable to read despite a few issues.
I don’t mind slow moving romances, but the plot in this one was so repetitive with no real conflict and with them not having a real mature conversation. Still this was a really decent read and I actually enjoyed reading it, even if I couldn’t completely connect to the characters. There were actually some cute parts that made me smile and I loved when Ivan and jasmine then Aiden and Vanessa made an appearance, because I freakin love those two couples. And surprisingly, I think I won’t mind having a Trevor’s book? Never thought I would like him but I think we are getting there!
January 27, 2022
4.5 ⭐️!!! SNACK PACK & PEEWEE AHHH, I left this book as one of my last mz reads because I was SO excited for it & it did not disappoint. Zac was one of my fav parts of twow&m and his story w Bianca was so different than Mariana’s other books. This was a.. wait for it.. CHILDHOOD FRIENDS TO LOVERS aka the best trope to ever exist. The cameo’s in this were superior, i’m still giddy over it!!!!!!!! This had a slower build up than usual for me, aka it took a lil longer to fall in love with it but once I did oh BOY was I IN ITTTT! anyway. let me go cry now because i’m almost done w all MZ books 🥲
“I sure did miss you, Little Texas.”
“I really missed you too, Big Texas”
“I sure did miss you, Little Texas.”
“I really missed you too, Big Texas”
July 6, 2020
I could dismiss the fact that nothing happens in this book if I cared about either of the characters. Zac is flat and Bianca is exhausting. But by the time they kiss, I wish they didn't because there is NO chemistry between them. So that was cringeworthy. Which negates all that is a slow burn romance. A slow build-up...tension.. and romance... Nothing there is nothing of it here...
There were a lot of nicknames but that kiddo bullshit that Zac called her until the very last page - drove me crazy!!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
July 7, 2020
“I’ve been holding in a fart for the last hour and a half, and my stomach fucking hurts,”
Did I stay up all night to read this ? Yup
Do I regret it ? Hell no
I went into this book already loving Zac so much and came out loving Bianca even more and I didn't think that was possible. She was hilarious and relatable as farts. I think she just became one of my favourite heroines ever. This was Bianca's book.
And the banter. THE BANTER, you guys. It was so great that it had me blurting out my laughter because I actually couldn't believe that Bianca had said that. It was the unexpected kind and that's the best there is. Did I mention how much I love Bianca ?
I was smiling from ear to ear when I was reading this.
And Mariana Zapata just introduced another great character in this fantastic book and that is Boogie. With a name like that how could anyone not like him ? She added so many amazing and funny supporting characters in this one and I loved each and every one.
I thought I was ready for that Aiden and Vanessa cameo and even though I know it was coming, I fucking SCREAMED when it happened. Okay, that was dramatic. I didn't scream. But I was still really excited. Also, Trevor was as amazing as ever.
MZ just wrote another great slow burn and totally reinforced her place in my favourite author's list.
"You’ve always been my favorite girl, kiddo. Hands down.”
Did I stay up all night to read this ? Yup
Do I regret it ? Hell no
I went into this book already loving Zac so much and came out loving Bianca even more and I didn't think that was possible. She was hilarious and relatable as farts. I think she just became one of my favourite heroines ever. This was Bianca's book.
And the banter. THE BANTER, you guys. It was so great that it had me blurting out my laughter because I actually couldn't believe that Bianca had said that. It was the unexpected kind and that's the best there is. Did I mention how much I love Bianca ?
I was smiling from ear to ear when I was reading this.
And Mariana Zapata just introduced another great character in this fantastic book and that is Boogie. With a name like that how could anyone not like him ? She added so many amazing and funny supporting characters in this one and I loved each and every one.
I thought I was ready for that Aiden and Vanessa cameo and even though I know it was coming, I fucking SCREAMED when it happened. Okay, that was dramatic. I didn't scream. But I was still really excited. Also, Trevor was as amazing as ever.
MZ just wrote another great slow burn and totally reinforced her place in my favourite author's list.
"You’ve always been my favorite girl, kiddo. Hands down.”
July 6, 2020
God, this book drove me insane. I think I might have to call it quits with MZ. I’ve read plenty of her backlog now and the only book of hers I’ve truly ever loved is “The Wall of Winnipeg,” and every other book since has been a struggle—including this one.
Every MZ heroine has the same inner voice. A little grumpy, a little sarcastic, plenty of self-doubt, and a lot of passive aggressiveness too. In fact, what really is the difference between Vanessa’s inner voice, Sal’s inner voice, and Bianca’s? Or Lenny? Or Jasmine? I say this not as a critique of MZ’s writing—because she’s a very obviously good writer and a loving storyteller—but more to comment on how little MZ’s writing has changed or improved over time.
Another issue I have is that what gets mistakenly labeled as “slow burn” to me is just an issue with MZ and her editor not being better at editing her stories: Every MZ heroine rambles endlessly—ENDLESSLY—to the detriment of the story. She’ll write about someone ringing a doorbell and then the heroine will monologue for six pages before we actually get to who’s at the doorbell. ?!?!?! This book was more than five hundred pages and there is absolutely no way this book needed that many pages to tell the story between Zac and Bianca’s relationship.
Finally, I just didn’t feel *it* between Zac and Bianca. It took way too much time to establish that Bianca is upset that they lost contact over the last ten years, I rolled my eyes at the “misunderstanding” about phone numbers, and this book desperately needed another POV. MZ’s heroes can be a hit or a miss in terms of how expressive they are with their love/affection with the heroines, and I found Zac to be so courteous and polite in general as a human being that I never felt convinced that he passed the line from platonic best friends to romantic love interest.
Every MZ heroine has the same inner voice. A little grumpy, a little sarcastic, plenty of self-doubt, and a lot of passive aggressiveness too. In fact, what really is the difference between Vanessa’s inner voice, Sal’s inner voice, and Bianca’s? Or Lenny? Or Jasmine? I say this not as a critique of MZ’s writing—because she’s a very obviously good writer and a loving storyteller—but more to comment on how little MZ’s writing has changed or improved over time.
Another issue I have is that what gets mistakenly labeled as “slow burn” to me is just an issue with MZ and her editor not being better at editing her stories: Every MZ heroine rambles endlessly—ENDLESSLY—to the detriment of the story. She’ll write about someone ringing a doorbell and then the heroine will monologue for six pages before we actually get to who’s at the doorbell. ?!?!?! This book was more than five hundred pages and there is absolutely no way this book needed that many pages to tell the story between Zac and Bianca’s relationship.
Finally, I just didn’t feel *it* between Zac and Bianca. It took way too much time to establish that Bianca is upset that they lost contact over the last ten years, I rolled my eyes at the “misunderstanding” about phone numbers, and this book desperately needed another POV. MZ’s heroes can be a hit or a miss in terms of how expressive they are with their love/affection with the heroines, and I found Zac to be so courteous and polite in general as a human being that I never felt convinced that he passed the line from platonic best friends to romantic love interest.
November 19, 2020
Remember the charming footballer with a perpetual smile and Texas drawl from The wall of Winnipeg and me? Van's support system when Aiden was pretending to be a jerk? This is his story. And he's kind of useless here.
Told from Bianca's perspective, this story follows Zac and Bianca becoming friends again after 10 years of not being in touch and subsequently falling in love. Straightforward enough? No. The drama behind their 10 year friend break was so stupid and flimsy, especially for two people with ties like this. A simple misunderstanding, bitchy girlfriend and number swap do not have consequences like this. I get that MZ wanted to show that even though they had loved each other forever, they wanted to respect the other person's wish to stay away, but come on, this isn't the 80s!
Anyway, these two reconnect due to a family situation and realize nothing has really changed between them. I loved parts of their banter and how supportive they were towards each other's career. But the grand moment of love declaration happens somewhere in the last 50 pages only. There was basically no romance till that point since the girl feels like Zac's little sister most of the time, even if she's been in love with him since 16. It is obviously clear to the readers that he does not see her a sister but a MZ heroine has to be clueless till the very end, doesn't she?
There's a pretty cute cameo from two of my favorite couples and decent epilogue, but I was not very invested in Zac and Bianca's relationship to coo over their happily ever after.
Some things got on my nerves constantly. Zac and his pewee coming up with lame nicknames was not as cute as the writer intended to be. And the "kiddo" thing made me cringe repeatedly. No wonder the girl thought Zac didn't have feelings for her. One good thing about this book was Trevor acting like a human. Never thought I'd see something like that. Maybe he's a dick just to Vanessa? But I loved this side of him. And I enjoyed Bianca's rapport with her sister and cousin.
To summarize this, Hands down doesn't suck. But it probably wouldn't live up to your expectations either. Hope MZ comes up with something swoon worthy in her next book. 2.5 stars.
Told from Bianca's perspective, this story follows Zac and Bianca becoming friends again after 10 years of not being in touch and subsequently falling in love. Straightforward enough? No. The drama behind their 10 year friend break was so stupid and flimsy, especially for two people with ties like this. A simple misunderstanding, bitchy girlfriend and number swap do not have consequences like this. I get that MZ wanted to show that even though they had loved each other forever, they wanted to respect the other person's wish to stay away, but come on, this isn't the 80s!
Anyway, these two reconnect due to a family situation and realize nothing has really changed between them. I loved parts of their banter and how supportive they were towards each other's career. But the grand moment of love declaration happens somewhere in the last 50 pages only. There was basically no romance till that point since the girl feels like Zac's little sister most of the time, even if she's been in love with him since 16. It is obviously clear to the readers that he does not see her a sister but a MZ heroine has to be clueless till the very end, doesn't she?
There's a pretty cute cameo from two of my favorite couples and decent epilogue, but I was not very invested in Zac and Bianca's relationship to coo over their happily ever after.
Some things got on my nerves constantly. Zac and his pewee coming up with lame nicknames was not as cute as the writer intended to be. And the "kiddo" thing made me cringe repeatedly. No wonder the girl thought Zac didn't have feelings for her. One good thing about this book was Trevor acting like a human. Never thought I'd see something like that. Maybe he's a dick just to Vanessa? But I loved this side of him. And I enjoyed Bianca's rapport with her sister and cousin.
To summarize this, Hands down doesn't suck. But it probably wouldn't live up to your expectations either. Hope MZ comes up with something swoon worthy in her next book. 2.5 stars.
November 10, 2020
update: ZAC IS MOTHERFUCKING LIVE!
ZAC IS GETTING HIS BOOK! YOU HEAR ME! ZAC. IS. GETTING. HIS. FUCKING. BOOK!
ZAC IS GETTING HIS BOOK! YOU HEAR ME! ZAC. IS. GETTING. HIS. FUCKING. BOOK!
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July 3, 2020Someone please tell Amazon to get their shit together!!! My TWOWPAM paperback is still not here AND Zach is LIVE today!
Me to all of you people reading this today :
06/22
This is the perfect excuse for me to re-read The Wall Of Winnipeg And Me. 😈
AIDEN, baby,
And ZACH, honey,
Me to all of you people reading this today :
06/22
This is the perfect excuse for me to re-read The Wall Of Winnipeg And Me. 😈
AIDEN, baby,
And ZACH, honey,
April 8, 2021
this had to be the slowest of slow burn books that has EVER been written and i’d be lying if i said i didn’t enjoy every second of it. honestly at this point i just need mariana zapata to write a man into my life because absolutely no one is doing it like her.
4.5 out of 5 stars from me!
sure, this book had plenty of little things here and there that could have easily been resolved...and as much as i don’t looove the “misunderstanding” trope, i absolutely love these characters. also the story itself was just so much fun, i literally couldn’t put it down.
with that being said, i probably wouldn’t recommend reading this if you haven’t read a mariana zapata book before picking this one up. there are a lot of easter eggs and character appearances from her other past books. i actually think having read most of her books and feeling extremely nostalgic at seeing some of my favorite characters really made this even more enjoyable! ugh i need her to write something else ASAP!
4.5 out of 5 stars from me!
sure, this book had plenty of little things here and there that could have easily been resolved...and as much as i don’t looove the “misunderstanding” trope, i absolutely love these characters. also the story itself was just so much fun, i literally couldn’t put it down.
with that being said, i probably wouldn’t recommend reading this if you haven’t read a mariana zapata book before picking this one up. there are a lot of easter eggs and character appearances from her other past books. i actually think having read most of her books and feeling extremely nostalgic at seeing some of my favorite characters really made this even more enjoyable! ugh i need her to write something else ASAP!
July 7, 2020
Well, there goes time I will never regain. DNF @92%
MZ and I have an odd relationship, I struggle to even call it relationship. When I read TWOWAM, I was so in love with Aiden and Vanessa, then I read Kulti and I thought I had a author who's book I will always read. I read Locke which sucked and then Letters from Aaron which sucked even worse. When I saw this book on my feed I decided to bite the bullet and try one of her books again. That was a mistake.
This book sucked. I am among the people that called MZ the Queen of Slow Burn, I'm here to tell you, I lied. There was absolutely NO ROMANCE, in this book, slow burn or otherwise. This book read like teenagers playing at love, Bianca was so juvenile, her inner monologue was so boring and did absolutely nothing for me. Zac was a caricature, a cardboard cutout with no personality what so ever, his only in this book was to call Bianca: Peewee, Bibi, Kiddo and little Texas. That's literally all he did, I kid you not..
Vanessa and Aiden made a cameo and even they couldn't save the clusterfvck that was this book. The romance started at 88% and it wasn't a romance. The secondary characters kept talking about the sexual tension between Bianca and Zac like I hadn't been reading the same book. Absolutely no sexual tension. No chemistry.
At 87% I started skimming because I wanted to see what happened, the tender declarations of love was gag inducing, I decided not to put myself through that and quit while I still can.
I would not recommend this book to anyone. Do not spend your money, don't even return the 10th book on your KU to create space for this book, it's not worth it.
MZ and I have an odd relationship, I struggle to even call it relationship. When I read TWOWAM, I was so in love with Aiden and Vanessa, then I read Kulti and I thought I had a author who's book I will always read. I read Locke which sucked and then Letters from Aaron which sucked even worse. When I saw this book on my feed I decided to bite the bullet and try one of her books again. That was a mistake.
This book sucked. I am among the people that called MZ the Queen of Slow Burn, I'm here to tell you, I lied. There was absolutely NO ROMANCE, in this book, slow burn or otherwise. This book read like teenagers playing at love, Bianca was so juvenile, her inner monologue was so boring and did absolutely nothing for me. Zac was a caricature, a cardboard cutout with no personality what so ever, his only in this book was to call Bianca: Peewee, Bibi, Kiddo and little Texas. That's literally all he did, I kid you not..
Vanessa and Aiden made a cameo and even they couldn't save the clusterfvck that was this book. The romance started at 88% and it wasn't a romance. The secondary characters kept talking about the sexual tension between Bianca and Zac like I hadn't been reading the same book. Absolutely no sexual tension. No chemistry.
At 87% I started skimming because I wanted to see what happened, the tender declarations of love was gag inducing, I decided not to put myself through that and quit while I still can.
I would not recommend this book to anyone. Do not spend your money, don't even return the 10th book on your KU to create space for this book, it's not worth it.
June 11, 2022
I swear, this woman could write about the mating of two birds and I’d still read it AND enjoy it.
With that being said… I knew I was getting into a friends to lovers story and that’s not my favourite AT ALL.
I didn’t fall in love with Zac and his darlin’/kiddo/sugar. He didn’t even stop seeing other people because she got in his life again, he stopped way before that (which would be fine, even better this way, I know, but I want my Hs smitten and this was such a disappointment) his slowly falling in love with her without him (and us) realising.
Not even the last 10% made it up for me. I imagine his marriage proposal going:
Zac: would you marry me, kiddo?
Bianca: Well, yes, that’s if you want to obviously, I know you’re busy and maybe you want to hook up with other women, which would be fine as well. I wouldn’t want to impose. So yes, maybe, but only if you’re really sure you want us to get married.
The end.
With that being said… I knew I was getting into a friends to lovers story and that’s not my favourite AT ALL.
I didn’t fall in love with Zac and his darlin’/kiddo/sugar. He didn’t even stop seeing other people because she got in his life again, he stopped way before that (which would be fine, even better this way, I know, but I want my Hs smitten and this was such a disappointment) his slowly falling in love with her without him (and us) realising.
Not even the last 10% made it up for me. I imagine his marriage proposal going:
Zac: would you marry me, kiddo?
Bianca: Well, yes, that’s if you want to obviously, I know you’re busy and maybe you want to hook up with other women, which would be fine as well. I wouldn’t want to impose. So yes, maybe, but only if you’re really sure you want us to get married.
The end.
July 7, 2020
Spoilers ahead,
Random thoughts
Bianca, Boogie and Zac have been friends for years...until around 17 her feelings for him changed. Zac goes off and they lose touch until Boogie calls her for her to deliver the news that his grandfather is in the hospital to Zac. After 10 years she's finally face to face with her childhood best friend
1) The friendships in this were EPIC! From Zac and Boogie to Bianca and her sister and Bianca and Zac I enjoyed every minute
2) I don't understand how he doesn't recognize her though, yes 10 years had passed but she was such a huge part of his life for so long and not even s little glimmer of recognition???
3) Bianca thinks Zac ghosted her.....but yet she never asks him!!! Chapters upon chapters of how hurt she was but she wasn't going to dwell on it....yet she couldn't say hey Zac how come you didn't keep in touch?? I detest plots that are based on miscommunication!
4)Bianca had really really bad self esteem and she was forever apologising for every little thing, always offering to bow out if he had something more important to do....never believing that he actually wanted to spend time with her.....is it really so hard to deliver an h with even the barest hint of self confidence? I mean seriously this is 2020 and the h's have not changed at all. I cringed every time she asked him if he had someone else he wanted to hang with or somewhere else he needed to be...even though he kept reassuring her ,she was like that to the very end. When are female mcs going to stop accepting the bare minimum from these guys?
5) I read this after reading a review that said he wasn't a manwhore.....that reviewer should've added ANYMORE at the end pf that statement. We're told at the end that he hadn't been with anyone in a while, before he even met her again.....yet we get numerous, NUMEROUS references that made him out as the biggest manwhore that ever dragged upon the Earth....
Exhibit A- she walks into a party to deliver the news and he's sitting with 2 women, not only does he not recognise Bianca but one ofwthe women directed her to his bedroom implying shit
Exhibit B-NEW TEXT MESSAGES
AMY BLONDEWAITRESS OKC: [picture message]
And below that, there were older notifications.
KEISHA BLDIVORCELAWYER OKC: [picture message]
STACY BROWNBANKER OKC: Just heard about…
VANESSA: [two new messages]
AIDEN: Call me.
TREVOR: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING. CALL ME BACK
Amy. Blonde Waitress. OKC.
Keisha. Blonde? Divorce attorney. OKC.
Stacy. Brunette banker. OKC.
And a Vanessa.
At least he had his way of remembering the… people he met. Wtf???? So if he wasn't with these women why was this happening??? Why didn't he block them? As a matter of fact it's not until he decides he loved the h that he even changed his number
Exhibit C- they run into his ex who it turns out was partially responsible for their separation....now this was a woman he'd been in a relationship with for MONTHS....and he doesn't recognize her!!!! What the heck!
Exhibit D- she followed him on Picturegram and saw him with many OW over the years
Now see, at the end he says he hadn't been with anyone in a while so then why was all that even necessary?? I mean we didn't see him having sex with OW but hearing all this shit was still gross AF
6) The friendship between the mcs as they reformed their bonds was cute as hell, they should've stayed as friends. How do you get romantic love from a couple who crack fart jokes, call each other ridiculous nicknames and act like best buds....he called her kiddo for crying out loud! Not to mention peewee!!! How do we get romance from that??????
7) Zac came across as really dumb and completely clueless
8) I get that this author does slow burn but really?? They meet and I think a month passes before they see each other again, then a couple weeks, then.....it just felt like filler
9)I never got a proper explanation as to why he didn't try harder to find her, now the ex changed the numbers ok fine but he was best friend's with her cousin! We're told by Boogie that Zac asked about her a lot but see they were painted as being so very close one would assume he'd use a little of his millions to track his best pal down
10) The jealous ex swapping their numbers being the reason for a 10 year separation was the weakest plot point ever
11) The dynamic between the h/H felt very similar to previous books I've read from this author
12) The h had a successful business with her watchtube channel yet she stayed in her job at the gym putting up with an asshole boss because of her friend....but then the friend leaves to help her mother and the h talked about the fact that she'd(the h)been thinking/planning to move to be closer to her family.....so then what was the point? To prove she's a martyr/doormat?
12) The secondary characters were all great and I hope they get their own stories told including Boogie whose story seems unfinished
All in all this was ok as a story of friends.....as a romance? Not even a little bit
No cheating( there's a pic with OW that caused some drama but it was a misunderstanding)
Tiny reappearance by his ex
Numerous OW mentions for a H that was supposedly celibate for a while
Her ex cheated and she's been single since I believe
Random thoughts
Bianca, Boogie and Zac have been friends for years...until around 17 her feelings for him changed. Zac goes off and they lose touch until Boogie calls her for her to deliver the news that his grandfather is in the hospital to Zac. After 10 years she's finally face to face with her childhood best friend
1) The friendships in this were EPIC! From Zac and Boogie to Bianca and her sister and Bianca and Zac I enjoyed every minute
2) I don't understand how he doesn't recognize her though, yes 10 years had passed but she was such a huge part of his life for so long and not even s little glimmer of recognition???
3) Bianca thinks Zac ghosted her.....but yet she never asks him!!! Chapters upon chapters of how hurt she was but she wasn't going to dwell on it....yet she couldn't say hey Zac how come you didn't keep in touch?? I detest plots that are based on miscommunication!
4)Bianca had really really bad self esteem and she was forever apologising for every little thing, always offering to bow out if he had something more important to do....never believing that he actually wanted to spend time with her.....is it really so hard to deliver an h with even the barest hint of self confidence? I mean seriously this is 2020 and the h's have not changed at all. I cringed every time she asked him if he had someone else he wanted to hang with or somewhere else he needed to be...even though he kept reassuring her ,she was like that to the very end. When are female mcs going to stop accepting the bare minimum from these guys?
5) I read this after reading a review that said he wasn't a manwhore.....that reviewer should've added ANYMORE at the end pf that statement. We're told at the end that he hadn't been with anyone in a while, before he even met her again.....yet we get numerous, NUMEROUS references that made him out as the biggest manwhore that ever dragged upon the Earth....
Exhibit A- she walks into a party to deliver the news and he's sitting with 2 women, not only does he not recognise Bianca but one ofwthe women directed her to his bedroom implying shit
Exhibit B-NEW TEXT MESSAGES
AMY BLONDEWAITRESS OKC: [picture message]
And below that, there were older notifications.
KEISHA BLDIVORCELAWYER OKC: [picture message]
STACY BROWNBANKER OKC: Just heard about…
VANESSA: [two new messages]
AIDEN: Call me.
TREVOR: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING. CALL ME BACK
Amy. Blonde Waitress. OKC.
Keisha. Blonde? Divorce attorney. OKC.
Stacy. Brunette banker. OKC.
And a Vanessa.
At least he had his way of remembering the… people he met. Wtf???? So if he wasn't with these women why was this happening??? Why didn't he block them? As a matter of fact it's not until he decides he loved the h that he even changed his number
Exhibit C- they run into his ex who it turns out was partially responsible for their separation....now this was a woman he'd been in a relationship with for MONTHS....and he doesn't recognize her!!!! What the heck!
Exhibit D- she followed him on Picturegram and saw him with many OW over the years
Now see, at the end he says he hadn't been with anyone in a while so then why was all that even necessary?? I mean we didn't see him having sex with OW but hearing all this shit was still gross AF
6) The friendship between the mcs as they reformed their bonds was cute as hell, they should've stayed as friends. How do you get romantic love from a couple who crack fart jokes, call each other ridiculous nicknames and act like best buds....he called her kiddo for crying out loud! Not to mention peewee!!! How do we get romance from that??????
7) Zac came across as really dumb and completely clueless
8) I get that this author does slow burn but really?? They meet and I think a month passes before they see each other again, then a couple weeks, then.....it just felt like filler
9)I never got a proper explanation as to why he didn't try harder to find her, now the ex changed the numbers ok fine but he was best friend's with her cousin! We're told by Boogie that Zac asked about her a lot but see they were painted as being so very close one would assume he'd use a little of his millions to track his best pal down
10) The jealous ex swapping their numbers being the reason for a 10 year separation was the weakest plot point ever
11) The dynamic between the h/H felt very similar to previous books I've read from this author
12) The h had a successful business with her watchtube channel yet she stayed in her job at the gym putting up with an asshole boss because of her friend....but then the friend leaves to help her mother and the h talked about the fact that she'd(the h)been thinking/planning to move to be closer to her family.....so then what was the point? To prove she's a martyr/doormat?
12) The secondary characters were all great and I hope they get their own stories told including Boogie whose story seems unfinished
All in all this was ok as a story of friends.....as a romance? Not even a little bit
No cheating( there's a pic with OW that caused some drama but it was a misunderstanding)
Tiny reappearance by his ex
Numerous OW mentions for a H that was supposedly celibate for a while
Her ex cheated and she's been single since I believe
May 23, 2022
Hands down the best read of 2020
I have waited for this book for years. Years. Zac was such a pivtol character in the masterpiece known as Wall of Winnipeg and Me. And the fact that he finally got his own book? Outstanding. Mariana is slow burn queen. And this book is slow burn to the max. But it’s so much more. It’s second chances. It’s friendship restored. And most importantly it’s love. So much love. This has got to be one of the sweetest books I have ever read. Bianca and Zac stole my heart. I was smiling from ear to ear.
“You’ve always been my favorite girl, kiddo. Hands down.”
I don’t know what magic Mariana conjures up to make ever single book good but this was hands down (pun intended) my favorite read of 2020. This was one of the only good things to happen in 2020. This book was truly so beyond needed. I hope we see some of the new characters get their love story as well. Deepa- for one sounds South Asian like me and I think she deserves her happy ending so much. And yes. Yes. You get to see some of the most loved characters make a special appearance but I’m not going to spoil who. Let’s just say I damn near cried when I read who appeared.
I stayed up till 4am to finish this book when I have to be up and ready in a couple hours. But this was worth it. Zac and Bianca were worth it. Zac made me fall in love with him in Wall, but he made me SWOON in Hands down.
“Loving you was the easiest thing I’ve ever done and it’s the easiest thing I’m ever gonna do. I just know it.”
Update: I’ve read this twice already and I can confirm that this book is still hands down my favorite read of 2020. I can’t get over it.
Update number 2: I’ve read this three times already and I can confirm that I want to be buried with this book. Zac and B hold my heart forever.
Update 3: it’s my 5th time reading this and I am a mess and a half, this book. This book. I think people don’t like it as much because Zac isn’t an asshole but I am forever going to swoon. It brings me so much joy. Zac and Bianca forever and ever. Bury me with this book next to Wall and Wait for it.
Update 4: the thing about this is, people don’t understand how this is the softest book in the entire universe and how realistic it is because the littlest moments lead to the biggest fuck ups and fairytales in your life. There’s just something about this book I just love, maybe it’s the fact it’s my ultimate comfort read. Zac and B forever. Just ugh.
I have waited for this book for years. Years. Zac was such a pivtol character in the masterpiece known as Wall of Winnipeg and Me. And the fact that he finally got his own book? Outstanding. Mariana is slow burn queen. And this book is slow burn to the max. But it’s so much more. It’s second chances. It’s friendship restored. And most importantly it’s love. So much love. This has got to be one of the sweetest books I have ever read. Bianca and Zac stole my heart. I was smiling from ear to ear.
“You’ve always been my favorite girl, kiddo. Hands down.”
I don’t know what magic Mariana conjures up to make ever single book good but this was hands down (pun intended) my favorite read of 2020. This was one of the only good things to happen in 2020. This book was truly so beyond needed. I hope we see some of the new characters get their love story as well. Deepa- for one sounds South Asian like me and I think she deserves her happy ending so much. And yes. Yes. You get to see some of the most loved characters make a special appearance but I’m not going to spoil who. Let’s just say I damn near cried when I read who appeared.
I stayed up till 4am to finish this book when I have to be up and ready in a couple hours. But this was worth it. Zac and Bianca were worth it. Zac made me fall in love with him in Wall, but he made me SWOON in Hands down.
“Loving you was the easiest thing I’ve ever done and it’s the easiest thing I’m ever gonna do. I just know it.”
Update: I’ve read this twice already and I can confirm that this book is still hands down my favorite read of 2020. I can’t get over it.
Update number 2: I’ve read this three times already and I can confirm that I want to be buried with this book. Zac and B hold my heart forever.
Update 3: it’s my 5th time reading this and I am a mess and a half, this book. This book. I think people don’t like it as much because Zac isn’t an asshole but I am forever going to swoon. It brings me so much joy. Zac and Bianca forever and ever. Bury me with this book next to Wall and Wait for it.
Update 4: the thing about this is, people don’t understand how this is the softest book in the entire universe and how realistic it is because the littlest moments lead to the biggest fuck ups and fairytales in your life. There’s just something about this book I just love, maybe it’s the fact it’s my ultimate comfort read. Zac and B forever. Just ugh.
December 19, 2023
3/5
I am a huge fan of Mariana Zapata's work, but this book, although I read it almost in one sitting, was not my favorite.
Zac and Bianca were cute and all, but their relationship was more like friendship. Plus him calling her kiddo constantly, like please NO. This book could be a 4 star read if not THAT.
Small spoiler: they were in a friendship when they were younger ( from what I understand, kinda important friendship ), and he couldn’t recognized her when he saw her after a long time. I would probably burst into tears.
*cough* let’s not forget about fart bombs.
The story in overall was good. I enjoyed the scenes with Zac's teammates, and Trevor in this book was kinda funny and helpful. Also I love that there was a scene with Vanessa and Aiden.
I love MZ writing style and I will probably read all of her books. I’m happy that I read it as an ebook, one because I can’t see myself reading it for the second time, and two cause the cover is kinda ugly ( I mean his fingers are kinda scary.)
I am a huge fan of Mariana Zapata's work, but this book, although I read it almost in one sitting, was not my favorite.
Zac and Bianca were cute and all, but their relationship was more like friendship. Plus him calling her kiddo constantly, like please NO. This book could be a 4 star read if not THAT.
Small spoiler: they were in a friendship when they were younger ( from what I understand, kinda important friendship ), and he couldn’t recognized her when he saw her after a long time. I would probably burst into tears.
*cough* let’s not forget about fart bombs.
The story in overall was good. I enjoyed the scenes with Zac's teammates, and Trevor in this book was kinda funny and helpful. Also I love that there was a scene with Vanessa and Aiden.
I love MZ writing style and I will probably read all of her books. I’m happy that I read it as an ebook, one because I can’t see myself reading it for the second time, and two cause the cover is kinda ugly ( I mean his fingers are kinda scary.)
July 6, 2020
IVAN AND JASMINE DRESSED AS GOMEZ AND MORTICIA?? I NEEDED that
-AIDEN CONTENT WITH HIS KIDS??? only smiles around his family?? mz thank you with all my heart
-the little boys asking bianca vital questions to see if she's worthy??? amazing
-i MIGHT be EXTREMELY attracted to trevor????
-zac became jealous because he wasn't asked to be in the vlog??? loved it
-cj+amari were hilarious, need their own books!!
-zac+bianca honestly served such a LOVELY friends to lovers romance<33333
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omg she has fucking blessed us!!!!! the slow-burn romance queen is back and we get her book in a month??? wow thank you mz for saving 2020
and i'm assuming aiden and vanessa might make a small appearance??? i'm so fucking excited, i missed them so much omg
December 10, 2020
3 Not What I Expected Stars
* * * Spoiler Free-Congratulations
goodreads Choice Awards 2020 Best Romance, Nominee
A Quick Review
Hands Down, I love Mariana Zapata's writing. She has been a must-read since I discovered her with Kulti. When I learned of this book and Zac, a character from The Winnipeg and Me was getting his own book, I immediately went and reread that book so I would be current on who Zac was, ready for his story.
Many wanted Zac's story and the anticipation was huge. This brings me to a few thoughts. I personally think this tale would have been better For Me if it had been a novella. I felt as if parts went on longer than they needed and the character arcs took too many similar moments to make the same results. There was also the use of nicknames. I can handle a couple but this one had more than a few.
Now, these are only My Thoughts on this and there was a perfectly fine tale to be told. It was a slow burn and characters did grapple with issues and learn to accept the love given to them. The essence of best friend little sister and misunderstandings all worked.
Mariana Zapata is still hands-down a favorite of mine and I will be automatically clicking whatever she decides to write next.
~~~~~ Before Reading ~~~~~
X💋X💋X💋X ALL X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋
X💋X💋X💋X FOR X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋
X💋X💋X💋X ZAC X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋
There Are Many Cliches...
One Repeated Over And Over Again...
Is "Time Heals All Wounds"...
Now That May Be...
True For Most...
But There Is No Doubt...
Each of Us Experiencing Those Wounds...
Need To Heal On Our Own Timetable...
What Can Make This Even More Complicated...
Is When The Hurt Inflicted...
Was Never Meant to Happen...
That The One Who Did It...
Didn't Even Know What They Did...
Dealing With All Of These...
Past Hurts Will Not Be Easy...
Little Do Either of These Parties...
Know What's About To Happen...
I Know Another Slow Burn is Coming...
Hands Down-July 2020
The Wall of Winnipeg and Me
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Hands Down
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* * * Spoiler Free-Congratulations
goodreads Choice Awards 2020 Best Romance, Nominee
A Quick Review
Hands Down, I love Mariana Zapata's writing. She has been a must-read since I discovered her with Kulti. When I learned of this book and Zac, a character from The Winnipeg and Me was getting his own book, I immediately went and reread that book so I would be current on who Zac was, ready for his story.
Many wanted Zac's story and the anticipation was huge. This brings me to a few thoughts. I personally think this tale would have been better For Me if it had been a novella. I felt as if parts went on longer than they needed and the character arcs took too many similar moments to make the same results. There was also the use of nicknames. I can handle a couple but this one had more than a few.
Now, these are only My Thoughts on this and there was a perfectly fine tale to be told. It was a slow burn and characters did grapple with issues and learn to accept the love given to them. The essence of best friend little sister and misunderstandings all worked.
Mariana Zapata is still hands-down a favorite of mine and I will be automatically clicking whatever she decides to write next.
~~~~~ Before Reading ~~~~~
X💋X💋X💋X ALL X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋
X💋X💋X💋X FOR X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋
X💋X💋X💋X ZAC X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋X💋
There Are Many Cliches...
One Repeated Over And Over Again...
Is "Time Heals All Wounds"...
Now That May Be...
True For Most...
But There Is No Doubt...
Each of Us Experiencing Those Wounds...
Need To Heal On Our Own Timetable...
What Can Make This Even More Complicated...
Is When The Hurt Inflicted...
Was Never Meant to Happen...
That The One Who Did It...
Didn't Even Know What They Did...
Dealing With All Of These...
Past Hurts Will Not Be Easy...
Little Do Either of These Parties...
Know What's About To Happen...
I Know Another Slow Burn is Coming...
Hands Down-July 2020
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July 26, 2020
While this isn't part of a series, or marked as one, it obviously follows The Best Thing, though the characters from that story aren't actually present. Bianca works at the gym from that book and it was frankly sad to see the state the new owners have put it in. So reading that one first is kind of sad. Also sad is that this story isn't very good.
I'm dnfing a Zapata book. A literally unprecedented event. Frankly, I only made it as far as I did (about three quarters) because I kept hoping Zapata would turn it around. I'm done waiting.
The thing is, Bianca is a dud. She's not a doormat, precisely, but she does all these things for people who don't appreciate her and has internalized that she shouldn't expect any loyalty or emotional connection in return. Well, okay, her cousin and sister are there for her. So that's not entirely true. Only she acts like it is an absolute of some kind—that she's not worth sticking around for and that everyone else will just slip in and out of her life because that's what people do. Especially Zac. And the thing is, the instigating incident that lead them to miss a decade of friendship had a predictable resolution (though I had two candidates for bad guy and ). But I had waited for that reveal so that she could move the crap on and accept that Zac might actually be into her and that their friendship isn't doomed to attenuate the way it did before. Only she doesn't.
So she's just all kinds of frustrating. And Zac isn't much better. I mean, yeah, someone mean did a thing that had them losing track of each other but the fact is that it only persisted as long as it did because he let it (she did, too, but he was older and should have known better). So his coming back into her life and reestablishing how vital and important her friendship was (and hints that he's into wanting more) would work so much better if he did anything about it. I mean, can't he see how insecure she is? And that it's at least partially his fault? So why the crap isn't he throwing everything he can think of to make sure she is secure in his friendship? But no, he's sitting on his thumbs waiting for her to make some kind of unequivocal declaration while he acts like he's a decade younger than he is and twice as stupid.
So yeah. Both protagonists need to catch a clue and the only reason the story lasted as long as it has is because they fail to talk about how much they appreciate each other. Seriously, a decent conversation, an apology, and a promise and this story would be over. I'm past waiting for that to happen when all that stands in their way is someone deciding to do the thing. And no, this isn't actually a negative motivation*. But only because there's no sign of any motivation at all, anywhere. So I only wish it were a negative motivation and that's a new sensation to me...
* Negative Motivations: I kind of hate that the term "negative motivation" isn't widespread, yet. Since it isn't, I'm going to save off this little jag to append to my reviews that feature the term. Jennifer Crusie blogged about it a bit back (or, if that link doesn't work, here's a cache of the original) and it changed how I understand story. The problem with the term is that if you've never heard it before, you'd assume it meant motivations that are harmful or immoral. Not so. What it refers to is motivations not to do something. The thing is that many of us are motivated to not do things for a lot of different, perfectly valid and reasonable, reasons. The problem is that in a story motivations to not do things are a huge drag on the plot—particularly considering the fact that most negative motivations are overcome by the character simply deciding they don't care any more (or, rather, that they do care and are now motivated to do the thing). So not only do you have a counter to action but you also have a situation where to overcome it, all a character has to do is change their mind. Which means eventually, the reader is rooting for the character to get over him/herself already and do the thing we want them to do. Conflict drives story. Conflict between a reader and a main character drives readers away from story.
I'm dnfing a Zapata book. A literally unprecedented event. Frankly, I only made it as far as I did (about three quarters) because I kept hoping Zapata would turn it around. I'm done waiting.
The thing is, Bianca is a dud. She's not a doormat, precisely, but she does all these things for people who don't appreciate her and has internalized that she shouldn't expect any loyalty or emotional connection in return. Well, okay, her cousin and sister are there for her. So that's not entirely true. Only she acts like it is an absolute of some kind—that she's not worth sticking around for and that everyone else will just slip in and out of her life because that's what people do. Especially Zac. And the thing is, the instigating incident that lead them to miss a decade of friendship had a predictable resolution (though I had two candidates for bad guy and ). But I had waited for that reveal so that she could move the crap on and accept that Zac might actually be into her and that their friendship isn't doomed to attenuate the way it did before. Only she doesn't.
So she's just all kinds of frustrating. And Zac isn't much better. I mean, yeah, someone mean did a thing that had them losing track of each other but the fact is that it only persisted as long as it did because he let it (she did, too, but he was older and should have known better). So his coming back into her life and reestablishing how vital and important her friendship was (and hints that he's into wanting more) would work so much better if he did anything about it. I mean, can't he see how insecure she is? And that it's at least partially his fault? So why the crap isn't he throwing everything he can think of to make sure she is secure in his friendship? But no, he's sitting on his thumbs waiting for her to make some kind of unequivocal declaration while he acts like he's a decade younger than he is and twice as stupid.
So yeah. Both protagonists need to catch a clue and the only reason the story lasted as long as it has is because they fail to talk about how much they appreciate each other. Seriously, a decent conversation, an apology, and a promise and this story would be over. I'm past waiting for that to happen when all that stands in their way is someone deciding to do the thing. And no, this isn't actually a negative motivation*. But only because there's no sign of any motivation at all, anywhere. So I only wish it were a negative motivation and that's a new sensation to me...
* Negative Motivations: I kind of hate that the term "negative motivation" isn't widespread, yet. Since it isn't, I'm going to save off this little jag to append to my reviews that feature the term. Jennifer Crusie blogged about it a bit back (or, if that link doesn't work, here's a cache of the original) and it changed how I understand story. The problem with the term is that if you've never heard it before, you'd assume it meant motivations that are harmful or immoral. Not so. What it refers to is motivations not to do something. The thing is that many of us are motivated to not do things for a lot of different, perfectly valid and reasonable, reasons. The problem is that in a story motivations to not do things are a huge drag on the plot—particularly considering the fact that most negative motivations are overcome by the character simply deciding they don't care any more (or, rather, that they do care and are now motivated to do the thing). So not only do you have a counter to action but you also have a situation where to overcome it, all a character has to do is change their mind. Which means eventually, the reader is rooting for the character to get over him/herself already and do the thing we want them to do. Conflict drives story. Conflict between a reader and a main character drives readers away from story.
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November 1, 2023My other highly anticipated release this month!
This was a one-click, insta-read, and it did not disappoint. I devoured this beast in one day and I have zero regrets… only that it ever ended.
MZ is one of the few authors who can write a 600-page, slow burn, contemporary romance and I’ll be at page 598 crying that it’s not long enough. This book was no different.
I was shocked and excited when I saw that this was Zac’s book. I’ve been in love with him since we were introduced to him in The Wall of Winnipeg and Me YEARS ago. I never imagined he would get his own book – it was such a delightful surprise.
I love that all of MZ’s books are standalones, but you see glimpses of your favorite characters throughout. In this one, especially, we got to see my fav couple: Aiden and Vanessa. You also see a glimpse of Lukov and Jasmine AND the main character works at the gym that the heroine from The Best Thing used to own! It’s so fun finding all of these little Easter eggs in her book.
This is, by far, MZ’a SLOWEST burn yet. But – as is the case with all of her books – it just makes every single tiny little moment the two love interests have together that much more electric. I loved seeing this friends-to-lovers, second-chance romance build into something undeniable.
The family relationship in this one was absolutely everything I needed in my life. Her relationship with her siblings reminded me so much of mine that my sister was like, “I’m the sister, aren’t I?” and I was like, “Yes. Yes, you are.”
The only downside to MZ’s book is that we have to wait another year until we get the next one! I’m waiting with bated breath for the audiobook so I can reread it!
This was a one-click, insta-read, and it did not disappoint. I devoured this beast in one day and I have zero regrets… only that it ever ended.
MZ is one of the few authors who can write a 600-page, slow burn, contemporary romance and I’ll be at page 598 crying that it’s not long enough. This book was no different.
I was shocked and excited when I saw that this was Zac’s book. I’ve been in love with him since we were introduced to him in The Wall of Winnipeg and Me YEARS ago. I never imagined he would get his own book – it was such a delightful surprise.
I love that all of MZ’s books are standalones, but you see glimpses of your favorite characters throughout. In this one, especially, we got to see my fav couple: Aiden and Vanessa. You also see a glimpse of Lukov and Jasmine AND the main character works at the gym that the heroine from The Best Thing used to own! It’s so fun finding all of these little Easter eggs in her book.
This is, by far, MZ’a SLOWEST burn yet. But – as is the case with all of her books – it just makes every single tiny little moment the two love interests have together that much more electric. I loved seeing this friends-to-lovers, second-chance romance build into something undeniable.
The family relationship in this one was absolutely everything I needed in my life. Her relationship with her siblings reminded me so much of mine that my sister was like, “I’m the sister, aren’t I?” and I was like, “Yes. Yes, you are.”
The only downside to MZ’s book is that we have to wait another year until we get the next one! I’m waiting with bated breath for the audiobook so I can reread it!
April 22, 2023
“My whole life, I’ve felt like I was missin’ somethin’, tryin’ to find somethin’. I don’t know how to explain it, and now, it feels like I found it… It was right in front of my damn face all along.”
I knew Zac Travis is a total babe, but Bianca Brannen...you're a goddess, and I love you.
Hands Down may not be my favorite Mariana Zapata novel, but it's definitely the one that made me the happiest.
I'm not the biggest fan of the friends-to-lovers trope, but if there's an author that would make me appreciate something I'm not fond of, it's undoubtedly MZ.
I admit this book was a little boring in terms of plot, and the writing sometimes got a little repetitive, especially on dialogues, but the story was cute and the characters were simply amazing.
I already knew Zac from The Wall of Winnipeg and Me, and was overly excited to find out he'd be getting his own novel. Can't say I'm disappointed. He was just as likeable and charming as he was in Winnipeg.
I adored the audionook; I especially appreciated that for once, the MMC's lines weren't read by a lady pretending to be a guy, but by an actual guy. It totally made a difference and Chris Brinkley made me swoon with all his darlin's.
Bianca was a surprise I wasn't really ready for.
She reminds me of myself in so many ways, but she's way cooler than me and if she was a real person I'd do anything in my power to be her friends and hang out with her.
This is the second book I've read-listened lately that has both the friends-to-lovers trope and a FMC who is passionate about cooking, and both ended up being 4 stars.
I'm either on a lucky streak, or I've probably found my niche.
In either case, this was lovely and made my heart feel all fuzzy and happy, and that last steamy scene towards the end? Chef's kiss!
July 8, 2020
Before reading the book I was warned about the endearment "kiddo". Why no one warned me about honey, darling too? It was really frustrating 🤢
One big question that when the female protagonist met the male protagonist's roommate, she became very happy that the roommate knew about her baking channel. It was implied few people only recognize her face to face as she wasn't famous. Within a few chapters, it says she has more than a million subscribers. I am confused. Did I miss anything?
One big question that when the female protagonist met the male protagonist's roommate, she became very happy that the roommate knew about her baking channel. It was implied few people only recognize her face to face as she wasn't famous. Within a few chapters, it says she has more than a million subscribers. I am confused. Did I miss anything?
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