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In Case You Read This
From acclaimed author Edward Underhill comes a trans rom-com about serendipity, chance encounter, and the ultimate missed connection. This joyful celebration of queer love and found family is perfect for fans of Becky Albertalli, Emery Lee, and Julian Winters.
Arden isn’t excited about moving. Los Angeles was an easy place to fit in and find a supportive queer community. But Winifred, Michigan? That sounds like a much more difficult place to exist.
Pasadena, California, is the perfect city for Gabe’s reinvention. Everyone knew everything about him in small-town Shelby, Illinois. Gabe, who wants to be out and proud, can’t wait to relocate.
When Arden and Gabe randomly meet in the lobby of a motel in Nebraska, it feels like fate. Both are trans, but more importantly, both are huge fans of the band Damaged Pixie Dream Boi. Clearly, the universe is trying to tell them something. Right?
But after an incredible evening of hanging out, the pair part ways only knowing the other’s first name. And as both boys struggle to adjust to their new homes, their thoughts keep being drawn back to their time together. Is one perfect night enough to bring Arden and Gabe back to each other, or will the boys need some help to find each other again?
Arden isn’t excited about moving. Los Angeles was an easy place to fit in and find a supportive queer community. But Winifred, Michigan? That sounds like a much more difficult place to exist.
Pasadena, California, is the perfect city for Gabe’s reinvention. Everyone knew everything about him in small-town Shelby, Illinois. Gabe, who wants to be out and proud, can’t wait to relocate.
When Arden and Gabe randomly meet in the lobby of a motel in Nebraska, it feels like fate. Both are trans, but more importantly, both are huge fans of the band Damaged Pixie Dream Boi. Clearly, the universe is trying to tell them something. Right?
But after an incredible evening of hanging out, the pair part ways only knowing the other’s first name. And as both boys struggle to adjust to their new homes, their thoughts keep being drawn back to their time together. Is one perfect night enough to bring Arden and Gabe back to each other, or will the boys need some help to find each other again?
368 pages, Hardcover
First published May 20, 2025
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Edward Underhill
4 books411 followersEdward Underhill is an author and composer who grew up Wisconsin, studied music in Ohio, and spent several years living in tiny apartments in New York City. He currently resides in California with his partner, where he writes music and stories. When not doing either of those things, he’s probably gardening or getting yelled at by his cat. He is the author of the young adult novels Always the Almost and This Day Changes Everything. His adult fiction debut, The In-Between Bookstore, is forthcoming from HarperCollins in 2025.
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May 13, 2025
This was a very quick read, and I enjoyed it for the most part. I always love to see more lighthearted queer, and especially trans, YA books, and this definitely delivers. It was lovely to follow two trans teens, who both have their lives disrupted by a big move, but both in a very different way. I loved the nuanced approach of what it's like being trans in a small town or a big city. I also loved the focus on friendship, and especially making new friends. I just didn't feel as convinced by the romance - I didn't really feel the romantic chemistry. I also felt like this book was too short to properly flesh out two main storylines, which left everything kind of surface-level. Overall, I enjoyed this, but I thought this lacked the charm of This Day Changes Everything.
May 1, 2025
skimmed most of it, loved the premise and the author is one I usually enjoy but this just felt so convoluted? why were there so many side characters that didn't matter? and the two MCs felt basically indistinguishable to the point where I regularly forgot whose POV it was 🤔
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January 27, 2025
It always makes me sad to be the first person to write a negative review for a book. It's especially sad if said book is queer, because we need these stories. Even though I didn't really like "In Case You Read This", I won't deny that the world needs more books with trans representation like this!
I'm not gonna drag this out, but my main issue was the characters. I couldn't form a connection to any of them. Gabe and Arden had no chemistry whatsoever, they were super awkward when they first met and I couldn't feel the "spark" that was mentioned throughout.
The majority of the book follows both protagonists as they try to find each other again, which is cute in theory, but not executed very well.
The other thing that irritated me were the amount of side characters. Both main characters are moving to a new place, so we get introduced to already existing friend groups as well as new ones ... they were all so same-y and indistinguishable.
It was all a lot showing and not telling, i.e. Gabe is writing a song throughout the book, but we don't see the process AT ALL. It's all just mentioned and suddenly the song ist done? Idk.
I didn't enjoy it very much and was mostly bored, but I'm sure a lot of people will appreciate this story!
Thanks Edelweiss and Harper Collins for providing me with an early review copy of this book in exchange for an honest review!
I'm not gonna drag this out, but my main issue was the characters. I couldn't form a connection to any of them. Gabe and Arden had no chemistry whatsoever, they were super awkward when they first met and I couldn't feel the "spark" that was mentioned throughout.
The majority of the book follows both protagonists as they try to find each other again, which is cute in theory, but not executed very well.
The other thing that irritated me were the amount of side characters. Both main characters are moving to a new place, so we get introduced to already existing friend groups as well as new ones ... they were all so same-y and indistinguishable.
It was all a lot showing and not telling, i.e. Gabe is writing a song throughout the book, but we don't see the process AT ALL. It's all just mentioned and suddenly the song ist done? Idk.
I didn't enjoy it very much and was mostly bored, but I'm sure a lot of people will appreciate this story!
Thanks Edelweiss and Harper Collins for providing me with an early review copy of this book in exchange for an honest review!
February 8, 2025
4/5 stars
In Case You Read This is a lighthearted novel full of queer and trans joy. I read this in two days when I haven’t read something that quick in weeks! This follows Arden and Gabe as they meet for one night in a motel in Nebraska. They bond through their love of a small indie band, something i can very much relate to, (i loved all the silly indie band names throughout). They end up not getting each others numbers and spend a majority of the rest of the book trying to find each other again.
I would say this is more of a coming of age novel rather than a romance. There definitely was a romance between Arden and Gabe but honestly i didn’t feel much of the supposed chemistry. I really enjoyed following each of the characters journey with their new moves and their interactions with the rest of the side characters. I think there was also just a bit too much going on at times with the two different characters going through moves and meeting all these people at one time, that definitely had me confused at first. Despite that, it was a very fun book that deals casually with the complexities of being queer in different types of cities as well as complicated family dynamics.
In Case You Read This is a lighthearted novel full of queer and trans joy. I read this in two days when I haven’t read something that quick in weeks! This follows Arden and Gabe as they meet for one night in a motel in Nebraska. They bond through their love of a small indie band, something i can very much relate to, (i loved all the silly indie band names throughout). They end up not getting each others numbers and spend a majority of the rest of the book trying to find each other again.
I would say this is more of a coming of age novel rather than a romance. There definitely was a romance between Arden and Gabe but honestly i didn’t feel much of the supposed chemistry. I really enjoyed following each of the characters journey with their new moves and their interactions with the rest of the side characters. I think there was also just a bit too much going on at times with the two different characters going through moves and meeting all these people at one time, that definitely had me confused at first. Despite that, it was a very fun book that deals casually with the complexities of being queer in different types of cities as well as complicated family dynamics.
July 18, 2025
My heart! This book was so precious!
April 4, 2025
4.75 stars
I loved this so much. This really encapsulates how different many trans experiences can be. Both Gabe and Arden are trans teens moving to the West Coast and the Midwest, but they meet in the middle by chance on their journey. The romance was a focus, but more secondary to me than the friendships that were made and experiences had. That said, the romance was super sweet, and I really enjoyed reading it all play out. The teenage experience felt really raw and real. It's something super relatable for many reasons. What being a teen feels like, what it's like being queer, what it's like being trans, and the emotions that go along with making a big move alongside everything else. All in all, I really enjoyed this, and Edward Underhill is very quickly becoming a must-read author for me.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
I loved this so much. This really encapsulates how different many trans experiences can be. Both Gabe and Arden are trans teens moving to the West Coast and the Midwest, but they meet in the middle by chance on their journey. The romance was a focus, but more secondary to me than the friendships that were made and experiences had. That said, the romance was super sweet, and I really enjoyed reading it all play out. The teenage experience felt really raw and real. It's something super relatable for many reasons. What being a teen feels like, what it's like being queer, what it's like being trans, and the emotions that go along with making a big move alongside everything else. All in all, I really enjoyed this, and Edward Underhill is very quickly becoming a must-read author for me.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
May 1, 2025
A cute YA romcom featuring trans characters. I’d have liked the two main characters, Gabe and Arden, to have more strongly differentiated voices. But I enjoyed my time with the book nevertheless.
Thanks to HarperCollins for providing a copy of the book!
Thanks to HarperCollins for providing a copy of the book!
June 2, 2025
I have loved all Edward Underhill books and this one is no exception. The entire premise had me hooked from the start, and I loved the dual POV as we got to really experience each of the boys' lives as they were living in drastically different places. It also heavily dives into the queer experience of loving an indie artist that has queer members, and bonding with people over the music you love. Truly transported me back to my teenage years and finding connections through music, that have lasted for years, and meeting other queer people in somewhat unexpected places. Especially in online forums, where you're able to connect with people across the country (and the world!) with a similar interest.
Both teens are moving, Arden from CA to MI, Gabe from IL to CA. Arden has to grieve the life he is losing in Los Angeles, where his transness wasn't front and center, where he wasn't the only queer or trans person he knew, to move somewhere that he doesn't know how accepting they'll be, if at all. Gabe is the opposite, he's excited to move out to Pasadena after living in a small town where he knew no other queer people.
They meet in a motel in Nebraska, spending just a few hours together before separating, without trading numbers. So while they're acclimating to the changing family dynamics, new houses, new friends, new schools, they're also trying to find each other.
The found family is strong in this one! There are so many side characters and they brighten up the story. They are a part of their lives and they should be mentioned and celebrated. To see these communities that they are a part of sparks some queer joy and connection. Their groups are largely queer, and fully accept them for who they are.
The romance did take a bit of a background here, as a large part of the story is about this acclimation to their new locations and also trying to find each other. I love the characters and the bits of beginning chemistry we see them experience. I would love to see more of them and how their relationship progresses, but I'm glad they met each other, and found each other again.
Thank you to NetGalley & the publisher for the ARC.
Both teens are moving, Arden from CA to MI, Gabe from IL to CA. Arden has to grieve the life he is losing in Los Angeles, where his transness wasn't front and center, where he wasn't the only queer or trans person he knew, to move somewhere that he doesn't know how accepting they'll be, if at all. Gabe is the opposite, he's excited to move out to Pasadena after living in a small town where he knew no other queer people.
They meet in a motel in Nebraska, spending just a few hours together before separating, without trading numbers. So while they're acclimating to the changing family dynamics, new houses, new friends, new schools, they're also trying to find each other.
The found family is strong in this one! There are so many side characters and they brighten up the story. They are a part of their lives and they should be mentioned and celebrated. To see these communities that they are a part of sparks some queer joy and connection. Their groups are largely queer, and fully accept them for who they are.
The romance did take a bit of a background here, as a large part of the story is about this acclimation to their new locations and also trying to find each other. I love the characters and the bits of beginning chemistry we see them experience. I would love to see more of them and how their relationship progresses, but I'm glad they met each other, and found each other again.
Thank you to NetGalley & the publisher for the ARC.
June 14, 2025
3.5 - Mini Audiobook Review: I am on a quest to complete all of Edward's books and after this one I will have one more to complete (granted he only has 4 books). I thought this was okay! Not my favorite compared to the other two but still enjoyable. I love that we are seeing more and more books that star trans teens and in this one we get two! I thought it was cool how the two teens connected while they were traveling to their new states and had to figure out a way to connect again. Though I will say I don't know if my parents would allow me to travel a far distance to meet a person I just met. I always love when any kind of (music) band are involved in books. I did this one via audiobook and this was narrated by two narrators that I have listened in the past and enjoyed - Shaan Dasani & Logan Rozos. I was able to distinguish the two characters apart because of their different tones.
June 4, 2025
This was a fun, lighthearted queer YA story that sees two trans boys meeting by chance in a roadside motel while their families are each crossing the country in opposite directions. While the two boys share one life-changing night, they lose track of one another the next day, only to manage to get connected again over a shared love of a pop band. Good on audio and perfect for fans of authors like Tobly McSmith. Many thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for an early audio copy in exchange for my honest review.
May 14, 2025
4 stars
Edward Underhill has produced another charming YA romance with solid representation and intriguing development. This newest effort will please incoming fans and those looking to keep connecting with characters who are very much like and unlike them (windows and mirrors, of course).
Arden and Gabe are both on literal journeys toward big life changes. They meet (cute!) during that journey and have an interaction that is memorable, smile inducing, and almost supernatural in its seeming perfection. To hang on to this feeling, they make a choice that requires readers to set aside any awareness they have of young people in 2025 and leave each other without sharing contact info. I get why this is necessary for the novel, which goes on to focus on missed connections, but the whole time I was reading, I struggled to think of actual folks at this time and of this age would would not have exchanged some kind of info early on in this meeting. It's a clever twist, but some suspension of disbelief is necessary in my opinion.
The good news is that once the two meet, a heartwarming attempt to reconnect evolves. It's impossible not to root for both characters and to want to see them be successful not only in their obvious quests but also in their familial struggles, personal identity explorations, and new lives in new locations.
I've enjoyed books by this author previously, and I'll be adding this one to the list of recommendations for students.
*Special thanks to NetGalley and Quill Tree Books for this arc, which I received in exchange for an honest review. The opinions expressed here are my own.
Edward Underhill has produced another charming YA romance with solid representation and intriguing development. This newest effort will please incoming fans and those looking to keep connecting with characters who are very much like and unlike them (windows and mirrors, of course).
Arden and Gabe are both on literal journeys toward big life changes. They meet (cute!) during that journey and have an interaction that is memorable, smile inducing, and almost supernatural in its seeming perfection. To hang on to this feeling, they make a choice that requires readers to set aside any awareness they have of young people in 2025 and leave each other without sharing contact info. I get why this is necessary for the novel, which goes on to focus on missed connections, but the whole time I was reading, I struggled to think of actual folks at this time and of this age would would not have exchanged some kind of info early on in this meeting. It's a clever twist, but some suspension of disbelief is necessary in my opinion.
The good news is that once the two meet, a heartwarming attempt to reconnect evolves. It's impossible not to root for both characters and to want to see them be successful not only in their obvious quests but also in their familial struggles, personal identity explorations, and new lives in new locations.
I've enjoyed books by this author previously, and I'll be adding this one to the list of recommendations for students.
*Special thanks to NetGalley and Quill Tree Books for this arc, which I received in exchange for an honest review. The opinions expressed here are my own.
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May 22, 2025I was very intrigued by the missed connection premise in this story and I loved its execution! I really liked both our main characters and the queer friend groups on both sides.
Thank you to NetGalley and Quill Tree Books for a copy of this eARC.
Thank you to NetGalley and Quill Tree Books for a copy of this eARC.
July 22, 2025
Klassische queere YA in der man sich eine Weile verlieren kann. Mir hat tatsächlich gefallen, dass ich eine Hauptperson sogar unsympathisch fand, das hat die Geschichte noch lebendiger gemacht.
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July 6, 2024I am reading everything this wonderful author will write. His first two books were, damn I only have the French words for this but… coup de coeur ❤️ Instant favourites.
April 29, 2025
3.5 ⭐️
In Case You Read This is a sweet teen trans story of accepting yourself, finding new friend groups, and finding the boy you left after one night in Nebraska. It's dual POV and both boys are pre-T but are out to their friends and family who are accepting of them. They meet for one night in Nebraska for a few magical hours bonding over a shared identity and a shared favorite band. However, they don't exchange numbers and spend much of the book searching for each other on opposite social media platforms. Because of this, the pacing of the book is off. It takes place from March to July broken up with chapters consisting of texts and internet posts.
They live opposite lives as Gabe moves from a small town in Illinois to Pasadena while Arden moves from LA (Burbank) to a small town in Michigan. It explores the difference between starting a new school in a small town versus a large one. The book takes on a positive note as it shows the joy that comes with being trans as they both find queer friend groups. It also doesn't shy away from discussing dysphoria and hoping they look like a boy enough. There really isn't any transphobia which I loved since a lot of books focus on the struggles rather than the joy.
Thanks Netgalley for the ARC!
Notes
T4T
arden uses they/them pronouns for gabe until he gets the correct ones
have a magical night (couple hours) in a motel in nebraska but arden leaves without giving him his number. they both regret it and try to find each other. an interesting premise
both have supportive parents and friends but are moving to new schools
good discussion of trans issues, fear, and joy
differences between a small town in the midwest and LA
gabe uses instagram/reddit to try to find him and arden uses tumblr - both searching through the broken up indie band they have in common
arden’s unofficial queer club (PQC)/friends are fun. Brian and his bird obsession and banter off that is great
gabe starts work at a coffee shop owned by lesbian moms and makes friends with a NB employee and the moms’ straight son. also their other queer friends
says it’s been a month since gabe posted on the forums but the entire section is called april
both pre-T
gabe being kind of awful to his sister when they’ve always had the same friends before
luna (arden) connects with vee (gabe) on reddit finding out where he works after luna sees gabe’s forum post. luna emails tess (arden) asking her to find gabe and give him arden’s number. tess and miguel also saw gabe at an indie music fest in line for boba but didnt know him at the time. confusing but small world and the power of the internet
love brian and his obsession with birds
both road trip with their friends a damaged pixie dream boi reunion concert
arden’s mom/grandma argue in the car
awkward meeting each other in real life as they both are nervous they had the wrong idea/scared of real life not being perfect
songwriter and artist
ivys uncle married to a guy
accepts his voice even if it’s not where he wants it to be
In Case You Read This is a sweet teen trans story of accepting yourself, finding new friend groups, and finding the boy you left after one night in Nebraska. It's dual POV and both boys are pre-T but are out to their friends and family who are accepting of them. They meet for one night in Nebraska for a few magical hours bonding over a shared identity and a shared favorite band. However, they don't exchange numbers and spend much of the book searching for each other on opposite social media platforms. Because of this, the pacing of the book is off. It takes place from March to July broken up with chapters consisting of texts and internet posts.
They live opposite lives as Gabe moves from a small town in Illinois to Pasadena while Arden moves from LA (Burbank) to a small town in Michigan. It explores the difference between starting a new school in a small town versus a large one. The book takes on a positive note as it shows the joy that comes with being trans as they both find queer friend groups. It also doesn't shy away from discussing dysphoria and hoping they look like a boy enough. There really isn't any transphobia which I loved since a lot of books focus on the struggles rather than the joy.
Thanks Netgalley for the ARC!
Notes
T4T
arden uses they/them pronouns for gabe until he gets the correct ones
have a magical night (couple hours) in a motel in nebraska but arden leaves without giving him his number. they both regret it and try to find each other. an interesting premise
both have supportive parents and friends but are moving to new schools
good discussion of trans issues, fear, and joy
differences between a small town in the midwest and LA
gabe uses instagram/reddit to try to find him and arden uses tumblr - both searching through the broken up indie band they have in common
arden’s unofficial queer club (PQC)/friends are fun. Brian and his bird obsession and banter off that is great
gabe starts work at a coffee shop owned by lesbian moms and makes friends with a NB employee and the moms’ straight son. also their other queer friends
says it’s been a month since gabe posted on the forums but the entire section is called april
both pre-T
gabe being kind of awful to his sister when they’ve always had the same friends before
luna (arden) connects with vee (gabe) on reddit finding out where he works after luna sees gabe’s forum post. luna emails tess (arden) asking her to find gabe and give him arden’s number. tess and miguel also saw gabe at an indie music fest in line for boba but didnt know him at the time. confusing but small world and the power of the internet
love brian and his obsession with birds
both road trip with their friends a damaged pixie dream boi reunion concert
arden’s mom/grandma argue in the car
awkward meeting each other in real life as they both are nervous they had the wrong idea/scared of real life not being perfect
songwriter and artist
ivys uncle married to a guy
accepts his voice even if it’s not where he wants it to be
March 13, 2025
As someone from the Nebraska Dimension (as in from the state of Nebraska), I absolutely love this story. Any book that mentions or takes place in Nebraska, sign me up, especially if it's about queer people in Nebraska.
Okay, enough about Nebraska. I don't read a lot of books with Second Chance Romance and Missed Connections tropes, but I can't pass up anything written by Edward Underhill. It wasn't a coincidence that Gabe and Arden crossed paths in Nebraska, love the same band (Damaged Pixie Dream Boi), and happen to be trans. Their connection couldn't have been more perfect.
If only they could find each other again.
This book came into my life at a perfect time. A time when I need to remind myself that everything happens for a reason and that connections are meant to be made. People will always come back to you if they are meant to be in it. Also, it's okay to not be perfect! Hard emphasis on not being perfect.
Thank you, HarperCollins, for giving me an ARC for In Case You Read This!
Okay, enough about Nebraska. I don't read a lot of books with Second Chance Romance and Missed Connections tropes, but I can't pass up anything written by Edward Underhill. It wasn't a coincidence that Gabe and Arden crossed paths in Nebraska, love the same band (Damaged Pixie Dream Boi), and happen to be trans. Their connection couldn't have been more perfect.
If only they could find each other again.
This book came into my life at a perfect time. A time when I need to remind myself that everything happens for a reason and that connections are meant to be made. People will always come back to you if they are meant to be in it. Also, it's okay to not be perfect! Hard emphasis on not being perfect.
Thank you, HarperCollins, for giving me an ARC for In Case You Read This!
July 23, 2025
While I LOVED this author's other books, I only liked this one. It was enjoyable and had elements I really liked, but I just didn't feel as invested in the characters. I would recommend this one for YA readers seeking a quick read with trans characters. If you enjoyed this one, definitely seek out the other books by this author, which I highly recommend!
ARC provided by NetGalley
ARC provided by NetGalley
June 9, 2025
Lighthearted and lightweight.
The premise held more promise than what's delivered and the stakes fail to develop, but if you're in the mood for minimal drama (and lots and lots of content about fake bands) it's a nice little story about making and keeping connections.
The premise held more promise than what's delivered and the stakes fail to develop, but if you're in the mood for minimal drama (and lots and lots of content about fake bands) it's a nice little story about making and keeping connections.
July 5, 2025
DNF-ing at 11% because it's just very clearly not the YA for me. The writing is perfectly fine to decent and the characters seem well-drawn enough or at least on their way to it, so it's for sure going to be the right book for a lot of people, I'm just not one of them.
June 9, 2025
A sweet book on friendship, moving, and trying to fit in.
June 25, 2025
3.5
This is my first time reading a book with a trans people, so it was very interesting. What to me is even more interesting, is how both protagonists are portrayed as normal teenagers who are going through changes, moving to another state, making new friends, difficult relationships with their families, and all that with the extra layer of them being trans. We get to understand the specific situation of a trans man and their identity when meeting new people. They go through their lives with the same insecurities as a teenager, but multiplied by 100% because of the vulnerability that trans people, and specially trans youth live.
I enjoyed the book a lot, it was very cute and very refreshing to read.
This is my first time reading a book with a trans people, so it was very interesting. What to me is even more interesting, is how both protagonists are portrayed as normal teenagers who are going through changes, moving to another state, making new friends, difficult relationships with their families, and all that with the extra layer of them being trans. We get to understand the specific situation of a trans man and their identity when meeting new people. They go through their lives with the same insecurities as a teenager, but multiplied by 100% because of the vulnerability that trans people, and specially trans youth live.
I enjoyed the book a lot, it was very cute and very refreshing to read.
June 21, 2025
Such a cute story about these two trans kids meeting and forming a friendship right away and then trying to find each other.
June 30, 2025
this was SUCH a cute story! i was very happy with how it ended and sigh. i want MORE OF THEM TOGETHER ❤️❤️
May 25, 2025
Edward Underhill's latest young adult novel, In Case You Read This, delivers a poignant and authentically crafted romance that transcends typical meet-cute narratives. Following his previous works Always the Almost and This Day Changes Everything, Underhill continues to demonstrate his remarkable ability to write nuanced LGBTQ+ characters with genuine depth and relatability. This time, he presents us with Arden and Gabe, two transgender teens whose chance encounter in a Nebraska motel lobby becomes the catalyst for a story about finding connection, family, and oneself.
The novel opens with both protagonists in transition—literally and metaphorically. Arden reluctantly leaves behind the acceptance and community he found in Los Angeles for the uncertain terrain of Winifred, Michigan, while Gabe eagerly anticipates escaping small-town Illinois for the promise of Pasadena, California. Their meet-cute over a shared love of the fictional band Damaged Pixie Dream Boi feels both serendipitous and earned, setting the tone for a narrative that expertly balances hope with reality.
Characters That Breathe with Authentic Life
Arden Fisher: The Reluctant Wanderer
Arden emerges as a beautifully complex protagonist whose sardonic exterior masks deep vulnerability. His resistance to change feels genuinely teenage—not merely obstinate, but protective. Underhill captures the particular anxiety of being a trans teenager in an uncertain environment with remarkable sensitivity. Arden's relationship with his mother Cynthia and grandmother Doris provides some of the novel's most emotionally resonant moments, particularly as family tensions surface during their cross-country journey.
The author skillfully portrays Arden's artistic nature without falling into stereotypes. His sketches and observations about the world around him—from the absurdity of Carhenge to his detailed drawings of Oscar the "megacat"—reveal character depth through action rather than exposition. His fear of disappointment and tendency to expect "the other shoe to drop" creates a relatable character arc that many readers will recognize in themselves.
Gabe Wilson: The Hopeful Dreamer
Gabe represents the flip side of the trans experience—eager anticipation rather than anxious resistance. His enthusiasm for California and the opportunities it might bring feels authentic to his small-town background, yet Underhill avoids making him naively optimistic. Gabe's struggles with his voice and singing, his complex relationship with his sister Meg, and his desire to be "out and proud" while battling internal fears create a multifaceted character who grows throughout the narrative.
The songwriting element adds layers to Gabe's character development. His work on "Nebraska Dimension"—the song inspired by his night with Arden—becomes both a creative outlet and a means of processing his emotions. Underhill demonstrates impressive skill in showing rather than telling us about Gabe's musical talents and the way creativity serves as both escape and expression.
Supporting Characters That Shine
The novel's supporting cast deserves particular praise. The Pretzel Queer Club (PQC) members—Brian, Luna, Ivy, and Noah—each possess distinct personalities that avoid typical YA ensemble casting. Brian's bird-watching obsession, Luna's intensity about everything from pronoun pins to DPDB fandom, Ivy's surprising depth beneath her metal-loving exterior, and Noah's genuine enthusiasm create a found family that feels authentic rather than convenient.
Similarly, Tess and Miguel bring Los Angeles energy to the story without becoming caricatures. Their determination to reunite Arden and Gabe drives much of the plot's later momentum, yet they remain fully realized characters with their own motivations and relationships.
Exploring Themes with Nuance and Care
Family Dynamics and Generational Trauma
One of the novel's strongest elements is its exploration of family relationships. The tension between Arden's mother and grandmother reflects real intergenerational conflict about dreams, expectations, and the price of pursuing artistic ambitions. Cynthia's journey from her failed musical aspirations in Los Angeles to finding a new path in Michigan parallels Arden's own struggle to accept change and find belonging.
Underhill handles these family dynamics with remarkable maturity, avoiding easy resolutions while still providing hope. The revelation of Arden's father's story and its impact on both mother and grandmother adds layers of complexity that elevate the narrative beyond simple teen romance.
Trans Identity and Community
The portrayal of trans experiences throughout the novel demonstrates Underhill's commitment to authentic representation. Rather than focusing solely on struggle or trauma, the book presents transness as one aspect of these characters' rich, full lives. Both Arden and Gabe navigate different challenges—from bathroom anxiety to voice dysphoria to family acceptance—without their entire identities being defined by these struggles.
The contrast between their experiences also highlights the diversity within trans communities. Arden's established confidence in smaller social situations versus Gabe's desire to be more openly proud creates realistic tension and growth opportunities for both characters.
Technical Craft and Writing Style
Narrative Structure and Pacing
Underhill employs a dual-perspective narrative that maintains momentum while allowing readers to fully inhabit both characters' experiences. The alternating chapters create natural cliffhangers and emotional beats, while the inclusion of text message "interludes" adds contemporary authenticity to the storytelling.
The pacing occasionally stumbles during the middle section, particularly as both characters settle into their new environments. Some scenes feel slightly prolonged, and certain plot developments—like the DPDB reunion concert—border on convenient. However, these minor issues don't significantly detract from the overall reading experience.
Voice and Dialogue
The author's talent for capturing authentic teenage voice shines throughout. Arden's dry humor and Gabe's earnest enthusiasm feel genuine rather than manufactured. The dialogue, particularly in text exchanges, captures the rhythm and casualness of teenage communication without falling into dated slang or forced contemporaneity.
The integration of online culture—from Tumblr posts to Reddit threads—demonstrates Underhill's understanding of how modern teens actually communicate and build communities, adding authenticity to the digital aspects of Arden and Gabe's connection.
Cultural and Musical Authenticity
The fictional band Damaged Pixie Dream Boi serves as more than mere plot device. Underhill creates a convincing musical universe complete with song lyrics, fan culture, and the kind of devoted following that indie bands often inspire. The choice to make DPDB a queer-friendly band adds layers to both characters' identities and provides a natural meeting point for their connection.
The music industry details, from small venue descriptions to fan forum dynamics, demonstrate research and authenticity that enhances rather than overwhelms the central romance.
Areas for Improvement
While In Case You Read This succeeds on many levels, some elements feel underdeveloped. The resolution of family conflicts, particularly between Arden's mother and grandmother, happens somewhat quickly given the depth of their established tension. Additionally, some supporting characters, while well-drawn, could benefit from more individual development beyond their roles in advancing the central romance.
The novel occasionally falls into the trap of making events too convenient—the DPDB concert, the coincidental meeting of Tess and Miguel with Gabe, and various timing elements sometimes stretch credibility. However, these issues don't significantly impact the emotional core of the story.
Final Verdict: A Worthy Addition to LGBTQ+ YA Romance
In Case You Read This earns its place among quality LGBTQ+ young adult fiction through authentic character development, genuine emotional stakes, and Underhill's evident understanding of both trans experiences and teenage life.
This book succeeds as both romance and coming-of-age story, offering readers characters worth caring about and a narrative that honors the complexity of teenage life while delivering the emotional satisfaction that the best YA fiction provides. Edward Underhill has crafted a story that feels both timely and timeless, proving once again that the best young adult fiction speaks to readers of all ages.
The novel opens with both protagonists in transition—literally and metaphorically. Arden reluctantly leaves behind the acceptance and community he found in Los Angeles for the uncertain terrain of Winifred, Michigan, while Gabe eagerly anticipates escaping small-town Illinois for the promise of Pasadena, California. Their meet-cute over a shared love of the fictional band Damaged Pixie Dream Boi feels both serendipitous and earned, setting the tone for a narrative that expertly balances hope with reality.
Characters That Breathe with Authentic Life
Arden Fisher: The Reluctant Wanderer
Arden emerges as a beautifully complex protagonist whose sardonic exterior masks deep vulnerability. His resistance to change feels genuinely teenage—not merely obstinate, but protective. Underhill captures the particular anxiety of being a trans teenager in an uncertain environment with remarkable sensitivity. Arden's relationship with his mother Cynthia and grandmother Doris provides some of the novel's most emotionally resonant moments, particularly as family tensions surface during their cross-country journey.
The author skillfully portrays Arden's artistic nature without falling into stereotypes. His sketches and observations about the world around him—from the absurdity of Carhenge to his detailed drawings of Oscar the "megacat"—reveal character depth through action rather than exposition. His fear of disappointment and tendency to expect "the other shoe to drop" creates a relatable character arc that many readers will recognize in themselves.
Gabe Wilson: The Hopeful Dreamer
Gabe represents the flip side of the trans experience—eager anticipation rather than anxious resistance. His enthusiasm for California and the opportunities it might bring feels authentic to his small-town background, yet Underhill avoids making him naively optimistic. Gabe's struggles with his voice and singing, his complex relationship with his sister Meg, and his desire to be "out and proud" while battling internal fears create a multifaceted character who grows throughout the narrative.
The songwriting element adds layers to Gabe's character development. His work on "Nebraska Dimension"—the song inspired by his night with Arden—becomes both a creative outlet and a means of processing his emotions. Underhill demonstrates impressive skill in showing rather than telling us about Gabe's musical talents and the way creativity serves as both escape and expression.
Supporting Characters That Shine
The novel's supporting cast deserves particular praise. The Pretzel Queer Club (PQC) members—Brian, Luna, Ivy, and Noah—each possess distinct personalities that avoid typical YA ensemble casting. Brian's bird-watching obsession, Luna's intensity about everything from pronoun pins to DPDB fandom, Ivy's surprising depth beneath her metal-loving exterior, and Noah's genuine enthusiasm create a found family that feels authentic rather than convenient.
Similarly, Tess and Miguel bring Los Angeles energy to the story without becoming caricatures. Their determination to reunite Arden and Gabe drives much of the plot's later momentum, yet they remain fully realized characters with their own motivations and relationships.
Exploring Themes with Nuance and Care
Family Dynamics and Generational Trauma
One of the novel's strongest elements is its exploration of family relationships. The tension between Arden's mother and grandmother reflects real intergenerational conflict about dreams, expectations, and the price of pursuing artistic ambitions. Cynthia's journey from her failed musical aspirations in Los Angeles to finding a new path in Michigan parallels Arden's own struggle to accept change and find belonging.
Underhill handles these family dynamics with remarkable maturity, avoiding easy resolutions while still providing hope. The revelation of Arden's father's story and its impact on both mother and grandmother adds layers of complexity that elevate the narrative beyond simple teen romance.
Trans Identity and Community
The portrayal of trans experiences throughout the novel demonstrates Underhill's commitment to authentic representation. Rather than focusing solely on struggle or trauma, the book presents transness as one aspect of these characters' rich, full lives. Both Arden and Gabe navigate different challenges—from bathroom anxiety to voice dysphoria to family acceptance—without their entire identities being defined by these struggles.
The contrast between their experiences also highlights the diversity within trans communities. Arden's established confidence in smaller social situations versus Gabe's desire to be more openly proud creates realistic tension and growth opportunities for both characters.
Technical Craft and Writing Style
Narrative Structure and Pacing
Underhill employs a dual-perspective narrative that maintains momentum while allowing readers to fully inhabit both characters' experiences. The alternating chapters create natural cliffhangers and emotional beats, while the inclusion of text message "interludes" adds contemporary authenticity to the storytelling.
The pacing occasionally stumbles during the middle section, particularly as both characters settle into their new environments. Some scenes feel slightly prolonged, and certain plot developments—like the DPDB reunion concert—border on convenient. However, these minor issues don't significantly detract from the overall reading experience.
Voice and Dialogue
The author's talent for capturing authentic teenage voice shines throughout. Arden's dry humor and Gabe's earnest enthusiasm feel genuine rather than manufactured. The dialogue, particularly in text exchanges, captures the rhythm and casualness of teenage communication without falling into dated slang or forced contemporaneity.
The integration of online culture—from Tumblr posts to Reddit threads—demonstrates Underhill's understanding of how modern teens actually communicate and build communities, adding authenticity to the digital aspects of Arden and Gabe's connection.
Cultural and Musical Authenticity
The fictional band Damaged Pixie Dream Boi serves as more than mere plot device. Underhill creates a convincing musical universe complete with song lyrics, fan culture, and the kind of devoted following that indie bands often inspire. The choice to make DPDB a queer-friendly band adds layers to both characters' identities and provides a natural meeting point for their connection.
The music industry details, from small venue descriptions to fan forum dynamics, demonstrate research and authenticity that enhances rather than overwhelms the central romance.
Areas for Improvement
While In Case You Read This succeeds on many levels, some elements feel underdeveloped. The resolution of family conflicts, particularly between Arden's mother and grandmother, happens somewhat quickly given the depth of their established tension. Additionally, some supporting characters, while well-drawn, could benefit from more individual development beyond their roles in advancing the central romance.
The novel occasionally falls into the trap of making events too convenient—the DPDB concert, the coincidental meeting of Tess and Miguel with Gabe, and various timing elements sometimes stretch credibility. However, these issues don't significantly impact the emotional core of the story.
Final Verdict: A Worthy Addition to LGBTQ+ YA Romance
In Case You Read This earns its place among quality LGBTQ+ young adult fiction through authentic character development, genuine emotional stakes, and Underhill's evident understanding of both trans experiences and teenage life.
This book succeeds as both romance and coming-of-age story, offering readers characters worth caring about and a narrative that honors the complexity of teenage life while delivering the emotional satisfaction that the best YA fiction provides. Edward Underhill has crafted a story that feels both timely and timeless, proving once again that the best young adult fiction speaks to readers of all ages.
July 30, 2025
Captivated by the beginning. Fascinated by the middle. Adored the end.
IN CASE YOU READ THIS is a great YA novel featuring young people crossing paths as they head in opposite directions. One leaving LA for Michigan. The other leaving Illinois for LA.
They share a special evening reckoning the life changes ahead, then part without exchanging numbers. Instantly they regret it.
This missed connections story had me hooked. As I read about the experience of being Queer and Trans while living in different parts of the US, I enjoyed seeing Arden and Gabe manage daily challenges while establishing new friendships. Balanced out with the story of “the one who got away” the two bloom in their new homes while, of course, trying to find themselves back to one another.
The ending is complex questioning the value of online relationships. Moving on vs running away. Instead of a simple resolution the final 30 pages had me thinking and dog earring various pages. 🤔
Such great read for young people living in the digital age. And a wonderful account to understand what life is like as the new trans person at school or community. Great book for teaching empathy and empowerment.
IN CASE YOU READ THIS is a great YA novel featuring young people crossing paths as they head in opposite directions. One leaving LA for Michigan. The other leaving Illinois for LA.
They share a special evening reckoning the life changes ahead, then part without exchanging numbers. Instantly they regret it.
This missed connections story had me hooked. As I read about the experience of being Queer and Trans while living in different parts of the US, I enjoyed seeing Arden and Gabe manage daily challenges while establishing new friendships. Balanced out with the story of “the one who got away” the two bloom in their new homes while, of course, trying to find themselves back to one another.
The ending is complex questioning the value of online relationships. Moving on vs running away. Instead of a simple resolution the final 30 pages had me thinking and dog earring various pages. 🤔
Such great read for young people living in the digital age. And a wonderful account to understand what life is like as the new trans person at school or community. Great book for teaching empathy and empowerment.
July 8, 2025
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again — so far, YA is really where Edward Underhill shines. There’s so much endearment there, fondness, and this nostalgic quality that makes reading it as an adult easy and effortless. It doesn’t feel like what an adult thinks teenagers are like but a messy reality that Ive grown to appreciate.
I will be honest and say this wasn’t my favorite of his YA ventures but there’s definitely still a lot of heart to be found. Gabe and Arden are adorable and the two pining from a ling distance was incredibly sweet. I think it just felt a bit rushed and the third act didn’t really pack the punch I was hoping for. I’m not the biggest fan of a miscommunication trope in the last thirty pages of the book.
That being said, it’s overall a very lighthearted read and this sort of pining trope, is so engaging. The writing really elevates it for me and while there were a lot of characters, I didn’t feel too bogged down by them. I was definitely grinning at how cute some of the parts were. I think a lot of us would want a kind of chance meeting to find us.
I’ve followed Underhill’s work since his first novel and I’m so excited to see what else comes next. I’ll read every single one.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for giving me an eARC in exchange for an honest reviews.
I will be honest and say this wasn’t my favorite of his YA ventures but there’s definitely still a lot of heart to be found. Gabe and Arden are adorable and the two pining from a ling distance was incredibly sweet. I think it just felt a bit rushed and the third act didn’t really pack the punch I was hoping for. I’m not the biggest fan of a miscommunication trope in the last thirty pages of the book.
That being said, it’s overall a very lighthearted read and this sort of pining trope, is so engaging. The writing really elevates it for me and while there were a lot of characters, I didn’t feel too bogged down by them. I was definitely grinning at how cute some of the parts were. I think a lot of us would want a kind of chance meeting to find us.
I’ve followed Underhill’s work since his first novel and I’m so excited to see what else comes next. I’ll read every single one.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for giving me an eARC in exchange for an honest reviews.
May 1, 2025
I received an ARC from the publisher via NetGalley and am voluntarily posting a review. All opinions are my own.
Edward Underhill is quickly becoming one of my favorite authors for queer YA romcoms. While I wasn’t a huge fan of his pivot to adult fantasy earlier this year, In Case You Read This sounded very promising. And upon reading it, I think it just might be my favorite book of his yet.
I love the serendipity at the heart of this, with Arden and Gabe being from California and the Midwest, respectively, and moving vaguely to each other’s region of the US, meeting midway in Nebraska. And while their mutual neglect to impart identifying information to the other during this encounter was a tad frustrating, I kind of liked it too, because it was realistic; they didn’t consider the potential impact of the connection and wanting to stay in contact until after they no longer were in each other’s proximity.
I loved the journey they took to find one another, as they tried to use the band connection to find any possible link, but neither was searching on the same sites as the other person. Additionally, it really shows you that, as valuable as fandom connections are, the community being spread out across many different platforms (and some of these becoming inactive for whatever reason), causes a lot of fracturing and you end up losing people. That really hit hard, not only in the context of these two and their constant search for each other in the wrong places, but in general with the increasing corruption of social media sites at the hands of corporate overlords.
And with Arden and Gabe spending so much time apart, I appreciate how Underhill was still able to make the romantic arc feel central in their motivations, through the search and their desire to reunite in some form. The narrative also beautifully incorporates other plotlines, with each of them having issues with their respective families that play out over the course of the book (fortunately neither concerns rejection for being trans, so no worries on that front), as well as forming new friendships, while maintaining old ones. I loved how the friend groups eventually merged as a result of their growing involvement in Gabe and Arden’s quests to find each other, with chance (and proximity) once again playing a role in making it happen.
This was an absolutely delightful book, and I’d recommend it to readers in search of a whimsical, queer and trans-affirming romcom.
Edward Underhill is quickly becoming one of my favorite authors for queer YA romcoms. While I wasn’t a huge fan of his pivot to adult fantasy earlier this year, In Case You Read This sounded very promising. And upon reading it, I think it just might be my favorite book of his yet.
I love the serendipity at the heart of this, with Arden and Gabe being from California and the Midwest, respectively, and moving vaguely to each other’s region of the US, meeting midway in Nebraska. And while their mutual neglect to impart identifying information to the other during this encounter was a tad frustrating, I kind of liked it too, because it was realistic; they didn’t consider the potential impact of the connection and wanting to stay in contact until after they no longer were in each other’s proximity.
I loved the journey they took to find one another, as they tried to use the band connection to find any possible link, but neither was searching on the same sites as the other person. Additionally, it really shows you that, as valuable as fandom connections are, the community being spread out across many different platforms (and some of these becoming inactive for whatever reason), causes a lot of fracturing and you end up losing people. That really hit hard, not only in the context of these two and their constant search for each other in the wrong places, but in general with the increasing corruption of social media sites at the hands of corporate overlords.
And with Arden and Gabe spending so much time apart, I appreciate how Underhill was still able to make the romantic arc feel central in their motivations, through the search and their desire to reunite in some form. The narrative also beautifully incorporates other plotlines, with each of them having issues with their respective families that play out over the course of the book (fortunately neither concerns rejection for being trans, so no worries on that front), as well as forming new friendships, while maintaining old ones. I loved how the friend groups eventually merged as a result of their growing involvement in Gabe and Arden’s quests to find each other, with chance (and proximity) once again playing a role in making it happen.
This was an absolutely delightful book, and I’d recommend it to readers in search of a whimsical, queer and trans-affirming romcom.
April 6, 2025
In Case You Read This follows Gabe and Arden, two trans boys who meet at a hotel in Nebraska while road-tripping in opposite directions when their families move across the country. They form a bond over their identities and their shared favorite band, Damaged Pixie Dream Boi (awesome band name, by the way), but don't share contact information. However, both feel understood by the other, and they wish they hadn't left how they did. Beautiful, human chaos ensues as they try to track each other down -- all amidst carving out spaces for themselves in their new homes, and grappling with how it feels to be trans in a place that, for each boy, is radically different than his home.
This was lovely - reminiscent of Alice Oseman's I Was Born For This or Radio Silence in its portrayals of fan community and various family structures, as well as its queer ensemble cast. DPDB being a throughline was also really nice, and I loved getting a sense for their sound, vibes, and fandom through the interstitials and the characters' descriptions. As well, I appreciated that this book dove into deeper topics--such as family drama and expectations, small town life as a queer person / the perception of trans people in rural areas, and the different ways labels and identities can function for each individual. I did feel that the side characters could be a bit one-dimensional and at times blended together a bit, but that's honestly a given with such a large cast. I wish Gabe and Arden's voices and narration had been just the slightest bit more distinguishable, because given that they both know LA and their friend groups end up meshing, I sometimes got confused.
All said, this was a lovely light-hearted summer read with a lovable set of characters and a compelling premise. Well executed, and I will be recommending. 4 stars.
Thank you to NetGalley, HarperCollins Children's, and Edward Underhill for the eARC in exchange for an honest review.
This was lovely - reminiscent of Alice Oseman's I Was Born For This or Radio Silence in its portrayals of fan community and various family structures, as well as its queer ensemble cast. DPDB being a throughline was also really nice, and I loved getting a sense for their sound, vibes, and fandom through the interstitials and the characters' descriptions. As well, I appreciated that this book dove into deeper topics--such as family drama and expectations, small town life as a queer person / the perception of trans people in rural areas, and the different ways labels and identities can function for each individual. I did feel that the side characters could be a bit one-dimensional and at times blended together a bit, but that's honestly a given with such a large cast. I wish Gabe and Arden's voices and narration had been just the slightest bit more distinguishable, because given that they both know LA and their friend groups end up meshing, I sometimes got confused.
All said, this was a lovely light-hearted summer read with a lovable set of characters and a compelling premise. Well executed, and I will be recommending. 4 stars.
Thank you to NetGalley, HarperCollins Children's, and Edward Underhill for the eARC in exchange for an honest review.
May 19, 2025
I liked how this book had a trans couple that were both transmen. The way they met was interesting as well, in the hotel when they were both moving to different states, and they just had amazing chemistry. Unfortunately, they did not get their contact information, and through this book, they are trying to find each other on social media because they are both obsessed with a band called Damaged Pixie Dream Boi. Their POV for their chapters is done well, showing their life and the people in it. The MCs, Arden and Gabe, were interesting when it came to their personalities and the friends they ended up making. I enjoyed the friends group they ended up making and how they were able to discover themselves. One of my favorite parts of the book is texting chapters, of they communicate with their friends after they moved to a different place. Arden is moving from LA to Michigan, and Gabe is moving from Illinois to LA. Just trying to find each other on social media forums of Damaged Pixie Dream Boi was wild to me because of how they just met once, but did not give up on finding each other. The way they end up finding each other is just something you just got to read for yourself. I loved some of the side characters, specifically Brian. I do love his fascination with birds' top-tier character. This book got me feeling all the emotions.
Thank you to NetGalley and HarperCollins for providing me with an eARC in exchange for an honest review.
Thank you to NetGalley and HarperCollins for providing me with an eARC in exchange for an honest review.
April 22, 2025
Two trans teenage boys cross paths at a hotel in Nebraska, spending one magical evening bonding over their favorite band, Damaged Pixie Dream Boi. Arden, who is white and the son of a single mother, is moving from LA to Winifred, Michigan because she was laid off from her studio job. Gabe, also white, is moving to Pasadena, California from Shelby, a small town in Illinois. They agree not to exchange numbers or last names, but instantly regret it the next day. As they work to settle into their new lives – making new friends, holding onto old friends, and trying to fit into environments different from what they were used to – each goes on a social media journey looking for the other.
I enjoyed In Case You Read This because it is a lighthearted romantic story with characters who young transgender readers can identify with. But it's also a feel good romance that any reader can relate to because we have all met that one person who got away. We have all searched through social media hoping to find them again. It is a story of adjusting to a new place and the reactions of those Arden and Gabe encounter in their new towns. It is more than a love story, but a story of self discovery not only for the main characters but their families. Link to complete review: https://ysbookreviews.wordpress.com/2...
I enjoyed In Case You Read This because it is a lighthearted romantic story with characters who young transgender readers can identify with. But it's also a feel good romance that any reader can relate to because we have all met that one person who got away. We have all searched through social media hoping to find them again. It is a story of adjusting to a new place and the reactions of those Arden and Gabe encounter in their new towns. It is more than a love story, but a story of self discovery not only for the main characters but their families. Link to complete review: https://ysbookreviews.wordpress.com/2...
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