WARNING: Possible SPOILERS ahead.
WARNING: Lots of angry ranting ahead.
WARNING: Some swearing ahead.
TRIGGERS: offensive language, racist terms, sexist, mentions of self-harm.
I feel like this book was an utter waste of my time. It was made into a TV series by ITV, but I have NO idea why, or why it was so highly acclaimed. It makes a mockery of the police and their work - making the CID, internal affairs the bad guys - and lets the shitty police officers get off absolutely Scot free. As someone with police in the family, that is NOT the image you want people to have of the police. Or, to think they they're all bent coppers who will put their own interests before anything else.
Here, one officer is a racist, and to cover that up, his partner is convinced by higher ups to lie, and eventually does. And because of this - because of this ONE racist cop - a child dies. Lives are irreparably ruined. A cop dies. A cop's career is ruined. And we discover that nearly everyone involved in this investigation is totally, completely bent.
Honestly, if that's the kind of book the author - once a police officer themselves - is going to write, I won't be reading any more. I certainly won't be reading any more of this series.
The story is told in 3rd person POV, mostly dual - Lizzie (the female cop involved) and Collins (the female CID investigator). There's also one POV in Steve's (male CID investigator) POV, and a few moments of omnipresence that could have used some work.
The formatting separates scenes with an indistinct two line gap, though I did find a few one-line gaps throughout the book that were confusing, for that reason. I wasn't sure if they were a mistaken scene break, or a real scene break.
The plot itself is illogical. A small disciplinary matter, and a small lie, both culminate in serious consequences. Fine. But a smart, bright cop going on the run for DAYS, and then coming back to spin a story that she could - and the higher ups wish she should - have given immediately after the incident, is ridiculous. What exactly did she expect to accomplish by running? It made her a fugitive, no longer a witness but a suspect, drawing even MORE attention to the situation than it warranted.
Sadly, when it comes to characters, they are ALL unlikeable. I felt bad for Collins, because she's a strong woman, no nonsense cop, who was shat on at every opportunity. By her own boss, eventually by her own colleague, and by every witness except the victim's father. She was made out to somehow be a worthless piece of shit, a waste of a cop, because she was a lone female, not married or in a relationship, and because she wanted to do her fucking job without being bent.
Jesus. What a twisted situation that is, when a woman is degraded and verbally pissed on by a colleague just for being single.
Similarly, I think Collins was done a SERIOUS disservice by the author. Her POV scenes were stark, no nonsense police work, with absolutely ZERO character development or personality. But, from the start, we're given Lizzie's POV which waxes lyrical about her life, her relationships, her motivations, what a good cop she is, and how this is all JUST SO UNFAIR. From really early on, I knew the point was to make us sympathise with Lizzie, but I didn't. She was an idiot, who made stupid choices, didn't stick to her story, and descended into stupidity quicker than I could turn a page.
The story was full of info-dumps, mostly contained to Lizzie's POV, which were all emotion and no logic. She had an affair with a senior officer, yet everyone under the sun claims that's not a disciplinary matter, though it's still seriously unprofessional.
There is a really weird obsession with weight, where the author frequently points out people as "fat nurse" or "a fat PCSO". But, no one is ever described as skinny, thin, emaciated or whatever. It's always emphasised as fat, as if that somehow defines that person beyond any other descriptor.
The offensive terms are just...everywhere. "Wagwan" - by a white police officer. "pikey". Threats of immigration proceedings, just to scare a suspect.
In the end, the only thing this story does is say that all cops are bent. There isn't a single officer - except Collins - who does their job properly, without bending the rules or twisting them to their own ends. The cops here are no better than criminals, when it comes to being questioned, treating the CID like an infectious disease. They all have secrets, and contempt for the CID. Everyone is trying so hard to justify and accept a "little lie", which is a miscarriage of justice that left a girl dead, because the case that caused it - a racist remark by a cop, and a lie told by a cop - is considered so inconsequential it doesn't even warrant talking about. It's a "non-event" to everyone there, and no one gives a flying F that a girl died, because it wasn't their fault. It was always someone else's doing. Someone else made the mistake, and every bent copper comforts himself by insisting all they're doing is protecting that idiot. Not accepting or even acknowledging their own complicity.
They're all so far up their own asses I don't even know how they can breathe. Then, Shaw selfishly uses Hadley's funeral as a soap box and royal FU to Collins, as if that's in any way appropriate.
They lied. They were selfish. They were shitty, dirty cops. But, they got away with it.
They're responsible for the negligent homicide of a child, but they get to dust their hands clean and say "job well done" all because they don't give a shit.
If it had been Ben who died, not some troublemaking foreign girl, they wouldn't have thought twice about investigating properly - though they'd probably have blamed it on Farah anyway.
The moral of the story?
A guy was a prick. He was racist. A girl lied, and covered up for him. And, in the end, she made a promise she never kept, and a girl died because of it.
What an absolutely shitty ending.
And you expect me to want to read a second book in this series, where Collins - stepped on by everyone on this case - is forced to work with Lizzie, again? Someone who literally got away with murder? NO. NO. NO. NEVER.