Personal notes
-deeper meaning of illnesses: need to ask ourselves: what does this illness for me? what can i learn from this illness? body says. you are not listending to your whole self, you are ignoring something very important to you, what is it?
=> find out source and deal with it, will require life change
-the simplest guidance comes every day, and in many times a day in the form of discomfort. if we listened to this guidance and followed it, we would rarely get sick => attending to the discomfort you feel puts you back into balance and therefore health. discomfort can be on physical level / pain, emotional, mental or spiritual level. discomfort is direct message how you are out of alignment with your true self. => rest when you are tired, eat when hungry, etc
-time is not linear: when you perceive something, it may have happened in the past or may only happen in the future, or might not happen at all because another action has been taken
-verschiedene schichten von energien/aura, jedoch nicht schichten wie bei zwiebel, sondern 2.schicht z.b. auch an ort von 1. schicht (überlappend, beide schichten am gleichen ort und 2. schicht grösser als 1.). jede schicht ist mit 1 chakra verbunden
-healing/ growth process: opening each chakra, however when chakra is being opened then also psychological material of each chakra is opened, therefore open chakra slowly so that time to process and integrate personal material
-when charas open, then more energy can come into field and we are healthier the more energy we let flow. blocking of energy flow leads to disease, distorts percepctions and dampens our feelings.
-2.layer: emotional body: bright when high states of emotions, muddy when confused
-3.layer: mental body: thoughts forms and associated emotion with it, habitual thoughts
-heart must pass energy when going from physical (lower 3 chakras) to spiritual (upper 3 chakras) and vice versa
-alle upper chakras / energy layers have a reality of their own with beings in it on their own and we all also function in those (mostly during sleep) but don't remember
-the only thing that dies is death. => transition from one state of consciousness to another, transition to greater awareness
-unpleasant experiece: we block our feelings and stopping natural energy flow / chakra
-open chakra: spin clockwise (hand vor körper, daumen zeigt zum körper, finger curl clockwise), when open then receiving energy from universal field
-sexual orgasm: revitalises and cleanses body with energy bath, rids body of clogged energy, waste producst and deep tension, is important for physical wellbeing of person
-strong energy flow releases toxins held in the tissues, therefore sometimes people feel sick after deep work
-cyclical thought patter: expressing + releasing the feeling is the key to breaking out of it
=> aufschreiben, was denken bzw welcher gedanke folgt, so dass wie mindmap mit allen gedanken zu 1 thema
-energy defenses: energy neben sich, nicht zentriert: "beside himself", for days or years due to trauma
-integrate separate parts of yourself: build doors between the beautiful rooms to have easier acces to all parts of your being
-that which you have wanted to do more than anything is your life task. it is what you came here to do. by clearing away your personal blocks, you pave the way to accomplish your deepest longing. let your longing lead you. follow it. it will bring you happiness. find how you stop yourself and clear those blocks.
-body is suited for your life tasks, what you need to learn
-responsibility and acceptance promote power, power from within to create your reality. for if you unconsciously had something to do with making things the way they are, then you can have a great deal to do with creating things the way you want them to be
-channeling: anchoring in my body, strong energety foundation around lower half body. then lift consciousness by kinestatically feeling it raise and visually focus upward into the light
-every increase in energy/vibration knocks loose blocks that take you through experiences that you have buried within your subconscious because the events were too threatening to be felt at the time they occured
-harmonial induction: each patient needs different energy frequency to heal, as healer you first need to adjust our energy to that frequency so that then energy can flow through you to patient. energy doesn't come from your energy but trhough you but need to adjust your frequency first, which can be anstrengend. energy flows from high to low voltage, when healer high voltage, then flows to patient. however when healer tired, then low energy may flow from patient to healer + may pick up low energies.
-if you take care of yourself, healing someone with the same particular illness you have tendencies toward may help you learn to generate the frequencies needed to cure yourself (if tired then may make situation worse)
-chelation: run energy in field from the field, removes debris and charges field
-healing: connect yourself to universal energy field + let it flow, like putting an electrical plug into a wall socket. otherwise you will get tired very fast
-depending on healing level: guides direct your hands + healing light, hands will move automatically
-end of healing: put hands on the outside of eggshell level and return healing/responsability back to patient, honor the person. then come back in your own body, like putting a hand in a glove. then =>
I HONOER MY INCARNATION, WHO I AM AND WHAT I HAVE COME HERE FOR. I allow any healing energy that I may need to come through my body at this time.
-healing turns into creativity, as one moves into the light and holds it within. as darkness fades, the transformation process becomes one of creativity rather than of healing
-health: a challenge to be yourself
-why would you create such a situation in your life? what is it that you can learn from this? what is the situation or the pain saying to you over and over again until you understand it? for until you learn that lesson you will coninue to create the situation for you are your best teacher and you have designed your lessons well and you will not pass yourself into another lesson until you have learned this one
-selfhealing: find place in body, put hand there, allow greater consciousness to merge into that place in body. fidn the nature of fear associated with it and feel fear with love
-any illness/negative experinece is a direct result of the fact that you have not fully loved yourself - you have not fully followed what you wish to do. how have you not let yourself be fully who you are.
-any illness is a direct message to you that tells you how you have not been loving who you are, chrerishig yourself in order to be who you are. the lesson is never ever abou something you have done wrong or something bad about you
-when you take courage to step into that fear you begin the process on a new level
-1st fear exercise: list your fears, what do you fear? connect that fear with circumstances in your life. fear is always directly related to something you are not doing that you want to do. it blocks you from your greatness and is also the doorway to it
liste mit 3 spalten: 1. fears, 2. life situations, 3. how have you not loved yourself - what/how you wish to be
-2nd fear exercise: what is my worst fear at this time in my life? what assumptions about reality is that fear based on? what reality is to terribble about that happening? face it and go through feared experience, then fear will transform into loving compassion
-when you open your perceptions wider you will be able to look at people and see how they have not loved themselves. and then you as a healer will be the link to help them remember who they are and help them love themselves
-when you learn to flow completely, without resistance, with that inner creative movement, then you are home. / coming home
-will: the way I used my will was creating problems in my life. I need to align all my little wills inside with the spark of divine will inside => daily commitment with saying herself "I commit myself to the will of god. I give my heart and soul to god. i deserve the best in life. i serve the best cause in life. i am a divine manifestation of god.
-self-love comes from living in ways that do not betray yourself.
-I decided I was not ready to have that much power flow through me. I enjoyed it too much in a "wow! look at me" way (until 2 years later)