Where do I even begin with this one? I picked this up because I promised myself I'd read an Amish romance the next time it crossed my desk and was actually from our library so I could check it out and jfc. Think Hallmark movie but even more religious (if that's even possible). I knew going into this I wouldn't like it (I read it more to see the kinds of tropes that an Amish romance book has), but wow did I not enjoy this. The main character, Logan, is literally an awful guy??? Like, a total slob, mean to his fiancee (who he, of course, leaves for his Amish housekeeper), completely uncommunicative, and has a huge breeding/pregnancy kink (no one is surprised at this), which doesn't even begin to get into his weird fetishizing of Amish/Mennonite ways of living (although expected with this genre tbh). I have no clue how the reader is even meant to like him!! The only parts with him that I was actually interested in were his bits of writing (he's a writer from NYC ofc). The weird preachy-ness about how writing fiction books should have a meaning (*cough cough* a biblical/religious lesson *cough cough*) was very weird and honestly really threw me off. Like okay, awfully high-and-mighty of you to be decreeing this and honestly super weird to me. You really don't read any fiction outside of books that have this religious/moral message attached to them? Sad.
Hope is... fine, I guess? I don't love her character, and it feels like the author was trying wayyyy too hard to make her "strong" but still make her a conservative's wet dream, so yeah, not a fan. I know I'm being harsh on this whole thing, but I really felt like her character was super flat this entire book. Like, her only development is deciding to take control of the farm and marrying Logan. That's not really any actual development, and you can feel it when you read. She's just there to act as a juxtaposition for Logan's fiancee and be pretty and pregnant, which... yikes.
The plot twists were fine, but I had the whole ending predicted by the halfway point. Tbh, I was pretty worried that Hope and Logan were going to end up siblings with all the mentions of the farmhouse feeling familiar, so I guess I was just glad that wasn't the case. Would have made for a much more interesting story in my opinion though (Amish gothic would be a cool genre to explore!).
Not a fan of the author's political and religious beliefs in the first place, so I was fully expecting to disagree with most of this lol but jfc are there some wild things just thrown in there. Like, completely unnecessary to the story details that are just there to assert a belief kind of wild. They just felt so discordant half the time and it was super preachy feeling.
Overall, it was fine. I definitely did not enjoy it, but I have my own personal grievances with the beliefs this book was written on, so there's that to consider. Outside of that, I didn't really like any of the characters except for Logan's fiancee (the one he leaves in favor of Hope) since they were all too terrible or flat to really get attached to. The storyline wasn't that interesting (had a lot of cliches just thrown in... which I, again, predicted almost right off the bat), the characters didn't have any interesting development, and the overall tone was far too preachy for my tastes. At least the editing wasn't terrible? But beyond that, it definitely not a good read for me.