Twists and turns...
Would I recommend this book..? Yes. It's a book of the heart, with no car chases, explosions or sexually explicit and potent scenes. It does follow the path of a young Irish woman, taking you along as she struggles to move forward, but finding she can only do so by looking backwards...
This first novel of Ms. Pautz' is strongly written, with a leanness of expression that has you listening in the quiet spaces of her main character's narration, for the nuggets of wisdom she falters across during her painful journey. Eliza, the main character, seems to be stumbling around under her own personal, black cloud, as calamity and sickening revelations begin with a shocking family tragedy, and seem to pile up as months pass. These aren't simply author's devices, but are integral to the storyline and they ring true, as the 'stepping stones' in her painful quest to unearth the truths to both her Mother's history and therefore, finally, their shared truths.
It's a tale of mystery, but one on a very human level, and the author never lets you lose your connection with this very vulnerable, slightly irritating, but ultimately triumphant young woman.
I've given this four stars because I thought the other characters could have been developed a bit more than they were, though this is not to say they didn't become 'sympathetic souls'. The ending also felt a bit rushed and I would have liked to have seen Eliza's summation also more refined, instead of left hanging in a slightly shaggy, mysterious and dubious denouement.
Others who have given reviews have given away certain facets of the story... I don't want to do that, as I consider the beginning to be very important on a 'first read' level, but they've already done it...if you can, avoid those reviews. Also, some complaints that the character had so many things happen to her and she was hard to like, well... first, I've found that in most cases, that you aren't always supposed to 'like' everyone in order to have the characters 'do their jobs' in either/both educating the reader, or advancing the storyline. Secondly, I think you're supposed to find Eliza a little irritating and juvenile, possibly even undisciplined and 'whiny', at the beginning and during her sojourn to truth. This is a story of growth and how this one young woman is forced by events and a history, which has ever been out of her control, into a level of wisdom and enlightenment, that most never, if ever, are compelled to achieve.