This book was, to put it simply, a masterpiece of science fiction romance that I am still thinking about days after reading it. Zoey Draven has yet to write a book that I finish and think, "Wow, that was a waste of my time," because she builds worlds that spark the imagination, creates characters that are multi-dimensional, and writes stories that tug at the heartstrings of each and every reader. I have had sleepless nights where I have chosen to finish her book over getting enough sleep to function the next day, and not once have I regretted it. You will find so much to love in this book - a tortured hero with a heart of gold, a strong heroine who makes him work for her heart, slow burn with a gut-wrenching side of pining, fated mates between two people of entirely different species and classes, and a romance that does not come easy, but when it does, it melts your heart. I already need the next book immediately, and it's like that. Every. Single. Time.
Kythel of House Kaalium and Millie Seren were both fated to meet and destined for heartbreak. Kythel has dedicated his life to serving his house and ensuring peace for his people, as a form of atonement for his past actions that he believes led to his aunt's death and his mother's harsh words towards him. Part of his dedication means marrying for the betterment of all, not for love and certainly not for his fated mate, his kyrana. When he catches the scent of Millie in a local dyaan, where blood givers service the blood-drinking Kylorr, he instantly begins to feel things he has never felt for another. His craving for her is immediate and desperate...but Millie isn't a blood-giver and her employer refuses to allow her to give him blood. So Kythel must do without, even though he continues to cross paths with Millie, and each time makes it that much harder to stay away. And when circumstances change and Millie agrees to give him blood, but only until the next moon winds. After that, they will part ways, and Kythel will marry a highborn Kylorr who can keep impending war at bay. Both are determined to keep their emotions locked up tight...but no amount of determination can stop fate when it wants to have its way.
I was in love with Kythel almost from the start - our poor tortured soul who lived with guilt most of his life and never felt the need to seek out love, let alone deserve it. His actions towards Millie were so sweet, so honorable, and the restraint he showed whenever they came close to going too far was admirable. He cared so much and so deeply, but he forgot to show himself that same level of caring. Millie had a soft heart but was also so strong, having been on her own for a while, desperately trying to bring her adoptive father's body back so he could rest in eternal peace. Not only that, but she was on a mission to ensure he rested in peace with the love of his life, his own kyrana who had chosen duty over love many years ago. She knew the ways of the Kylorr, having grown up learning it, but she couldn't know what being a kyrana meant until she became one to Kythel. Neither could resist the other, so they came together, with enough steam to fog up my glasses through my ereader screen. The pining had a lot to do with it. Knock a slow burn all you want, but when someone has waited so long to finally feel the touch of their soulmate's skin and the soft brush of their lips against their own, the steam factor increases tenfold. The pining was palpable. So well written. I could write a freaking ode to the pining and slow burn in this book. And of course, there is major angst, because Kythel refuses to allow himself to have what his heart desires. Millie won't beg, but she does challenge him to fight for them. It takes him time to figure out how to do that. So be prepared for heartache alongside that steam.
Wherever this series takes us, I am on board. One hundred and ten percent. Gimme more.
**I received a free copy from the author and this is my honest review.**