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128 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1982
"I lived in my imaginings."

"Before I was born, my mother hated me because my father left her (because she got pregnant?) and because my mother wanted to remain her mother's child rather than be her child's mother.
"My image of my mother is the source of my creativity. I prefer the word consciousness. My image of my hateful mother is blocking consciousness.
"To obtain a different picture of my mother, I have to forgive my mother for rejecting me and committing suicide.
"The picture of love... is forgiveness that transforms need into desire."
"My mother is the person I love most. She's my sister. She plays with me."
"I was shy of my mother because when she was on ups she was too gay and selfish and on downs she was bitchy."
"Desire is Master and Lord."
"This is the province of the ones who think they live their dreams."
"My SELF is my desires and dreams."
"Women will do anything, not for sex, but for love, because sex isn't a thing to them..."
"I knew I was no longer a person to a man, but an object, a full purse. I needed someone to love me so I could figure out reality."
"Fear is feminine: for women it lies in the heart of heterosexual sex."
"Well you can say I write stories about sex and violence, with sex and violence, and therefore my writing isn't worth considering because it uses content much less lots of content and all the middle-ranged people who are moralists say I'm a disgusting violent sadist."