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368 pages, Paperback
First published October 1, 1990
"His young life had coagulated into a group of set pictures that came in a series as if he were watching one of the gaudy old travelogues with voiceover. Until just a few years ago he had always had the feeling that he was the youngest person in any group, because from an early age he had been. Now when he was at an airline counter or in a department store, or when he was treated with particular deference or "sirred" by the young, he saw, in flashes, how he must appear to others: a graying middle-aged person who was "well-preserved." Lately he couldn't account for how rapidly this change, this passage, had occurred; and now he could outline an old age, and even a death in his future. There the decades lay, in orderly sequence as he quantified them, number after marching number. And he couldn't find himself in them, couldn't define his place in them clearly. Anxiety crept into him as he considered it."