What do you think?
Rate this book
An Unpleasant Walk
Elizabeth Bennet thinks she is a great judge of character. However, when Colonel Fitzwilliam decides to take her as his mistress, despite her feelings on the matter, Elizabeth is forced to reconsider. Though not fully violated, she knows that his attack would be the ruination of her entire family. Mr. Darcy, who she had judged to be arrogant, disdainful, and ill-tempered, offers his support and assistance in a gentle and caring manner.
Elizabeth must come to terms with her feelings of guilt and shame, conquer her fears, and learn to trust again.
Elizabeth must come to terms with her feelings of guilt and shame, conquer her fears, and learn to trust again.
278 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 19, 2011
19 people are currently reading
123 people want to read
Ratings & Reviews
Friends & Following
Create a free account to discover what your friends think of this book!
Community Reviews
Displaying 1 - 30 of 48 reviews
December 10, 2019
“My past has not defined me, destroyed me, deterred me, or defeated me; it has only strengthened me.” Steve Maraboli
Rating: MA: -> 17: mature adult themes, trigger warnings: sexual assault, descriptive indecent behavior, sexually explicit, crude, vulgar, base language, and brutal violence of another kind. Part 1: Ch 1-5, Part 2: Ch 6 -10, Part 3: Ch 11-15, Part 4: Ch 16-20, Part 5: Ch 21-25 & Epilogue
I knew at the onset of this story that it was going to be a difficult read. For one thing, our author was attempting to take a major Austen character and vilify him. In order to do that, we the reader had to be desensitized to the OOC [out of character] behavior of one of JAFF’s favorite characters, Darcy’s cousin/brother, Richard.
First, the name was changed. We know and love our dear Colonel Richard Fitzwilliam. Thank goodness this was Colonel Andrew Fitzwilliam. I was already feeling the growing distance between our beloved character with that of this new guy.
Next, we had to see that his character was not the honorable, full of life, guy that we all know and love. That was accomplished when we heard Darcy’s thoughts regarding his cousin’s rakish behavior with excessive drinking and his mistreatment of women.
Lastly, that cousin/brother relationship that we adore, had to be broken. Andrew’s behavior was so bad that Darcy didn’t even want him near his younger sister Georgiana.
So, now, this character was as a stranger to me. In the back of my mind, I was beginning to form a picture of someone with a Wickham like persona; a person that thought only of their own pleasures and had no regard for the feelings of a woman. Once I did that, I could approach the story with Colonel Richard Fitzwilliam safely hidden away in my heart and mind.
“There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.” Laurell K. Hamilton, Mistral’s Kiss
The assault/attack was not a full-on rape; however, it was a violation of another kind. It was the destruction of the innocence of the heart, soul, and mind of Elizabeth Bennet. Her body was battered as Andrew aggressively restrained and struck her as she resisted him. She, being gently bred, had no notions of being treated in such a manner. As a gentleman’s daughter, she had some semblance of station and was due respect as a gently bred woman. His actions, deprived of decency and honor, were crude and sexually explicit as he manhandled her and expressed his intent with vulgar, base language meant to demean and injure.
Completely oblivious to her pleas and tears, he left her bruised, battered, and broken, with a promise that he would return later that night in order to complete their tryst. He also promised to ruin her reputation and that of her family if she did not comply. He declared that as the second son of an earl, he had the clout to do it. And that was how Darcy found her as she attempted to return to the parsonage.
Our author was most excellent in researching the numerous steps necessary in Elizabeth’s recovery from her trauma. You can find any number of online sites that describe in detail what needed to be done. Most agreed that the first step was to establish the safety of the victim… physically, emotionally and spiritually.
Physical: Darcy removed her from Kent and his cousin’s further threats. This altercation was awesome. He immediately took her to her relations in London, where she was given time for her body to heal from its bruises. Her father came as soon as he received the express from Gardiner.
Emotional: “PTSD is whole-body tragedy, an integral human event of enormous proportions with massive repercussions.” Susan Pease Banitt
Elizabeth needed to deal with the emotional ramifications of her assault. There was a myriad of symptoms, similar to what we know as PTSD: nightmares, sleepless nights, anxiety, panic episodes, night sweats, jerking at sudden movements, irrational fear, lack of trust, being uncomfortable in new and social situations, aversion to being touched unexpectedly, not walking outside without at least a footman near, and being withdrawn in company. In other words, the lights in those fine eyes had gone out.
In her emotional state, Elizabeth had to delve through feelings of culpability. Was there something that SHE did that instigated the attack? Was it something that she wore, was her manner of dress suggestive? Perhaps it was something that she said. Was her manner of speech suggestive or attracting? Was her behavior too familiar? Was she flirting? The author leads us through this self-analysis in a most excellent way as it led Elizabeth to the final conclusion that she needed to reach in order to heal.
Spiritual: “God wants you to be delivered from what you have done and from what has been done to you—Both are equally important to Him.” Joyce Meyer, Beauty for Ashes: Receiving Emotional Healing.
Slowly, as our dear girl worked her way through her feelings of distress and shame. She now faced not wanting to go to church. She was consumed with the feelings that she was unworthy, self-conscious that everyone was looking at her, judging her and finding her unclean. Her shame was all-consuming. Our author used a gentle religious touch in what would be relevant to Elizabeth’s faith base. It was not preachy in any way. This was a victim who felt she was undeserving of God’s love and forgiveness. It was beautifully done.
“When you go through a traumatic event, there’s a lot of shame that comes with that. A lot of loss of self-esteem. That can become debilitating.” Willie Aames
Discuss it: Normally, after a victim’s safety [physical, emotional, and spiritual] has been established, a form of therapy would follow. Since therapy didn’t exist, she would have a need to talk to someone. Here is where Elizabeth struggled. Her relationship with her dear sister Jane became strained at this juncture. Jane, like Elizabeth, was a maiden and it would not be appropriate or good for Jane, who thought the best of everyone, to hear of the depraved nature associated with her assault. Elizabeth couldn’t do it, especially since the relationship between Jane and Bingley had been restored. Jane didn’t need to hear such things. Elizabeth thought her Aunt Gardiner was a good candidate.
The last thing to do, after all the other steps had been addressed, would be to simply get on with life as best she could. The author brought the story back to a JAFF, D&E, HEA. We ended on a good note and an excellent epilogue. I loved how this finished.
“Forgiveness is giving up the hope that the past could have been any different.” Oprah Winfrey
1st read 3-21-17
2nd read: 12-8-19 ~ 12-9-19: http://www.meryton.com/mrr/RafeDurk/A...
Rating: MA: -> 17: mature adult themes, trigger warnings: sexual assault, descriptive indecent behavior, sexually explicit, crude, vulgar, base language, and brutal violence of another kind. Part 1: Ch 1-5, Part 2: Ch 6 -10, Part 3: Ch 11-15, Part 4: Ch 16-20, Part 5: Ch 21-25 & Epilogue
I knew at the onset of this story that it was going to be a difficult read. For one thing, our author was attempting to take a major Austen character and vilify him. In order to do that, we the reader had to be desensitized to the OOC [out of character] behavior of one of JAFF’s favorite characters, Darcy’s cousin/brother, Richard.
First, the name was changed. We know and love our dear Colonel Richard Fitzwilliam. Thank goodness this was Colonel Andrew Fitzwilliam. I was already feeling the growing distance between our beloved character with that of this new guy.
Next, we had to see that his character was not the honorable, full of life, guy that we all know and love. That was accomplished when we heard Darcy’s thoughts regarding his cousin’s rakish behavior with excessive drinking and his mistreatment of women.
Lastly, that cousin/brother relationship that we adore, had to be broken. Andrew’s behavior was so bad that Darcy didn’t even want him near his younger sister Georgiana.
So, now, this character was as a stranger to me. In the back of my mind, I was beginning to form a picture of someone with a Wickham like persona; a person that thought only of their own pleasures and had no regard for the feelings of a woman. Once I did that, I could approach the story with Colonel Richard Fitzwilliam safely hidden away in my heart and mind.
“There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.” Laurell K. Hamilton, Mistral’s Kiss
The assault/attack was not a full-on rape; however, it was a violation of another kind. It was the destruction of the innocence of the heart, soul, and mind of Elizabeth Bennet. Her body was battered as Andrew aggressively restrained and struck her as she resisted him. She, being gently bred, had no notions of being treated in such a manner. As a gentleman’s daughter, she had some semblance of station and was due respect as a gently bred woman. His actions, deprived of decency and honor, were crude and sexually explicit as he manhandled her and expressed his intent with vulgar, base language meant to demean and injure.
Completely oblivious to her pleas and tears, he left her bruised, battered, and broken, with a promise that he would return later that night in order to complete their tryst. He also promised to ruin her reputation and that of her family if she did not comply. He declared that as the second son of an earl, he had the clout to do it. And that was how Darcy found her as she attempted to return to the parsonage.
Our author was most excellent in researching the numerous steps necessary in Elizabeth’s recovery from her trauma. You can find any number of online sites that describe in detail what needed to be done. Most agreed that the first step was to establish the safety of the victim… physically, emotionally and spiritually.
Physical: Darcy removed her from Kent and his cousin’s further threats. This altercation was awesome. He immediately took her to her relations in London, where she was given time for her body to heal from its bruises. Her father came as soon as he received the express from Gardiner.
Emotional: “PTSD is whole-body tragedy, an integral human event of enormous proportions with massive repercussions.” Susan Pease Banitt
Elizabeth needed to deal with the emotional ramifications of her assault. There was a myriad of symptoms, similar to what we know as PTSD: nightmares, sleepless nights, anxiety, panic episodes, night sweats, jerking at sudden movements, irrational fear, lack of trust, being uncomfortable in new and social situations, aversion to being touched unexpectedly, not walking outside without at least a footman near, and being withdrawn in company. In other words, the lights in those fine eyes had gone out.
In her emotional state, Elizabeth had to delve through feelings of culpability. Was there something that SHE did that instigated the attack? Was it something that she wore, was her manner of dress suggestive? Perhaps it was something that she said. Was her manner of speech suggestive or attracting? Was her behavior too familiar? Was she flirting? The author leads us through this self-analysis in a most excellent way as it led Elizabeth to the final conclusion that she needed to reach in order to heal.
Spiritual: “God wants you to be delivered from what you have done and from what has been done to you—Both are equally important to Him.” Joyce Meyer, Beauty for Ashes: Receiving Emotional Healing.
Slowly, as our dear girl worked her way through her feelings of distress and shame. She now faced not wanting to go to church. She was consumed with the feelings that she was unworthy, self-conscious that everyone was looking at her, judging her and finding her unclean. Her shame was all-consuming. Our author used a gentle religious touch in what would be relevant to Elizabeth’s faith base. It was not preachy in any way. This was a victim who felt she was undeserving of God’s love and forgiveness. It was beautifully done.
“When you go through a traumatic event, there’s a lot of shame that comes with that. A lot of loss of self-esteem. That can become debilitating.” Willie Aames
Discuss it: Normally, after a victim’s safety [physical, emotional, and spiritual] has been established, a form of therapy would follow. Since therapy didn’t exist, she would have a need to talk to someone. Here is where Elizabeth struggled. Her relationship with her dear sister Jane became strained at this juncture. Jane, like Elizabeth, was a maiden and it would not be appropriate or good for Jane, who thought the best of everyone, to hear of the depraved nature associated with her assault. Elizabeth couldn’t do it, especially since the relationship between Jane and Bingley had been restored. Jane didn’t need to hear such things. Elizabeth thought her Aunt Gardiner was a good candidate.
The last thing to do, after all the other steps had been addressed, would be to simply get on with life as best she could. The author brought the story back to a JAFF, D&E, HEA. We ended on a good note and an excellent epilogue. I loved how this finished.
“Forgiveness is giving up the hope that the past could have been any different.” Oprah Winfrey
1st read 3-21-17
2nd read: 12-8-19 ~ 12-9-19: http://www.meryton.com/mrr/RafeDurk/A...
May 25, 2018
I find myself returning to this excellent piece periodically. It's everything I look for in JAFF: engaging characters, stirring romance, flowing writing, and unusual plot with purposeful development throughout.
I know some readers are put off by the fact that Colonel Fitzwilliam is irredeemably evil, but if it helps, you can imagine him as a different cousin with a similar pleasing, garrulous personality who hides vicious licentious tendencies (sort of like Mr. Wickham). Perhaps the Fitzwilliam family has two sons, both colonels, one named Richard (the good one) and one named Andrew (the evil one)!!
Every time I read this, I'm more impressed with the author's sensitive, insightful portrayal of a strong female character who suffers an unexpected assault by a man she trusts. While there are no long-term physical effects, the psychological ones are devastating and difficult to recover from.
The book begins with the assault. Although it's described vividly, it's rather tame in that Elizabeth Bennet is overpowered but not stripped of her clothes or raped, but Andrew makes it clear that he plans to come to her later and finish what he started. If she doesn't comply with his demands, he threatens to ruin her and destroy her sisters' ability to marry well.
As distressing as this scene is, it really isn't the focal point of the story. Instead, the book centers on the effects of that event-- the high waves giving way to less threatening ones, gradually diminishing to ripples and then smooth water-- on the lives of the characters involved.
Obviously, that starts with Darcy and Elizabeth. He is determined to protect her, first from his cousin, then from the possibility of scandal attached to her reputation, and then he's eager for her to put this behind her before he can declare his love.
He shows tremendous tenderness and sensitivity when he discovers her on Rosings grounds after the attack and realizes what must have happened. His gentle demeanor surprises Elizabeth so much that she exclaims, "Who ARE you??"
As Darcy accompanies to safety, her shock and sense of unreality over what's happened leads her to be more forthcoming about her prior opinion of him than she otherwise would be, and he realizes that if he had proposed to her as he'd intended, she would have refused him. He learns that Jane Bennet really does love Bingley and immediately determines to correct his error at his earliest opportunity. He also regrets his dismissive behavior toward Elizabeth's family and the Meryton residents, who are obviously superior people to his cousin Andrew and his Aunt Catherine.
Darcy has an uncomfortable interview with Lord Matlock, forcing his uncle to face harsh realities about his son. They determine a way to mete out justice without creating a scandal. It was interesting to read about the perspective of the family of the guilty party; these two love Andrew but are sickened by his dissolute lifestyle.
Elizabeth goes through gradual changes throughout the book from shock, to withdrawal and fear, to a pretense of "normalcy" with feelings of shame and guilt, to eventual recovery of her previous spirited nature. Only Darcy, his Uncle Matlock, the Gardiners and Mr. Bennet know what happened, as well as a new character, Mrs. Higham, who Darcy enlists to accompany Elizabeth for the sake of propriety as he brings Miss Bennet to her Aunt and Uncle in London. All are supportive and sensitive to Elizabeth's needs during this difficult period.
Among other things, her thoughts are revealed to question whether there was something in her manner or dress that attracted such unwanted attention and what she should change. Even though everyone around her assures her that she was blameless, she is frantic to feel some control in order to avoid having any similar experience in the future.
Mr. Bennet wants to bring his daughter home but realizes that hustling bustling London (specifically the Gardiner household) is actually a more restful environment for Elizabeth to recover than the daily chaos of Longbourn would be. He finally takes control of his family with dramatic results.
I love that Mary becomes a regular correspondent with Elizabeth, which results in Mary and Kitty eventually growing closer after Elizabeth suggests that the two read Sense and Sensibility together and discuss it. Lydia is a tougher nut to crack, but two of my favorite scenes are centered around her. One is between her and Mrs. Annesley, who gives her something new to think about. The other is with the daughter of one of Longbourn's tenants.
The ending is quite satisfying, with the most poignant and perfect Epilogue that I can imagine. "Remember the past only as it gives you pleasure," indeed!
Be warned that there is one extremely violent scene where the villain gets his due. Considering all that the reader learns about his character, he has it coming, but it is rather graphic.
I know some readers are put off by the fact that Colonel Fitzwilliam is irredeemably evil, but if it helps, you can imagine him as a different cousin with a similar pleasing, garrulous personality who hides vicious licentious tendencies (sort of like Mr. Wickham). Perhaps the Fitzwilliam family has two sons, both colonels, one named Richard (the good one) and one named Andrew (the evil one)!!
Every time I read this, I'm more impressed with the author's sensitive, insightful portrayal of a strong female character who suffers an unexpected assault by a man she trusts. While there are no long-term physical effects, the psychological ones are devastating and difficult to recover from.
The book begins with the assault. Although it's described vividly, it's rather tame in that Elizabeth Bennet is overpowered but not stripped of her clothes or raped, but Andrew makes it clear that he plans to come to her later and finish what he started. If she doesn't comply with his demands, he threatens to ruin her and destroy her sisters' ability to marry well.
As distressing as this scene is, it really isn't the focal point of the story. Instead, the book centers on the effects of that event-- the high waves giving way to less threatening ones, gradually diminishing to ripples and then smooth water-- on the lives of the characters involved.
Obviously, that starts with Darcy and Elizabeth. He is determined to protect her, first from his cousin, then from the possibility of scandal attached to her reputation, and then he's eager for her to put this behind her before he can declare his love.
He shows tremendous tenderness and sensitivity when he discovers her on Rosings grounds after the attack and realizes what must have happened. His gentle demeanor surprises Elizabeth so much that she exclaims, "Who ARE you??"
As Darcy accompanies to safety, her shock and sense of unreality over what's happened leads her to be more forthcoming about her prior opinion of him than she otherwise would be, and he realizes that if he had proposed to her as he'd intended, she would have refused him. He learns that Jane Bennet really does love Bingley and immediately determines to correct his error at his earliest opportunity. He also regrets his dismissive behavior toward Elizabeth's family and the Meryton residents, who are obviously superior people to his cousin Andrew and his Aunt Catherine.
Darcy has an uncomfortable interview with Lord Matlock, forcing his uncle to face harsh realities about his son. They determine a way to mete out justice without creating a scandal. It was interesting to read about the perspective of the family of the guilty party; these two love Andrew but are sickened by his dissolute lifestyle.
Elizabeth goes through gradual changes throughout the book from shock, to withdrawal and fear, to a pretense of "normalcy" with feelings of shame and guilt, to eventual recovery of her previous spirited nature. Only Darcy, his Uncle Matlock, the Gardiners and Mr. Bennet know what happened, as well as a new character, Mrs. Higham, who Darcy enlists to accompany Elizabeth for the sake of propriety as he brings Miss Bennet to her Aunt and Uncle in London. All are supportive and sensitive to Elizabeth's needs during this difficult period.
Among other things, her thoughts are revealed to question whether there was something in her manner or dress that attracted such unwanted attention and what she should change. Even though everyone around her assures her that she was blameless, she is frantic to feel some control in order to avoid having any similar experience in the future.
Mr. Bennet wants to bring his daughter home but realizes that hustling bustling London (specifically the Gardiner household) is actually a more restful environment for Elizabeth to recover than the daily chaos of Longbourn would be. He finally takes control of his family with dramatic results.
I love that Mary becomes a regular correspondent with Elizabeth, which results in Mary and Kitty eventually growing closer after Elizabeth suggests that the two read Sense and Sensibility together and discuss it. Lydia is a tougher nut to crack, but two of my favorite scenes are centered around her. One is between her and Mrs. Annesley, who gives her something new to think about. The other is with the daughter of one of Longbourn's tenants.
The ending is quite satisfying, with the most poignant and perfect Epilogue that I can imagine. "Remember the past only as it gives you pleasure," indeed!
Be warned that there is one extremely violent scene where the villain gets his due. Considering all that the reader learns about his character, he has it coming, but it is rather graphic.
November 24, 2018
A great book. One that needs to be read in a secluded situation so you can experience the subtle shades of current emotions but can sense when the character emotions are finding reasons to change temporarily or permanently.
I found my own emotions interesting while reading. I subconsciously tried to be 'still' and gentle and not look forward to the next scene but just let the story flow and flow with it. My nerves seemed to be like everyone else around Lizzy and be careful to not be abrupt. Odd.
And though I had didn't think the HEA was in danger, I was never sure how complete of a recovery Lizzy would gain. The 'not knowing' really made the story special.
I found it uncomfortable to have the Colonel be so vey evil but it was effective to jolt an experienced P&P variations reader out of my comfort zone. The story meant more that prime villain wasn’t Wickham. I really felt empathy for the Earl. Having to take control of his own son and have him leave England forever..tough. The scene where he gives comfort and acknowledgment in the private box at the theatre was moving.
I bought the book and am glad I did.
I found my own emotions interesting while reading. I subconsciously tried to be 'still' and gentle and not look forward to the next scene but just let the story flow and flow with it. My nerves seemed to be like everyone else around Lizzy and be careful to not be abrupt. Odd.
And though I had didn't think the HEA was in danger, I was never sure how complete of a recovery Lizzy would gain. The 'not knowing' really made the story special.
I found it uncomfortable to have the Colonel be so vey evil but it was effective to jolt an experienced P&P variations reader out of my comfort zone. The story meant more that prime villain wasn’t Wickham. I really felt empathy for the Earl. Having to take control of his own son and have him leave England forever..tough. The scene where he gives comfort and acknowledgment in the private box at the theatre was moving.
I bought the book and am glad I did.
October 12, 2013
This is a very different P & P variation. It makes an ancillary but well loved character a villain, it prevents Lydia running off with Wickham and presents an Elizabeth who is repressed, afraid and quiet. Many of the characters receive a makeover that improves them .
I have read this book 3 times now because my first reading was in the midst of a P & P variation frenzy and when I was called upon to review it I realized it hadn’t stuck in my head. Each time I read it I find myself more appreciative of the authors deft handling of a very difficult and painful subject.
So if you can get past the assault scene early in the book it will be a good and thought provoking story
I have read this book 3 times now because my first reading was in the midst of a P & P variation frenzy and when I was called upon to review it I realized it hadn’t stuck in my head. Each time I read it I find myself more appreciative of the authors deft handling of a very difficult and painful subject.
So if you can get past the assault scene early in the book it will be a good and thought provoking story
March 24, 2017
It took a little convincing and courage to try to read this book. There is sexual violence though it is not too explicit (if that can be a thing). Luckily it is dealt with early in the book. The part that was hard for me with Elizabeth's recovery. It was painful to read page after page of a different Elizabeth. The romance with Darcy is subtle as he is very careful around her. It was sweet to see his love for her but painful to wait for it to come to fruition. Thus, i would recommend this book if you are ok with sexual violence, have a strong stomach and are happy with any HEA. But for me, there was just not enough of the happy at the end to overcome the many pages of recovery and painful memories of E's experience.
September 23, 2023
Excellent book.
April 28, 2022
Wonderful story. Thoroughly gallant, caring Darcy. Very sympathetic Lizzy. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Unsuccessful but traumatizing attack on a major character. Highly recommended if the trigger doesn't bother you.
April 22, 2012
I bought this book off amazon after reading the wildly crazy plot. I love reading outrageous plot variations to Pride and Prejudice and seeing how the author is able to maneuver their way through the story while taking such liberties with the characters. This one had great promise. In this rendition Colonel Fitzwilliam sexually assaults Elizabeth while she is walking out in Kent while visiting Charlotte Collins! Mr. Darcy comes to the rescue as he not only finds a way to rid the country of Fitzwilliam but also manages to win Elizabeth's good opinion and ultimately her hand in marriage.
What I enjoyed about this book was the character development of so many of the periphery characters such as the Gardiners, Miss Darcy, and the Bennet sisters. This was done extremely well and was the highlight of the novel. I also liked how one horrible incident at the beginning, negated or undid all the other negative parts of the original.
(Baby spoilers....)
What I found tedious about the book was that there were lengthy passages devoted to characters' inner thoughts and the particulars of solving small plot problems. I found myself forcing to continue on rather than anxiously skipping ahead to the parts where characters interacted. For a story based on Mr. Darcy saving Elizabeth from harm, the two were kept apart for so much of the book. The only close encounter was the assault at the beginning which was descriptive, so I patiently waited the entire book to be rewarded with Mr. Darcy lovingly showing Elizabeth how it is rightly done and I felt let down that the topic was eliminated at the end. How could the story go painstaking slow to show Elizabeth growing more comfortable with men, in particular Mr. Darcy, only to ignore the fact that she probably would be scared to death of the wedding night? I felt like the author missed out on a great opportunity to here. It certainly was what I was thinking the entire book... I couldn't wait for the end when Mr. Darcy replaces the Colonel's horrible actions, with his own undying love. It never happened it was only implied.
What I enjoyed about this book was the character development of so many of the periphery characters such as the Gardiners, Miss Darcy, and the Bennet sisters. This was done extremely well and was the highlight of the novel. I also liked how one horrible incident at the beginning, negated or undid all the other negative parts of the original.
(Baby spoilers....)
What I found tedious about the book was that there were lengthy passages devoted to characters' inner thoughts and the particulars of solving small plot problems. I found myself forcing to continue on rather than anxiously skipping ahead to the parts where characters interacted. For a story based on Mr. Darcy saving Elizabeth from harm, the two were kept apart for so much of the book. The only close encounter was the assault at the beginning which was descriptive, so I patiently waited the entire book to be rewarded with Mr. Darcy lovingly showing Elizabeth how it is rightly done and I felt let down that the topic was eliminated at the end. How could the story go painstaking slow to show Elizabeth growing more comfortable with men, in particular Mr. Darcy, only to ignore the fact that she probably would be scared to death of the wedding night? I felt like the author missed out on a great opportunity to here. It certainly was what I was thinking the entire book... I couldn't wait for the end when Mr. Darcy replaces the Colonel's horrible actions, with his own undying love. It never happened it was only implied.
May 9, 2012
4.5 stars and the only reason its not a 5 star novel is because I felt so horrible that Coronel Fitzwilliam (AKA Andrew) is the villian and the fate that would befall him (I guess I was hoping he'd reform and he redeemed). It would have seemed more appropriate for it to be in line with Wickman's character but the Coronel worked for the timing in the P&P novel - before Darcy made his disastorous proposal in Kent. When Andrew wants to make Elizabeth his mistriss and she rejects he, he slaps her and abuses her to the point where she becomes afraid of the touch of any man even her father - so sad... Darcy comes to the rescue and it was amazing that Elizabeth was able to take comfort in this man she thought she hated. The story of their love is beautiful! Any who love to read about different ways of Elizabeths and Darcys love for each other will enjoy this. Although don't let Elizabeth sad mood rub off.
March 25, 2012
I stayed up all night to read this book! The depiction of Colonel Fitzwilliam as a complete rake was such a unique spin. If one thinks about it, Darcy has a tendency to surround himself with friends who are anxious for female companionship... Wickham... Bingley... why not the Colonel?
I will agree with other reviews that there is a shortage of Darcy/Elizabeth scenes, but I think it might be more historically accurate than other, more modern romantic ideas of their marriage coming together. I enjoyed the scenes of Elizabeth's intense introspection...as a reader I could feel her shame and violation right with her.
It's rare that a P&P continuation or reimagining transports me... but this one absolutely did! I only wish there was more to it and more books by C. Rafe Carlson.
I will agree with other reviews that there is a shortage of Darcy/Elizabeth scenes, but I think it might be more historically accurate than other, more modern romantic ideas of their marriage coming together. I enjoyed the scenes of Elizabeth's intense introspection...as a reader I could feel her shame and violation right with her.
It's rare that a P&P continuation or reimagining transports me... but this one absolutely did! I only wish there was more to it and more books by C. Rafe Carlson.
October 21, 2015
Original story
I had read the first part of this story on a JAFF forum, but never finished. I loved the premise behind the story, though hated that it was Col Fitzwilliam that was a horrendous rake!!!! The story was well written and captivating (read well into the middle of the night).
The premise starts with Elizabeth visiting the Collinses in Hunsford, she was out on a walk when she came upon Col Fitzwilliam (where they discuss what a second son to an earl is deprived of). They hold a pleasant conversation until Col Fitzwilliam's true nature emerges. This is one story where I hate Col Fitzwilliam, he is an arrogant second son of an earl who feels entitled to have and do whatever he wants.
Elizabeth then runs into Mr Darcy, trying to conceal her bruising except she trips and he reaches out for her and she reacts badly. This sets out the rest of the story with Mr Darcy trying to do whatever he can to aide Elizabeth in her recovery.
This is not entirely to canon!!!! Elizabeth turns into a fragment of her normal self. She is a skittish horse, who reacts to any physical touch that she does not initiate. She doubts everything from what people say, to how people act, and she especially doubts her own perception of events and conversations. She constantly relives the attack, and becomes wary and distrustful of everyone including her family (even her beloved sister, father and the Gardiners). I am not a survivor of an attack so I do not understand everything that a survivor goes through, or how long it takes to get your life back. So if I judged to harshly, I apologize.
Mr Darcy is not entirely canon as well. But that is because his "beloved" Elizabeth was attacked, and by his own relation. With this endorsement, we see his loving, caring, and protective side at full force. No traces of arrogance. He is definitely not close to Col Fitzwilliam in this variation since the Col has been a rake of he worst kind (worse than the canon Wickham) for many years. He has even restricted the interaction the Col has with Georgiana to the point she really doesn't know the Col. It is nice to see that the Earl is morally grounded to stand with Darcy instead of his son.
It is a well developed story that I would recommend to all JAFFer, the beginning has a more mature theme of violence, but the rest of the story is PG13.
I had read the first part of this story on a JAFF forum, but never finished. I loved the premise behind the story, though hated that it was Col Fitzwilliam that was a horrendous rake!!!! The story was well written and captivating (read well into the middle of the night).
The premise starts with Elizabeth visiting the Collinses in Hunsford, she was out on a walk when she came upon Col Fitzwilliam (where they discuss what a second son to an earl is deprived of). They hold a pleasant conversation until Col Fitzwilliam's true nature emerges. This is one story where I hate Col Fitzwilliam, he is an arrogant second son of an earl who feels entitled to have and do whatever he wants.
Elizabeth then runs into Mr Darcy, trying to conceal her bruising except she trips and he reaches out for her and she reacts badly. This sets out the rest of the story with Mr Darcy trying to do whatever he can to aide Elizabeth in her recovery.
This is not entirely to canon!!!! Elizabeth turns into a fragment of her normal self. She is a skittish horse, who reacts to any physical touch that she does not initiate. She doubts everything from what people say, to how people act, and she especially doubts her own perception of events and conversations. She constantly relives the attack, and becomes wary and distrustful of everyone including her family (even her beloved sister, father and the Gardiners). I am not a survivor of an attack so I do not understand everything that a survivor goes through, or how long it takes to get your life back. So if I judged to harshly, I apologize.
Mr Darcy is not entirely canon as well. But that is because his "beloved" Elizabeth was attacked, and by his own relation. With this endorsement, we see his loving, caring, and protective side at full force. No traces of arrogance. He is definitely not close to Col Fitzwilliam in this variation since the Col has been a rake of he worst kind (worse than the canon Wickham) for many years. He has even restricted the interaction the Col has with Georgiana to the point she really doesn't know the Col. It is nice to see that the Earl is morally grounded to stand with Darcy instead of his son.
It is a well developed story that I would recommend to all JAFFer, the beginning has a more mature theme of violence, but the rest of the story is PG13.
June 3, 2012
An interesting "what if".
It was a little difficult for me to read the first chapters, but it was through no fault of the author. Col. Fitzwilliam is a favourite of mine, so it was a little saddening to see him cast in the role of villain.
This novel is well written, and while I adored the story I felt as though it dragged on quite a bit. That being said, I really don't know what the author could have chopped out to make it shorter.
Highly recommended to fans of Austen sequels and "what ifs".
It was a little difficult for me to read the first chapters, but it was through no fault of the author. Col. Fitzwilliam is a favourite of mine, so it was a little saddening to see him cast in the role of villain.
This novel is well written, and while I adored the story I felt as though it dragged on quite a bit. That being said, I really don't know what the author could have chopped out to make it shorter.
Highly recommended to fans of Austen sequels and "what ifs".
November 11, 2011
I am usually not a fan of "dark" P&P retellings, but this one had an interesting idea: Colonel Fitzwilliam is not the genial man he appears to be. The beginning was surprising, but the rest of the book seemed a bit anti-climatic.
March 29, 2017
That was a really good read - intelligent, well-written and with a Regency feel to it. Not completely what I had expected, either, but in a good way. I am glad I was prewarned about Col. Fitzwilliam and that one really violent scene, though.
Obviously, the primary focus is Elizabeth and her (extremely) painful process of recovery, but there is also the Bennet family story and a lot of Georgiana, which I enjoyed. Darcy is a real angel here and falling in love with him is inevitable, but towards the end of the book it crossed my mind a few times that maybe he was a little too perfect. I do not mind too perfect, though, as much as I mind the final HEA. Well done, in a way, but for me it was definitely not enough. After so much sadness and pain, and Darcy's incredibly patient waiting, I dearly wanted them to have more time together. Much more time. The epilogue theoretically tells us all we need to know, but I would have loved to see Elizabeth and Darcy blissfully happy at last.
All in all, it is a very good book and definitely worth reading.
Obviously, the primary focus is Elizabeth and her (extremely) painful process of recovery, but there is also the Bennet family story and a lot of Georgiana, which I enjoyed. Darcy is a real angel here and falling in love with him is inevitable, but towards the end of the book it crossed my mind a few times that maybe he was a little too perfect. I do not mind too perfect, though, as much as I mind the final HEA. Well done, in a way, but for me it was definitely not enough. After so much sadness and pain, and Darcy's incredibly patient waiting, I dearly wanted them to have more time together. Much more time. The epilogue theoretically tells us all we need to know, but I would have loved to see Elizabeth and Darcy blissfully happy at last.
All in all, it is a very good book and definitely worth reading.
April 19, 2019
I knew this particular rendering of P&P was going to be a difficult read going in. While the violence that Elizabeth experiences is thankfully not as bad as it could have been – it was still incredibly difficult to read. I, and too many women I know, have been through experiences just like hers and worse. I usually full stop avoid any stories dealing with any kind of sexual violence as it its triggering and most authors don’t know how to write the aftermath well. The violence itself wasn’t as detailed as other authors have done, and Elizabeth’s reactions and journey towards healing was not rushed or glossed over – it felt real, much like my own. So I applaud the author for the way she handled it.
Like many of the other reviewers I will say that you definitely have to set aside your like of the original character of Colonel Fitzwilliam and believe this version as if he is the evil twin Andrew Fitzwilliam. The only commonality between Colonel Fitzwilliam and Andrew is his last name, job title, and family relations. He is not a good character in this and there is no redemption, so don’t be expecting one.
Like many of the other reviewers I will say that you definitely have to set aside your like of the original character of Colonel Fitzwilliam and believe this version as if he is the evil twin Andrew Fitzwilliam. The only commonality between Colonel Fitzwilliam and Andrew is his last name, job title, and family relations. He is not a good character in this and there is no redemption, so don’t be expecting one.
March 18, 2024
HEAVY TRIGGER WARNING. ABSOLUTELY, no kidding.
This is the first time I've reviewed this tale, although I've owned the book for over ten years, (seems impossible I've been reading JAFF for that long,) and have read it a few times. This, however is the first time I've read it in a number of years now. At first I was so deeply affected by Darcy's response to Elizabeth's situation after her assault that I wanted to reread the book for those heroic actions and scenes alone. The first part of the book is a shocking scene of assault on our dear girl by a character whom we usually hold in great esteem. That makes it all the more shocking. The scene is thankfully over quickly and Darcy is there immediately afterwards and begins making things safe and secure for Elizabeth. Anything I said about the first couple of chapters would truly spoil the most important part of the book's setup, and the structure for the rest of the story. It is so well written, although I cried buckets over it.
The rest of the book is necessarily long as Elizabeth is reunited with the Gardiners and her sister, Jane in London as soon as Darcy can make it happen, and he does make it happen in double quick time. This is the beginning of her healing process, at first it is physical as she has been injured by the evil b______ who did the attack, along with all the mental, emotional, and psychic damage she has to deal with. Shame, pain, fear of exposure, fear of the reprisals that were threatened, not knowing why, not knowing if her family will accept her any longer, feeling ruined, not trusting. The entire gamut of what happens to a person when they have been violated. The scene when she is united with her father is a several hankie one.
This was a realistic pathway to follow for one person's progress after such an experience. I'm not saying it portrays every victim's situation, but it felt true to reality for me. Standing on the outside, as the ones who love her, we could see how very much they wanted their sister, niece, or loved one to be themself again and be happy and able to move on. So we see the 'frustration' from Darcy's point of view or rather, his endearing hopefulness, mistakes, but always faithfulness. The plot involves the Gardiners becoming acquainted with Darcy and his sister, who becomes close to Elizabeth. Both young women are able to help each other with their past experience with the worst of male society. Proximity is a two edged for Elizabeth since in the beginning she is convinced her 'ruin' will prevent her ever marrying, and especially Darcy not wanting her any more, but she continues to see him as someone she could love if she allowed her feelings to believe in a future with him. This is one of the most patient Darcys I've ever read.
This is a beautifully written story. If you can take the beginning, I highly recommend reading this.
I so wish we had more than just the two books that this author has given us. She's a talented writer and I recommend her other story on offer too, A World Without Darcy.
This is the first time I've reviewed this tale, although I've owned the book for over ten years, (seems impossible I've been reading JAFF for that long,) and have read it a few times. This, however is the first time I've read it in a number of years now. At first I was so deeply affected by Darcy's response to Elizabeth's situation after her assault that I wanted to reread the book for those heroic actions and scenes alone. The first part of the book is a shocking scene of assault on our dear girl by a character whom we usually hold in great esteem. That makes it all the more shocking. The scene is thankfully over quickly and Darcy is there immediately afterwards and begins making things safe and secure for Elizabeth. Anything I said about the first couple of chapters would truly spoil the most important part of the book's setup, and the structure for the rest of the story. It is so well written, although I cried buckets over it.
The rest of the book is necessarily long as Elizabeth is reunited with the Gardiners and her sister, Jane in London as soon as Darcy can make it happen, and he does make it happen in double quick time. This is the beginning of her healing process, at first it is physical as she has been injured by the evil b______ who did the attack, along with all the mental, emotional, and psychic damage she has to deal with. Shame, pain, fear of exposure, fear of the reprisals that were threatened, not knowing why, not knowing if her family will accept her any longer, feeling ruined, not trusting. The entire gamut of what happens to a person when they have been violated. The scene when she is united with her father is a several hankie one.
This was a realistic pathway to follow for one person's progress after such an experience. I'm not saying it portrays every victim's situation, but it felt true to reality for me. Standing on the outside, as the ones who love her, we could see how very much they wanted their sister, niece, or loved one to be themself again and be happy and able to move on. So we see the 'frustration' from Darcy's point of view or rather, his endearing hopefulness, mistakes, but always faithfulness. The plot involves the Gardiners becoming acquainted with Darcy and his sister, who becomes close to Elizabeth. Both young women are able to help each other with their past experience with the worst of male society. Proximity is a two edged for Elizabeth since in the beginning she is convinced her 'ruin' will prevent her ever marrying, and especially Darcy not wanting her any more, but she continues to see him as someone she could love if she allowed her feelings to believe in a future with him. This is one of the most patient Darcys I've ever read.
This is a beautifully written story. If you can take the beginning, I highly recommend reading this.
I so wish we had more than just the two books that this author has given us. She's a talented writer and I recommend her other story on offer too, A World Without Darcy.
February 2, 2018
“Society places women at the mercy of men and then holds women responsible for how men treat them.”
To say this book was emotional'd be a disservice to everything An Unpleasant Walk made me feel.
The subjects of rape and sexual harassment bring importante discussions that are being more and more explored by authors - particularly in YA novels. However, it doesn't mean that we have quality and quantity hand in hand.
C. Rafe. Carlson explored the situation and its developments with such finesse and delicacy, and yet with such crude and raw feelings that I was after the point of mere sympathy before I realized it. One of the things that made the reading affect me so fiercely was, probably, my previous knowledge and love for the characters. We aint given any introductions or much setting details before Colonel Fitwilliam shows up and assaults Elizabeth.
It felt like a slap in the face, coming all of a sudden and out of nowhere.
As I said, this kind of plot is not all that unusual, but somehow Carlson made it work where most of the other authors fail: Elizabeths suffering was relatable. The scars of the aftermath, the fears for herself and her family in face of London's (chauvinistic) society felt, unfortunately, too up to date for me to take this as a "light" read.
“Why did he choose me? What did I do to encourage such a man?” The words came out in a nearly incomprehensible rush, because Elizabeth was afraid that if she paused, however briefly, she would be unable to begin again. (...) “It cannot just be chance! There must be a reason. If there is no reason, how can I make certain it will never happen again?”
It was refreshing seeing Darcy and Elizabeth not fighting his aunt or some member of the ton, but actually struggle with themselves. Elizabeth's strength and character shone in every single conquer along the way to heal, and Darcy's constancy and silent support - always there, always careful, always looking out for her - was endearing and just beautiful.
Mr. Bennet's reaction to the incident was also most welcome. Not only his acceptance, support and love for Elizabeth, but also the changes he made in Loungburn, giving opportunity and time for Kitty, Mary - and even Lidia in some way - to grow and display some of these characters potentials.
This book is definitely one of my favorite P&P variations.
October 21, 2013
Though the subject matter is, obviously, nothing to find enjoyable, I did enjoy this book. The behaviour by Col. Fitzwilliam is OOC, but Jane Austen never told us that much about his character compared to Wickham or Darcy, so it isn't beyond the realms of possibility. The identity of Elizabeth's attacker isn't the focus though; instead it is Elizabeth and how she comes to terms with the events and learns to cope; as well as Darcy's slow, careful courtship. The topic is treated very sensitively, and Elizabeth's reaction seems realistic in that she doesn't get over it quickly and with no lasting effects. I am lucky enough not to have experience of how one would feel in such a situation, but it does appear believeable. With the aforementioned exception of Col. Fitzwilliam, The way the characters are written is true enough to the original book so as to actually make me forget that I was reading something written by another, which was a joy - continuations/re-writes are often plagued with bad characterisation, which is particularly irritating, so the accuracy was great. Mrs Bennet and Lydia are two good examples of this, and . My opinion of the book is most likely by now obvious - I really enjoyed it (even though it feels wrong to say that about a book which discusses such an awful occurance), and I thoroughly recommend it to any one, but those familiar with Pride & Prejudice will probably get the most out of it.
January 24, 2018
This very unusual variation, captivated me with its depth and the food for thought. Not romantic in the usual way but Darcys gently coaxing Elizabeth out of her fear and timidity was adorable.
This novel has some graphic scenes of assult and violence.
Elizabeth is assulted on her walk of Rosings park by colonel Fitzwilliam. (He is named Andrew in this book which made me separate him from the usually adorable Richard.)
By refusing to become his mistress he decides to force her. Not quite finishing, he threatens her to remain in the parsonage instead of attending the dinner at Rosings that evening. Left injured and frightened she stumbles upon Mr Darcy who is the knight in shining armour that we know... Helping her by removing her to her relatives in London, dealing with his cousin and the aftermath of the assult in every possible way.
The book largely is about Elizabeths recovery which is a long and strenuous one. I believe the author has done the homework on PTSD since it's thoughtfully done.
ODC relationship is a bit in the background but Darcys warmth and love is never far away. Elizabeths transformation from dislike to trust is easily perceived but the transformation into love was a bit to subtile.
My only complaint is that although the epilogue was lovely, it was much to short.
I like to be moved and I suppose that's why I loved this book.
This novel has some graphic scenes of assult and violence.
Elizabeth is assulted on her walk of Rosings park by colonel Fitzwilliam. (He is named Andrew in this book which made me separate him from the usually adorable Richard.)
By refusing to become his mistress he decides to force her. Not quite finishing, he threatens her to remain in the parsonage instead of attending the dinner at Rosings that evening. Left injured and frightened she stumbles upon Mr Darcy who is the knight in shining armour that we know... Helping her by removing her to her relatives in London, dealing with his cousin and the aftermath of the assult in every possible way.
The book largely is about Elizabeths recovery which is a long and strenuous one. I believe the author has done the homework on PTSD since it's thoughtfully done.
ODC relationship is a bit in the background but Darcys warmth and love is never far away. Elizabeths transformation from dislike to trust is easily perceived but the transformation into love was a bit to subtile.
My only complaint is that although the epilogue was lovely, it was much to short.
I like to be moved and I suppose that's why I loved this book.
April 5, 2012
While I was very eager to read this story, and looked forward to reading it whenever I could, I was very surprised at the level of darkness in this story, especially right at the beginning. I tend to avoid stories that feature any kind of sexual violence. Not only because it's not my cup of tea, but also the aftermath is usually not written well. I've read stories where the heroine mopes around a bit and then the healing love of of the hero makes everything a-ok again, in a ridiculously short timeframe.
I was very impressed that this story did not feature that at all. I felt that Elizabeth's reaction did the experience justice, in a literary sort of way. While I was shocked at the fact that Colonel Fitzwilliam was the assailant, it's such a change in his canon-character, it did bring you into the story more than if it was some unknown original character that we can freely hate, or Wickham.
What I would change about the story is the fact that we learn Darcy's side of the story, up to what happens to Col. Fitzwilliam and then we time-travel back to see Elizabeth's side up to and beyond the same point. I wish those two story lines were combined. I think I would feel even more absorbed into the story if I didn't already know what was going to happen.
I was very impressed that this story did not feature that at all. I felt that Elizabeth's reaction did the experience justice, in a literary sort of way. While I was shocked at the fact that Colonel Fitzwilliam was the assailant, it's such a change in his canon-character, it did bring you into the story more than if it was some unknown original character that we can freely hate, or Wickham.
What I would change about the story is the fact that we learn Darcy's side of the story, up to what happens to Col. Fitzwilliam and then we time-travel back to see Elizabeth's side up to and beyond the same point. I wish those two story lines were combined. I think I would feel even more absorbed into the story if I didn't already know what was going to happen.
July 28, 2015
An Unpleasant Walk
Once I got over Colonel Fitzwilliam being an absolute cad, I enjoyed the story. Luckily, Darcy was there to stop his cousin from further hurting Elizabeth. Having the help from Lord Matlock who knew of his son's behavior, the Colonel is sent to Canada. His comrades hearing about what he had done in Kent took it upon themselves to make sure that he didn't hurt the women on the ship. Wickham wasn't in most of this story so no angst from this cad throughout the book. Nor was Caroline around much. It was great to see Elizabeth confide her problems with Colonel Fitzwilliam to Darcy. Changed her opinion of Darcy while still at Rosings.
Once I got over Colonel Fitzwilliam being an absolute cad, I enjoyed the story. Luckily, Darcy was there to stop his cousin from further hurting Elizabeth. Having the help from Lord Matlock who knew of his son's behavior, the Colonel is sent to Canada. His comrades hearing about what he had done in Kent took it upon themselves to make sure that he didn't hurt the women on the ship. Wickham wasn't in most of this story so no angst from this cad throughout the book. Nor was Caroline around much. It was great to see Elizabeth confide her problems with Colonel Fitzwilliam to Darcy. Changed her opinion of Darcy while still at Rosings.
April 2, 2013
I really enjoyed this Pride and Prejudice variation and the way the story unfolded. I think the author handled the situation with Colonel Fitzwilliam well. Elizabeth's response was appropriate and I think the author took care to show the trauma and self-blame that victims can feel. My only real complaint is that the author used Colonel Fitzwilliam as the assailant. I quite like his character in Pride and Prejudice and had trouble reconciling his portrayal in An Unforunate Walk with his character in the Original novel.
January 22, 2021
An Evil Colonel
Reviewed in Canada on April 26, 2020
It hurt my heart to have Colonel Fitzwilliam made the villain of this story and in such a horrible way. Next to Elizabeth and Darcy, he is my most favorite character. It’s a story about assault and overcoming it. I’ve read such a scenario in other variations before, but this time it encompasses the the entire book, except for how Mr. Bennet takes control over his family. With regard to the storyline, it is well written, but I couldn’t find much enjoyment in it.
Reviewed in Canada on April 26, 2020
It hurt my heart to have Colonel Fitzwilliam made the villain of this story and in such a horrible way. Next to Elizabeth and Darcy, he is my most favorite character. It’s a story about assault and overcoming it. I’ve read such a scenario in other variations before, but this time it encompasses the the entire book, except for how Mr. Bennet takes control over his family. With regard to the storyline, it is well written, but I couldn’t find much enjoyment in it.
November 19, 2011
I did like this book. The story starts at Hunsford but goes in a different direction. Col Fitzwilliam is a rake and really assaults Elizabeth and tells her that she's to be his mistress. Anyway Darcy comes to the rescue. The story goes from there. I was not sure I liked Col Fitz being bad, but the journey Darcy and Eliz took to reach happiness was good. Would recommend book to JAFF readers.
November 7, 2015
A Pride and Prejudice variation, whereby at Rosings, while at walking she is violated by Colonel Fitzwilliam. Shaking her belief that she is a good judge of character especially when it is Darcy that offers his assistance.
Will this attack be the ruination of her entire family, can she ever learn to trust again?
Will this attack be the ruination of her entire family, can she ever learn to trust again?
December 8, 2022
Reread
I did not remember reading this book. I also found I liked it better this time around. It deals with a very unwanted attack and the aftermath of it. Very well written also a very bad Colonel Fitzwilliam.
I did not remember reading this book. I also found I liked it better this time around. It deals with a very unwanted attack and the aftermath of it. Very well written also a very bad Colonel Fitzwilliam.
February 12, 2012
All I can really say is that Colonel Fitzwiliam would never act in such a manner!
Read
October 9, 2020Too triggery, maybe I'll try it again at a future date.
April 10, 2021
Survival triumph
I almost skipped this story, concerned about possible difficulties with my own memories of sexual assault, but was amazed to find helpful insights as well as a carefully crafted story. It was not simple for me to envision the evil Colonel in this novel, because he is one of my favorite P&P characters. Once I did that, the plot flowed smoothly and most of the usual characters behaved as expected. A wonderful story of a woman's survival in an era far more difficult than today.
I almost skipped this story, concerned about possible difficulties with my own memories of sexual assault, but was amazed to find helpful insights as well as a carefully crafted story. It was not simple for me to envision the evil Colonel in this novel, because he is one of my favorite P&P characters. Once I did that, the plot flowed smoothly and most of the usual characters behaved as expected. A wonderful story of a woman's survival in an era far more difficult than today.
September 14, 2023
Better than I thought and worth it to read again
This is a warning to those who need it: Elizabeth is attacked but still a maiden and this story is her journey through guilt, nightmares, PTSD, trust and more. The bad guy was a surprise but thankfully he was held accountable not only by Darcy and the individual's father but by others later on as honor and trustworthiness is important. This is a story that I will read again.
This is a warning to those who need it: Elizabeth is attacked but still a maiden and this story is her journey through guilt, nightmares, PTSD, trust and more. The bad guy was a surprise but thankfully he was held accountable not only by Darcy and the individual's father but by others later on as honor and trustworthiness is important. This is a story that I will read again.
Displaying 1 - 30 of 48 reviews