I feel it now: there's a power in me
to grasp and give shape to my world.
I know that nothing has ever been real
without my beholding it.
All becoming has needed me.
My looking ripens things
and they come toward me, to meet and be met.
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Then the knowing comes: I can open
to another life that's wide and timeless.
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Then in one vast thousandfold thought
I could think you up to where thinking ends.
I could possess you,
even for the brevity of a smile,
to offer you
to all that lives,
in gladness.
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We see the brightness of a new page
where everything yet can happen.
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...over and over again you said be.
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I believe in all that has never yet been spoken.
I want to free what waits within me...
I will sing you as no one ever has,
streaming through widening channels
into the open sea.
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I want to mirror your immensity.
I want to unfold
Let no place in me hold itself closed,
for where I am closed, I am false.
I want to stay clear in your sight.
***
I would describe myself
like a landscape I've studied
at length, in detail;
like a word I'm coming to understand;
like a pitcher I pour forth from at mealtime;
like my mother's face;
like a ship that carried me
when the waters raged.
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Yet sometimes in dreams
I take in your whole expanse,
from its deepest beginnings
up to the rooftop's glittering ridge.
***
Because once someone dared
to want you,
I know that we, too, may want you.
***
In the softness of evening
it's you she receives.
You are the partner of her loneliness,
the unspeaking center of her monologues,
With each disclosure you encompass more
and she stretches beyond what limits her,
to hold you.
***
All creation holds it breath, listening within me,
because, to hear you, I keep silent.
***
Don't you sense me, ready to break
into being at your touch?
I am the dream you are dreaming.
When you want to awaken, I am that awakening
I grow strong in the beauty you behold.
And with the silence of stars I enfold
your cities made by time.
***
I find yo there in all these things
I care for like a brother.
Such is the amazing play of the powers:
they give themselves so willingly,
swelling in the roots, thinning as the trunks rise,
and in the high leaves, resurrection.
***
you, the song we sang in every silence...
***
My blood is alive with many voices
telling me I am made of longing.
What mystery breaks over me now?
In its shadow I come into life.
For the first time I am alone with you -
you, my power to feel.
***
For all things
sing you: at times
we just hear them more clearly.
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Only in our doing can we grasp you.
Only with our hands can we illumine you.
The mind is but a visitor:
it thinks us out of our world.
Each mind fabricates itself.
I don't want to think a place for you.
Speak to me from everywhere.
When I go toward you
it is with my whole life.
***
You sent out beyond your recall,
go to the limits of your longing.
Embody me.
Flare up like flame
and make big shadows I can move in.
Just keep going. No feeling is final.
Don't let yourself lose me.
***
I want, then, simply
to say the names of things.
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Just give me a little more time!
I want to love the things
as no one has thought to love them,
until they're worthy of you and real.
There will be a book that includes these pages,
and the one who take it in his hands
will long sit staring at it,
until he feels you holding him
and writing through him.
***
Through the empty branches the sky remains.
It is what you have.
Be earth now, and evensong.
Be the ground lying under that sky.
Be modest now, like a thing
ripened until it is real,
so that he who began it all
can feel you when he reaches for you.
***
I yearn to belong to something, to be contained
in an all-embracing mind that sees me
as a single thing.
I yearn to be held
in the great hands of your heart -
oh let them take me now.
Into them I place these fragments, my life,
and you, God - spend them however you want.
***
That's when I want you -
you knower of my emptiness,
you unspeaking partner to my sorrow -
that's when I need you, God...
I seek you, because they are passing
right by my door. Whom should I turn to
if not the one whose darkness
is darker than night, the only one
who keeps vigil with no candle,
and is not afraid -
the deep one, whose being I trust,
for it breaks through the earth into trees,
and rises,
when I bow my head,
faint as a fragrance
from the soil.
***
And you inherit the green
of vanished gardens
and the motionless blue of fallen skies,
dew of a thousand dawns, countless summers
the suns sang, and springtimes to break your heart
like a young woman's letters.
You inherit the autumns, folded like festive clothing
in the memories of poets; and all the winters,
like abandoned fields, bequeath your quietness,
Sound will be yours, of string and brass and reed,
and sometimes the songs will seem
to come from inside you.
For your sake poets sequester themselves,
gather images to churn the minds,
journey forth, ripening with metaphor,
and all their lives they are so alone...
And painters paint their pictures only
that the world, so transient as you made it,
can be given back to you,
to last forever.
Those who create are like you.
They long for the eternal.
And lovers also gather your inheritance.
They are the poets of one brief hour.
***
All life is being lived.
Who is living it, then?
Is it the things themselves,
or something waiting inside them,
like an unplayed melody in a flute?
Is it the winds blowing over the waters?
Is it the branches that signal to each other?
Is it flowers
interweaving their fragrances,
or streets, as they wind through time?
Is it the animals, warmly moving,
or the birds, that suddenly rise up?
Who lives it, then? God, are you the one
who is living life?
***
You are the future,
the red sky before sunrise
over the fields of time.
You are the deep innerness of all things,
the last word that can never be spoken.
To each of us you reveal yourself differently:
to the ship as coastline, to the shore as a ship.
***
All will come again into its strength...
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My words will be sweet to hear.
My people will drink them in like wine
and not get drunk.
So my voice becomes both a breath and a shout.
One prepares the way, the other
surrounds my loneliness with angels.
***
Like breezes through leaves
was their whispering to each other.
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I thank you, deep power
that works me ever more lightly
in ways I can't make out.
The day's labor grows simple now,
and like a holy face
held in my dark hands.