Okay story with irritating romantic content. Too much recipe sex without an increase in emotional intimacy. Sex became like a weapon the H/h used to shield themselves from emotional pain.
Really had a hard time with the heroine's logic. Years before, she was engaged but her betrothed died at Waterloo. She dons mourning garb for two years and throws herself into charity work.
Finally, she decides to reenter society and search for true love again, a family and all that female stuff. (Can someone find true love, again? I didn't understand her thinking. If she knows she can love again, then why did she try to hard not to love the hero?)
Okay, so I know a little bit about the Regency period. Why the heck did she go into full dress mourning for a man who as not her husband or a blood relation? Would that even have been socially acceptable for her to run her charities, attend social functions (to be avoided when in mourning), ask for donations, etc, as an unmarried woman wearing widow's black for a full two years? Wouldn't that cause a scandal, her behaving like a widow when she never had a husband?
And why did her friends and family allow her to wallow in her grief like a pig wallows in mud for a full two years? She was no longer grieving for the death of a love one after six months, but wallowing in self pity for losing a future, a dream, the illusion of a perfect life with a perfect man, something that never existed except in her mind?
Okay, so that is just beginning of the beginning of the book.
Since she wants to begin participating in life again, she kisses one of her employees just to see if she will feel passion. The hero catches her kissing the man and when she confesses the reason why, he offers to kiss her and their kiss gets out of hand. They are caught by her godmother and a few gossipy others, hence the H and h must wed.
Of course, the heroine resists wedding a Duke (Sarcasm added by me) until he explains what will happen if she doesn't and what she can do once she has the title of duchess. (Yeah, he has to explain because she's too stupid to figure it out for herself).
So this heroine (who shows tenderness, forgiveness, affection and charity to strangers) absolutely refuses to fall in love with her husband. She doesn't show him even on tenth of the charitable feelings she gives freely to strangers. She wants them to live separate lives.
So what happened to the idea of a husband and family and passion? Or at least children of her own? This is her one shot marriage and what does she do? She treats the opportunity like some type of death sentence.
I could go on point by point about how illogical the heroine is throughout the book. She wants the things she does not have and does not appreciate what she does have. And when she gets what she thinks she wants, she decides she wants something else.
And she clings to her love for a dead man, who spent most of his time away fighting in war, whom she never had sex with, never even set a wedding date. And over the years has turned into a saint (the Duke accuses her of that. Bravo for him. Too bad he got stuck with such a dweeb for a duchess).
Her thoughts, logic and emotions were so confused, I was confused.
So like the hero isn't that much better. He doesn't believe in love and doesn't want to fall in love cause he thinks love will turn him into a pansy who behaves like an idiot, spouting poetry and gazing all moony-eyed at his beloved.
So if he doesn't believe in love or that he's capable of love then why is he afraid of falling in love? So, yeah, he's just as emotionally confused as the heroine.
There was just enough story to keep me going until the last chapter. I did not read the epilogue.