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352 pages, Hardcover
First published July 16, 2013
I'm having a hard time deciding between giving this book four, or five stars. It was a really great story, despite how sad the description might sound. Especially for a book about a girl who had to go through the loss of the five-year-old she used to babysit, the whole tone was surprisingly positive, which I really appreciated. Obviously there were sad parts, but it was so realistic in the way that, even when you're mourning, there are moments everywhere that let you laugh, and be happy, and forget for just a little while.
I felt like I could really relate to this book on so many levels. The main character, Danielle, has family dynamics that are very similar to mine, with an older brother she really looks up to. She deals with friendships she's not sure what to make of, nosy neighbors, police, and journalists all wanting to know the details of a story she'd rather not talk about. There are all these issues that people bring up, like traffic and road safety, babysitting certifications, and immigration laws. Through Danielle, readers see how much one accident can impact, how many people it can effect, but also, how much people use tragedies like this to get what they want.
The one thing I didn't really like was that I caught on pretty early to some things that I think should've been more of a surprise, but I don't think that took much away from the overall story. The ending, which- for those of you who've read my other reviews- know, is very important to me. I'm really impressed with the way the author finished this book. It's really not what I expected. I think I was planning on some sort of thing about how Danielle learns to move on past Humphrey's (the little boy) death, and just get over it, but it wasn't like that. It was more unfinished, but not in a bad way, nor a cliffhanger. It just wasn't final, and not all the problems were completely resolved, but I think that kind of ending is as close as you can get to real life in a book. I think, after all, I will give it 5 stars. I feel like this book was almost made for me, that's how relatable it was, and I can't say much else other than that I'm really glad I read it.