[edit: the next book doesn’t progress in terms of character growth, you mainly get plot tension and even darker themes and I didn’t like how the series progressed]
Dark Contemporary BDSM romance/suspense
First person, double pov
TW: past sexual assault, flashbacks, genital piercings, mention of abusive primal play, brief side character blood play, mouthing a safe word.
Bdsm themes: whipping, mind play, genital pain, bondage, abusive primal play.
Abrupt end- not a cliffhanger but continues in series
The author has two disclaimers mentioning to work with someone experienced if you’re trying any of the bdsm themes mentioned, the second one is a personal note to readers to be honest and express boundaries which stresses on safety and consent guidelines since both the main character and love interest are experienced with bdsm, and the BDSM and trigger themes mentioned are dark (and they test hard limits in this situation) even if you’re not reading about experienced characters, it’s a wholesome note to read, knowing the author is looking out for the readers’ best interests. It’s reiterated in the story with the main character and the love interest going over limits and safe words as well. The main character gets triggered by the past but she has to start the process of working through it in this specific situation so it makes the book darker.
In terms of pacing, this writing is pretty fast paced, but also slow in terms of the main plot of her having to submit picking up at the end. The book spans a few days but you don’t get noticeable time jumps which was nice! There is repetition of certain key facts, themes and phrases, but otherwise has good plot structure and is well written! I think it follows a murder mystery structure more than a rom com, since it’s labeled as suspense but this first book mostly felt like an introduction to the world of the main character. You don’t get closure on anything currently going on, since it continues in the next books.
In terms of focus, you see the main character’s triggers and why she feels the way she does, and you see the love interest begin to approach that and comfort her a little. He also slightly pushes her while understanding her pretty well. You also get a balanced plot with the suspense mystery, but I’d say it’s pretty character focused. You get minimal flirting and the love interest’s friend teases him about her a little as well.
In terms of BDSM/smut scenes, apart from the reiteration of safety protocols, this specific book mainly has about three kissing scenes with the love interest. It has two scenes with the main character as a domme, including one brief sexual scene ending. The book ends with the main character and the love interest starting the process of approaching her being a sub.