A second chance story that begins three years after the heroine walked out. Hero is an Italian prince who grew up knowing his duty. Heroine married him after a whirlwind affair in Hawaii where she had traveled to scatter her father’s ashes.
They were married for 18 months with the hero growing more remote and the heroine throwing tantrums to get his attention. There were also cousins living with them at the castle, further making misery for the young heroine.
Their situation reminded me a lot of the Charles/Diana dynamic in the sense that this warm vibrant person didn’t know how to cope with the coldness of the hero or his slavish devotion to duty and the family name. So she left.
The hero let her go, thinking she needed the time to mature. She got some sort of university degree while living in one of the hero’s houses.
I’m vague on the details because the author is more concerned with their emotions and inner thoughts. There isn’t a lot of action. The hero pretends to agree to a divorce if the heroine returns to Italy with him. The heroine reluctantly goes and finds out the cousins have been banished from the castle. The hero is up to his old tricks, though. As soon as they arrive, he goes to Australia for five days. The heroine doesn’t mind as much because there are no relatives to criticize her.
Once the hero returns they begin to talk, argue and ignore their mutual attraction. The hero is happy to see that the heroine has a firm control on her temper, but he misses knowing what she is really thinking. They take sex off the table for 2/3 of the story, which is a welcome change. Because the heroine has changed, the hero is forced to interact with her in a different way and that makes him look at his own part in the break-up.
I liked that heroine focused on changing herself rather than the hero, since that was all she ever had control over. That “butterfly effect” did make the difference in their reconciliation. The hero was absolutely head over heels in love with the heroine – he never looked at another woman in the three years they were apart. He was condescending and awful at the beginning, but I warmed up to him by the end. The heroine clung to her idea that they loved each other but couldn’t live together for a bit too long – but I have to give her props for not melting away with lust for most of the story.
This is a slow-motion story that really takes the reader to the depths of despair before allowing healing to take place. I would have liked an epilogue that *showed* they were happy rather than hearing their thinky thoughts about risk and love and eternity.