My first First Reads win!
I have to write a review, right now, five minutes after finishing the book, because it will never let me go otherwise. Even so, it will probably refuse to let me go for a while yet. This book is powerful. This book will stay with you. This book holds onto you, so much so that you don't feel like you're holding onto it, physically. The book is not in your hands. You are in the book's hands.
It is a compelling read. From the very beginning, it promises darkness ahead. There is always the sense of the inevitable doom that will befall the central characters, but you spend so much of the first half of the book trying to ignore that foreboding, desperately hoping that nothing too terrible will happen and that there will be light at the end of the tunnel for these characters, because they all seem so likeable and identifiable in some way or another. I won't say that this book is completely unpredictable, but the twists are brilliant, even if I did see some of them coming.
This book is disturbing and bleak. I have a feeling sleep won't come easily tonight. I will be haunted, by the tragedy of Cassie, in all my dreams. Because that's what it is, at its core. It is a tragedy. It is a story of a teenage girl who suffers too many things, including betrayal. It is, in some ways, an exploration of faith, of belief, of religion, of philosophy. It is a study of civilisation, of mythos, of stories, of memory, of meaning, of literature (especially poetry). Rape, self-harm, and suicide are all discussed and/or described in this book. The theme of death is a relentless one.
This book raises many questions about all of these things. This book raises questions about itself, and truth: how much of Cassie's story can you trust? Or does it not matter whether it's true or false? I don't know much about literary terms, but I'd say this is quite a postmodernist novel. And it is beautifully written, and a terrifyingly unsettling read.