I can’t quite put my finger on it but there’s something about these encyclicals--I’ve read five--that makes me feel as though I’m privy to the thoughts of someone extremely intelligent, extremely wise, extremely caring, while simultaneously forceful and having utter conviction. Perhaps it’s the tone. Pope John Paul II has a similar tone to Pope Benedict XVI, characterized by the attributes I mentioned. It’s hard to put into words the thoughts I’ve had reading these encyclicals for the last couple months. I guess that’s the nature of a revelation--ineffable; inscrutable. I’ve realized how I thought about something, in this case Christianity generally and the Catholic Church specifically, was so undercooked, so ill-formed, so shot through with stereotypes, which came from my surroundings, that to see these things with clear eyes, with an open heart, and with a good faith disposition towards the arguments and ideas put forth . . . it’s a revelation because it feels like an incredible discovery.
However, in a few ways it feels like a discovery of something I once knew; or something I have always known to strive for and knew was out there. And that is namely the way in which I should live my life: above all else love for my fellow humans, having kindness, understanding humility, grace, and forgiveness; striving to exhibit every upstanding, dignified, and edifying adjective I can think of that is expressed eloquently not only in this encyclical but the others I’ve read. Furthermore, shun all opposites of these edifying adjectives--in many cases almost the polar opposite (I won’t go through each positive adjective and schematically place them against their pernicious antonym): greed, avarice, arrogance, cruelty, judgmentalism, selfishness, pride, and so on. Avoid acting in all these ways because they disorder the soul and bring one farther away from God. Do the good properly understood and pray for the strength to live these Christian values in one's life and in order to be brought closer to God.