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423 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 1, 2001
If I could tell you only one thing about my life it would be that when I was seven years old the mailman ran over my head. As formative events go, nothing else comes close; my careening, zigzag existence, my wounded brain and faith in God, my collision with joy and affliction, all of it has come, in one way or another, out of that moment on a summer morning when the left rear tire of a United States postal jeep ground my tiny head into the hot gravel of the San Carlos Apache Indian Reservation.
First, I had survived a mail jeep running over my head. Then, after three months in a coma, I had simply awakened, almost without warning and with only minimal brain damage. According to science and simple common sense, I should have been a vegetable, lucky to spend the rest of my days diapered and spoon-fed, my skull full of jelly. But I was progressing so well the doctors didn’t know what to make of me; they’d shake their heads, muttering under their breaths, checking and rechecking their charts, utterly perplexed, as if my continuing miracle was causing them to lose faith in the things they’d held most sacred all along.
But there has been no greater blessing than Rosa. For thirteen years she and I did one simple thing: we were good to each other. We got each other drinks, We said please and thank you and doesn’t that shirt look nice. We bought cards for each other on Valentine’s Day and found inordinate pleasure in watching reruns of “The Benny Hill Show.” We took turns cleaning the toilet. We talked bad about the neighbors and made fun of the persnickety old widows who liked to stand up front during liturgy and show off their new permanents. We played Scrabble and Yahtzee and let each other get away with murder.
I’m supposed to meet Mitzi at Klutsner’s Deli for lunch to celebrate this new stage in our relationship, and I have a little time, so I roll a clean sheet into my typewriter and let me fingers have their way. In awhile, after I have added a few more inconsequential words and pages to this sprawling pile, I will put on my coat, pick up my Hermes Jubilee, lock the doors behind me, and emerge from the shadows of this house into the bright day, blinking and holding my hand to the sky, amazed at the light, like a man raised from the dead.