I’m torn between 4 and 5 stars and honestly I might go back and change it. There was nothing ‘wrong’ with this book at all, on any objective metric, so that should logically make it 5 stars, but I admittedly judge spiritual nonfiction on how well it resonated with me personally (as well as more standard metrics such as how well written it was, how well researched, etc) and *something* about this just wasn’t quite giving me that full body reaction where I know something is going to change my spiritual outlook forever, at least at this time. I began reading this book last summer, and when I hit the parts specific to each part of the cycle, I decided to hold off on reading it until I could do the whole cycle aligned with its corresponding part of the year. So that’s why it took me so long to finish this. However, annoyingly, I lost the little journal in which I was recording all my work done in the Immrams, not long after I’d completed the Station of Emergence work. I could’ve just picked up a new journal and started from there but my autistic brain wouldn’t let me because I wanted everything to be in the one place, so I decided to just call it quits and start the cycle again with the Sisterhood of Avalon (of which I am a newer member) this autumn.
So I KNOW I’ll be returning to this as I am planning on going through the whole cycle with the Sisterhood this Calan Gaeaf. After that, with the assistance of women who have done it before, maybe my review will change from 4 stars to 5. Jhenah is an incredible priestess, scholar and spiritual teacher, and this is an amazing piece of work, but for some reason, something wasn’t clicking with me that would make this a 5 star book at this very moment. I can’t quite place my finger on what it is, other than maybe it might be because it was more focused on personal development than worship and devotion to the Goddesses, but that’s what it claimed it would be so it’s not like I was misled.