I wanted to love this. It has most of the qualities I want in a book. Strong, independent woman. Diverse rep. However, it felt a little try hard.
I will be the first to tell you I am "woke," no matter how much I hate the word, and while the Black rep in this book feels authentic to me, the two enby characters did not. To me, they felt thrown in as an afterthought. I've had this discussion with a few friends, and we differed on opinions, but for me, not all rep is good rep. Nonbinary people shouldn't be afterthoughts. They should be fully fleshed, with normal everyday interactions.
I'm not saying Black women should only date Black men, because if globalization brought us anything, it should be the mix in cultures. However, when a good portion of the interracial (I hate this word - is there anything new yet?) romances I read contain a BIPOC woman with a white man, I internally cringe. I'm not hating on these couples. I know these couples. I just think it sends the message that BIPOC men aren't "worth it," and that, to me, feels wrong.
All of that aside, second chance romances are not my favorite, and while I knew that going in, that's not what bothered me here. We are supposed to believe that Pearl and Cord's chemistry is off the charts, but I found myself yawning as they were getting it on. I also didn't like how he never listened to her, and just decided to do what he wanted 90% of the time.
Another thing that bothered me was Pearl's mentality. I get it, I get it, "head over heart." Say it one more time for those that didn't hear. For someone supposedly so smart, how did she get entangled in so many interoffice relationships? Shouldn't you learn after the first one?
In short, I wish this sent a better message, and that I liked the couple more as a couple, and separately as their own people. I don't want to write this author off for a subgenre I don't particularly enjoy, so I'll next pick up something a little more up my alley. I was trying to rush and finish this for one of The Ripped Bodice's book clubs, but as you can see, I didn't.
📱 Thank you to NetGalley and Berkley