One problem I had with The Mistletoe Motive is how it reminded me too much of The Hating Game, which I hated. So, with that being said, this was more of a personal problem. Too many things resembled it, all while, of course, having its own differences. Nonetheless, this reminded me once again why I hardly read enemies to lovers, and it’s truly because of how loosely marketed the term is used. Despite this being a short novella, in which Goodreads says it is less than 200 pages, I didn’t expect the “hate” to truly never really be there, let alone the relationship to develop the way it did.
But besides that, this was also too cliché for my liking, very predictable, and I didn’t feel the chemistry between our two love interests. The main lead, Johnathan, is described as a grumpy scrooge, and while he is definitely not into the holidays, his grumpiness was barely mild and tended to only be used against his “hate” for Gabriella, but not the rest of the people around him. Yes, not a lot of people were around him, but his attitude and overall personality changed. When the characters are described as grumpy and even reflecting “I hate everyone but you,” I expect it to be towards everyone. While we don’t get his POV, we know he’s pining towards Gabriella, and it’s evident in the way he ticks his jaw and tightens his knuckles. You know, the usual. He also knows small details about her. Usually, I would love this, because “it’s all about the details!”, but, again, hate to love where?
Gabriella was just . . . there. I felt nothing towards her. I can’t comment and in no way relate to her autism, and I always appreciate when authors add these types of representations, especially if it’s from their own personal experience. But besides that, nada.
The chemistry between the two was completely non-existent. I wondered where that connection and familiarity was for Gabriella with Johnathan. Gabriella is demisexual, and while arousal, desire, and attraction are all different, her arousal and desire were understandable (although I was already over it when she had her first wet dream of Johnathan 20% in), but I didn’t understand where the emotional connection came from. After that first dream, Gabriella seems to begin commenting on Johnathan more and more—his features, his lips, his muscles, his body, his face, etc. Her inner thoughts are always about how it would feel for him to touch her, especially in her intimate parts, and how being with Johnathan on a very close level would feel like. After their first kiss, she keeps voicing the same things, much more frequently, that they become annoying. While they don’t exactly “confess” early on, the relationship isn’t by any means slow burn. Maybe it’s my definition of slow burn that’s different, but when the character has a wet dream and starts having thoughts about the person they supposedly hate, at only 20% through the book, the development isn’t slow burn anymore.
Yes, the rivalry was there, but the “hate” really wasn’t. More like Gabriella was mad at herself for finding Johnathan attractive, which is nothing new. Again, it reminded me of THG. I was over it.
With that being said, I didn’t hate this like I hated The Hating Game, which is precisely the reason why I’m not rating this 1 star. I also love the setting of this and appreciate how it was actually set in the workplace, unlike THG. This wasn’t really so much of a comedy, but there were still moments I vaguely remember smiling through while reading. Going back to the setting, I love books about books, and the workplace being a bookstore as well as having references to books and media (specifically Jane Austen and the romance genre), made the reading experience a little more enjoyable. I also think it being December put me in the right mood to read this, even if I didn’t like it. The Christmas setting felt more accurate and it was easier to enjoy it due to the holidays being around the corner. Also, I appreciated how both Johnathan and Gabriella have different personal conditions that they don’t let define them—Gabriella is autistic, and Johnathan has Type 1 diabetes. With what happened in the end, there’s also no miscommunication or unnecessary drama.
All in all, I seem to be the grinch of this as many people have enjoyed it. In reality, if you liked The Hating Game, you’ll most likely enjoy this. The blurb literally says “for fans of The Hating Game”, but I didn’t see this before starting this.
You might also enjoy this if you don’t analyze it too much like I did, which I have trouble doing so.