Many moons ago, my friend, Elyse (she has left Goodreads and I miss her), told me to read this book. I had never heard of the book or the author. She said that it was marvelous. I believed her. I bought the book. I promptly set it upon a shelf and moved on to something that was twinkling brighter–I am easily distracted. As so frequently happens to me, I fear I pushed one of the best books on the shelf to the back to read something I forgot as soon as I finished the last page.
Asher Lev is a Hasidic Jew born with a remarkable talent for drawing and painting. At six years old he is being compared to Chagall by his uncle, and the praise is not exaggeration. Unfortunately, his father sees drawing at best as a foolishness, at worst as a pull from the “Other Side,” the side that is evil, the side that is ungodly.
Asher’s father is an important man, not only in the Brooklyn community where they live, but as an emissary for hasidism throughout the world. He comes from a long line of such men, and he wishes his son to take up the baton and follow his lead. Asher is devout, but he is uncontrollably pulled by his artistic gift. He cannot not paint; he cannot fail to express himself through his art. He doesn't care for his studies, he only cares for learning all there is to know about capturing the light. The price of Asher's talent is high for all involved, particularly the mother who tries to bridge the gap between father and son.
While much of what transpires is far beyond my own experience, knowing nothing of hasidism before picking up this book, there is so much that is very relatable to any human being who has struggled between pleasing the world and pursuing their own dream and individuality. What do we owe parents? Society? Community? What do we owe our ancestors, who may have sacrificed so much themselves in order that we might be here and prosper? Are there things in us that are beyond our control? Things we are meant to be, regardless of the price we must pay in order to achieve them? And, can we go a bridge too far? Are there limits on how much we should express our feelings to the world, because we owe something in respect and privacy to those who would be hurt by our openness?
I could not help thinking about Vincent Van Gogh while reading this novel. The situation is nothing the same, but Van Gogh was driven to paint, despite the lack of support and approval he received from the public or his contemporaries. His choice was painful to himself and painful to his brother, Theo, who watched his anguish and could do little more than try to buoy him in any way he could. True talent can be obsession.
If you have ever made your father sad or ashamed, if you have ever made your mother cry, you will feel the anguish of the choices Asher is asked to make. If you have ever felt the joy of feeling you are doing exactly what you were put on this earth to do, you might understand his drive. The price of greatness can be devastating sometimes.
This is my first encounter with Chaim Potok, but it will not be my last. This is the kind of writing that touches the soul. I am looking forward to more.