SPOILER ALERT: There is no way I can discuss my mixed feelings about this book without revealing key plot developments.
The good: This is a beautifully written novel with a compelling flow, inventive use of language, and at times brilliant descriptions of people and places.
The bad: This is fashioned as a resurrection story, but it didn't feel that way to me at all. Instead, I'd say it is a story about escape and disavowal of responsibility, masquerading as resurrection.
The narrator is a young woman who, at story's start, has just lost her father to a sudden heart attack, and is being comforted by her fiance when she discovers her birth certificate -- and the fact that the man who just died is not her father. This, compounded by the fact that her mother abandoned her when she was 14, and her brother is severely disabled and institutionalized, appears to send our protagonist over the edge, and without telling anyone, she flees for Finland.
That is where the birth certificate tells her that her father will be. Eventually, she finds her way to Lapland and her father, a Sami priest. The Sami are like our Native Americans, and reindeer are their livelihood and cultural touchstone. The priest, of course, turns out not to be her father. He tells her the sad tale of how she was actually conceived in an act of rape.
Driven by her demons, she goes to the place where the rape occurred, with the vague notion of discovering her mother's attacker, and instead, in a most improbable way, discovers her long-lost mother, who makes it abundantly clear in a painfully restrained reunion scene that she wants little to do with her daughter and who seems to feel little remorse.
OK, sounds thoroughly depressing and as dark as the far north winter, right? Except at the end, Vida decides to send her character to another part of the world, where, pregnant with her abandoned fiance's child, she takes another job, meets and marries another man, and narrates a justification for all this, all without telling her new family her real history.
I think we are supposed to believe that this woman went through hell and came out the other side with a new wholeness. But all I saw was a woman who abandoned the father of her child, much as her mother had -- and her fiance, by the way, is described as unerringly kind and good. We are supposed to believe she made something better out of her life than her mother did. I wish I could believe it.
I so much want to hear from anyone else who has read this book, and whether you share these feelings or came away with a completely different take. A good novelist like Vida can get you to see inside another person and empathize with her. She can't get you to admire her values.