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Valor and Doyle Mysteries #4
Inevitable Disclosure
Quaid is adrift in MPU. With his partner on extended leave, he’s alone and unsure if he wants to continue working on missing persons cases now that his sister’s case is closed. When the missing teen he’s been seeking for a week turns up dead, it’s the icing on the cake.
Maybe it’s time to explore a different career path.
Aslan and his partner, Torin, take over Quaid’s case, but Quaid can’t help but get involved. He wants justice for the girl. Justice for her grieving family.
Is homicide the career change he’s been looking for?
The trio makes a solid team, and their banter takes the edge off a serious case. Working alongside Aslan again is fantastic. They have found a balance that works, but for as comfortable as they have become as a couple, for as inevitable as their future together seems, something’s missing.
Aslan is ready to take the next step in their relationship, but Quaid needs certain feelings to be disclosed first.
Do actions speak louder than words? Or is there magic in saying I love you?
** Inevitable Disclosure is the fourth book in the Valor and Doyle Mystery Series. It is a same-couple series that should be read in order. Although each book has a self-contained mystery with no cliff-hangers, the romance is overarching and progressive throughout the series. **
Maybe it’s time to explore a different career path.
Aslan and his partner, Torin, take over Quaid’s case, but Quaid can’t help but get involved. He wants justice for the girl. Justice for her grieving family.
Is homicide the career change he’s been looking for?
The trio makes a solid team, and their banter takes the edge off a serious case. Working alongside Aslan again is fantastic. They have found a balance that works, but for as comfortable as they have become as a couple, for as inevitable as their future together seems, something’s missing.
Aslan is ready to take the next step in their relationship, but Quaid needs certain feelings to be disclosed first.
Do actions speak louder than words? Or is there magic in saying I love you?
** Inevitable Disclosure is the fourth book in the Valor and Doyle Mystery Series. It is a same-couple series that should be read in order. Although each book has a self-contained mystery with no cliff-hangers, the romance is overarching and progressive throughout the series. **
430 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 30, 2023
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About the author
Nicky James
74 books2,211 followersI live in the small town of Petrolia, Ontario, Canada and I am a mother to a wonderful teenage boy (didn't think those words could be typed together...surprise) and wife to a truly supportive and understanding husband, who thankfully doesn't think I'm crazy.
I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.
I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.
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May 11, 2025
Valor and Doyle. I love how consistently amazing they are throughout the whole series. I couldn't be happier with how their relationship develops. I love them as a couple and I also love seeing them work together. They are perfect.
The mystery. It's my second favourite, right after the mystery in book 1. I think it was well thought out, intriguing and it kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time. That's all I can say without spoiling anything, so my other thoughts will be under the spoiler tag.
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Re-read 5/2025: Listened to the audiobook. There's a reason I skipped this book when I was re-reading the others before. Love those two, but ugh that case they're working on.
The mystery. It's my second favourite, right after the mystery in book 1. I think it was well thought out, intriguing and it kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time. That's all I can say without spoiling anything, so my other thoughts will be under the spoiler tag.
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Re-read 5/2025: Listened to the audiobook. There's a reason I skipped this book when I was re-reading the others before. Love those two, but ugh that case they're working on.
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February 10, 2023
“You’re it for me, Quaid. This right here is everything I’ll ever need in this lifetime.” He held me tight, not letting go. “I love you too.”
To say that Nicky James exceeded my expectations would be an understatement. I didn’t doubt this fourth book would be even better than its prequel, as each book seems to be getting better and better. With a mystery enough to keep me curious and on the edge of my seat, a tender relationship that continues developing, and amazing friendships being built with side characters, Inevitable Disclosure was everything I had hoped for and more. It only goes to show how easy it is to trust this author and trust that good will come out of her creativity. I don’t think I can make a choice on which book is my favorite–this one or Unstable Connections. Regardless, many of the things I’ve mentioned in my reviews for the previous books are similar to how I felt about this, with a few changes.
The relationship development of Quaid and Aslan is stellar. It’s beautiful, tender, sweet, and oh so romantic. These two are still opposites, but their opposite traits are now favorable–Quaid and his healthy food habits, Aslan and his love for sugary and salty; Quaid liking tidiness, Aslan not caring; Quaid’s constant sneering and grumpiness, Aslan and his constant flirtation that is lovable; Quaid punctuality, Aslan’s carefree lifestyle. Despite having dated only three months, the relationship has grown to an immense friendship of trust and loyalty. They read each other incredibly well, knowing each other’s irks and pleasures. There is a complete balance in their lifestyles; while they don’t live together, they’ve unconsciously developed a domestic way of living, proving to each other how they roam around each other. I love how Nicky has written this couple. The vulnerabilities and insecurities the two characters have are still orbiting their personal life, showing how slow but patient the healing process has been. Quaid is still insecure, but not as much to the point where he questions Aslan’s love, and Aslan is still afraid of not giving Quaid enough. Personally, I have loved seeing how the relationship has progressed because it’s a realistic portrayal of a relationship that still deals with hardships, but doesn’t lack in the communication department. When one issue is brought by one or the other, they manage to bring each other back in an effective manner, with no conflict tearing each other apart.
[…] “Quaid Valor, don’t ever doubt how madly in love with you I am. If I have to, if you need it, I’ll tell you every day from now until eternity.”
My love for these two men individually has only grown. I have loved seeing Quaid’s character development, who was an unsure, hesitant, and vulnerable man who couldn’t accept a second chance at love. His insecurities are still there, but he has now accepted himself to be more worthy of someone’s love and is coming to terms with this. His cold demeanor is starting to become more of a façade for those he loves, allowing himself to take off his mask and let himself feel. It has been beautiful to see him let down his walls, especially with Aslan. On the other hand, Aslan continues showing Quaid how he’s it for him. While his personal struggles we learned in book 1 aren’t entirely revolving around Aslan, it’s still a lingering thought. While he’s still flirtatious with Quaid and holds up his banter, his encouragement, support, and patience are one of his best traits. He’s cautious, perceptive, encouraging, and completely loving. The two of them together are a fitted puzzle, clicking together when they find each other. They’re both aware of each other in every way, making their relationship more tender and loving—Aslan taking Quaid to a musical, buying him his rabbit food, understanding his “neurotic” tendencies; Quaid brushing his teeth before kissing Aslan after drinking, filling up his pantry with food he doesn’t like but doing it for Aslan, finding domestic joy in seeing Aslan’s mess even though he hates it. These two are the true definition of opposites attract, yet their differences make them stronger, giving them more of an open mind, and showing the easiness that builds up through communication, loyalty, and trust.
And you know what’s one of the best things about this? The fact that sex plays such a tiny role in it, and the relationship continues progressing mentally and socially, without sex needing to overpower it. Thank you Nicky, for finally doing what few of us have been asking for. I’m reveling in all this. This is what I call romance. I hope Nicky keeps it this way.
To me, love was something you expressed nonverbally. It wasn’t flippant and meaningless words. It was expressed in small actions and gestures that came from the heart. It was a stolen smile in the morning, a squeeze of the hand, a brush of fingers. It was coffee in bed when you knew your partner hadn’t slept well. It was force-feeding them waffles because you worried they didn’t eat enough. It was finding a way to make them smile when they stubbornly didn’t want to smile.
The mystery and case in this installment may be gruesome to some, especially those of you who are parents, as it deals with teenagers. The drama is there between them all. It's incredibly frustrating and annoying, yet entertaining in every possible way. It was easy to paint each teen as a suspect, and it was easy to have suspicions. What was first an unsub became a shocker of a revelation. I loved how Nicky addressed and wrote this case, keeping it eager, suspicious, and thrilling. I have loved seeing these new cases appear stronger than its precedent. While some may be more brutal and personal, they’re all strong and exciting. Despite mysteries not being a common genre I read, there are certain traits I look for when reading them, and this had it all.
I’ve been a little disappointed with how little we’ve learned about Aslan compared to Quaid, and it’s one of my only disappointments of this novel. Considering that ending, I’m really hoping the next book will give us a stronger arc of Aslan. There’s a lot missing from his character, and I do feel like we’ve been mostly focusing on Quaid and his needs and wants, but what about Aslan? I’m hoping this changes in the next book because Aslan will need all the comfort and patience.
While this may not have been entirely perfect, it was close to, and I was ready to give this 5-stars as I struggled to find a flaw at first. Still, Nicky has continued surprising me with this series. I never doubted her strong writing capability in making this fourth installment better than the previous books, and here we are. I’m hoping the next book will have more hurt/comfort on Aslan's side, showing us a different caring role Quaid will have to take. I’m excited and nervous.
PS: That musical date was so precious. Aslan’s inner monologue and future planning on seeing Quaid so happy was so adorable. I hope these two can go on more dates like that.
But it was Quaid’s thing, and if the prospect of seeing a musical was responsible for the smile lighting up his eyes, then I would do it again and again and again.
Quaid was spellbound, watching the performers and mouthing all the lyrics as they sang and danced across the stage. He glowed even in the dark. His joy was like nothing I’d seen before.
“Totally worth it,” I said to myself.
“Isn’t it great?” he whispered.
“It is.”
We weren’t talking about the same thing.
I had no clue what was going on onstage, but I didn’t care. I made a mental note to look into the cost of season tickets. In the three months we’d been together, this was hands down the happiest I’d ever seen my chronically grumpy boyfriend. If I could keep that captivated look in his eyes forever, I would.
*clutches heart*
April 19, 2023
“Well, fuck me sideways. This keeps getting better and better.”
There is nothing sweeter than having your most anticipated book of the year released just after your finals (hi, guys! i’m back!)
In this fourth installment of the series, Nicky James shows she keeps knowing what to do to push all your buttons, make your brain hurt trying to figure out who was the killer while keeping your heart warm with the two most beautiful boys ever created.
One of the best things about having long series is to see our characters develop and learn how to communicate and make it work. Even though Aslan’s lack of ability to say a couple of words drove me crazy (does this really happen in real life?? I swear I’ve read too many heroes with this problem!), I was so absorbed in the story that half of the reason I read it on one sitting was my excitement to see Quaid’s reaction to them.
The other reason was, of course, the mystery. Mystery was my most read genre when I was younger, but lately all the ones I’ve tried have left me with a very bitter taste for being either too easy or a OTT mess that makes no sense. Not Nicky James’. She has nailed every single one of them in this series. Even though I was able to figure out part of the secret, the killer’s identity left me speechless.
Now onto the characters. As much as I keep wanting to hug my too-hard-on-himself Quaid, my crush on Aslan is bigger than ever (not my fault he’s perfect) and I will never get over how good they are together, this time Torin and Aslan’s bickering was my ultimate favorite thing. I could not stop laughing at this:
Torin whistled and shook his head. “Shit, man. Valor is a badass motherfucker in an interview. I’ve got goosebumps. () That kid’s gonna need new drawers when he’s done.”
“I’m so turned on right now.”
“Don’t be gross.”
“Seriously. I’m getting hard.”
() Torin shook his head good-naturedly. “Just try not to jizz in your pants.”
(and don’t even get me started with the swearing jar…)
I also love how Ruiz and Quaid are developing a very weird friendship and how Ruiz is making real attempts at not being an homophobe (baby steps). This series is the best thing that has happened to me since Criminal Intentions (hell, I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I even like the mysteries a lot more) and I hope we have a lot more books coming because it’s never going to be enough!
↬ Valor and Doyle Mysteries:
0.5. Department Rivals: 3 stars
1. Temporary Partner: 4 stars
2. Elusive Relationships: 4 stars
3. Unstable Connections: 4.5 stars
4. Inevitable Disclosure: 4.25 stars
5. Defying Logic: 3.5 stars
There is nothing sweeter than having your most anticipated book of the year released just after your finals (hi, guys! i’m back!)
In this fourth installment of the series, Nicky James shows she keeps knowing what to do to push all your buttons, make your brain hurt trying to figure out who was the killer while keeping your heart warm with the two most beautiful boys ever created.
One of the best things about having long series is to see our characters develop and learn how to communicate and make it work. Even though Aslan’s lack of ability to say a couple of words drove me crazy (does this really happen in real life?? I swear I’ve read too many heroes with this problem!), I was so absorbed in the story that half of the reason I read it on one sitting was my excitement to see Quaid’s reaction to them.
The other reason was, of course, the mystery. Mystery was my most read genre when I was younger, but lately all the ones I’ve tried have left me with a very bitter taste for being either too easy or a OTT mess that makes no sense. Not Nicky James’. She has nailed every single one of them in this series. Even though I was able to figure out part of the secret, the killer’s identity left me speechless.
Now onto the characters. As much as I keep wanting to hug my too-hard-on-himself Quaid, my crush on Aslan is bigger than ever (not my fault he’s perfect) and I will never get over how good they are together, this time Torin and Aslan’s bickering was my ultimate favorite thing. I could not stop laughing at this:
Torin whistled and shook his head. “Shit, man. Valor is a badass motherfucker in an interview. I’ve got goosebumps. () That kid’s gonna need new drawers when he’s done.”
“I’m so turned on right now.”
“Don’t be gross.”
“Seriously. I’m getting hard.”
() Torin shook his head good-naturedly. “Just try not to jizz in your pants.”
(and don’t even get me started with the swearing jar…)
I also love how Ruiz and Quaid are developing a very weird friendship and how Ruiz is making real attempts at not being an homophobe (baby steps). This series is the best thing that has happened to me since Criminal Intentions (hell, I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I even like the mysteries a lot more) and I hope we have a lot more books coming because it’s never going to be enough!
↬ Valor and Doyle Mysteries:
0.5. Department Rivals: 3 stars
1. Temporary Partner: 4 stars
2. Elusive Relationships: 4 stars
3. Unstable Connections: 4.5 stars
4. Inevitable Disclosure: 4.25 stars
5. Defying Logic: 3.5 stars
March 2, 2023
Audiobook - 4 stars
Overall - 3.5 stars
Romance, banter and characters - 5+++ You’re it for me stars😍
I really love Aslan and Quaid's relationship. These two are opposites but they fit so well together. I enjoy their banter, playful nature and their work dynamics. Their growth has been amazing to read. They have come so far since book 1. The birthday gift. Awwwww... That was so sweet. 😍🥰
The supporting characters deserve their flowers too. The swear Jar had me loling haaardd. 🤣🤣
The mystery - 1 star
Mystery genre is my first love, when I read a book like this as much as I am invested in the characters and relationships/romance part, when the mystery part becomes boring, everything else falls apart. That is what happened here.
Ugh!😭 I was invested at first then it became too long, something that could have been solved faster dragged on and on for the sake of page count. The suspects interviews were exhausting and annoying. I noticed some very obvious repetitions. I feel like it could have been 100pages less.
The worst part is I figured out the Unsub earlier on and wanted to reach into the book to show them. This case reminded me of an episode I saw on Criminal Minds years ago, so it was easy peasy and all the clues were right there.
That ending felt too convenient. 😣 Anyhoo, I will still read the next one to see how NJ handles everything.
Overall - 3.5 stars
Romance, banter and characters - 5+++ You’re it for me stars😍
I really love Aslan and Quaid's relationship. These two are opposites but they fit so well together. I enjoy their banter, playful nature and their work dynamics. Their growth has been amazing to read. They have come so far since book 1. The birthday gift. Awwwww... That was so sweet. 😍🥰
The supporting characters deserve their flowers too. The swear Jar had me loling haaardd. 🤣🤣
The mystery - 1 star
Mystery genre is my first love, when I read a book like this as much as I am invested in the characters and relationships/romance part, when the mystery part becomes boring, everything else falls apart. That is what happened here.
Ugh!😭 I was invested at first then it became too long, something that could have been solved faster dragged on and on for the sake of page count. The suspects interviews were exhausting and annoying. I noticed some very obvious repetitions. I feel like it could have been 100pages less.
The worst part is I figured out the Unsub earlier on and wanted to reach into the book to show them. This case reminded me of an episode I saw on Criminal Minds years ago, so it was easy peasy and all the clues were right there.
That ending felt too convenient. 😣 Anyhoo, I will still read the next one to see how NJ handles everything.
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January 31, 2023
4.5 stars ☆
"I am so madly in love with you it's crippling. It terrifies me most days because of how vulnerable it makes me feel to hand over my heart again after it was so utterly destroyed by Jack. Trust is not easy for me. But I'm doing it anyway, and I don't know if you realize the kind of power that gives you. I love you, Aslan. I've loved you since the day you stood in my driveway and told me you couldn't walk away and wanted to give up your old ways simply to have a chance to date me. And yeah, I'm a softy, I read too many romance novels, and I dream too big, but those words from you got me right in the chest. I was a goner. Most days, these characteristics embarrass me." He shrugged. "But it's who I am, and yeah, maybe it's lame, maybe it's needy, maybe I'm too emotional, but it would be nice to hear it once from your mouth without you being stoned out of your mind. I'm sorry if that makes me pathetic."
~ Quaid's confession 🥺
me @ Aslan after reading this book:
no but seriously, this man deserves a hug and cuddles after the shit that went down and thank god for Quaid for being his comfort. <3 i loved how Aslan and Quaid's relationship just keeps progressing in the best way. QUAID'S CONFESSION?? that had me in tears. i love it when reserved, quiet characters have this whole confession speech just bc it's not something you'd normally see from them with their type of personality. i'm excited to see them finally move in together and see more domestic moments (as if they don't already have them on a daily basis-), but my heart is definitely breaking for Aslan and i'm curious to know how things will go in the next book. speaking of characters, i'm so happy to see more of Ruiz in this!! he piqued my interest in the previous book and i agree with Quaid when he said Ruiz was so under appreciated. :( so happy to see more of Torin as well, this man grew on me so much compared to how i felt about him in the beginning lol
as for the mystery, most of it basically surrounded teenage drama and i do find that concept interesting, but just the whole reveal of Columbus being the killer?? i was in fear for Aslan and Torin's lives during that whole confrontation scene. i know it's not impossible for kids to be murderers obviously bc, even in our reality, we see, or hear, situations like that happening all the time but just to read about Columbus being this 12 year old killer who had no fear or remorse for what he's done was engrossing, yet frightening, to me.
this could have been a whole five stars, but i'm still waiting for the story to finally shift to Aslan's arc bc it's something i've been anticipating since the previous book but, with the events that occurred in this book, i have a feeling we'll finally get a focus on Aslan in the next book?? i wanna know more about his past, and even his whole recovering alcoholic background. hopefully, we'll also able to see Quaid being there for Aslan bc we mostly have seen Aslan as Quaid's anchor, but i wanna see Aslan being vulnerable this time around and Quaid just staying by his side.
"I am so madly in love with you it's crippling. It terrifies me most days because of how vulnerable it makes me feel to hand over my heart again after it was so utterly destroyed by Jack. Trust is not easy for me. But I'm doing it anyway, and I don't know if you realize the kind of power that gives you. I love you, Aslan. I've loved you since the day you stood in my driveway and told me you couldn't walk away and wanted to give up your old ways simply to have a chance to date me. And yeah, I'm a softy, I read too many romance novels, and I dream too big, but those words from you got me right in the chest. I was a goner. Most days, these characteristics embarrass me." He shrugged. "But it's who I am, and yeah, maybe it's lame, maybe it's needy, maybe I'm too emotional, but it would be nice to hear it once from your mouth without you being stoned out of your mind. I'm sorry if that makes me pathetic."
~ Quaid's confession 🥺
me @ Aslan after reading this book:
no but seriously, this man deserves a hug and cuddles after the shit that went down and thank god for Quaid for being his comfort. <3 i loved how Aslan and Quaid's relationship just keeps progressing in the best way. QUAID'S CONFESSION?? that had me in tears. i love it when reserved, quiet characters have this whole confession speech just bc it's not something you'd normally see from them with their type of personality. i'm excited to see them finally move in together and see more domestic moments (as if they don't already have them on a daily basis-), but my heart is definitely breaking for Aslan and i'm curious to know how things will go in the next book. speaking of characters, i'm so happy to see more of Ruiz in this!! he piqued my interest in the previous book and i agree with Quaid when he said Ruiz was so under appreciated. :( so happy to see more of Torin as well, this man grew on me so much compared to how i felt about him in the beginning lol
as for the mystery, most of it basically surrounded teenage drama and i do find that concept interesting, but just the whole reveal of Columbus being the killer?? i was in fear for Aslan and Torin's lives during that whole confrontation scene. i know it's not impossible for kids to be murderers obviously bc, even in our reality, we see, or hear, situations like that happening all the time but just to read about Columbus being this 12 year old killer who had no fear or remorse for what he's done was engrossing, yet frightening, to me.
this could have been a whole five stars, but i'm still waiting for the story to finally shift to Aslan's arc bc it's something i've been anticipating since the previous book but, with the events that occurred in this book, i have a feeling we'll finally get a focus on Aslan in the next book?? i wanna know more about his past, and even his whole recovering alcoholic background. hopefully, we'll also able to see Quaid being there for Aslan bc we mostly have seen Aslan as Quaid's anchor, but i wanna see Aslan being vulnerable this time around and Quaid just staying by his side.
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September 9, 2023
3 indulgent stars but I think I could go even lower. I know this series is everybody’s baby so it must be me but I was so incredibly bored and disappointed. I had already decided not to read it but I’ve read 3 books already and I thought I should finish the series. There are so many things that frustrated me at this book that I should probably start with the very few things I liked. I liked the mystery although all those kids badmouthing each other got to be a bit tiresome by the end, still, it kept me invested and curious. And that’s it. That’s all I liked. Everything else was either annoying or boring. Like the writing for instance..it was dry,lackluster and repetitive, the same idea hammered over and over again. I don’t know what happened, either I outgrew this author’s work or she stopped making an effort with this series since its so popular already that even the blurb gets automatically 5 stars.
Before I get to Aslan and Quaid allow me to express my fervent dislike for Ruiz and his redemption.
“Ruiz narrowed his eyes.
“It’s a compliment. I’m not flirting. We’ve had this conversation before. You aren’t my type.”
If you have to say shit like this to a person/friend they’re still a homophobe.
Also it was so freaking annoying that he needed to be begged, pleaded (and to walk on eggshells around his ornery ass) for him to do what he’s paid to do, his job. He was and still is an asshole and it was a bit pathetic to watch Quaid wagging his tail and lapping up the attention as if he needed acceptance and validation from a homophobe and telling us over and over again at every tiny gesture Ruiz did how he wouldn’t have done it before:
“Ruiz told me to pull a chair next to him . Before he wouldn’t have liked it. Ruiz asked me how I was , before he wouldn’t have cared, Ruiz told me I can breathe the same air as him. Before he wouldn’t have allowed it .” 🙄 Give that man a sainthood , folks!
As for our two MC , they disappointed me the most . They acted like two 15 years old girls. The “L word” debacle was so pathetic I can’t even… And what’s worse is that I expect it from Quaid because, to be honest, I never really liked Quaid..He’s high strung, high maintenance, too emotional, always acting like a blushing maid (sometimes it felt like I was reading a historical Mf lol- he was always so “precious “ and quivering and always with tears in his eyes 🙄 And he’s judgmental and dry, with no sense of humor and so freaking boring. Always scolding Aslan and trying to make him as boring as he was. Such a mood downer.
But I liked Aslan, at least in the second and third book ,yet here he was childish and annoying. And him holding back those words was really pointless. I mean, he really had no good explanation for not saying them. He pissed me off so much.
“To me, love was something you expressed nonverbally. It wasn’t flippant and meaningless words. It was expressed in small actions and gestures that came from the heart. It was a stolen smile in the morning, bla bla bla. “
Well, fuck you, Aslan, love is also making each other happy. Those words made Quaid happy , your balls wouldn’t have fallen off if you’d said them. What a pretentious bullshit.
Quaid as always , “just a boy standing in front of another boy asking him to love him” , nothing new here .. I was so sick of it that when they finally said it I didn’t even care. I was like “Finally, can we move the fuck on , now?”.
Also, his sneering “adorableness” is getting old . The word “ sneered” was used so so many times it’s exasperating , Quaid always sneers, we know , because he’s a stuck up , again nothing new. Imagine, he was having a fit and telling Ruiz he couldn’t look at some boobs because “he’s gay and they’re not his thing” . He said look, dear, not suck on them 🙄
As for the mystery,
SPOILER ⛔️
I kind of guessed who was the culprit and honestly there was too much of a drama with Alsan and the shooting, that kid was a monster and he deserved everything he got. I really hope Aslan won’t resort to drinking because of this in the next book because it’s really not worth it. He should feel more guilty letting that monster shoot Torin because “Oh, I didn’t think he was gonna do it.” Yeah, sure buddy, that kid looked like he was bluffing.
Having said all this , I found the book boring, the guys are boring and the dialogues are also very boring and they mostly consist of Aslan asking for sex and Quaid acting all prude. By the way, I heard through the grapevine that this book had no sex scenes but it does have 2 sex scenes and a BJ . It’s true, the sex scenes are as boring as they are but they’re there. I don’t know if this author found Jesus or something but for an author who wrote taboo father/son/uncle books these totally lukewarm sex scenes she gave these guys are totally disappointing.
Before I get to Aslan and Quaid allow me to express my fervent dislike for Ruiz and his redemption.
“Ruiz narrowed his eyes.
“It’s a compliment. I’m not flirting. We’ve had this conversation before. You aren’t my type.”
If you have to say shit like this to a person/friend they’re still a homophobe.
Also it was so freaking annoying that he needed to be begged, pleaded (and to walk on eggshells around his ornery ass) for him to do what he’s paid to do, his job. He was and still is an asshole and it was a bit pathetic to watch Quaid wagging his tail and lapping up the attention as if he needed acceptance and validation from a homophobe and telling us over and over again at every tiny gesture Ruiz did how he wouldn’t have done it before:
“Ruiz told me to pull a chair next to him . Before he wouldn’t have liked it. Ruiz asked me how I was , before he wouldn’t have cared, Ruiz told me I can breathe the same air as him. Before he wouldn’t have allowed it .” 🙄 Give that man a sainthood , folks!
As for our two MC , they disappointed me the most . They acted like two 15 years old girls. The “L word” debacle was so pathetic I can’t even… And what’s worse is that I expect it from Quaid because, to be honest, I never really liked Quaid..He’s high strung, high maintenance, too emotional, always acting like a blushing maid (sometimes it felt like I was reading a historical Mf lol- he was always so “precious “ and quivering and always with tears in his eyes 🙄 And he’s judgmental and dry, with no sense of humor and so freaking boring. Always scolding Aslan and trying to make him as boring as he was. Such a mood downer.
But I liked Aslan, at least in the second and third book ,yet here he was childish and annoying. And him holding back those words was really pointless. I mean, he really had no good explanation for not saying them. He pissed me off so much.
“To me, love was something you expressed nonverbally. It wasn’t flippant and meaningless words. It was expressed in small actions and gestures that came from the heart. It was a stolen smile in the morning, bla bla bla. “
Well, fuck you, Aslan, love is also making each other happy. Those words made Quaid happy , your balls wouldn’t have fallen off if you’d said them. What a pretentious bullshit.
Quaid as always , “just a boy standing in front of another boy asking him to love him” , nothing new here .. I was so sick of it that when they finally said it I didn’t even care. I was like “Finally, can we move the fuck on , now?”.
Also, his sneering “adorableness” is getting old . The word “ sneered” was used so so many times it’s exasperating , Quaid always sneers, we know , because he’s a stuck up , again nothing new. Imagine, he was having a fit and telling Ruiz he couldn’t look at some boobs because “he’s gay and they’re not his thing” . He said look, dear, not suck on them 🙄
As for the mystery,
SPOILER ⛔️
I kind of guessed who was the culprit and honestly there was too much of a drama with Alsan and the shooting, that kid was a monster and he deserved everything he got. I really hope Aslan won’t resort to drinking because of this in the next book because it’s really not worth it. He should feel more guilty letting that monster shoot Torin because “Oh, I didn’t think he was gonna do it.” Yeah, sure buddy, that kid looked like he was bluffing.
Having said all this , I found the book boring, the guys are boring and the dialogues are also very boring and they mostly consist of Aslan asking for sex and Quaid acting all prude. By the way, I heard through the grapevine that this book had no sex scenes but it does have 2 sex scenes and a BJ . It’s true, the sex scenes are as boring as they are but they’re there. I don’t know if this author found Jesus or something but for an author who wrote taboo father/son/uncle books these totally lukewarm sex scenes she gave these guys are totally disappointing.
December 20, 2024
I know I say this every time, but these stories are getting better with every book! An ongoing series blending suspenseful police work with deeply personal struggles.
Quaid and Aslan’s relationship continues to mature. It feels authentic, layered with both tension and hope.
“I’ve loved you since the day you stood in my driveway and told me you couldn’t walk away and wanted to give up your old ways simply to have a chance to date me.”
Thriller/mystery
Police procedural
Romantic suspense
Emotional depth
Excellent side characters
HFN
The case in this story had me accusing everyone, the killer was a complete surprise. Emotional and brutal ending.
Quaid and Aslan’s relationship continues to mature. It feels authentic, layered with both tension and hope.
“I’ve loved you since the day you stood in my driveway and told me you couldn’t walk away and wanted to give up your old ways simply to have a chance to date me.”
Thriller/mystery
Police procedural
Romantic suspense
Emotional depth
Excellent side characters
HFN
The case in this story had me accusing everyone, the killer was a complete surprise. Emotional and brutal ending.
August 16, 2025
Second reading 08/2025
via audiobook: This once again broke my heart into so many pieces...
Note regarding the audio version: the last hour should not be listened to while driving or walking along busy roads. It is deeply distracting and the tears made it difficult for me to walk along the route, even though I know it quite well
First reading 09/2024
The sheer madness.
This book warms up a little more slowly and you gradually become mad about the case along with the detectives. What a mess, and I mean that in a positive way. In this case, my suspicions were confirmed for the first time. But that's not a negative thing, I was rather surprised that the previous books had kept me so blind.
So, regardless of the overall suspenseful plot ... Aslan and Quaid's relationship enters the next phase and my goodness I was so swooned.
To me, love was something you expressed nonverbally. It wasn’t flippant and meaningless words. It was expressed in small actions and gestures that came from the heart. It was a stolen smile in the morning, a squeeze of the hand, a brush of fingers. It was coffee in bed when you knew your partner hadn’t slept well. It was force-feeding them waffles because you worried they didn’t eat enough. It was finding a way to make them smile when they stubbornly didn’t want to smile. 💗🫠🫠🫠💗
Gary Cherone serenading us with “More than Words,” a song Quaid knew well enough he sang along in parts. It was the perfect cheesy, sappy love song for my cheesy, sappy boyfriend. I couldn’t get enough of the contentedness shining from his eyes. 💗🫠🫠🫠💗
And then this ending ... Somebody help ... I cried like a baby ...
Thank goodness there was still an hour left in the day yesterday, of course I'm already reading the next book ...
via audiobook: This once again broke my heart into so many pieces...
Note regarding the audio version: the last hour should not be listened to while driving or walking along busy roads. It is deeply distracting and the tears made it difficult for me to walk along the route, even though I know it quite well
First reading 09/2024
The sheer madness.
This book warms up a little more slowly and you gradually become mad about the case along with the detectives. What a mess, and I mean that in a positive way. In this case, my suspicions were confirmed for the first time. But that's not a negative thing, I was rather surprised that the previous books had kept me so blind.
So, regardless of the overall suspenseful plot ... Aslan and Quaid's relationship enters the next phase and my goodness I was so swooned.
To me, love was something you expressed nonverbally. It wasn’t flippant and meaningless words. It was expressed in small actions and gestures that came from the heart. It was a stolen smile in the morning, a squeeze of the hand, a brush of fingers. It was coffee in bed when you knew your partner hadn’t slept well. It was force-feeding them waffles because you worried they didn’t eat enough. It was finding a way to make them smile when they stubbornly didn’t want to smile. 💗🫠🫠🫠💗
Gary Cherone serenading us with “More than Words,” a song Quaid knew well enough he sang along in parts. It was the perfect cheesy, sappy love song for my cheesy, sappy boyfriend. I couldn’t get enough of the contentedness shining from his eyes. 💗🫠🫠🫠💗
And then this ending ... Somebody help ... I cried like a baby ...
Thank goodness there was still an hour left in the day yesterday, of course I'm already reading the next book ...
December 11, 2023
4.25**** stars
Well, fuck me. (And I’m not eating one of those cookies for this!)
Az, baby, I am so so sorry!
The mystery was good, especially with the showdown at the end —even though these teenagers were annoying af and solving the case with their help was like pulling teeth. But man do I fear for my sanity when my own kids will hit their teenage years eventually.
God, these two. They are such a perfect match. Who would’ve thought in the beginning. They certainly didn’t. But they are sooo good together, I love watching them interact. And then there is their amazing chemistry —no wonder they jump each other every chance they get.
So why am I kinda pissed with this book? I tell you why. Because NJ is a freaking tease. Again. I am a passionate smut-reader and I DON'T LIKE BEING TEASED without anything coming of it!! I was disappointed about it in the last book already but didn’t mention it. But here it is: I am missing the hot sexy times they were having in the past. On page!! Aslan & Quaid are on fire and I wanna see it, ffs. But all we get is one BJ and one sex scene in all of 420 pages and there were sooo many moments NJ could’ve let us in but she chose to shut the door on us —but of course, not without teasing the fuck out of us first.
So yeah, in that regard I am truly disappointed (and unsatisfied). Again.
Regardless. This was a solid addition to the series. I loved how far they’ve come in their relationship and in some ways it was quite entertaining watching these two and Torin deal with all these teens. *lol
I’m going to go read something smutty now.
**************
Valor and Doyle Mysteries
Prequel - Department Rivals - 4.5 stars
Book 1 - Temporary Partner - 4.25 stars
Book 2 - Elusive Relations - 4.75 stars ♡
Book 3 - Unstable Connections - 5.0 stars
Xmas-Novella - Relative Commotions 5.0 stars
Book 4 - Inevitable Disclosure - 4.25 stars
Book 5 - Defying Logic - 4.25 stars
Book 6 - Disrupted Engagement - 4.5 stars
Book 7 - Matrimonial Merriment - 5.0 stars
Well, fuck me. (And I’m not eating one of those cookies for this!)
Az, baby, I am so so sorry!
Something had changed […], and I worried the happy, carefree man I’d gotten to know was gone for good.
The mystery was good, especially with the showdown at the end —even though these teenagers were annoying af and solving the case with their help was like pulling teeth. But man do I fear for my sanity when my own kids will hit their teenage years eventually.
Never doubt me, Quaid. You’re it for me. ♡
God, these two. They are such a perfect match. Who would’ve thought in the beginning. They certainly didn’t. But they are sooo good together, I love watching them interact. And then there is their amazing chemistry —no wonder they jump each other every chance they get.
So why am I kinda pissed with this book? I tell you why. Because NJ is a freaking tease. Again. I am a passionate smut-reader and I DON'T LIKE BEING TEASED without anything coming of it!! I was disappointed about it in the last book already but didn’t mention it. But here it is: I am missing the hot sexy times they were having in the past. On page!! Aslan & Quaid are on fire and I wanna see it, ffs. But all we get is one BJ and one sex scene in all of 420 pages and there were sooo many moments NJ could’ve let us in but she chose to shut the door on us —but of course, not without teasing the fuck out of us first.
So yeah, in that regard I am truly disappointed (and unsatisfied). Again.
Regardless. This was a solid addition to the series. I loved how far they’ve come in their relationship and in some ways it was quite entertaining watching these two and Torin deal with all these teens. *lol
I’m going to go read something smutty now.
**************
Valor and Doyle Mysteries
Prequel - Department Rivals - 4.5 stars
Book 1 - Temporary Partner - 4.25 stars
Book 2 - Elusive Relations - 4.75 stars ♡
Book 3 - Unstable Connections - 5.0 stars
Xmas-Novella - Relative Commotions 5.0 stars
Book 4 - Inevitable Disclosure - 4.25 stars
Book 5 - Defying Logic - 4.25 stars
Book 6 - Disrupted Engagement - 4.5 stars
Book 7 - Matrimonial Merriment - 5.0 stars
February 24, 2023
✦ we got so many cute couple moments in this book, wow. i truly love these characters. the way their relationship has developed over this series is great.
✦ the patience they have for each other, the mutual understanding, the comfort they bring each other, the way their relationship isn't based on lust and sex???? absolutely beautiful.
✦ the way they know each other so well, their love confessions, the random hugs and snuggles, their loving looks, their domestic moments!!!! their love is so just so pure it makes my heart warm.
"you’re it for me."
✦ i had a lot of trouble getting invested into the case tbh, but obviously Aslan and Quaid kept me going. while i wasn't fully invested at all times, i still gotta point out and admire the way i had absolutely no clue who the killer was. the last 10% of the book?? ummm what the fuck!!!! truly didn't expect any of that to happen.
✦ i gotta mention Torin and Ruiz too. such great side characters!
✦ can't wait for the next book. hope these two don't have to suffer too much...
✦ the patience they have for each other, the mutual understanding, the comfort they bring each other, the way their relationship isn't based on lust and sex???? absolutely beautiful.
✦ the way they know each other so well, their love confessions, the random hugs and snuggles, their loving looks, their domestic moments!!!! their love is so just so pure it makes my heart warm.
"you’re it for me."
✦ i had a lot of trouble getting invested into the case tbh, but obviously Aslan and Quaid kept me going. while i wasn't fully invested at all times, i still gotta point out and admire the way i had absolutely no clue who the killer was. the last 10% of the book?? ummm what the fuck!!!! truly didn't expect any of that to happen.
✦ i gotta mention Torin and Ruiz too. such great side characters!
✦ can't wait for the next book. hope these two don't have to suffer too much...
February 2, 2023
If it hadn’t been for lack of time, I could’ve easily read this in one sitting. So so good!
Loved it all from our skilled interrogators, Az and Quaid, their romance/domestic bliss, my favourite mystery with one of the most chilling antagonists (how I hated being right), the awesome banter and wonderful side characters Torin/Ruiz. The Supply Closet 🥵 The Swear Jar 😂
One particular thread had me quite conflicted but at the same time, brought about my favourite scene, so go figure 🤷🏻♀️ Even though I adore, Quaid, his insecurities were a frustration in the last book and it bothered me some here. The constant need for those three little words - Az couldn’t have made his feelings more clearer. YET, when his vulnerabilities were stripped bare, oh my, I wanted to give him the biggest hug. I got so choked up.
The reveal/showdown was a corker and even though it breaks my heart to see Az suffer, NJ has set the next book up perfectly and I am so here for it. Hopefully, we’ll get to see more of his family as I really missed them. Roll on 14 April. I do not want this series to end!!!
Loved it all from our skilled interrogators, Az and Quaid, their romance/domestic bliss, my favourite mystery with one of the most chilling antagonists (how I hated being right), the awesome banter and wonderful side characters Torin/Ruiz. The Supply Closet 🥵 The Swear Jar 😂
One particular thread had me quite conflicted but at the same time, brought about my favourite scene, so go figure 🤷🏻♀️ Even though I adore, Quaid, his insecurities were a frustration in the last book and it bothered me some here. The constant need for those three little words - Az couldn’t have made his feelings more clearer. YET, when his vulnerabilities were stripped bare, oh my, I wanted to give him the biggest hug. I got so choked up.
The reveal/showdown was a corker and even though it breaks my heart to see Az suffer, NJ has set the next book up perfectly and I am so here for it. Hopefully, we’ll get to see more of his family as I really missed them. Roll on 14 April. I do not want this series to end!!!
March 21, 2023
5 You’re it for me STARS
Well, all I can say is that I absolutely loved this story. Watching Quaid and Aslan navigate their relationship as well as working together. The ups and downs of learning about each other, the banter and back and forth was just perfect. I’m also thrilled that we get to see more of the side characters, Torin and Ruiz . Torin and the swear jar kept me laughing.
As far as the mystery/murder, I figured it out from the beginning, but I still enjoyed seeing how everything would play out. I certainly didn’t expect that ending and my heart was in my throat.
Can’t wait for book 5!!
Well, all I can say is that I absolutely loved this story. Watching Quaid and Aslan navigate their relationship as well as working together. The ups and downs of learning about each other, the banter and back and forth was just perfect. I’m also thrilled that we get to see more of the side characters, Torin and Ruiz . Torin and the swear jar kept me laughing.
As far as the mystery/murder, I figured it out from the beginning, but I still enjoyed seeing how everything would play out. I certainly didn’t expect that ending and my heart was in my throat.
Can’t wait for book 5!!
December 1, 2024
Book safety, content warnings, and tropes down below.
“You’re it for me, Quaid. This right here is everything I’ll ever need in this lifetime.” He held me tight, not letting go. “I love you too.” I smiled against his throat because, for once, he heard me.
It was really, really nice to read a book in this series where my heart wasn’t constantly in my throat because of the shaky relationship between Quaid and Aslan. They were pretty solid in this, and feeling safe and gaining trust is doing wonders for Quaid.
The murder mystery in this book? Freaking chef’s kiss. 10/10. I really genuinely had no idea who’d killed the girl until it was revealed. I spent so much of the book speculating, thinking I had it all figured out. At the same time it all made lots of sense in the end. Nicky James can write the hell out of a mystery and would have a good career as a crime writer if she wanted, I’m sure.
“Cuddle me, dammit. I demand cuddles. It’s ten after four in the morning. You don’t have to be anywhere except in bed. With me. Now. End of story.”
SPOILER ALERT, I need to yell at Aslan again:
Anyway, here’s the update:
Quaid: honestly can do no wrong, I love him so much
Aslan: kind and committed (finally) but also an absolute fucking idiot
Quaid’s dad: dead for all I know, barely mentioned
Torin: a cutie patootie
Ruiz: a new contender! Previously homophobic enemy of Quaid, now hilariously good friends
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & content tags ⚠️
Established couple
Law enforcement
Recovering addict
Police procedural
Murder mystery
Grumpy/sunshine
Life changes
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
Detailed autopsy
Details of dead body and injuries
Underage pregnant murder victim
Explicit sexual content
Mild exhibitionism (supply room shenanigans)
Alcoholic minor character intoxicated on page
Off-page alcohol consumption (not by addict MC)
On-page gun violence
Side character stabbed and shot
MC fatally shooting child while defending SC (on page, graphic)
On-page CPR on child (not successful)
MC treated for shock
Disordered eating (skipping meals, eating too little, extreme focus on health)
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: No
POV: 1st person, dual
Genre: Romantic suspense
Pairing: M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Versatile
Main characters’ age: 36 and 42
Series: Series
Kindle Unlimited: Yes
Pages: 426
Happy ending: Mild HFN
I caught Quaid’s arm before he got too far and dragged him back to the table. I pushed my chair back and encouraged him to straddle my lap. When he did, I laced my fingers against the small of his back, holding him in place. Quaid drew my head against his chest, and I closed my eyes, listening to his heartbeat as he stroked fingers through my hair.
Torin whistled and shook his head. “Shit, man. Valor is a badass motherfucker in an interview. I’ve got goose bumps.” Torin held up his arm, proving it. “That kid’s gonna need new drawers when he’s done.” “I’m so turned on right now.” Torin jabbed me with an elbow and a snort. “Don’t be gross.” “Seriously. I’m getting hard.”
If you want to hurt your own feelings by reading Quaid’s love declaration:
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“You’re it for me, Quaid. This right here is everything I’ll ever need in this lifetime.” He held me tight, not letting go. “I love you too.” I smiled against his throat because, for once, he heard me.
It was really, really nice to read a book in this series where my heart wasn’t constantly in my throat because of the shaky relationship between Quaid and Aslan. They were pretty solid in this, and feeling safe and gaining trust is doing wonders for Quaid.
The murder mystery in this book? Freaking chef’s kiss. 10/10. I really genuinely had no idea who’d killed the girl until it was revealed. I spent so much of the book speculating, thinking I had it all figured out. At the same time it all made lots of sense in the end. Nicky James can write the hell out of a mystery and would have a good career as a crime writer if she wanted, I’m sure.
“Cuddle me, dammit. I demand cuddles. It’s ten after four in the morning. You don’t have to be anywhere except in bed. With me. Now. End of story.”
SPOILER ALERT, I need to yell at Aslan again:
Anyway, here’s the update:
Quaid: honestly can do no wrong, I love him so much
Aslan: kind and committed (finally) but also an absolute fucking idiot
Quaid’s dad: dead for all I know, barely mentioned
Torin: a cutie patootie
Ruiz: a new contender! Previously homophobic enemy of Quaid, now hilariously good friends
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & content tags ⚠️
Established couple
Law enforcement
Recovering addict
Police procedural
Murder mystery
Grumpy/sunshine
Life changes
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
Detailed autopsy
Details of dead body and injuries
Underage pregnant murder victim
Explicit sexual content
Mild exhibitionism (supply room shenanigans)
Alcoholic minor character intoxicated on page
Off-page alcohol consumption (not by addict MC)
On-page gun violence
Side character stabbed and shot
MC fatally shooting child while defending SC (on page, graphic)
On-page CPR on child (not successful)
MC treated for shock
Disordered eating (skipping meals, eating too little, extreme focus on health)
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: No
POV: 1st person, dual
Genre: Romantic suspense
Pairing: M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Versatile
Main characters’ age: 36 and 42
Series: Series
Kindle Unlimited: Yes
Pages: 426
Happy ending: Mild HFN
I caught Quaid’s arm before he got too far and dragged him back to the table. I pushed my chair back and encouraged him to straddle my lap. When he did, I laced my fingers against the small of his back, holding him in place. Quaid drew my head against his chest, and I closed my eyes, listening to his heartbeat as he stroked fingers through my hair.
Torin whistled and shook his head. “Shit, man. Valor is a badass motherfucker in an interview. I’ve got goose bumps.” Torin held up his arm, proving it. “That kid’s gonna need new drawers when he’s done.” “I’m so turned on right now.” Torin jabbed me with an elbow and a snort. “Don’t be gross.” “Seriously. I’m getting hard.”
If you want to hurt your own feelings by reading Quaid’s love declaration:
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May 5, 2024
Hot damn, this may be the best one yet! Valor and Doyle are on fire. Doyle finally says what he means, and the men take the next big step in their relationship.
The mystery was creepy af. Every potential suspect had a motive.
I'm proud to say I guessed the villain early on, but that didn't make the story any less suspenful.
The ending was abrupt, but I have book 5 on standby.
The mystery was creepy af. Every potential suspect had a motive.
I'm proud to say I guessed the villain early on, but that didn't make the story any less suspenful.
The ending was abrupt, but I have book 5 on standby.
January 23, 2023
*** I reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.***
Inevitable Disclosure is the newest entry in the Valor and Doyle series that features a complex mystery. This entry also has great relationship and character moments for Quaid and Az. I enjoy seeing the growth of these characters and how their relationship becomes more solid and significant with each installment.
Inevitable Disclosure offers a great mystery that brings many tense-filled moments that are a great counter to the swoony heartfelt moments between Quaid and Az that definitely left me misty-eyed. The depth of Quaid and Az's love for one another is always on full display and this entry is no different as their relationship reaches new milestones.
I love this series and find something new and enjoyable with each story while loving the consistent character traits along the way. This entry opens an exciting new chapter in these detectives' lives. I cannot wait to see what happens next.
Inevitable Disclosure is the newest entry in the Valor and Doyle series that features a complex mystery. This entry also has great relationship and character moments for Quaid and Az. I enjoy seeing the growth of these characters and how their relationship becomes more solid and significant with each installment.
Inevitable Disclosure offers a great mystery that brings many tense-filled moments that are a great counter to the swoony heartfelt moments between Quaid and Az that definitely left me misty-eyed. The depth of Quaid and Az's love for one another is always on full display and this entry is no different as their relationship reaches new milestones.
I love this series and find something new and enjoyable with each story while loving the consistent character traits along the way. This entry opens an exciting new chapter in these detectives' lives. I cannot wait to see what happens next.
February 16, 2023
4.5 stars for yet another fantastically intricate & enticing Valor & Doyle book from Nicky James!
Swoon /5 🥰🥰🥰🥰
Angst /5 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Steam /5 ♨️ ♨️♨️
Plot /5 🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐
LOLs /5 🤭🤭🤭🤭
I’ve loved every book in this cleverly written series, and Nicky obviously excels in these murder/mystery/drama books. A content warning should be noted for the violent death of a young person, which doesn’t give anything away. love that Nicky’s books are never predictable, and intellectually stimulating with the twists & turns of solving the cases that Aslan & Quaid come up against in their police department.
And I love how their relationship is slowly, and realistically developing for two guys who have both had negative experiences in relationships prior to finding each other. The swoon is a DELIGHT, and more than compensates for the low steam levels. Watching them fall deeply in love, letting down walls & embracing each other in a “forever after” kind of way? Yeah, I’m totally here for that. Quaid is gaining self confidence & security in their connection, and Aslan is allowing himself to love & be loved. They’re quickly becoming one of my favourite book couples💗
This book ends pretty dramatically, with a serious work event that leaves us in the air as to the impact it will have on Aslan & Quaid’s relationship. As we’ve watched them fall in love, we fall a bit in love with them too, so the angst hits home. Hopefully we don’t have to wait too long for the next one!!
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Swoon /5 🥰🥰🥰🥰
Angst /5 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Steam /5 ♨️ ♨️♨️
Plot /5 🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐
LOLs /5 🤭🤭🤭🤭
I’ve loved every book in this cleverly written series, and Nicky obviously excels in these murder/mystery/drama books. A content warning should be noted for the violent death of a young person, which doesn’t give anything away. love that Nicky’s books are never predictable, and intellectually stimulating with the twists & turns of solving the cases that Aslan & Quaid come up against in their police department.
And I love how their relationship is slowly, and realistically developing for two guys who have both had negative experiences in relationships prior to finding each other. The swoon is a DELIGHT, and more than compensates for the low steam levels. Watching them fall deeply in love, letting down walls & embracing each other in a “forever after” kind of way? Yeah, I’m totally here for that. Quaid is gaining self confidence & security in their connection, and Aslan is allowing himself to love & be loved. They’re quickly becoming one of my favourite book couples💗
This book ends pretty dramatically, with a serious work event that leaves us in the air as to the impact it will have on Aslan & Quaid’s relationship. As we’ve watched them fall in love, we fall a bit in love with them too, so the angst hits home. Hopefully we don’t have to wait too long for the next one!!
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January 30, 2023
*marks April 14 on the calendar with salty tear streaks* book 5 confirmed 😭👍🏼
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[4.5] ok i’m back. took a nap, composed myself, we’re gucci.
Siri was kind enough to narrate half of the story to me while i was floating in migraine land, so while i’ll be keeping this short, the overarching message remains the same: JUST READ THE BOOK (as if y’all aren’t doing so already lol).
the relationship. cozy cuddles, gentle touches (and not-so-gentle butt grabs *wink*), and a natural domesticity as they examine how more and more of their respective life pieces fit together in the grander scheme of “us.” the descriptions of Valor’s house as this chaotic yet seamless blend of domesticity between two holders of very different personalities summed it up to a T.
big changes remain clouded by lingering insecurities and love language needs short of being met, but through it all, Aslan proves to the world yet again why he holds the Best Boyfriend title.
the mystery. this installment played out like a film in my head, hitting all the mystery movie beats with a dramatic flair. the unfolding and conclusion left me cradling my head, dumbfounded in the same way true crime documentaries baffle me with humankind’s seemingly limitless capacity for brutality. while maybe not all parts rang true, you can easily look past them.
Nicky James was cruel for starting off with the contents of *that* prologue 🤣 i know i said i wanted to see more comforting in the other direction, but it was too late for me to take it back once i remembered hurt and comfort go hand in hand. i didn’t mean to do my boy dirty like that…
but also, if i never have to deal with a group of sassy teenage suspects, it’ll be too soon!
the squad. Torin and his swear jar. overworked and under-appreciated Ruiz. i have grown to have such a soft spot for these two. their department better keep an eye out for correspondence from yours truly - i’ll be writing them a letter right after this review listing why Ruiz deserves a raise. i do miss my ladies though. hope they play a greater role in future installments.
March 21, 2023
Audio and Story 5 Stars!
January 26, 2023
I don’t want to spoil, but let me just say that you have to be prepared for another rollercoaster ride in this superb suspense and an ending that will rip your heart out. With each new addition in this series I find myself falling deeper and deeper for both Aslan and Quaid and they have definitely earned their place as one of my all time favorite couples.
The suspense will keep you on the edge of your seat. Until the end Nicky James had me guessing about it and the outcome wasn’t a nice one. Which was the only thing that wasn’t surprising, seeing as Aslan and Quaid (and let’s not forget about Torin!) had to deal with teenagers who seemed to live in their own, selfish and hardly understandable world. It was one of those things that were very well done yet again - the portrayal of these teens felt very realistic and though they might be a bit too much, the selfishness and self centred world teens often live in, is such a typical teenage thing, it felt real enough.
So, yes, on to book 5. How will Aslan and Quaid take the next level of their romantic relationship and how will it affect their working relationship? I can hardly wait to see what Nicky James comes up with!
I highly recommend this entire series, though you have to read them in order since the romance between Aslan and Quaid is the continuing thread.
I kindly received an advanced copy by the author, and this is my honest, unbiased review
The suspense will keep you on the edge of your seat. Until the end Nicky James had me guessing about it and the outcome wasn’t a nice one. Which was the only thing that wasn’t surprising, seeing as Aslan and Quaid (and let’s not forget about Torin!) had to deal with teenagers who seemed to live in their own, selfish and hardly understandable world. It was one of those things that were very well done yet again - the portrayal of these teens felt very realistic and though they might be a bit too much, the selfishness and self centred world teens often live in, is such a typical teenage thing, it felt real enough.
So, yes, on to book 5. How will Aslan and Quaid take the next level of their romantic relationship and how will it affect their working relationship? I can hardly wait to see what Nicky James comes up with!
I highly recommend this entire series, though you have to read them in order since the romance between Aslan and Quaid is the continuing thread.
I kindly received an advanced copy by the author, and this is my honest, unbiased review
September 14, 2025
Unfortunately, I'm not happy with this book. I'm not happy at all.
There are three reasons for it:
~ Quaid being busy with everything else, making Aslan the only one who tried in their relationship,
~ the 'I love you' case,
~ the sex after a distressful event case.
I already said in my review of the previous book that I didn't like how Aslan is the only one who made a true effort while Quaid was concentrating on everything else, except Aslan. This book was supposed to be a change, but was only a repeat instead. Once again I saw Aslan bend over backwards to please Quaid and low his insecurities while Quaid was busy with his own things. That's NOT how a partnership should work.
Now the 'I love you' case.
"I'm just... really happy, and..." He chuckled, shaking his head like he was embarrassed. "This is good. You and me."
My heart pulled toward him. "It is."
He took my hand and pressed it to his chest. "Feel that?"
My heart rate went from ninety to nothing, matching his. "Yeah." I held my breath. Was that it? The anticipation might kill me.
He opened his mouth three times, but nothing came out.
"Az?"
"Just... feel it."
I'm genuinely baffled by why Quaid was so adamant with his need to hear the 'I love you' from Aslan. You might say that's perfectly understandable, because these are the magical words that everybody who's in love wants to hear, and I would agree, BUT when it comes to the Quaid case it doesn't make any sense and, honestly, it frustrated me to no end. Why? It was said time and time again how hurt Quaid was by Jack, how manipulated he was and how insecure he is now because of that past relationship. All Jack had were words. He was constantly lying to Quaid (and Quaid knew and but choose to stay in this relationship regardless, but that's not the point I want to make) and, because of that, Quaid should have been more wary of words than actions, but SOMEHOW he needs words over actions to confirm his partner's feelings for him, choosing to be blind of everything Aslan did for him and kept on doing for him, confirming with his every damn step how much he loved him. And when he finally heard those magical words, he just said "I know.". Um, okay?? Btw, he could have been the one to say it, but refused to do so until Aslan said it. How mature.
There is also the sex after a distress moment thing, which is something I thought will be avoided this time, considering how serious the situation was and how Aslan was affected by it, but nah. What's up with this need of authors to deal with the distressful situation by having the characters having sex?? How is this helpful?? He's not going to forget what he had done, he's not going to suddenly stop having a trauma. It's not going to fix anything, so why was it there? The only good thing about this was that it wasn't described in a graphic way. Thank you for the small mercy.
"Do you ever get to shoot that thing?"
I placed a hand over my holster. "It's not like in the movies. The only shooting I've done is at the range when I practice."
"Really? So you've never shot a bad guy?" He sounded incredulous. Kids had a warped perception of police work.
"Nope. That's a last resort. We don't want to hurt people. We try to make arrests as peacefully as possible."
"Even if you know they're a killer?"
"Even then."
Who believes wholeheartedly that evil is not born, but made? This book will show you that you're wrong.
The culprit reveal and the consequences of it are the only things that I actually liked about Inevitable Disclosure. I was bored and frustrated out of my mind, and I needed to force myself to keep on reading this book, all until the moment we found out who the bad guy is. That caught me HEAVILY off guard. Usually I, as the reader, have some vague clue about the person responsible for the crime. My choice could be close or could be far from the actual culprit, but this time, well... You can try all you want to locate the culprit, you will be wrong every time, because the plot twist of the case is just too unpredictable. No one sane would think of the person who did this. Seriously, no one. My jaw is still on the floor, actually. It was a horrifying, but also a brilliant move from the author, and, because of that, I am giving this book three stars instead of two, like I initially wanted to.
I am putting this series on hold for now. As much as I would like to find out what had happened with Aslan and Torin, I'm feeling too much frustration about this series to keep on going.
Valor & Doyle Mysteries series - my rating:
Temporary Partner: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5)
Elusive Relations: ⭐⭐⭐⭐ (4/5)
Unstable Connections: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5)
Inevitable Disclosure: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5)
There are three reasons for it:
~ Quaid being busy with everything else, making Aslan the only one who tried in their relationship,
~ the 'I love you' case,
~ the sex after a distressful event case.
I already said in my review of the previous book that I didn't like how Aslan is the only one who made a true effort while Quaid was concentrating on everything else, except Aslan. This book was supposed to be a change, but was only a repeat instead. Once again I saw Aslan bend over backwards to please Quaid and low his insecurities while Quaid was busy with his own things. That's NOT how a partnership should work.
Now the 'I love you' case.
"I'm just... really happy, and..." He chuckled, shaking his head like he was embarrassed. "This is good. You and me."
My heart pulled toward him. "It is."
He took my hand and pressed it to his chest. "Feel that?"
My heart rate went from ninety to nothing, matching his. "Yeah." I held my breath. Was that it? The anticipation might kill me.
He opened his mouth three times, but nothing came out.
"Az?"
"Just... feel it."
I'm genuinely baffled by why Quaid was so adamant with his need to hear the 'I love you' from Aslan. You might say that's perfectly understandable, because these are the magical words that everybody who's in love wants to hear, and I would agree, BUT when it comes to the Quaid case it doesn't make any sense and, honestly, it frustrated me to no end. Why? It was said time and time again how hurt Quaid was by Jack, how manipulated he was and how insecure he is now because of that past relationship. All Jack had were words. He was constantly lying to Quaid (and Quaid knew and but choose to stay in this relationship regardless, but that's not the point I want to make) and, because of that, Quaid should have been more wary of words than actions, but SOMEHOW he needs words over actions to confirm his partner's feelings for him, choosing to be blind of everything Aslan did for him and kept on doing for him, confirming with his every damn step how much he loved him. And when he finally heard those magical words, he just said "I know.". Um, okay?? Btw, he could have been the one to say it, but refused to do so until Aslan said it. How mature.
There is also the sex after a distress moment thing, which is something I thought will be avoided this time, considering how serious the situation was and how Aslan was affected by it, but nah. What's up with this need of authors to deal with the distressful situation by having the characters having sex?? How is this helpful?? He's not going to forget what he had done, he's not going to suddenly stop having a trauma. It's not going to fix anything, so why was it there? The only good thing about this was that it wasn't described in a graphic way. Thank you for the small mercy.
"Do you ever get to shoot that thing?"
I placed a hand over my holster. "It's not like in the movies. The only shooting I've done is at the range when I practice."
"Really? So you've never shot a bad guy?" He sounded incredulous. Kids had a warped perception of police work.
"Nope. That's a last resort. We don't want to hurt people. We try to make arrests as peacefully as possible."
"Even if you know they're a killer?"
"Even then."
Who believes wholeheartedly that evil is not born, but made? This book will show you that you're wrong.
The culprit reveal and the consequences of it are the only things that I actually liked about Inevitable Disclosure. I was bored and frustrated out of my mind, and I needed to force myself to keep on reading this book, all until the moment we found out who the bad guy is. That caught me HEAVILY off guard. Usually I, as the reader, have some vague clue about the person responsible for the crime. My choice could be close or could be far from the actual culprit, but this time, well... You can try all you want to locate the culprit, you will be wrong every time, because the plot twist of the case is just too unpredictable. No one sane would think of the person who did this. Seriously, no one. My jaw is still on the floor, actually. It was a horrifying, but also a brilliant move from the author, and, because of that, I am giving this book three stars instead of two, like I initially wanted to.
I am putting this series on hold for now. As much as I would like to find out what had happened with Aslan and Torin, I'm feeling too much frustration about this series to keep on going.
Valor & Doyle Mysteries series - my rating:
Temporary Partner: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5)
Elusive Relations: ⭐⭐⭐⭐ (4/5)
Unstable Connections: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5)
Inevitable Disclosure: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5)
February 4, 2023
Well fuck. I’ll voluntarily take one of the vile cookies from the swear jar. I didn’t see that plot twist coming.
Because again, the author is leading us on a merry chase on who the killer is.
I admit, murder cases where the victim is a child or a teenager are hard to swallow for me as a mum, but it didn’t take long and all I wanted was to solve the puzzle along Valor and Doyle (and Torin. And Ruiz). I KNEW it’s going to be difficult, because the murder mysteries in this series are tricky. So I tried thinking out of the box, not jumping on the most obvious suspects, and I’ve been pretty sure that this time, I’d figured it out.
Turns out, I didn’t.
And because I don’t want to spoil your fun reading it, I want divulge anything. Not even a tiny bit. Nada. You’re on your own, and please let me know if you got outsmarted (again). Although - one part of the mystery was quite obvious. The murderer was not. Trust me. Although, in hindsight, the clues were there. Dammit, Ms. James, you’re a genius.
Regarding the relationship: yes, the book isn’t heavy on sex, but the relationship… so beautiful, my friends. So real. My heart overflowed when Az finally got over his block and told Quaid the words he’s so been longing to hear. And the way these two think of each other, how all they want to do is make the other one happy, see them smile or comfort them - that, dear readers, is TRUE love.
“ To me, love was something you expressed nonverbally. It wasn’t flippant and meaningless words. It was expressed in small actions and gestures that came from the heart. It was a stolen smile in the morning, a squeeze of the hand, a brush of fingers. It was coffee in bed when you knew your partner hadn’t slept well. It was force-feeding them waffles because you worried they didn’t eat enough. It was finding a way to make them smile when they stubbornly didn’t want to smile.”
I can’t wait for the next book, and I hope Az can find his smile again.
Have fun reading it, it’s a wild ride!
Because again, the author is leading us on a merry chase on who the killer is.
I admit, murder cases where the victim is a child or a teenager are hard to swallow for me as a mum, but it didn’t take long and all I wanted was to solve the puzzle along Valor and Doyle (and Torin. And Ruiz). I KNEW it’s going to be difficult, because the murder mysteries in this series are tricky. So I tried thinking out of the box, not jumping on the most obvious suspects, and I’ve been pretty sure that this time, I’d figured it out.
Turns out, I didn’t.
And because I don’t want to spoil your fun reading it, I want divulge anything. Not even a tiny bit. Nada. You’re on your own, and please let me know if you got outsmarted (again). Although - one part of the mystery was quite obvious. The murderer was not. Trust me. Although, in hindsight, the clues were there. Dammit, Ms. James, you’re a genius.
Regarding the relationship: yes, the book isn’t heavy on sex, but the relationship… so beautiful, my friends. So real. My heart overflowed when Az finally got over his block and told Quaid the words he’s so been longing to hear. And the way these two think of each other, how all they want to do is make the other one happy, see them smile or comfort them - that, dear readers, is TRUE love.
“ To me, love was something you expressed nonverbally. It wasn’t flippant and meaningless words. It was expressed in small actions and gestures that came from the heart. It was a stolen smile in the morning, a squeeze of the hand, a brush of fingers. It was coffee in bed when you knew your partner hadn’t slept well. It was force-feeding them waffles because you worried they didn’t eat enough. It was finding a way to make them smile when they stubbornly didn’t want to smile.”
I can’t wait for the next book, and I hope Az can find his smile again.
Have fun reading it, it’s a wild ride!
February 10, 2023
4 Stars!! Loved it!! ❤️❤️ It was a beautiful romance and a frustratingly good murder case. I liked the twists and turns and the unexpected ending. Loved the relationship growth between Valor and Doyle, but I do wish that there was more passion on page… but I guess this is one of those series. 🤷♀️ I still enjoyed it and am looking forward to the next one. I’m hoping that we’ll get Aslan’s story in that. So far all the books have been leaning heavy on Quaid’s life and back story.
Highly recommended to all fans of the series and NJ!! 👍🏻👍🏻
Highly recommended to all fans of the series and NJ!! 👍🏻👍🏻
August 3, 2023
“I am so madly in love with you it’s crippling."
🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
The mystery was less intense in this case, but i still liked it. There were a lot of suspects and in one of my theories i suspected this person, but damn, i wasn't sure. My mind could hardly believe it.
The romance was very sweet, like always, i really like their relationship. 😭💞
*My baby Az needs a hug after the end.
"You’re it for me, Quaid. This right here is everything I’ll ever need in this lifetime.”
🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
The mystery was less intense in this case, but i still liked it. There were a lot of suspects and in one of my theories i suspected this person, but damn, i wasn't sure. My mind could hardly believe it.
The romance was very sweet, like always, i really like their relationship. 😭💞
*My baby Az needs a hug after the end.
"You’re it for me, Quaid. This right here is everything I’ll ever need in this lifetime.”
February 8, 2023
3.5 stars. The romantic relationship, as well as occasional professional partnership, between detectives Quaid Valor and Aslan Doyle continues! In a mostly good way.
The taming of the commitment-phobe is always entertaining, especially when they become earnest and steady in their devotion. Yes, Aslan has a few hesitations, and those hesitations bring out Quaid's insecurities. But it's honest, and raw, and their intimacy is absorbing. They compliment and support each other well - even if they need to restrict their workplace kisses to abandoned hallways and avoid crowded bullpens. At the end of the story, Aslan goes through it. I'm excited to read how the trauma, along with their new co-habitation (!!), affects the relationship.
The mystery? Ooh boy. Difficult for me, for many reasons.
The book was l-o-n-g, yet there were some loose ends. Speaking of loose ends, I'm surprised that we've seen neither hide nor hair of Jack. Not that I particularly want to see him, but I expected a more emotionally satisfying confrontation, especially now that Quaid is moving on.
Qualms aside, I continue to enjoy this series, and I want to fast forward through winter (for many reasons) to the next release in April!
The taming of the commitment-phobe is always entertaining, especially when they become earnest and steady in their devotion. Yes, Aslan has a few hesitations, and those hesitations bring out Quaid's insecurities. But it's honest, and raw, and their intimacy is absorbing. They compliment and support each other well - even if they need to restrict their workplace kisses to abandoned hallways and avoid crowded bullpens. At the end of the story, Aslan goes through it. I'm excited to read how the trauma, along with their new co-habitation (!!), affects the relationship.
The mystery? Ooh boy. Difficult for me, for many reasons.
The book was l-o-n-g, yet there were some loose ends. Speaking of loose ends, I'm surprised that we've seen neither hide nor hair of Jack. Not that I particularly want to see him, but I expected a more emotionally satisfying confrontation, especially now that Quaid is moving on.
Qualms aside, I continue to enjoy this series, and I want to fast forward through winter (for many reasons) to the next release in April!
March 9, 2023
I'm all caught up and ready for the next book's release!
Inevitable Disclosure is a solid entry but I feel like it was a catalyst for Defying Logic to be explosive. With the traumatic way this book ended showing it's lasting effects in the next.
Quaid and Aslan's relationship was the best part. They're working together, with poor Torin having to put up with them. They're growing and becoming a lot more solid, working through their baggage together The trust they've built is shown in how they are a lot more open and communicative.
The mystery here is the weakest of the series. It lacked a sense of urgency and danger. And instead we got a bunch of annoying teenagers who had some really awkward and cringy dialogue. I'm not a teenager anymore, but I don't think a teenager has every existed that talked like the ones in this book.
Inevitable Disclosure is a solid entry but I feel like it was a catalyst for Defying Logic to be explosive. With the traumatic way this book ended showing it's lasting effects in the next.
Quaid and Aslan's relationship was the best part. They're working together, with poor Torin having to put up with them. They're growing and becoming a lot more solid, working through their baggage together The trust they've built is shown in how they are a lot more open and communicative.
The mystery here is the weakest of the series. It lacked a sense of urgency and danger. And instead we got a bunch of annoying teenagers who had some really awkward and cringy dialogue. I'm not a teenager anymore, but I don't think a teenager has every existed that talked like the ones in this book.
August 6, 2023
In line with the rest of the series, although the mystery had a resolution that, despite not taking me completely by surprise, was a little more disturbing than I was hoping for when I picked this book.
I like how solid Aslan and Quaid’s relationship is regardless of the hiccups they realistically have. I was starting to get tired about
I also liked how Quaid’s doubts about were handled, the process made sense and the solution fits the character, .
I like how solid Aslan and Quaid’s relationship is regardless of the hiccups they realistically have. I was starting to get tired about
I also liked how Quaid’s doubts about were handled, the process made sense and the solution fits the character, .
February 4, 2023
2023 has officially been redeemed! First by Gregory Ashe and now by Nicky James. My faith in new releases has been tentatively restored (fool me once and all that). Valor and Doyle continue to make my heart happy. So far it has been all forward momentum in their relationship, but I'd be lying if I said I'm not a little worried about what's to come.
I loved the way the prologue teased me. The unsettling spoiler it dropped hung with a quiet heaviness throughout the entire book and I kept eyeballing each character/potential suspect, trying to figure out who would be the one to steal that innocence from Aslan. And what a punch to the gut it was. Sometimes an author will lay down the gauntlet just to let you know they're willing to "go there" and I had to tip my proverbial hat to Nicky James because "go there" she did. I have a feeling Quaid is going to have to be less of a rock and more of a boulder for his boyfriend going forward and I'm both excited and scared about that shift in dynamic. So far this series has had an unbalanced focus on Quaid and his trust issues, while Aslan's alcoholism remained managed somewhat in the background. I can't see a way in which it remains there and will be bracing myself for what I'm sure no one wants to see happen next, but feels sort of inevitable.
BUT, before all of the heart crushing trauma at the end, there was the sweetest version of Valor and Doyle I've seen yet. This is what I want in a slow burn series. Progress that takes time and makes sense. Careful and meaningful declarations. Missteps that get corrected without fighting or breaking up. Teamwork and understanding and support. Sitting through a musical because it makes the other person glow. Refusing a glass of wine so you can share a kiss without causing harm. I loved every second of these two men together. Their relationship felt real and solid and I hope it stays that way in the next book, even if/when things get really, really hard.
It might be recency bias, but this might have been my favorite mystery in this series so far. It seemed impossible to solve at times and I pointed my finger at pretty much every possible suspect at least once, thinking I had it all figured out and claiming to be the next Sherlock Holmes before retracting my suspicions a few minutes later. Those teenagers, though... I sympathized with Aslan, Torin and Quaid as they went toe to toe with that group. I have a 20 year old son who makes banging my head against a brick wall feel like a better use of my time than trying to convince him I know something he doesn't. And how hard is it to turn off a light when you leave the room? Sorry, those teenagers should have come with a trigger warning.
Special kudos to Ruiz's Mexican food order. I've been craving pretty much every single thing he asked for and was mortally offended by Quaid's disgusted sneer when offered the leftovers. Then I remembered that this series takes place in Toronto, which, as a Texan, gave me pause. Is Mexican food good in Toronto? No judgement, just curiosity.
In summary, I love this series so far and can't wait for the next book to come out.
I loved the way the prologue teased me. The unsettling spoiler it dropped hung with a quiet heaviness throughout the entire book and I kept eyeballing each character/potential suspect, trying to figure out who would be the one to steal that innocence from Aslan. And what a punch to the gut it was. Sometimes an author will lay down the gauntlet just to let you know they're willing to "go there" and I had to tip my proverbial hat to Nicky James because "go there" she did. I have a feeling Quaid is going to have to be less of a rock and more of a boulder for his boyfriend going forward and I'm both excited and scared about that shift in dynamic. So far this series has had an unbalanced focus on Quaid and his trust issues, while Aslan's alcoholism remained managed somewhat in the background. I can't see a way in which it remains there and will be bracing myself for what I'm sure no one wants to see happen next, but feels sort of inevitable.
BUT, before all of the heart crushing trauma at the end, there was the sweetest version of Valor and Doyle I've seen yet. This is what I want in a slow burn series. Progress that takes time and makes sense. Careful and meaningful declarations. Missteps that get corrected without fighting or breaking up. Teamwork and understanding and support. Sitting through a musical because it makes the other person glow. Refusing a glass of wine so you can share a kiss without causing harm. I loved every second of these two men together. Their relationship felt real and solid and I hope it stays that way in the next book, even if/when things get really, really hard.
It might be recency bias, but this might have been my favorite mystery in this series so far. It seemed impossible to solve at times and I pointed my finger at pretty much every possible suspect at least once, thinking I had it all figured out and claiming to be the next Sherlock Holmes before retracting my suspicions a few minutes later. Those teenagers, though... I sympathized with Aslan, Torin and Quaid as they went toe to toe with that group. I have a 20 year old son who makes banging my head against a brick wall feel like a better use of my time than trying to convince him I know something he doesn't. And how hard is it to turn off a light when you leave the room? Sorry, those teenagers should have come with a trigger warning.
Special kudos to Ruiz's Mexican food order. I've been craving pretty much every single thing he asked for and was mortally offended by Quaid's disgusted sneer when offered the leftovers. Then I remembered that this series takes place in Toronto, which, as a Texan, gave me pause. Is Mexican food good in Toronto? No judgement, just curiosity.
In summary, I love this series so far and can't wait for the next book to come out.
February 1, 2023
Aslan/Quaid relationship development - perfection. Torin and Ruiz - amazing secondary characters. The mystery was engaging, but I hated the resolution. I get that it might happen in real life, and still, it was too cruel to parents. Maybe because I'm a parent myself, those things are especially hard for me. I'm heavily invested in Aslan/Quaid, but I would prefer to forget this book entirely. I feel so bad for the mother; and, at the end, it overshadowed everything else. The book reminded me why I don't normally read murder mysteries. I prefer to get immersed into romance, not being frightened by the horrors of life. As much as I love Aslan and Quaid together, it's not worth the negative emotions I have now. I don't even care about Aslan's struggles; all I can think about are the parents. How can you continue living after something like this?
Considering the ending, the next book should be more Aslan focused, and I want to read it. But I might be skipping the mystery plot altogether and just read the romance parts.
Considering the ending, the next book should be more Aslan focused, and I want to read it. But I might be skipping the mystery plot altogether and just read the romance parts.
August 6, 2023
This series is just so good! I've loved every book so far and I would happily read more.
I love how I just did not see the culprit coming, and my attention was held throughout.
Seeing Quaid more vulnerable was nice too, and seeing how Aslan is there to support him unconditionally gives me all the happy feels. I really love how the relationship between these two has been quite slow burn, and it feels really natural in the way it's progressing. I'm so hoping we get to eventually see them married with some kids because I personally would love to see both of them learning how to be parents!
I love how I just did not see the culprit coming, and my attention was held throughout.
Seeing Quaid more vulnerable was nice too, and seeing how Aslan is there to support him unconditionally gives me all the happy feels. I really love how the relationship between these two has been quite slow burn, and it feels really natural in the way it's progressing. I'm so hoping we get to eventually see them married with some kids because I personally would love to see both of them learning how to be parents!
February 2, 2023
I love these guys. And even though this book broke my heart and kinda left it a little broken, I loved every second of it.
Can't wait for the next one.
Can't wait for the next one.
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