I've procrastinated writing this review of Secret Crush Seduction to the last possible minute for my blog tour posting, because I loved Jayci Lee's first book, Temporary Bride Temptation, so very very much, and have been really disappointed how much I haven't loved Secret Crush Seduction. So much so that even with several months to read the book, I still haven't managed to finish it. It's not that I hate it; I just don't care about it, about Adelaide and Michael, and motivating myself to read more of their story has been a struggle. I honestly don't know how much of this is due to my ongoing struggle to read anything during this year of our pandemic 2020 vs. being due to the writing itself, so I am going to try to focus on what is good about the book and let the reader draw your own conclusion.
One thing that is good in Secret Crush Seduction is the diversity represented. The main relationship is an interracial relationship between an Asian woman (Adelaide's whole family is Korean-American.) and a white man. One of Adelaide's collaborators on her fundraising project is Latinx, and his daughter is autistic. The fundraising fashion show central to the plot is specifically focused on fashionable but sensory-friendly clothing for neurodiverse people, so autism gets discussed a lot. This isn't an #ownvoices depiction of autism, as far as I know, and I am unfortunately not knowledgeable enough on the topic to notice if the discussion of autism in this book is totally unproblematic, but what I read seemed respectful and eager to show support for the community's needs. (Even if having an entire team of seemingly neurotypical designers creating sensory friendly clothing without significant input from their target demographic seems risky.) I think it would have been better for Adelaide to seek out some autistic designers to work with the team, if possible. But maybe that was beyond the purview of this book. At least the depictions of Korean-American culture, with inclusions of language and food and family dynamics and the imperious "hal-mu-nee"/ matriarch of the Song family, are delightful and a welcome element of realistic diversity in a romance novel.
There's of course little to no economic diversity. That makes sense. This entire Harlequin imprint is devoted to depictions of rich and powerful men and women, so I wasn't surprised by the lack of socioeconomic diversity. But it's still not my favorite kind of story. At least in Temporary Bride Temptation, Natalie had some struggles related to money and power. Adelaide has everything she could possibly want, except feeling respected and holding responsibilities in the family business empire. While I understand her quest for self-actualization and agency, and respect her desire to not be a decorative but useless family member, I found Adelaide's struggle much less relatable than Natalie's, probably because of her privilege.
I'm not always good at remembering to include content warnings, but one thing I noticed in this book that I think readers should be aware of is that that a plot element involves discussion of infertility while wanting biological children. Garrett and Natalie are expecting a child of their own, and that has repercussions in Michael and Adelaide's story. If, like me, you are uncomfortable reading novels with this as a plot element, be forewarned.
As for why I didn't love this, aside from previously mentioned reasons? I just didn't connect to the story. Maybe it was Adelaide's great privilege. Maybe it was my 2020 reading blues. Maybe it was that Michael and Adelaide's chemistry never felt believable for me. The entire story felt forced to me, like it followed the plot because that's the way it was written, not because the characters came alive in the story. It's honestly not a terrible book. It just wasn't for me. I feel bad that I haven't been able to finish the book yet, and hope to come back to it later to give it another try, perhaps once I've gotten my reading groove back. I also got the feeling that there will be a third book in the series centered around Song cousin Colin, and I am sure I will give that a try when it comes out. I haven't give up. I'm just out of time.
For now, I'd say that if you enjoy depictions of the rich and powerful, plot lines that involve high dollar charitable fundraisers and the fashion industry and obscenely wealthy family business dynasties, you may enjoy Secret Crush Seduction. If you enjoy forbidden romance between kid sister and friend of older brother/ older man with younger woman, you may enjoy this. If you're looking for #ownvoices depictions of Korean-American characters in a romance novel and/or a little austism representation in the genre, this may also be for you. I hope that you will enjoy Secret Crush Seduction more than I have.
Thank you to Harlequin and #NetGalley for a free digital advanced copy of #SecretCrushSeduction as part of a promotional blog tour. This is my honest opinion.