"We might not be together, but my feelings for you never changed. You were everything, Abby, you still are."
^ Yep, this speaks for the entirety of the book.
My heart seriously can't take this book. I have never gone so back and forth between two characters in my life; they were playing my heartstrings like a damn yo-yo. First Jake then Abby, then back to Jake, then back to Abby, I just can't take it. That being said I am obsessed with all things drama and this book was littered with it. So, SCORE!
Abby, if I was to describe Abby in one word I would say determined. She knows who she is, she knows what she wants to do with the rest of her life, and she knows how to get there. The girl just can't make a decision; Australia or South Africa, Jake or Michael, stay or go. I wanted to pull my hair out at some parts in the book, throw in her stubbornness, and I truly thought I was going to be bald by the end. She is hands down the most stubborn heroine I have ever read. I mean if I put myself in her shoes okay I get it, your heart was torn to shreds when you were 17 from a boy who told you he loved you. But after 6 years if you are still pining over that same boy, even when he did you dirty, then that is speaking volumes girl. So put on your big girl panties - give him some time to answer the hard questions, yes protect your heart in the process, but don't, and I mean don't, IGNORE your heart. I felt that's all Abby did. She is a runner and I want her to stop running.
Now Jake, in one word - scared. My heart broke for this boy but honestly, he doesn't help himself at all. Spewing hateful words, being so hot and cold, then add in the whole Amanda situation and the boy was spinning. And what about this secret? We know it's the sole reason for him stepping back from Abby when they were young, and we know whatever it is it has to be monumental because he wouldn't have torn her heart to shreds if it wasn't, and we know more than likely he did it because he was trying to protect Abby, right? He's just so damn closed-lip about it you want to strangle him and say, pull your head out of your ass - you're about to lose the best thing that ever happened to you AGAIN. Anyways, don't want to spoil anything but thank god I was right. Hint: Book 2, Always Us! READ IT.
All in all, this book was right up my alley: a slow burn, rockstar, second chance romance that hits all the feels. If you haven't picked it up, I suggest you do so now; the third book is on its way!!
One of my favourite quotes from the book:
"Surely, it's better to get on the rollercoaster, as scary as it is, and experience the highs and lows, rather than stand watching."
^ How true is this in all aspects of life, and not just in love. Don't be afraid to risk, because at least if you risked, you chose to live.