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My Best Friend's Secret
How do you escape a past you can't remember?
' Had me gripped from the start' 5* reader review
'An outstanding debut' 5* reader review
'Such a mega page-turner' 5* reader review
Kate Sullivan has a beautiful home, a job she loves and a handsome fiancé: all she'd ever dreamed of since getting sober and painstakingly piecing her life back together.
But a chance encounter with her old best friend Becky threatens Kate's newfound and fragile happiness. Kate remembers nothing of their last drunken night out, the night Becky broke off their friendship without warning or explanation.
With Becky back in her life, Kate is desperate to make amends for the past. For the closure she craves, Kate needs to know what she did that ruined everything. But what if the truth is worse than Kate could have imagined?
'A clever tale of how our demons shape our lives' ALEXANDRA SHULMAN
'A cracking debut' IRISH INDEPENDENT
'Gut-wrenching and powerful' CHARLOTTE DUCKWORTH
'[An] emotional page-turner' WOMAN'S WEEKLY
'Beautiful writing and devastating twists' MIRANDA SMITH
'A real, clever page-turner. Dare I say addictive' TINA BAKER
***Previously published as Closure***
' Had me gripped from the start' 5* reader review
'An outstanding debut' 5* reader review
'Such a mega page-turner' 5* reader review
Kate Sullivan has a beautiful home, a job she loves and a handsome fiancé: all she'd ever dreamed of since getting sober and painstakingly piecing her life back together.
But a chance encounter with her old best friend Becky threatens Kate's newfound and fragile happiness. Kate remembers nothing of their last drunken night out, the night Becky broke off their friendship without warning or explanation.
With Becky back in her life, Kate is desperate to make amends for the past. For the closure she craves, Kate needs to know what she did that ruined everything. But what if the truth is worse than Kate could have imagined?
'A clever tale of how our demons shape our lives' ALEXANDRA SHULMAN
'A cracking debut' IRISH INDEPENDENT
'Gut-wrenching and powerful' CHARLOTTE DUCKWORTH
'[An] emotional page-turner' WOMAN'S WEEKLY
'Beautiful writing and devastating twists' MIRANDA SMITH
'A real, clever page-turner. Dare I say addictive' TINA BAKER
***Previously published as Closure***
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First published September 17, 2020
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August 21, 2020
Kate Sullivan has been sober for six years and before that she often drank herself into oblivion. She’s put her life back on track, she’s now an English teacher in a secondary school, a job she loves and is very committed to and is happily in love and engaged to American Ben Hamilton. On a night out she has a chance encounter with former friend Becky, who she fell out with ten years ago, something which still haunts Kate. She wants to make amends, after all its all part of her AA steps but letting Becky back into her life leads her into unexpected territory.
This is a well written novel which is easy to read. Kate’s addiction is depicted extremely well as is her constant battle not to succumb especially when things get tricky. The comparison between Kate of the past and Kate now is starkly different and as events unfold we can see the far reaching the effects of her addiction. The reconnection with Becky and all its potential pitfalls and dangers is very intriguing. You feel Becky awkwardness with Kate and sense there’s depth beneath the surface and that there is something ‘off’ but not what that may be. When that finally emerges it’s certainly not good but maybe not that much of a shock given Kate’s old behaviour. The characterisation is good, some are colourful like Becky’s mother (she’s not much of a mother) and some are very likeable like Kate’s dad Jonny and his partner Rhona. You root for Kate’s success to overcome her demons and applaud her dedication to her job. There are some very good descriptions especially of areas in London such as Camden and of Kate’s former life in all its messiness. There are some emotional sections such as later scenes between Kate and Jonny and I like the optimistic end after some dramatic discoveries and major changes in Kate’s life. I thoroughly enjoyed the majority of the book though there is a bit of repetition and some characters don’t quite ring true such as Becky’s sister Alexa.
Overall though, this is an interesting book which is well written and keeps your attention.
With thanks to NetGalley and Quercus for the ARC.
This is a well written novel which is easy to read. Kate’s addiction is depicted extremely well as is her constant battle not to succumb especially when things get tricky. The comparison between Kate of the past and Kate now is starkly different and as events unfold we can see the far reaching the effects of her addiction. The reconnection with Becky and all its potential pitfalls and dangers is very intriguing. You feel Becky awkwardness with Kate and sense there’s depth beneath the surface and that there is something ‘off’ but not what that may be. When that finally emerges it’s certainly not good but maybe not that much of a shock given Kate’s old behaviour. The characterisation is good, some are colourful like Becky’s mother (she’s not much of a mother) and some are very likeable like Kate’s dad Jonny and his partner Rhona. You root for Kate’s success to overcome her demons and applaud her dedication to her job. There are some very good descriptions especially of areas in London such as Camden and of Kate’s former life in all its messiness. There are some emotional sections such as later scenes between Kate and Jonny and I like the optimistic end after some dramatic discoveries and major changes in Kate’s life. I thoroughly enjoyed the majority of the book though there is a bit of repetition and some characters don’t quite ring true such as Becky’s sister Alexa.
Overall though, this is an interesting book which is well written and keeps your attention.
With thanks to NetGalley and Quercus for the ARC.
September 12, 2020
Kate Sullivan has been sober for six years. She has a lovely home, a job she loves and her fiance, Ben. When her old friend, Becky appears in her life after not seeing each other for ten years, old anxieties surface and threaten to ruin Kate's life. Kate invites Becky to move in to her home hoping that this will help make amends. Kate remembers nothing of the last night they spent together when they were young as she had blacked-out from all the alcohol she had consumed.
I was pulled into this story quite quickly. Kate us an English teacher in a secondary school. She's on a night out when she bumps into an old friend she hasn't seen for ten years. Kate is desperate to make amends. I found this quite a gripping story and I wanted to know why the two women had fallen out, I wanted go hear it warts and all. There's a mixed bunch of characters, some you'll love others you won't. The story is descriptively written in places.i would have liked to have heard more from Beckys perspective. This is a good debut novel.
I would like to thank #NetGalley, #QuercusBooks, and the author #EmilyFreud for my ARC in exchange for an honest review.
I was pulled into this story quite quickly. Kate us an English teacher in a secondary school. She's on a night out when she bumps into an old friend she hasn't seen for ten years. Kate is desperate to make amends. I found this quite a gripping story and I wanted to know why the two women had fallen out, I wanted go hear it warts and all. There's a mixed bunch of characters, some you'll love others you won't. The story is descriptively written in places.i would have liked to have heard more from Beckys perspective. This is a good debut novel.
I would like to thank #NetGalley, #QuercusBooks, and the author #EmilyFreud for my ARC in exchange for an honest review.
September 15, 2020
A book that reveals itself,as progresses, to be a corker
Kate is an alcoholic, 6 years sober, now a teacher and a wedding to organise, all is going well....but she misses her ex best friend Becky, the last time she saw her ‘something’ had happened, something terrible that caused their friendship to halt, problem is Kate just cannot remember and all the time she has been sober it has been on her mind, so when Becky re-appears in her life she sets out to find the truth
And trust me she wishes she hadn’t as the past hurtles back to both of them in ways Kate could never have imagined
A hardish read at the beginning, much talk of alcohol, AA meetings, being drunk and then being sober and you really feel ( by the authors writing ) the horrors of addiction, how it affects the person, their friends and family, obviously this is a running theme through the book but then suddenly you realise you are in the middle of a VERY tense psychological thriller and the book has you and from then on didnt let up until the end
Another book I almost overlooked ( there are almost too many at the moment to choose from ) and am really glad I didnt as the author has created a real gem here that if you stick with reaps many rewards for the reader
9/10
5 Stars
Kate is an alcoholic, 6 years sober, now a teacher and a wedding to organise, all is going well....but she misses her ex best friend Becky, the last time she saw her ‘something’ had happened, something terrible that caused their friendship to halt, problem is Kate just cannot remember and all the time she has been sober it has been on her mind, so when Becky re-appears in her life she sets out to find the truth
And trust me she wishes she hadn’t as the past hurtles back to both of them in ways Kate could never have imagined
A hardish read at the beginning, much talk of alcohol, AA meetings, being drunk and then being sober and you really feel ( by the authors writing ) the horrors of addiction, how it affects the person, their friends and family, obviously this is a running theme through the book but then suddenly you realise you are in the middle of a VERY tense psychological thriller and the book has you and from then on didnt let up until the end
Another book I almost overlooked ( there are almost too many at the moment to choose from ) and am really glad I didnt as the author has created a real gem here that if you stick with reaps many rewards for the reader
9/10
5 Stars
July 23, 2021
I found this to be such a suspenseful and addictive read! The piecing together of Kate’s past and her friendship with Becky is engaging and I was left guessing until the last few pages as to what secrets lie beneath the broken friendship. My theories were spurred on by Kate’s own sense of paranoia and anxiety that I felt like I was experiencing her turmoil of emotions.
Freud has managed to weave a narrative that provides an authentic insight into the mind of someone battling addiction; the constant chatter that seeks to undermine you, makes you feel like you’re not good enough or deserving of happiness. I found myself rooting for Kate throughout the novel to stay strong and resilient, feeling empathy and compassion for what she’s going through.
A well written and plotted novel that is gripping and delves into the human psyche of addiction and struggles of relationships, in particular female friendship and childhood trauma. A great debut novel!
Freud has managed to weave a narrative that provides an authentic insight into the mind of someone battling addiction; the constant chatter that seeks to undermine you, makes you feel like you’re not good enough or deserving of happiness. I found myself rooting for Kate throughout the novel to stay strong and resilient, feeling empathy and compassion for what she’s going through.
A well written and plotted novel that is gripping and delves into the human psyche of addiction and struggles of relationships, in particular female friendship and childhood trauma. A great debut novel!
September 6, 2025
It took me a while to get fully into this, but it builds so well, and the second half of this book is especially engrossing and addictive.
Those last few chapters are truly, properly stunning. Completely and utterly devastating. I sort of just had to sit and take stock of everything by the time the story was over. It is completely heartbreaking but with enough life affirming hope and optimism at the end that you can't help but well up with bittersweet tears.
Not a perfect book but one that has one hell of an impact.
Those last few chapters are truly, properly stunning. Completely and utterly devastating. I sort of just had to sit and take stock of everything by the time the story was over. It is completely heartbreaking but with enough life affirming hope and optimism at the end that you can't help but well up with bittersweet tears.
Not a perfect book but one that has one hell of an impact.
July 22, 2021
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Oh my god!! I cant wait to read more books by Emily. Her writing is incredible.
This book had me hooked from the first page. I devoured it in 2 sittings, I just couldn't put it down.
Kate has rebuilt her life following years of alcohol abuse and when her old best friend returns Kate's life starts to fall apart all over again.
I thought I knew on a number of occasions where this book was going and then it would turn in a different direction. I really didnt see that situaton happening.
I was completely invested in this book and didnt want it to end. A definite top read of 2021 for me. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Oh my god!! I cant wait to read more books by Emily. Her writing is incredible.
This book had me hooked from the first page. I devoured it in 2 sittings, I just couldn't put it down.
Kate has rebuilt her life following years of alcohol abuse and when her old best friend returns Kate's life starts to fall apart all over again.
I thought I knew on a number of occasions where this book was going and then it would turn in a different direction. I really didnt see that situaton happening.
I was completely invested in this book and didnt want it to end. A definite top read of 2021 for me. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
September 11, 2024
It wasn’t bad but it just kind of gave me nothing🤣
June 26, 2022
Oh my god!! What a brilliant book. Loved it and it really pulled me in. Would definitely recommend!
April 19, 2023
Would give it 3.5 stars! First half of the book was too boring, but once everything started to unravel I read it through in one sitting
July 24, 2021
Unfortunately this one was not for me.
I found the writing to be stilted and very prosaic - and when it did try harder it felt awkward such as "She inhales a wet ice cube and crunches it between her teeth" and "Her kitten heels clip with disappointment"... And the plot takes so long to progress with only Kate's limited viewpoint of the past to explore. Limited by her excessive drinking and her memory loss. No real tension was achieved and the dialogue between Kate and Becky, her one-time best friend with whom she reunites and has moved in to the house she shares with her fiance within a blisteringly short period of time, was again awkward and stilted.
Perhaps also, as the main character is an English teacher and I am an English teacher, a lot of the setting felt very wrong to me - perhaps the result of a minimum of research and no real understanding of the profession (child protection meeting, taking place on short notice for ten minutes in the morning? Nooooo that would be a 60 minute after school CPD session!) or of our professional standards - following children you teach back home???
Also, for me, the depiction of alcoholism and the AA process did not ring true... possibly because Shuggie Bain is still fresh in my memory and very little will stand up to THAT comparison!
I do wish Emily Freud all the best success with her book, and I do hope she finds and audience, but it was not for me.
I found the writing to be stilted and very prosaic - and when it did try harder it felt awkward such as "She inhales a wet ice cube and crunches it between her teeth" and "Her kitten heels clip with disappointment"... And the plot takes so long to progress with only Kate's limited viewpoint of the past to explore. Limited by her excessive drinking and her memory loss. No real tension was achieved and the dialogue between Kate and Becky, her one-time best friend with whom she reunites and has moved in to the house she shares with her fiance within a blisteringly short period of time, was again awkward and stilted.
Perhaps also, as the main character is an English teacher and I am an English teacher, a lot of the setting felt very wrong to me - perhaps the result of a minimum of research and no real understanding of the profession (child protection meeting, taking place on short notice for ten minutes in the morning? Nooooo that would be a 60 minute after school CPD session!) or of our professional standards - following children you teach back home???
Also, for me, the depiction of alcoholism and the AA process did not ring true... possibly because Shuggie Bain is still fresh in my memory and very little will stand up to THAT comparison!
I do wish Emily Freud all the best success with her book, and I do hope she finds and audience, but it was not for me.
June 28, 2024
2.5 stars.
I was so excited to read Closure. This book should have been right up my alley. A little Single White Female meets a friendship version of Fatal Attraction. I wanted drama and paranoia but instead got dull and slow. Unfortunately, I really struggled to get into the story. Almost half way in and I was bored. There just wasn't enough happening to keep me engrossed. By the time the big reveal happened right at the end of the story, I simply didn't care what happened to Kate. There was too much nostalgia, of Kate thinking back about her drinking days. I expect a little background but this seemed excessive. It went on and on right to the end.
I would have loved to read a little from Becky's point of view. Maybe if there had been contrasting chapters between the two women or if the big reveal had happened earlier I might have been more forgiving. A slightly below average debut.
**Thanks to Quercus Books for providing my review copy.
I was so excited to read Closure. This book should have been right up my alley. A little Single White Female meets a friendship version of Fatal Attraction. I wanted drama and paranoia but instead got dull and slow. Unfortunately, I really struggled to get into the story. Almost half way in and I was bored. There just wasn't enough happening to keep me engrossed. By the time the big reveal happened right at the end of the story, I simply didn't care what happened to Kate. There was too much nostalgia, of Kate thinking back about her drinking days. I expect a little background but this seemed excessive. It went on and on right to the end.
I would have loved to read a little from Becky's point of view. Maybe if there had been contrasting chapters between the two women or if the big reveal had happened earlier I might have been more forgiving. A slightly below average debut.
**Thanks to Quercus Books for providing my review copy.
August 10, 2021
I'm not sure I'd describe this book as a thriller. The overall feeling I was left with is sadness. More than anything this is the story of addiction and the havoc it wreaks not only in the life of the addict but also in the lives of those close to the addict. I felt the passages written about regret were so raw that the person writing knew first hand the pain of addiction and for this reason alone I would recommend this to anyone coping with an addiction or putting up with someone who is addicted to any adverse behaviour. Of particular interest was how distorted an addict's memory becomes. 4 stars.
April 18, 2023
Ending was poor.
July 22, 2021
A deliciously dark and immersive read which takes a realistic, well researched view of living with addiction, this novel explores the boundaries of female friendship, the process of recovery and redemption (both personal and social)
Beginning with an unnamed bride being left on her wedding day, we move forward to a meal out between Kate and Ben, the relationship which Kate had never allowed to think herself capable of, Her shattered friendship with best friend, Becky, is nearly 10 years in the past and is a symbol of the path of recovery which she has been on for the past 6 years of sobriety.
She has a feeling that something happened, something which she has managed to block out and, despite her success in managing to work hard, turn her life around and create this new existence with her American fiancé, she has the nagging feeling which, I think, we can all relate to, when it comes to unfinished business.
A chance meeting with Becky,and a chance for redemption as well as to move on in her recovery process presents itself.
But is Kate creating more trouble for herself, and is her seemingly solid reputation for tackling the most challenging pupils in a failing school at risk as she seeks redemption? Is it entirely altruistic when she reaches out to Becky to understand, and take accountability for, actions which she cannot remember? If she truly cannot remember the reason why their friendship broke down, is she a) ready to hear what she did and b)how far does she trust that Becky is telling the truth?
All this is deeply fascinating as the way in which Kate describes her climb from alcohol addiction, to acceptance of her illness and subsequent re-invention, has you rooting for her. You want her to succeed , for her hard work not to be in vain. And yet...there is a sneaky niggle that maybe, just maybe, what she did was so bad that there can be no forgiveness.
As Kate digs down into the past, whilst also trying to re-establish her relationship with Becky, plan her wedding, prepare for exams and maintain her sobriety, you begin to wonder whether she will be able to make the distance, and if she will ever stop punishing herself for actions which she cannot remember.
It's such an interesting character study on redemption, needing to right wrongs and also why we go to such lengths. Is Kate right to turn Becky into the sole reason she needs forgiveness, or maybe she also needs to start forgiving herself at some point in order to move on.
I genuinely found myself invested in, and caring about these characters and becoming concerned that jeopardy was around the corner. Are some things just better off not knowing?
Read 'My Best Friend's Secret' and find out for yourself!
Beginning with an unnamed bride being left on her wedding day, we move forward to a meal out between Kate and Ben, the relationship which Kate had never allowed to think herself capable of, Her shattered friendship with best friend, Becky, is nearly 10 years in the past and is a symbol of the path of recovery which she has been on for the past 6 years of sobriety.
She has a feeling that something happened, something which she has managed to block out and, despite her success in managing to work hard, turn her life around and create this new existence with her American fiancé, she has the nagging feeling which, I think, we can all relate to, when it comes to unfinished business.
A chance meeting with Becky,and a chance for redemption as well as to move on in her recovery process presents itself.
But is Kate creating more trouble for herself, and is her seemingly solid reputation for tackling the most challenging pupils in a failing school at risk as she seeks redemption? Is it entirely altruistic when she reaches out to Becky to understand, and take accountability for, actions which she cannot remember? If she truly cannot remember the reason why their friendship broke down, is she a) ready to hear what she did and b)how far does she trust that Becky is telling the truth?
All this is deeply fascinating as the way in which Kate describes her climb from alcohol addiction, to acceptance of her illness and subsequent re-invention, has you rooting for her. You want her to succeed , for her hard work not to be in vain. And yet...there is a sneaky niggle that maybe, just maybe, what she did was so bad that there can be no forgiveness.
As Kate digs down into the past, whilst also trying to re-establish her relationship with Becky, plan her wedding, prepare for exams and maintain her sobriety, you begin to wonder whether she will be able to make the distance, and if she will ever stop punishing herself for actions which she cannot remember.
It's such an interesting character study on redemption, needing to right wrongs and also why we go to such lengths. Is Kate right to turn Becky into the sole reason she needs forgiveness, or maybe she also needs to start forgiving herself at some point in order to move on.
I genuinely found myself invested in, and caring about these characters and becoming concerned that jeopardy was around the corner. Are some things just better off not knowing?
Read 'My Best Friend's Secret' and find out for yourself!
July 20, 2021
My thanks to Quercus Books for an invitation to read and review ‘My Best Friend’s Secret’ by Emily Freud and also to take part in the blog tour to celebrate its paperback release on 22 July.
I would class this novel more as a domestic drama/noir rather than a thriller, as although there are elements of suspense throughout the narrative, the main focus is upon the relationships between its various characters as well as the protagonist’s struggle with alcoholism.
Kate Sullivan is the kind of lead character well known to readers of the sub-genre of domestic noir/psychological thriller - at the opening of the novel she apparently has everything and yet outside forces soon threaten to destroy this.
So Kate has a beautiful home, a teaching job that she loves and she’s just about to marry Ben, her handsome American fiancé. Yet this new life hasn’t come easily. When Kate was younger she was out of control though in the intervening years she has painstakingly pieced her life back together, notably through working the AA 12-step program.
Then a chance encounter with her former best friend, Becky, threatens Kate's newfound happiness. Years before on a wild drunken night out something happened that led Becky to break off their friendship without explanation. Kate remembers nothing but wants to make amends. She also feels that she needs to know what happened that night. … no further details to avoid spoilers.
I felt that what distinguished ‘My Best Friend’s Secret’ was Emily Freud’s powerful and sensitive exploration of the challenges associated with alcoholism, including the constant temptations Kate faces to reach for a drink. I feel very lucky not to have experienced that pull but I have seen the toll that a dependence upon alcohol can take on an individual as well as upon their family and friends.
In addition, there are a number of surprises/twists along the way, and I felt that these emerged very organically from the narrative.
Overall, while ‘My Best Friend’s Secret’ wasn’t always a comfortable novel to read given the subject matter, I found it an impressive debut. It was well written and an engaging read. I can also see it being popular with reading groups as the issues raised around alcohol and addiction lend themselves well to group discussion topics.
I would class this novel more as a domestic drama/noir rather than a thriller, as although there are elements of suspense throughout the narrative, the main focus is upon the relationships between its various characters as well as the protagonist’s struggle with alcoholism.
Kate Sullivan is the kind of lead character well known to readers of the sub-genre of domestic noir/psychological thriller - at the opening of the novel she apparently has everything and yet outside forces soon threaten to destroy this.
So Kate has a beautiful home, a teaching job that she loves and she’s just about to marry Ben, her handsome American fiancé. Yet this new life hasn’t come easily. When Kate was younger she was out of control though in the intervening years she has painstakingly pieced her life back together, notably through working the AA 12-step program.
Then a chance encounter with her former best friend, Becky, threatens Kate's newfound happiness. Years before on a wild drunken night out something happened that led Becky to break off their friendship without explanation. Kate remembers nothing but wants to make amends. She also feels that she needs to know what happened that night. … no further details to avoid spoilers.
I felt that what distinguished ‘My Best Friend’s Secret’ was Emily Freud’s powerful and sensitive exploration of the challenges associated with alcoholism, including the constant temptations Kate faces to reach for a drink. I feel very lucky not to have experienced that pull but I have seen the toll that a dependence upon alcohol can take on an individual as well as upon their family and friends.
In addition, there are a number of surprises/twists along the way, and I felt that these emerged very organically from the narrative.
Overall, while ‘My Best Friend’s Secret’ wasn’t always a comfortable novel to read given the subject matter, I found it an impressive debut. It was well written and an engaging read. I can also see it being popular with reading groups as the issues raised around alcohol and addiction lend themselves well to group discussion topics.
August 29, 2024
Kate is a successful young teacher in north London who is living her dream and looking forward to her wedding day. That is until she experiences a rude awakening when her former life rears it’s ugly (well actually quite stylish) head. Kate hasn’t seen this face in years, so why has it chosen now to come back into her life?
My Best Friend’s Secret (working title “Closure”) is the first novel to be published from new author Emily Freud, but you certainly wouldn’t know it from the quality of the writing. A psychological thriller which will grip you start to finish, whilst also shining a light on some very real and sadly taboo topics. Emily Freud paints an honest, authentic picture of a young teacher in London, who through much hard graft perseverance seems to have it all. The loving fiancé, a fulfilling job, a gorgeous flat in a trendy neighbourhood. However it hasn’t always been this way for Kate and as we soon discover, she has built her seemingly charmed life upon the sandy foundations of a troubled past that haunts her to this day. Foundations which, whilst hidden out of sight under the idyllic construction of Kate’s present-day life, threaten to once again become visible when they crumble away and raze her dream home life to the ground.
Previously a tearaway teen with a penchant for partying and drinking into oblivion, Kate has now managed to put that life behind her and build a life for herself. 6 years sober and in a loving relationship, Kate has worked for so long to reform herself and build a life for herself, and the thought of that ever going away (understandably) terrifies her.
Speaking in her Instagram posts Emily Freud ( @emilyfreud_ ) revealed how she drew on her real-life past experiences and her own struggles with alcohol to help her write Kate’s story in My Best Friend’s Secret. Emily was struck with the idea for the book on her own wedding day, after 5 years sober, when it occurred to her how different it could have all been for her if she hadn’t overcome her addiction. What if just as she was about to get her happily ever after, it all fell apart? You’ll be pleased to hear that Emily’s own happily ever after remains intact and filled with a husband, beautiful children, and a new writing career! There are however more twists in Kate Sullivan’s tale.
It is a brave thing to be so honest and vulnerable about struggles so close to home as Emily has been in discussing the topic of alcoholism in My Best Friend’s Secret. Her bravery has been rewarded though, as it has enabled Emily Freud to write a very authentic feeling account of a very realistic, flawed but likeable protagonist in Kate Sullivan. From the very beginning, I felt an affinity to her and her sense of humour, whilst also sympathising with her and her all too common fears of losing it all. Freud also successfully shines a light on an all too commonplace but nevertheless taboo issue of alcoholism. It’s refreshing to see alcoholism and alcoholics portrayed as they truly are and can be. Not just the stereotypical tramp in the gutter, but as people of all ages, from all walks of life, struggling against a very real, very dangerous disease. Thankfully as Emily Freud herself is testament to, it is a treatable illness and one can only hope that this book and Emily’s own personal story will provide a source of hope and inspire others to seek out help for their problems with alcohol.
The seemingly fragile state of Kate’s blissful life, and the fear of this unknown threat that could obliterate it at any given moment, means every chapter has a lurking sense of tension. The threat could strike at any moment, or it may not strike at all. We are kept on the edge of our seat with every page, as we join Kate in analysing, or perhaps over analysing every detail.
In contrast to some other hugely successful books like Gone Girl and The Woman In The Window, where the protagonist is another intelligent but flawed female struggling with her own paranoia and self-doubt, My Best Friend’s Secret is written in the third person. Early on in my reading, I wondered if My Best Friend’s Secret could have benefitted from a first-person perspective at times, to allow the reader to be more immersed in the central character’s experiences and train of thought (both rational and irrational). However as the story progressed I felt the third person viewpoint worked fantastically, and was a more versatile choice, as it lent the story a sense of objectivity that may have been missed in a first-person narrative. One of the aspects of Freud’s writing I enjoyed most was the beautiful imagery and poetic metaphors which she employs through the book, particularly in it’s calmer and more thoughtful moments:
“The evenings have become longer, the sky bright and hazy with a low-hanging sun. The white moon is already visible. It hangs there dormant, like an uncomfortably early guest.”
“She hadn’t tried anything that tested her boundaries for years, stuck in a state of perpetual similitude, like a wasp trapped under a glass. Banging against the same wall, able to view the outside world but incapable of finding a route out to join it.”
It is imagery and writing like this which may have felt out of place had we been reading out Kate’s own internal monologue, as people seldom think in such poetic prose when faced with times of such stress and threats to their existence.
The tension ebbs and flows in waves as the book progresses, as Kate and the reader flit between being lulled into a sense of security and ease before being yanked out of it again as the next turn of events or revelation (or non-revelation) unfolds. Like so many of my favourite books, our protagonist is gaslit on numerous occasions, causing both Kate and the reader to question, is there really anything sinister afoot, or is it just her fear talking? The looming ghost of her addiction and secrets of her former life means Kate is terrified of losing grip of everything she holds dear, as she is helpless to stop it from happening. Although she may now be sober, Kate is increasingly falling under the influence of something that can ruin a life just as easily as alcohol can. As soon as the thought of a possible threat to her happiness arrives on the scene, Kate becomes ever more intoxicated by her most primal fears combined with her sadly all too familiar tendency to worry and fret over every interaction and consider every possible frightening scenario that could play out. Freud cleverly plays on our innate fear of the unknown leaving us to fret and worry along with Kate whilst we nervously will her to come out unscathed as we count down the days towards her wedding and her happy ending.
With this stunning debut, Emily Freud has served us a truly intoxicating thriller. I hope there is more to come from this author and I look forward to her next release!
4*
My Best Friend’s Secret is available on July 22, 2021.
Pre-order now on Amazon
**I would like to offer a trigger warning, as this fantastic book does deal with some themes including addiction, suicide and assault which some readers may find distressing to read.**
My Best Friend’s Secret (working title “Closure”) is the first novel to be published from new author Emily Freud, but you certainly wouldn’t know it from the quality of the writing. A psychological thriller which will grip you start to finish, whilst also shining a light on some very real and sadly taboo topics. Emily Freud paints an honest, authentic picture of a young teacher in London, who through much hard graft perseverance seems to have it all. The loving fiancé, a fulfilling job, a gorgeous flat in a trendy neighbourhood. However it hasn’t always been this way for Kate and as we soon discover, she has built her seemingly charmed life upon the sandy foundations of a troubled past that haunts her to this day. Foundations which, whilst hidden out of sight under the idyllic construction of Kate’s present-day life, threaten to once again become visible when they crumble away and raze her dream home life to the ground.
Previously a tearaway teen with a penchant for partying and drinking into oblivion, Kate has now managed to put that life behind her and build a life for herself. 6 years sober and in a loving relationship, Kate has worked for so long to reform herself and build a life for herself, and the thought of that ever going away (understandably) terrifies her.
Speaking in her Instagram posts Emily Freud ( @emilyfreud_ ) revealed how she drew on her real-life past experiences and her own struggles with alcohol to help her write Kate’s story in My Best Friend’s Secret. Emily was struck with the idea for the book on her own wedding day, after 5 years sober, when it occurred to her how different it could have all been for her if she hadn’t overcome her addiction. What if just as she was about to get her happily ever after, it all fell apart? You’ll be pleased to hear that Emily’s own happily ever after remains intact and filled with a husband, beautiful children, and a new writing career! There are however more twists in Kate Sullivan’s tale.
It is a brave thing to be so honest and vulnerable about struggles so close to home as Emily has been in discussing the topic of alcoholism in My Best Friend’s Secret. Her bravery has been rewarded though, as it has enabled Emily Freud to write a very authentic feeling account of a very realistic, flawed but likeable protagonist in Kate Sullivan. From the very beginning, I felt an affinity to her and her sense of humour, whilst also sympathising with her and her all too common fears of losing it all. Freud also successfully shines a light on an all too commonplace but nevertheless taboo issue of alcoholism. It’s refreshing to see alcoholism and alcoholics portrayed as they truly are and can be. Not just the stereotypical tramp in the gutter, but as people of all ages, from all walks of life, struggling against a very real, very dangerous disease. Thankfully as Emily Freud herself is testament to, it is a treatable illness and one can only hope that this book and Emily’s own personal story will provide a source of hope and inspire others to seek out help for their problems with alcohol.
The seemingly fragile state of Kate’s blissful life, and the fear of this unknown threat that could obliterate it at any given moment, means every chapter has a lurking sense of tension. The threat could strike at any moment, or it may not strike at all. We are kept on the edge of our seat with every page, as we join Kate in analysing, or perhaps over analysing every detail.
In contrast to some other hugely successful books like Gone Girl and The Woman In The Window, where the protagonist is another intelligent but flawed female struggling with her own paranoia and self-doubt, My Best Friend’s Secret is written in the third person. Early on in my reading, I wondered if My Best Friend’s Secret could have benefitted from a first-person perspective at times, to allow the reader to be more immersed in the central character’s experiences and train of thought (both rational and irrational). However as the story progressed I felt the third person viewpoint worked fantastically, and was a more versatile choice, as it lent the story a sense of objectivity that may have been missed in a first-person narrative. One of the aspects of Freud’s writing I enjoyed most was the beautiful imagery and poetic metaphors which she employs through the book, particularly in it’s calmer and more thoughtful moments:
“The evenings have become longer, the sky bright and hazy with a low-hanging sun. The white moon is already visible. It hangs there dormant, like an uncomfortably early guest.”
“She hadn’t tried anything that tested her boundaries for years, stuck in a state of perpetual similitude, like a wasp trapped under a glass. Banging against the same wall, able to view the outside world but incapable of finding a route out to join it.”
It is imagery and writing like this which may have felt out of place had we been reading out Kate’s own internal monologue, as people seldom think in such poetic prose when faced with times of such stress and threats to their existence.
The tension ebbs and flows in waves as the book progresses, as Kate and the reader flit between being lulled into a sense of security and ease before being yanked out of it again as the next turn of events or revelation (or non-revelation) unfolds. Like so many of my favourite books, our protagonist is gaslit on numerous occasions, causing both Kate and the reader to question, is there really anything sinister afoot, or is it just her fear talking? The looming ghost of her addiction and secrets of her former life means Kate is terrified of losing grip of everything she holds dear, as she is helpless to stop it from happening. Although she may now be sober, Kate is increasingly falling under the influence of something that can ruin a life just as easily as alcohol can. As soon as the thought of a possible threat to her happiness arrives on the scene, Kate becomes ever more intoxicated by her most primal fears combined with her sadly all too familiar tendency to worry and fret over every interaction and consider every possible frightening scenario that could play out. Freud cleverly plays on our innate fear of the unknown leaving us to fret and worry along with Kate whilst we nervously will her to come out unscathed as we count down the days towards her wedding and her happy ending.
With this stunning debut, Emily Freud has served us a truly intoxicating thriller. I hope there is more to come from this author and I look forward to her next release!
4*
My Best Friend’s Secret is available on July 22, 2021.
Pre-order now on Amazon
**I would like to offer a trigger warning, as this fantastic book does deal with some themes including addiction, suicide and assault which some readers may find distressing to read.**
July 21, 2021
When Kate was younger and struggling to deal with the death of her mother, she turned to alcohol and drugs to escape from her problems. After years of putting up with her drunken behaviour, Kate's best friend Becky has had enough and decides to cut all contact, disappearing from her life completely.
Several years later, Kate has turned her life around. She is sober and looking forward to marrying her fiancé Ben when she unexpectedly bumps into Becky in a restaurant. Desperate to make amends for her behaviour in the past, Kate decides that the only way she can move forward is to find out exactly what happened on their last explosive night out. However, as she begins to piece the events of that night together, all other aspects of her life start to unravel. Is Becky telling the truth or is she intent on destroying the stability Kate worked so hard to achieve?
My Best Friends Secret is a different type of thriller to the books I normally read. A domestic thriller which is fundamentally an exploration of every type of toxic and destructive relationship a person can have - whether that is concerning female friendships, relationships with a partner, other family members or harmful relationships with alcohol or other substance addiction.
The elements of suspense were incorporated subtly throughout the story, building to a shocking ending which was both unexpected and emotional - the descriptions of Kate's struggles felt incredibly real and raw which is no doubt a result of the author drawing on her own personal experiences with alcoholism and mental health issues. The way Kate was forced to question her own sanity, sobriety and memories was very cleverly done, leaving me frustrated, wanting to discover the truth about what really happened and questioning every character at various points in the story. My Best Friends Secret is a powerful and beautifully written debut novel.
Several years later, Kate has turned her life around. She is sober and looking forward to marrying her fiancé Ben when she unexpectedly bumps into Becky in a restaurant. Desperate to make amends for her behaviour in the past, Kate decides that the only way she can move forward is to find out exactly what happened on their last explosive night out. However, as she begins to piece the events of that night together, all other aspects of her life start to unravel. Is Becky telling the truth or is she intent on destroying the stability Kate worked so hard to achieve?
My Best Friends Secret is a different type of thriller to the books I normally read. A domestic thriller which is fundamentally an exploration of every type of toxic and destructive relationship a person can have - whether that is concerning female friendships, relationships with a partner, other family members or harmful relationships with alcohol or other substance addiction.
The elements of suspense were incorporated subtly throughout the story, building to a shocking ending which was both unexpected and emotional - the descriptions of Kate's struggles felt incredibly real and raw which is no doubt a result of the author drawing on her own personal experiences with alcoholism and mental health issues. The way Kate was forced to question her own sanity, sobriety and memories was very cleverly done, leaving me frustrated, wanting to discover the truth about what really happened and questioning every character at various points in the story. My Best Friends Secret is a powerful and beautifully written debut novel.
July 17, 2021
Kate is out to dinner with her “perfect” fiance when she runs into her ex-best friend, whom she hasn’t seen in 10 years, since a night blurred by alcohol, after which Becky disappeared from Kate’s life, which quickly spiraled out of control. Now sober, in love and with a job she’s passionate about, Kate thinks it’s time to make things right with Becky once and for all. But the careful control Kate has strived for quickly slips from her grasp and she finds herself questioning everything. As she struggles to hold on to her sanity, Kate must face her darkest secrets once and for all.
This book was a real page turner because it had a great cliffhanger beginning, which really left me wanting to know how things turned out right from the start. As the book goes on, the mystery only gets deeper as the questions mount. This is the kind of book where you think you have a handle on it and then another twist sends things slipping through your fingers.
Kate is also a character worth rooting for: she’s sympathetic and likable, and she wants to do what’s best, but doesn’t quite always get there. That made her very relatable in my mind. She wasn’t some perfect, over the top, perfect manic pixie dream girl. She was just an ordinary girl with problems of her own, trying not to get overwhelmed.
The ending was very good and I felt things wrapped up nicely. The mystery was solved and all the characters seemed to be in the right place.
This was a great debut novel from this author I look forward to reading more from her.
This book was a real page turner because it had a great cliffhanger beginning, which really left me wanting to know how things turned out right from the start. As the book goes on, the mystery only gets deeper as the questions mount. This is the kind of book where you think you have a handle on it and then another twist sends things slipping through your fingers.
Kate is also a character worth rooting for: she’s sympathetic and likable, and she wants to do what’s best, but doesn’t quite always get there. That made her very relatable in my mind. She wasn’t some perfect, over the top, perfect manic pixie dream girl. She was just an ordinary girl with problems of her own, trying not to get overwhelmed.
The ending was very good and I felt things wrapped up nicely. The mystery was solved and all the characters seemed to be in the right place.
This was a great debut novel from this author I look forward to reading more from her.
August 30, 2021
Kate is an alcoholic, who is in recovery. She has got on with her life, put her past behind her and is looking forward to marrying her gorgeous fiancé. A chance meeting with her former best friend Becky throws everything in a spin. Karen and Becky have unfinished business from their last night out, and Karen needs to bring closure to the breakup as part of her recovery program.
But what is it about Becky? Is she trying to seduce her fiancé? And what is she hiding?
This is a novel about lots of things. It is from the point of view of the alcoholic and her narrative is not always reliable. Also, what it does is make the ending of the novel a complete surprise, and very difficult to read and absorb.
I enjoyed this novel but some if it I found unreliable. There are several other side stories to the main theme. Karen’s job as a teacher and her interaction with her students. Becky’s relationship to her family. And Karen’s relationship with alcohol..
I was given an advance copy in return for an honest review and honestly this novel is quite long but stick with it as the ending will completely surprise you.
But what is it about Becky? Is she trying to seduce her fiancé? And what is she hiding?
This is a novel about lots of things. It is from the point of view of the alcoholic and her narrative is not always reliable. Also, what it does is make the ending of the novel a complete surprise, and very difficult to read and absorb.
I enjoyed this novel but some if it I found unreliable. There are several other side stories to the main theme. Karen’s job as a teacher and her interaction with her students. Becky’s relationship to her family. And Karen’s relationship with alcohol..
I was given an advance copy in return for an honest review and honestly this novel is quite long but stick with it as the ending will completely surprise you.
August 20, 2022
3.5 ⭐️
I really enjoyed this one, it sucked me straight in and was a really suspenseful and interesting read! The pacing was good and although it was almost a slow burn, the little bits unraveling along the way kept you hooked and needing more.
The plot was interesting and I enjoyed the back and forth, between past and present, as Kate’s backstory unfolds against the actions of her in the present day. The characters were written really well and you could feel all of Kate’s angst and discomfort in the writing - making it a really addictive read.
It deals really well with addiction and showing the reality of it. It provided a lot of interesting plot twists and the one at the end I never saw coming - that one proper blew my mind. It’s a dark and gripping story that explores a lot of harsh realities really well.
This was a really clever and well thought out book. Plot and characters written really well, it’ll hook you from the get go. Definite recommendation for any lovers of a suspense thriller. However, I do recommend checking the TW’s first as it does touch on some sensitive topics.
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#MyBestFriendsSecret #EmilyFreud #ThrillerBooks #SuspenseThriller #DebutNovel
I really enjoyed this one, it sucked me straight in and was a really suspenseful and interesting read! The pacing was good and although it was almost a slow burn, the little bits unraveling along the way kept you hooked and needing more.
The plot was interesting and I enjoyed the back and forth, between past and present, as Kate’s backstory unfolds against the actions of her in the present day. The characters were written really well and you could feel all of Kate’s angst and discomfort in the writing - making it a really addictive read.
It deals really well with addiction and showing the reality of it. It provided a lot of interesting plot twists and the one at the end I never saw coming - that one proper blew my mind. It’s a dark and gripping story that explores a lot of harsh realities really well.
This was a really clever and well thought out book. Plot and characters written really well, it’ll hook you from the get go. Definite recommendation for any lovers of a suspense thriller. However, I do recommend checking the TW’s first as it does touch on some sensitive topics.
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#MyBestFriendsSecret #EmilyFreud #ThrillerBooks #SuspenseThriller #DebutNovel
July 21, 2021
This is a brilliant debut from Emily Freud. It's a very raw depiction of addiction , capturing the destructive inner voice of someone battling with demons and addiction to alcohol.
Kate has made peace with herself for the most part of her six years sober. But bumping into her old best friend Becky she realises she wants to meet step nine in her AA twelve steps program - 'making amends to those you feel that you hurt during your drinking' . Kate knows there is something that happened on that last night, she drank so heavily at that time in her life that she can't remember. But is she doing the right thing? Inviting her old friend in to her home that she shares with her wonderful fiance Ben? Is Becky after revenge? Is she here to ruin Kate's happiness? The more we delve in to the story the more of what Kate thought about her family changes, secrets are revealed and twists that we really dont expect! A gripping psychological thriller! I hope there is more to come from this author!
Kate has made peace with herself for the most part of her six years sober. But bumping into her old best friend Becky she realises she wants to meet step nine in her AA twelve steps program - 'making amends to those you feel that you hurt during your drinking' . Kate knows there is something that happened on that last night, she drank so heavily at that time in her life that she can't remember. But is she doing the right thing? Inviting her old friend in to her home that she shares with her wonderful fiance Ben? Is Becky after revenge? Is she here to ruin Kate's happiness? The more we delve in to the story the more of what Kate thought about her family changes, secrets are revealed and twists that we really dont expect! A gripping psychological thriller! I hope there is more to come from this author!
July 22, 2021
This is a great domestic thriller.
It follows Kate, she is a teacher and about to get married to the love of her life, she is also 6 years sober.
While on a date night with her fiance she bumps into her old best friend that she hasn't seen in over 10 years. Becky, the old best friend moves into Kates for a few weeks while she sorts herself out. But there is something left unsaid about the last night they saw each other all those years ago. And Kate thinks Becky may be out for revenge.
The story is slow going but kept me gripped as I enjoyed reading about Kate and how she has stayed sober for 6 years. It mentions alcoholism a lot in this book, which I really liked, as you don't see it very often discussed in books.
I thought I guessed what the twist was going to be fairly early on but I was wrong, which was a surprise. The twist was great and I really enjoyed the ending.
This was a great summer read and can't wait till the author writes more books
4/5 stars
*Thanks to Quercus for my copy of this book in return for my honest review
It follows Kate, she is a teacher and about to get married to the love of her life, she is also 6 years sober.
While on a date night with her fiance she bumps into her old best friend that she hasn't seen in over 10 years. Becky, the old best friend moves into Kates for a few weeks while she sorts herself out. But there is something left unsaid about the last night they saw each other all those years ago. And Kate thinks Becky may be out for revenge.
The story is slow going but kept me gripped as I enjoyed reading about Kate and how she has stayed sober for 6 years. It mentions alcoholism a lot in this book, which I really liked, as you don't see it very often discussed in books.
I thought I guessed what the twist was going to be fairly early on but I was wrong, which was a surprise. The twist was great and I really enjoyed the ending.
This was a great summer read and can't wait till the author writes more books
4/5 stars
*Thanks to Quercus for my copy of this book in return for my honest review
July 18, 2021
This is a well written thriller that explores the realities of alcoholism and the impact this has, not only on the person themselves but those around them. The author has drawn on her own past experiences with alcohol and this shows throughout the writing as there is a sense of realism protruding from the pages. I really respected the fact that the main protagonist was portrayed as a hard working teacher living a fairly normal life, just about to get married, despite her past struggles with addiction. There was a sense of hope that anyone can overcome their demons and go on to live a productive life. Despite this Kate has a feeling of unfinished business hanging over her, which leads to a sense of building tension. A great debut novel for anyone who loves a psychological thriller.
This was a gifted copy in exchange for an honest review.
This was a gifted copy in exchange for an honest review.
August 22, 2021
This book wasn’t my cup of tea. Disappointing to be honest, picked it up after reading a glowing review in the independent about the authors page turning debut,
Ill take their recommendations with a good dash of salt the next time!
Decent plot line but took a long time to get to anything interesting and found the writing distracting and exasperating at times with lines like he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively…, she wiggled her eyebrows furtively(furtively mightn’t be the right line but you get my jist)
Maybe a few different character perspectives and a few time jumps could have brought this up by its bootstraps; again the plot is decent, it feels like this book could have been better with many more layers- it lacked that page turning magic that you see in Gone girl or Girl on a train
Ill take their recommendations with a good dash of salt the next time!
Decent plot line but took a long time to get to anything interesting and found the writing distracting and exasperating at times with lines like he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively…, she wiggled her eyebrows furtively(furtively mightn’t be the right line but you get my jist)
Maybe a few different character perspectives and a few time jumps could have brought this up by its bootstraps; again the plot is decent, it feels like this book could have been better with many more layers- it lacked that page turning magic that you see in Gone girl or Girl on a train
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 14, 2021
TOTALLY RELATABLE. I just had to finish it.
I got the book following seeing the ad dozens of times. It reminded me of a Dorothy Koomson book. I jumped straight in without reading the description. Even if I had I read the blurb beforehand it I don't think it would have prepared me for the onslaught of my mind taking itself back to similar experiences Kate was going through. Fortunately chaos was in my head. Kate was LIVING it.
I really hope Emily writes further.
My only tip is 'if you're in recovery, make sure your head is in a good place to start. I thought I was OK when I picked it up. I still am but I've been on a bit of a journey.
I got the book following seeing the ad dozens of times. It reminded me of a Dorothy Koomson book. I jumped straight in without reading the description. Even if I had I read the blurb beforehand it I don't think it would have prepared me for the onslaught of my mind taking itself back to similar experiences Kate was going through. Fortunately chaos was in my head. Kate was LIVING it.
I really hope Emily writes further.
My only tip is 'if you're in recovery, make sure your head is in a good place to start. I thought I was OK when I picked it up. I still am but I've been on a bit of a journey.
July 23, 2021
📖 new review.
[pr review copy]
Thank you @quercus for my copy and for having me on the review tour.
🎉 this book is out now.
This was such an enjoyable read, from start to finish it was filled with unease, tensions and mystery. I loved the drama of it and just the characters here, especially main character Kate who I really felt for the whole way through. The story builds and builds, and you are left wondering what possibly happened on that fateful night to shatter friendships and cause such downfall, and when all is revealed it’s a collision of emotion and shock.
This is a story about friendship, secrets and lies, fighting and keeping your inner demons down and under control, and what happens when people from your past re surface. I thought the writing was brilliant, flowing effortlessly with such ease through the chapters till the shocking and heartbreaking revelations towards the end. There were moments I felt my heart drop, and i just thought it was so good and the emotional punch it delivered worked so well.
It was emotionally driven, with such a claustrophobic feel to it as well. I just thought it was really gripping and such a great read! I would really look forward to whatever this author brings out next that’s for sure.
[pr review copy]
Thank you @quercus for my copy and for having me on the review tour.
🎉 this book is out now.
This was such an enjoyable read, from start to finish it was filled with unease, tensions and mystery. I loved the drama of it and just the characters here, especially main character Kate who I really felt for the whole way through. The story builds and builds, and you are left wondering what possibly happened on that fateful night to shatter friendships and cause such downfall, and when all is revealed it’s a collision of emotion and shock.
This is a story about friendship, secrets and lies, fighting and keeping your inner demons down and under control, and what happens when people from your past re surface. I thought the writing was brilliant, flowing effortlessly with such ease through the chapters till the shocking and heartbreaking revelations towards the end. There were moments I felt my heart drop, and i just thought it was so good and the emotional punch it delivered worked so well.
It was emotionally driven, with such a claustrophobic feel to it as well. I just thought it was really gripping and such a great read! I would really look forward to whatever this author brings out next that’s for sure.
August 19, 2021
Kate has been sober for 6 years and in that time has managed to find the perfect man and the perfect job and has great support from her sponsor. All seems to be going well until her childhood friend Becky turns up out of the blue. After asking her to stay with them for a while, Kate and her fiance start to experience problems and Becky seems to still be holding a grudge about the past. But when all the secrets come out, will Kate remain sober or will it all become too much? This one had so many twists and turns and really kept me guessing until the end. What I thought was the truth, was not and what I thought would happen, didn't. A gripping read.
August 13, 2022
This book was well written although some of the descriptive writing was a little stilted and strange, eg her bike wheel “jumping up and down like an excited puppy”…what?! As a secondary school worker the school scenes felt authentic, although there were lots of holes safeguarding wise. I found the addiction side of things very engaging and real. Ultimately though I’ve marked out down because I felt that the Becky element was just too ridiculous and unfathomable, I can’t give it away without spoiling it but it I did find it very daft and tenuous. I wouldn’t recommend based on that, though it’s clear that the writer has talent.
August 9, 2021
This book seemed to have been well researched in terms of alcoholism and its long term effects on the life of a young woman at times struggling to remain sober. Her inner mental turmoil was well described by the author and added to the suspense of this psychological thriller.
I was caught up in the relationship between the principal characters, Kate and her fiancé and her old friend Becky and was encouraged to second guess the outcome along the way. As it happened, I was completely wrong and would never have guessed the final plot twist that brought the story to an unexpected (for me) end.
I was caught up in the relationship between the principal characters, Kate and her fiancé and her old friend Becky and was encouraged to second guess the outcome along the way. As it happened, I was completely wrong and would never have guessed the final plot twist that brought the story to an unexpected (for me) end.
September 23, 2022
Such a disappointment after the suspense and pleasure reading another one of Freud’s books, “What She Left Behind”. This plot was just clumsy, boring, and overblown. Maybe if I had more experience with AA I’d have had more interest. I have decided that the author felt like she had to fill an extra 75 to 100 pages and as a reader I had to suffer through the protagonist chewing on a bone about her friend that she couldn’t let go of. Then after the overblown middle section, the resolution with her fiancé was rushed.
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