*Potential spoiler warning? Honestly, I'm not sure…I just know I'm having a hard time with this review so I'm just going to say what's on my mind*
I love an MM rockstar romance, so when I had the opportunity to read an advance copy by a new to me author I was super excited. I've got to say, though, feel a bit cheated. Nowhere in the blurb did it indicate that this book would be for the most part about the characters' teenage years...and I mean at least 70% of the book. Coming of age/YA generally aren't my jam so had I known, I probably wouldn't have requested the ARC.
I powered through, though...and I have thoughts. Firstly, I'm not sure I would classify Pieces Of Us as a romance. To me, it reads more as a contemporary melodrama - a sort of soap opera with LGBTQ+ themes as, although Ethan and Zeke are the main characters (and the book is told from their dual POV), the plot really revolves around the relationships, origin stories and current events of the whole Sinners Of Seattle band because they are absolutely intertwined. On top of this, I feel the interactions between Zeke and Ethan that signal a budding romance are squashed under the weight of the negative emotions that create the unrelenting angst that leads to the big cliffhanger. In fact there's only one element at the beginning of their complex relationship that speaks to a positive bond without just being about (emotionally unhealthy) sex. So, while I don't necessarily need fluff in my romance, just a teeny glimmer of light would be nice. Even the found family trope is a little lost for me because the plot arc leaves the group or even requires them to be completely dysfunctional.
If I sound really negative so far it's because this is not the book I thought I'd be reading, but that's not to say I don't think it's well-written. Setting my reservations aside, I think the author has created a collection of excellent characters with great depth who are having to face issues rooted in some serious and scary real-life situations such as child/young adult welfare or endangerment, homelessness, addiction, sexuality, bereavement, etc. (even if it's a stretch to think they'd all happen in so confined a set of circumstances) and I especially like the role Hannah plays in the group's dynamic later on in the book and her journey of self-discovery.
Whilst I would have liked more balance between the young years and adulthood - there's lots of scope before the cliffhanger for expanding on the issues Ethan and Zeke have once Ethan is trying to manage his life whilst managing his business and whilst Zeke is spiralling - there's no denying the author's ability to engage the reader. In fact, if her intention was to craft a story to put the reader through the emotional wringer, then mission accomplished...with bells on! So I'd say that readers who are in it for the wall-to-wall angst and aren't that romantically motivated will get along just fine with Pieces Of Us. Me? I'm going to wait the (mercifully) short time for part two of this duet because I think that's going to be what I thought I was signing up for.
Maybe I'll circle back around after reading the next installment and have a different reading experience. For now, if I were to give my rating categorising the book as the rockstar romance promised in the blurb it would be very low but, objectively, I think this is a really good drama so I'm going to say 3*.
An advance copy was provided by GRR. This is my honest review.