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Si je disparais
« Mon nom est Brianna Jonnie. J'ai quatorze ans. Je suis autochtone. J'ai plus de chances de disparaître que mes pairs » En 2016, Brianna a écrit une lettre ouverte de dénonciation pour sensibiliser le public à la négligence des services de police dans la recherche des femmes autochtones disparues. Si je disparais est un roman graphique coup de poing, basé sur une histoire vraie, ou plutôt sur trop d'histoires vraies. La disparition et le meurtre de femmes et de filles autochtones ne sont PAS uniquement des problèmes autochtones canadiens. Ce sont des tragédies qui relèvent des droits humains partout dans le monde.
64 pages, Paperback
First published December 3, 2019
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October 27, 2020
Inspired by the letter written by 14 year old, Brianna Jonnie to Winnipeg's chief of police, this illustrated book brings voice to what being an Indigenous teen in Canada means today. The book includes an informative essay which provides readers with the context of the Missing Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls in Canada inquiry.
Goodreads review published 27/10/20
Goodreads review published 27/10/20
March 22, 2021
cet album est puissant et tellement d’actualité, malheureusement ...
cette histoire, elle est celle de Briannie Joannie, une jeune autochtone de quatorze ans. tous les jours, elle craint pour sa vie, elle se sait observée, ressent le jugement et craint et sait qu’elle a moins de chances de survie que d’autres. et cela est épouvantable.
cet album nous amène à réfléchir sur les conditions des autochtones et plus particulièrement sur celles des femmes autochtones. cet album permettra certainement de belles discussions en classe et est à lire vraiment vraiment parce qu’il ne pourrait pas être plus d’actualité qu’en ce moment ...
cette collection (Griff) est incroyable et ce petit bijou de roman graphique s’ajoute tout naturellement au reste de cette collection si riche. l’histoire de Briannie n’est pas à prendre à la légère et elle est celle de trop de jeunes femmes.
cette histoire, elle est celle de Briannie Joannie, une jeune autochtone de quatorze ans. tous les jours, elle craint pour sa vie, elle se sait observée, ressent le jugement et craint et sait qu’elle a moins de chances de survie que d’autres. et cela est épouvantable.
cet album nous amène à réfléchir sur les conditions des autochtones et plus particulièrement sur celles des femmes autochtones. cet album permettra certainement de belles discussions en classe et est à lire vraiment vraiment parce qu’il ne pourrait pas être plus d’actualité qu’en ce moment ...
cette collection (Griff) est incroyable et ce petit bijou de roman graphique s’ajoute tout naturellement au reste de cette collection si riche. l’histoire de Briannie n’est pas à prendre à la légère et elle est celle de trop de jeunes femmes.
August 10, 2021
A gut punch, devastating with its respectful tone and reasoned arguments, unforgiving in its sadness and resignation. Brianna Jonnie speaks the unspoken message that is sent by the double standard in how missing person cases are pursued by police and the media depending on race and gender.
I've read several graphic novels about the Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls (MMIWG) and Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women, Girls and Two-Spirit People (MMIWG2S) and this is the most powerful yet, adapting then 14-year-old Brianna Jonnie's 2016 open letter to the chief of the Winnipeg Police Service into a graphic novel/picture book. The full text of that letter is included in the back of the book, and it is even more moving than the adaptation.
Highly recommended.
I've read several graphic novels about the Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls (MMIWG) and Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women, Girls and Two-Spirit People (MMIWG2S) and this is the most powerful yet, adapting then 14-year-old Brianna Jonnie's 2016 open letter to the chief of the Winnipeg Police Service into a graphic novel/picture book. The full text of that letter is included in the back of the book, and it is even more moving than the adaptation.
Highly recommended.
March 24, 2021
Je pense que c’est mon préféré de la collection Griff 💔 Ca fait mal, ça met à l’envers, mais il faut le lire.
July 2, 2024
À lire! Courte et frappante, cette BD illustre une réalité dérangeante.
June 12, 2025
A good short read dealing with a very important issue on missing girls/violence towards people of indigenous origin especially towards women.
The letter towards the end broke me…
The book is just too short but it’s okay.
The letter towards the end broke me…
The book is just too short but it’s okay.
May 28, 2023
Truly, unrateable. And important.
My copy was purchased from the IAIA Museum of Contemporary Native Art in Santa Fe, NM.
My copy was purchased from the IAIA Museum of Contemporary Native Art in Santa Fe, NM.
June 3, 2021
Si je disparais.. c’est une lecture essentielle. D’abord l’adaptation de la lettre en album est très réussie. Ensuite les illustrations sont parfaites avec la référence au rouge. Les pages explicatives à la fin sont pertinentes. Cet album est absolument nécessaire. Il doit être lu en classe pour amener les élèves à se conscientiser à la triste réalité des autochtones (et particulièrement des femmes).
July 22, 2025
Une lecture simple, rapide et dynamique, mais tellement impactante. C’est une belle façon de sensibiliser!
February 12, 2022
If I Go Missing by Canadian teenager Brianna Jonnie is short, powerful and poignant. It is based on a letter, told in graphic novel format, that Brianna wrote to the Chief of Police in Winnipeg Man. She thanks the police for their prompt response in investigating and finding a missing teenager but then goes on to elaborate on how their response differs when this child / teenager is an indigenous person. She ends her letter by providing her photo and asking that if she ever goes missing (one that is a stronger likelihood for indigenous teenagers) that said photo be used in the press announcement. And also if she is found dead, that her mother be told that they are sorry and that Brianna wishes to be buried in her red dress (Look up The REDress Project at http://www.the redressproject.org for more info).
The story finishes with facts on the imbalance between white and indigenous (or black) women when it comes to homicide. 'In Australia, indigenous women are victims of homicide six times more often than non-indigenous women. They represent 16 percent of all female murder victims, even though indigenous people make up only 3 percent of the Australian population." There are other facts from the US and Canada.
Brianna makes a simple point but does so concisely and emotionally. Statistics are startling but she does end by saying that maybe the conversation is shifting. Let's hope. (4 stars)
The story finishes with facts on the imbalance between white and indigenous (or black) women when it comes to homicide. 'In Australia, indigenous women are victims of homicide six times more often than non-indigenous women. They represent 16 percent of all female murder victims, even though indigenous people make up only 3 percent of the Australian population." There are other facts from the US and Canada.
Brianna makes a simple point but does so concisely and emotionally. Statistics are startling but she does end by saying that maybe the conversation is shifting. Let's hope. (4 stars)
May 2, 2020
Powerful letter poem illustrated. All the dangers that Canada disproportionately threatens indigenous women with because of the intersectional relationship of race and gender. Heartbreaking that a fourteen year old Winnipegger has seen so much violence against her people already that she wrote this letter to the police department which has, in many cases, done little to stop (and in some cases contributed to) the violence or to solve the crimes against missing and murdered indigenous women, girls, and Two-Spirit people.
September 19, 2021
Un album qui ne nous laisse pas indifférent.
Une histoire vraie, et encore tellement d'actualité. Des illustrations incroyables.
À lire.
Une histoire vraie, et encore tellement d'actualité. Des illustrations incroyables.
À lire.
October 27, 2019
Thank you to NetGalley and James Lorimer & Company for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review.
Haunting is not even the word. Such beautiful artwork that highlights such an important and vital issue and makes it known to society. And the way it depicts a real-life letter was just both innovative and complete genius. This eye-opening graphic novel that sheds the necessary light on the plight of the indigenous people.
Haunting is not even the word. Such beautiful artwork that highlights such an important and vital issue and makes it known to society. And the way it depicts a real-life letter was just both innovative and complete genius. This eye-opening graphic novel that sheds the necessary light on the plight of the indigenous people.
August 26, 2020
The letter is for sure very powerful, but I don't know that it was heightened by the illustrations. I read the full letter in the back, and I was a little confused as to why one of the most powerful lines in the letter (My mom needs me, and I want my future) was not in the novel. I am grateful that this graphic novel introduced me to this letter.
November 7, 2021
The letter at the end was very powerful.
April 17, 2021
Cet album est nécessaire. Pertinent. Important.
Passer par la littérature jeunesse et mettre des images pour accompagner une réalité choquante est du génie. C’est un thème qui se doit d’être abordé en classe partout au Canada.
Les repères culturels sont nombreux et tout aussi importants à exploiter. C’est une belle façon d’aborder cette fameuse Enquête nationale ainsi que les mouvements sociaux qui luttent pour les femmes autochtones.
En tant qu’enseignant.e.s., nous avons un devoir de discuter de cette réalité avec nos élèves parce que, malheureusement, ce ne sont pas les médias qui le feront.
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Côté plus critique, j’ai trouvé très original de reprendre la lettre de Brianna Jonnie pour cet album. Le message est clair et les explications jointes à la fin sont vraiment pertinentes.
Toutefois, j’aurais aimé que la lettre présentée tout au long de l’histoire soit plus détaillée et imagée. C’était trop rapide pour moi. Tant au niveau des illustrations que de l’histoire, il manquait un peu de « chair autour de l’os » pour moi.
Passer par la littérature jeunesse et mettre des images pour accompagner une réalité choquante est du génie. C’est un thème qui se doit d’être abordé en classe partout au Canada.
Les repères culturels sont nombreux et tout aussi importants à exploiter. C’est une belle façon d’aborder cette fameuse Enquête nationale ainsi que les mouvements sociaux qui luttent pour les femmes autochtones.
En tant qu’enseignant.e.s., nous avons un devoir de discuter de cette réalité avec nos élèves parce que, malheureusement, ce ne sont pas les médias qui le feront.
...
Côté plus critique, j’ai trouvé très original de reprendre la lettre de Brianna Jonnie pour cet album. Le message est clair et les explications jointes à la fin sont vraiment pertinentes.
Toutefois, j’aurais aimé que la lettre présentée tout au long de l’histoire soit plus détaillée et imagée. C’était trop rapide pour moi. Tant au niveau des illustrations que de l’histoire, il manquait un peu de « chair autour de l’os » pour moi.
April 30, 2021
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Cette nouveauté Griff chez Isatis (qui propose des œuvres alliant narration, poésie dans certains cas, et images fortes) est devenue mon titre préféré de la collection, rien de moins. Il faut dire que Si je disparais aborde un sujet brulant, d’actualité, interpelant… et que c’est superbement écrit, avec une structure narrative des plus efficaces. Des semaines après l’avoir lu, le récit nous hante encore.
Cette nouveauté Griff chez Isatis (qui propose des œuvres alliant narration, poésie dans certains cas, et images fortes) est devenue mon titre préféré de la collection, rien de moins. Il faut dire que Si je disparais aborde un sujet brulant, d’actualité, interpelant… et que c’est superbement écrit, avec une structure narrative des plus efficaces. Des semaines après l’avoir lu, le récit nous hante encore.
October 17, 2022
Un roman graphique qui aborde une réalité canadienne qui est connue, mais peu abordée. C’est un roman touchant, en toute simplicité, qui porte à réfléchir.
September 23, 2022
Abductions are horrible no matter how you look at them.
However, I do struggle with the way our society brings life and awareness to them.
As a white woman, I know I will receive more press coverage than my coworker of Hispanic heritage (though we both will pale in comparison to the blond haired individual). Yet there are indigenous women who go missing far more often and society does not bat an eye. There is rarely press coverage and if there is, the negative sides of the woman's life, heritage, background are displayed
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
This is a lyrical letter, and a true life one, of an indigenous girl who is begging this to not be her fate. To have someone put in effort for caring after HER life. That she matters.
It's a picture book in format with red being the sole color used (other than black and white.) It has a huge visual impact to the reader; it stays with you long after you are finished.
However, I do struggle with the way our society brings life and awareness to them.
As a white woman, I know I will receive more press coverage than my coworker of Hispanic heritage (though we both will pale in comparison to the blond haired individual). Yet there are indigenous women who go missing far more often and society does not bat an eye. There is rarely press coverage and if there is, the negative sides of the woman's life, heritage, background are displayed
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
This is a lyrical letter, and a true life one, of an indigenous girl who is begging this to not be her fate. To have someone put in effort for caring after HER life. That she matters.
It's a picture book in format with red being the sole color used (other than black and white.) It has a huge visual impact to the reader; it stays with you long after you are finished.
December 28, 2021
Powerful.
March 11, 2023
Everything about this book is beautiful, except the reason for the letter in the first place. The illustrations are exquisitely apt. So much power in such a short read. Wonderful book.
March 25, 2021
Ce livre m'a vraiment ébranlée en seulement 60 pages. Étant enseignante en univers social au secondaire, j'essaie d'inclure les réalités et les perspectives autochtones autant que possible dans mes cours : ce sera donc un magnifique ajout à ma bibliothèque de classe, pour continuer à sensibiliser mes élèves. Bien que je ne puisse pas totalement comprendre le vécu présenté, me sachant privilégiée, j'y suis toutefois très sensible et empathique. 1200 femmes autochtones disparues ou assassinées, c'est troublant. Je n'avais pas réalisé pleinement l'ampleur du double standard racial lorsqu'il est question du traitement des affaires criminelles. Ce livre est encore plus percutant étant tiré d'une véritable lettre écrite par l'autrice à 14 ans. Le visuel avec les touches de rouge est aussi fort que les mots utilisés. C'est un beau livre pour se familiariser avec les romans graphiques/bandes dessinées.
June 27, 2022
Conseillé par mon amie Riley, je le remercie de m’avoir fait broyé.
Ce livre devrait être placardé sur les murs de toutes les villes. Sur toutes les pancartes. Partout. 🥺😭
Ce livre devrait être placardé sur les murs de toutes les villes. Sur toutes les pancartes. Partout. 🥺😭
December 13, 2023
Powerful. Poignant. I cannot do this book justice with my words.
November 18, 2024
Knowing a 14 year old wrote this was a gut punch. I had chills.
November 22, 2024
I'm not obtuse to the statistics surrounding missing indigenous women. Based on what became viral request for police to actively search for the letter writer should she go missing if effort to not become a statistic herself is powerful! This is a very quick read with a glossary for additional resources and information.
January 3, 2026
Le message est très fort et important. Très intéressant. Malheureusement, je n'ai pas du tout aimé les dessins.
April 27, 2024
Never underestimate the power of a letter written to authorities and the powers that be. Powerful words from this young woman. There are several parts of this book I would have liked to point out, words, art, but really, the whole thing is incredible.
December 19, 2019
If I Go Missing is the novelization of the open letter that Brianna Johnnie wrote to the Winnipeg Police as a fourteen year old girl, urging the authorities to deal with the issue of so many neglected cases of crimes against indigenous women better. Her words terrify and move the reader. Despite being so young, there is a certain maturity to her voice that is heartbreaking to bear witness to.
It is really hard for me to rate and review non-fiction like this because honestly, what can you say?! There is nothing but truth in this book, and I can only hope that it reaches the people it needs to reach and fosters the change it aims to bring in the world. I'm neither from Canada nor am I indigenous in this context, but I empathize. And I acknowledge this work for the much needed conversation starter that it is.
My only issue with this book is that it felt too short. I feel like dding a few more stories from the community would have given this book an extra umph. It is too short and concise and I fear that this will affect the impact that it will create. I was also not a huge fan of the art style, although I loved how the only colour used in the panels was red, an ode to the REDress project!
Thanks to Netgalley for providing me with an early copy of this book to review! All opinions are my own
November 11, 2021
This takes excerpts from a real letter written to the Winnipeg police force, imploring them to do better, and specifically telling them that should she go missing, to treat her like a white person and not like the proud indigenous person she is, because the police don’t care about them.
It’s short, simple, and heartbreaking. At the end there is the full letter as written and statistics about indigenous women going missing and/or murder rates, and other stats. Then there are resources too.
The art is fairly good, if simplistic. I can’t tell if the lack of perspective is on purpose or what, but it’s worth the 5-10 minute consumption and hopefully moves people enough to check out the stats and the letter, and so I think it succeeds exactly at doing what it sets out to do, regardless.
It’s short, simple, and heartbreaking. At the end there is the full letter as written and statistics about indigenous women going missing and/or murder rates, and other stats. Then there are resources too.
The art is fairly good, if simplistic. I can’t tell if the lack of perspective is on purpose or what, but it’s worth the 5-10 minute consumption and hopefully moves people enough to check out the stats and the letter, and so I think it succeeds exactly at doing what it sets out to do, regardless.
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