the ending was painful…very very painful.
i loved atlas although i started not liking him as much when i found out he was not a virgin and he’s been with a lot of women. that was tough, even if it’s only mentioned a few times i still had safety issues with it:( that is just me personally though.
everything about this book was amazing. the characters, the storyline, everything. this book literally broke my heart so now i have to go read romances with an HEA to sooth the pain😭
the last few chapters were ROUGH😭😭😭 i couldn’t stop crying. NO ONE DIED!!!! and this book is an HEA at the very end but they do have separation.
for people who want the spoilers i will put them down below so scroll if you don’t want to see them!!!
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atlas (the mmc) takes the fmc back home and there’s a lot of crying and sadness because they don’t want to leave eachother. she begs him to take her back home to their ‘home’ he doesn’t and tells her he can’t give her everything (kids, sex, ect… he’s a mer man so only at one time during a year does he lose his tail and he can only have kids with his species)
she wallows in depression for years, goes to college, finds a guy she gets married to and he knows about Atlas and that her heart will always belong to him. her husband was okay with that and they had kids together. four years after her husband dies and her kids are grown, she goes to visit atlas (i think she is in her 50s now) and they reunite. she says she will stay with him now.
truth be told that ending was so hard to read. she lost her v card (i presume) to her husband and not the person she loved which i always am like ‘if they really love someone why have sex with someone else?’ anyways.. it was heartbreaking but it does end with an HEA depending on how you want to look at it.
Spoilers over!!
safety:
virgin heroine
manwhore ish hero (mer man)
hero and heroine don’t have sex together in the book
no OM/OW drama (the heroine was sexually assaulted by another mer man but the hero got there in time and killed him)