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368 pages, Paperback
First published August 29, 2017
The deeper I fall into friendship with Charlie, the deeper I sink into the point of no return.
...this arrangement I’ve made with Ever is what most men don’t dare dream about or even deserve at age twenty-three.
If I texted him right now, he would meet me. He would give me the Adam Levine sex and ask me no questions, tell me no lies.
I’m becoming her friend in the hopes of knocking every other dude out of the running and graduating to friend with benefits. So I can slide in there real smooth. Like a snake.
I will get between those legs if I have to kill, steal or sacrifice to get there. And you’ll be a sweating, moaning, crying tangle of sex in the sheets by the time it’s over. I know you don’t doubt me, because I’ve done it. I’ve done it.”
Her hands are still locked together on top of her head, making her look like a prisoner. My prisoner. Except, I’m hers. This whole time I thought our lack of commitment was setting me free, but in truth, she’d thrown away the key to my freedom the minute she opened her mouth. She didn’t mean it, my Ever, but I’m imprisoned forever, just the same.
“In all the wild world, there is no more desperate a creature than a human being on the verge of losing love.”
—Atticus
And the queen of dirty talking romances has written another winner again!!
I will avoid having something and losing it—again—at all costs. So why am I clinging to Ever like a drunk with his last forty-ounce?
For police academy cadet Charlie Burns nothing is more important than becoming a police officer and following in the family legacy footsteps. He doesn’t have time, nor does is he interested in a relationship. And when he meets the sexy Ever who isn’t interested in anything more than no-strings sex he thinks he’s found his unicorn. And for a month Charlie is living the dream, until Ever decides to call things off because she wants something serious and she knows Charlie doesn’t do serious. Only Charlie is finding it impossible to let go of Ever and he’s desperate to win back what they had even if he has to sabotage her dates and become her best friend.
The deeper I fall into friendship with Charlie, the deeper I sink into the point of no return.
Ever Carmichael has been taught by the woman in her family to control the relationships she’s in, in order to never get played. And Charlie was the perfect candidate for her month-long fling. But life has a way of changing on you and Ever is suddenly made to see she deserves better than short-term hook-ups. And even though saying goodbye to Charlie was very hard to do, she’s knows he’s not the long-term guy she’s looking for. Determined to put herself out there, she eagerly attempts the NYC dating scene. Except nothing goes as planned and Charlies seems to be everywhere she goes, making avoiding the sexy charmer hard to do.
I thought being Ever’s friend was going to be difficult.
Now I’m starting to wonder what took me so long.
I loved both Charlie and Ever. They are both so messed up because of their parents, both has abandonment issues and it really influenced the way they handled each other. I did want to slap Charlie a few times in the beginning, because it really seemed all he wanted from Ever was a hook-up, he didn’t even try to learn more about her. But the more you got to know him, the more it became clear he was a bit broken when it came to relationships, he didn’t know how to be different and he wanted to be different with Ever. He really was such a mess, so worried about losing her, not wanting to let her go, wanting so badly to fix what was wrong with them so that she would take him back. It was really so sweet and romantic seeing him such a complete mess and I just wanted to hug him. And I loved how Ever was there for him when he needed her, that she knew what a good guy he was.
“I’ve been writing my name on every part of you. Knew it and couldn’t stop it. Couldn’t help it since day one. Mine, mine, mine.”
I loved the instant attraction between Ever and Charlie and how deceptive their easy falling into bed was. Their romance ended up being a bit of a slow burn, especially after Ever called things off and Charlie was determined to get her back by becoming her friend and ruining all her dating attempts. It forced them to really see each other, to realise the depth of their feelings. I loved the raw, powerful and hilarious path they took to finding out just how deep their feelings for each other really were.
I was laughing and smiling the entire book and I can’t wait to read the next two books about Charlie’s friend Jack, who’s a bit of a manwhore and drinks too much and I can’t wait to meet the woman who will be his match. After that there’s Charlie’s older brother Greer, who is like a grumpy, emotionless robot and the feisty Danika. Now that one I really want to read.
I love the way this author writes and how happy she makes me feel. And I can’t recommend her books enough. READ IT.
"How dare he be this capable? I think that's how I'm staring at him. Like I'm pissed at him for being so competent."
"Whether I like it or not, Charlie was a certified knight in shining armor, and I want to... reward him. I want to reward him good."
"He kneels between my legs, and I only have a split second to appreciate his dewy muscles, the boy-next-door-who-got-in-a-fist-fight beauty, before the shorts are ripped down past my ankles."
His attention lands back on me, dark and hot, as he allows me to slide to the floor. My breath hitches in and out as I pad over to the iPhone dock sitting in my windowsill and turn on some music. "Roses" by The Chainsmokers is the last song I listened to and the singer's voice drifts into the room now, dreamlike and smoky."