I had this one on my to-read list for quite some time. I decided every book I read about Patagonia I'll have in physical form (since I got my kobo I only buy in physically either Patagonian books or books that do not exist in digitial), so I decided to put it off until I moved to London. I was quite surprised when roaming a local bookshop in Punta Arenas I saw this paperback (in English), and I had to buy it.
Although the related adventures are mainly from the area of Chalten (and Patagonia is so much more than that), I still don't mind the author abused the title since you can feel his love for the land throughout the book.
I really enjoyed this read. Unlike other first accounts of mountaineering, the author really went deep into his thoughts and feelings and philosophy about the mountains + suffering + fear, and several rang with me.
I almost never reread a book, but I want use this as a note to my future self to re read this book in a year or so.
"I don't sleep the sleep of the just. All I've done is climb when the sun shines and all I've done to deserve the sunshine is spend a lot of time in Patagonia"
"Clouds tear over their tops at impossible speed, but inside the wind plays through my heartstrings. Patagonia-it feels like home"
"There were gaps between my vision for myself, what I actually was capable of, and what I actually did. And an expedition is more rewarding the smaller those gaps are"
"Time to get on with the business of failure"
"Perhaps the best answer is: because I love it. I love it even as I am freezing my ass on this cold, dark bivy... I love everything about it without qualification. I love to coil ropes and to carry heavy loads. I love the sky and I love the storm, the ice and the stone. I love to succeed and I love to try. I love to wait and I love to act; I love to shiver and I love to sweat. I love the freedom and I love the discipline. I love Patagonia and I love to climb. Perhaps the worst answer is: because it is an escape. Patagonia is an engagement, not an escape"
"We've been so busy engineering the danger and uncertainty out of the world that we humans rarely get opportunities to perform deliberate acts of physical courage"
"This is a real and fascinating paradox of alpinism: You must care completely, and at the same time, you can't care at all"
"There is one alpine weapon that I do possess in abundance, however, and that is time"
"But no place on earth sells what I took away from Patagonia. No money buys the friendship and respect of an Alex Hall, a Charlie Fowler, a Stefan Hiermaier, or a Jim Donini. I had not been found wanting, and I had seen the heart of the sunrise. I left Patagonia a rich man"
"...I climb because I thirst to throw back the margins of my world. There remains so much that I do not know"